yams

you are a fox. you we always be nothing. 🇺🇦

[kandreilcats]

If it weren't for Neil, the twins would probably have gone to different cities and would only meet on holidays at Nicky's. Do you think a drunk Aaron once told Neil "thank you" for that??

[moaloves]

“Oh my god, I can't believe Kevin day fumbled two different situation ships” Kevin Day who surgically removed himself from the people he loved when he realized he was not the better option. Kevin day who even when he's the first option knows he's never the best option. Kevin Day who lets people use him as they learn to love each other and themselves until he has no use anymore and lets them go even as they rip parts of himself away when they leave. Kevin day who is always the first choice and never the last.

[kandreilcats]

[kandreilcats]

snirius must live, so here it is.

[kandreilcats]

The Trojans, without realizing it, gave the Foxes such a good chance to breathe, like the Foxes played at least once without thinking "there are many more of them, we will lose on the next substitution", no threat of telling them off, plus the Trojans really enjoyed the game, they had fun, they let the Foxes enjoy what exy really is, damn, maybe Kevin was genuinely laughing?? I understand perfectly well why Kevin is their fan, they enjoy the game and win, and don't do everything for the sake of winning, they probably imagine themselves to be exactly what his mother created, this should have been exy, not the battlefield on which you suffer.

[kandreilcats]

13-year-old Andrew wakes up from a nightmare in the room he shares with his newly found twin brother. He wasn't loud when he woke up, but Aaron, seemingly tuned in to his mood swings, wakes up too. Aaron silently moves over to Andrew and, strangely enough, Andrew allows it, he lets his brother snuggle up against his back. They lie in silence for a few moments until Andrew whispers, "What the hell are you doing?" Aaron replies, "I'm keeping you, idiot, go to sleep, we'll get up early tomorrow." They don't talk about it in the morning, and then never again, but sometimes they really do cuddle up to each other like kids, Andrew can sit next to his brother in the car without feeling nauseous, he can let his brother grab his hand during a scary moment in a movie or fall asleep next to him on the couch. It's some kind of innate sense of security next to Aaron, a completely new feeling for Andrew and he's afraid of it, but he's also sincerely afraid of losing it.

[kandreilcats]

Riko is obviously a heartless monster and we all hate him unconditionally, but does Kevin hate him??

To Kevin, Riko was the closest person to him after his mother, he was his brother who was going crazy in front of Kevin. Kevin will never forget that this boy held his hand at his mother's funeral, when Kevin was forbidden to even cry. It was this boy who promised that they would always be brothers and together, which over time became a nightmare.

I think Kevin felt guilty when he rejoiced in his death, I think he was torn between feelings.

[kandreilcats]

«I didn't say anything then because I knew I'd look out for only me when the world went to hell. I don't want to be that person anymore. I want to go back for you.»

Neil Josten I'm still waiting for the flirting book, share your wisdom with posterity.

[kandreilcats]

Andrew is having a really peaceful evening alone in the dorm, because everyone had somewhere to go and something to do.

Well, until his phone rings, it's an unfamiliar number, "Neil Josten has been in a minor accident, your number is listed as an emergency contact, so come to the address....".

Оn the way in the car, Andrew gets another unfamiliar number, it was Nicky, from the police, as his trusted person and relative, Andrew is asked to come pick him up as soon as possible, because Nicky is seriously planning to tell all the seasons of "Desperate Housewives" to the entire department.

Andrew starts to get nervous, to top it all off, when the three of them were already returning home in absolute silence, Andrew gets a call from Kevin's phone asking him to pick him up from the bar, where he went to meet friends from his course, so they had to make a circle and stop by for a drunk Kevin.

When the dorm door slammed shut behind them and Andrew saw Aaron sitting on the couch with his phone in his hands and the question "where the hell have you been" Andrew was almost ready to hug his brother for having an uneventful day today.

Andrew is obviously an emergency contact in 5/10 foxes, his emergency contact is Wymack.

[kandreilcats]

Andrew refuses to call Nicky his family. Nicky is a stranger, it is completely unclear what benefit he will get from their adoption. Andrew does not trust him.

But Nicky put a lock on his door and gave the only key to Andrew.

But Nicky bought them a whole birthday cake and divided it into two equal parts to create the illusion that each had their own and put candles on it.

But Nicky, passing by, gives them candy that someone treated him to, and for a foster child, sharing food is a big deal.

But Nicky goes to every one of their games and is a real fan.

But Nicky gave up his happy life in Germany for them.

Nicky doesn't turn a blind eye to the fact that Aaron is unwell, he tries to help, he really listens to what Andrew says, he knows their favorite flavor of ice cream, even if they've never said it out loud, he helps them with their homework when he has time, he doesn't touch Andrew because he said straight away that he doesn't like being touched, he stopped saying "please", he believes in the twins' future and is really trying.

Cass became his first mother for whom he was willing to suffer, but Nicky became his safe family without the "but you have to suffer", Nicky is safe, Aaron is safe with him, so Nicky is family.

[kandreilcats]

today is the day when I think about the moment when "Neil reached for a gun and hit Andrew's arm instead. Andrew glanced back at him before rolling off the bed." so Andrew, did you keep your hand under Neil's pillow? How scared are you of losing him again? me too dude

[kandreilcats]

When Neil and Andrew argue, they don't raise their voices at each other, they don't stay angry for more than an hour, and they quickly resolve any disagreements through conversation.

