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main interests; my ocs, the hundred line, the witch’s house, umineko, corpse party, hello charlotte, subahibi, witch's heart, rpg maker games, milgram currently reading/playing/watching: tsukihime (original), revolutionary girl utena

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with danganronpa, even if a character was very very blatantly gay and straightup said like "i love you" to another character of the same gender (coughs. komaeda) alot of the time youd get the attitude of "oh but did they MEAN it in that way? this character has a STRANGE PHILOSOPHY. their concept of love may be very different from a normal person, they may not mean it romantically..." but with eito theres been multiple occasions where his feelings are explicitly referred to as romantic by official staff members. of course, it shouldnt have to be explicitly referred to that way if its obvious in the text, but its also kind of refreshing that theres no way people can go "hmmm but did he MEAN it romantically? he says 'ive grown to love you' to the whole sdu so his feelings for takumi might just be the same kind of platonic 'i love you' as he meant there"

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people on tumblr do you even know about boy meets boy

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hundred line stage play

adapting various different routes/endings

adapting goodbye eito route

plot of goodbye eito route in the game: eito blinds himself and wants to rejoin the team after going through his redemption arc. takumi rejects eito, still too scared of him to fully trust him, and dejected after trying so hard to prove that hes changed and wants to be good, eito wanders out into the wasteland to go die alone but is too scared of death to kill himself so he just kinda spends his days wasting away. eventually he encounters a bunch of little kids getting attacked by monsters, and he resolves to redeem himself by saving the lives of these kids. he gets outnumbered but chooses to sacrifice himself so the kids can escape

when announcing the stage play adaptations, there was news that some performances would have unique spins and different endings from the game

one of the goodbye eito performances that would spin off and end differently from the original game was called 'boy meets boy'

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months go by

stageplay happens

boy meets boy has a version of the goodbye eito ending where takumi chases after eito when they leave the academy, tries to protect him from the wave of enemies attacking, they both get defeated and eito tells takumi to run away and he'll sacrifice himself but takumi instead says he'll stay and wont abandon eito so they kill themselves together by blowing themselves up and taking all the monsters out with them. they touch hands as they detonate the bomb

gay suicide

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people on tumblr do you even know about boy meets boy

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most braindead fanbase on planet earth lmao

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So the UK will reroute a fucking Internet cable for a fake grave for a fake elf because a bunch of brain dead nerds through a pissy fit, and meanwhile real actual natives in the US are getting arrested for trying to keep oil sand pipelines from going through their actual graves, holy sites and unceded territory. Burn it all down.

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oh it's worse, it's not an internet cable, it's a cable for distributing cleanly generated solar/wind electricity

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this grave has a real life physical location and YOU 🫵 can destroy it

read the little prince. i know its a kids book but ive been trying to read more this year and so far ive read the necrophiliac, notes on suicide, and in the very slow process of reading erotism: death and sensuality. and arent those all super dark subjects?! so something lighter and easy to digest.... i liked the little prince. unedited notes taken from when i was reading:

its a book about childhood and the curiousity and wonder of life that exists when you are a child. your worldview is free and unrestricted by common sense and normality. growing up requires an understanding and compliance to rules, both in social rules and logical rules. the entire universe and existence itself seems amazing and baffling to a child. life has not yet become mundane and mundane explanations for common phenomena, nature, etc. have not set in as truth. if everything seems fantastical, then fantastical explanations are no more nonsensical or ridiculous.

the little prince is alone, like the narrator who sees himself akin to a child in an adults body. although the narrator has learned to mask and fit in with adult society, he feels isolated in his differing perception of the world, his inability to take everything for granted and understand rules that 'simply are'. he is still grounded in more of the reality than the little prince is. but the little prince has nobody to enforce rules or common sense in his planet, and he is free and unburdened by the standards of others. he is free but deeply lonely, in his literal isolation. a contrast to the narrator who is shackled by social rules and surrounded by people, but still lonely due to his inability to relate

the king's "logic" is that he is in charge of all things. in reality, he is in charge of nothing, but because he has convinced himself of his authority, he percieves the natural processes of the universe to be agreements to his own commands and confirmation of his authority, when common sense would dictate that the king in fact forms his commands around that which already happens without his input the concieted man is the opposite of the king. he demands the prince to clap, and the prince does so, and the concieted man takes the prince's clapping to be praise instead of the result agreement to his command. the tippler's logic is circular, an explanation akin to "it simply is that way". so is that of the businessman, who collects more stars simply to hoard, that he can use to buy more stars later. he does not admire the stars, he simply wants to own them so he may use them to purchase more. circular logic that relies on an adult standard of "the way things are" the lamplighter cares for the lamp, but it is not out of love, it is obligation. nonetheless, it looks much to the little prince like a kind of love, because he is acting for something outside himself, rather than a self indulgence justified by circular logic like the other adults

value is given to things through love, and that makes things special. but value in adult society is decided largely by what others deem useful or expensive, brands, and other signs of "worth" that are meaningless to a child. obsession over living productively blinds people to the wonder of living in the moment

the little prince was a lost child, and died a child. his death, in the eyes of a child, is a return to his planet. he justifies his own death this way. is that escapism, denial of reality? or an invitation for the narrator to not mourn too much, to not focus on misery, but remember the prince with fondness and love?

very umineko-esque. i thought of maria.

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do people remember this era of jelloapocalypse. hes the guy who made epithet erased and people are discoursing about him on twitter for having shit media opinions but genuinely this is what i remember that guy for

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my ipad is dead and it might just be out of battery but the battery symbol isnt showing up when i try to turn it on -_-;

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i need to continue crossposting my thoughts across my twt and here again so i can be active for my beloved mutuals on both sites its just really embarassing when people who follow both of my accounts see me post the most lame and uninteresting stuff on both accounts as if im that desparate for people to care

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i like silly cute platonic relationships that can be described as two characters who are both extremely autistic but in polar opposite ways. examples would be azz and clara from mairuma, and futaba and yusuke from p5

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