When Andrew and Kevin fight, Kevin always tries to make a scene, but quickly gives up because Andrew just looks at him with his calm, deep brown eyes with a silent question "are you done??" and the argument ends in a stalemate.

When Neil and Kevin fight, which happens more often than you might think, they yell, switch languages, push each other just for attention, not physical harm, people around just get out the popcorn because it's a spectacle, as soon as one of them shuts up the other mumbles something under his breath and it all starts again, but they are finishing it with an evil kiss and they continue talking as if they hadn't quarreled.

[kandreilcats]

Neil, who suffered horrific injuries while hiding, is probably very careless about minor injuries, but now he has people around him who really do care. For example, you want to tell me that Dan doesn't bandage his cut finger after Neil's botched peeling of potatoes. Or that Matt panics and rushes to the hospital at 3 a.m. because Neil slipped in the bathroom and hit his head. Or that Andrew bandages his injured knees after Neil and Kevin have an improvised exy game in the backyard. And all this is accompanied by Neil Josten's words, "I'm fine."

[kandreilcats]

He's a 10/10, but his birthday is on an objectively terrible day. He's a 10/10 and has a drinking problem.

He's a 10/10, but he loves his cat more than you.

He's a 10/10, but he hates Christmas.

He's a 10/10, but he doesn't tell his girlfriend he loves her.

ой ой ой

перше це можливо Ніл?? 10/10

друге це Кевін?? 10/10 я також їх маю

третє, блін це Філч з Гаррі Поттера?? 4/10 вибачте, занадто він перевзувається

четверте, божечки, навіть не маю ідеї якщо чесно, забагато персонажів приходить в голову і при цьому жодного

п'ятий, Майк?? 7/10 бо "друзі?? ні дякую" іді нахуй

[kandreilcats]

"I would die for you" "I would kill for you" may be very romantic in context, but "I would be kind for you, I would reject the impulses to indulge in my violent nature for you, I would wake up and get out of bed an hour early every morning to make coffee and breakfast for you, I would be there for you no matter what, I would leave light on for you until you felt safe and I would hold you so tight until you felt at peace" this is a real wow, and I find Andrew Minyard to be just that type of lover.

Andrew who can calm panic with a touch, Andrew who opens a candy bar for Neil because his hands are injured, Andrew who takes off Kevin's gloves to examine his left hand, Andrew refuses to break his promise to protect Neil, Andrew goes with Kevin to California, even though never wanted to go back there, he flew on a plane he hates, Andrew defends Kevin even though Kevin's part of the deal doesn't make sense, Andrew tells Neil to stay and offers anything to get him to stay, Andrew says Riko "Don't touch mine, Riko. You know I don't share.", Andrew takes Kevin, and later Neil, to the court every night for training, which he doesn't even participate in, but knows they need.

fight me that Kandreil doesn't make sense.

[jetsjunkdrawer]

Andrew being the only one Kevin allows to calm him through a panic attack without lashing out. Andrew being the one that Neil invited to touch his scars. Kevin fighting tooth and nail to get Andrew onto his perfect court and putting his own reputation on the line with the Master for it. Kevin doing the same thing with Neil when the Board tried to block his recruitment. Kevin never letting Andrew push him away. Kevin granting Andrew boundaries when he was taught boundaries didn't exist. Andrew letting Kevin hold onto his meds and keep him going. Andrew trusting Neil with Kevin. Neil trusting Kevin with his binder. Kevin telling Neil if he needs to talk about Riko, Kevin will do it. Neil defending Kevin to Riko at every opportunity.

Neil and Andrew getting so worked up over Kevin finally hiding his '2' tattoo that they make out all night (while he's so drunk he's unconscious).

[kandreilcats]

You're invited to my Kandreil party

[kandreilcats]

"I would die for you" "I would kill for you" may be very romantic in context, but "I would be kind for you, I would reject the impulses to indulge in my violent nature for you, I would wake up and get out of bed an hour early every morning to make coffee and breakfast for you, I would be there for you no matter what, I would leave light on for you until you felt safe and I would hold you so tight until you felt at peace" this is a real wow, and I find Andrew Minyard to be just that type of lover.

Andrew who can calm panic with a touch, Andrew who opens a candy bar for Neil because his hands are injured, Andrew who takes off Kevin's gloves to examine his left hand, Andrew refuses to break his promise to protect Neil, Andrew goes with Kevin to California, even though never wanted to go back there, he flew on a plane he hates, Andrew defends Kevin even though Kevin's part of the deal doesn't make sense, Andrew tells Neil to stay and offers anything to get him to stay, Andrew says Riko "Don't touch mine, Riko. You know I don't share.", Andrew takes Kevin, and later Neil, to the court every night for training, which he doesn't even participate in, but knows they need.

fight me that Kandreil doesn't make sense.

[kandreilcats]

Neil never had any friends, he never had a best friend, no one to talk to. Damn, I want to cry when I think about this lonely boy. He didn't have these completely meaningless conversations where you just giggle through every word. He didn't have a childhood. favorite toy?? the phase when he would only eat pasta?? dentist visits?? vaccinations?? sleepover at a friend's house?? school concerts?? school breaks with a playing tag?? just scraped knees from riding a bike?? oh my god he didn't have a bike?? my boy 😭