Violet

Baylee. 22. she/her. one direction & kpop.

[kanghoneygu]

One Direction as Supernatural Creatures (x)

[slothblog]

WHY YOU GOTTA DO NIALL LIKE THAT

[aufline]

notice how it's always wednesday lately

[fuchsiasea]

i'm experiencing so many emotions. i'm still in shock, i'm still waiting for someone to come out and say it's all a lie. i also feel bad, and i feel guilty because i lost hope in liam a while ago, i discussed his behavior with my friends and i pitied him... i never wrote anything online bc even for the worst people, i will never write a tweet wishing for them to kill themselves. but i still feel guilty bc i doubted he could get better.

then i think about 1d and how much they mean to me, how big of an impact they had in my life... they saved me. then i think about how all of liam's addictions and mental problems started while in the band. then i feel even more guilty.

i said to a friend "i don't know how the boys survived 1d", and now that statement is not true anymore. i wish he could have gotten better and dealt with all the damage he did to others.

i feel angry too... bc people will reduce everything to "he was good" or "he was bad", but it's way more complex than that. i once said people didn't want him to get better, it was way more entertaining for the outsiders to see him fall and break.

amidst all these mixed emotions is despair, i doubt people will learn from this, i know the press will have a feast, i know people will reduce liam to his death and his wrongdoings.

i know that a lot of people won't understand how we feel, they will even call us names for hurting at the news... but i know there are some of us who just get it, because we feel it.

[cherrygarden]

also. i don't want anyone turning their grief and anger onto maya bc she's not at fault. i'm just picturing the clusterfuck that social media is going to be in the next few days and i can already see people turning that way and just no, let's not do that

[aimlessrambling]

The kid you loved wasn’t the man he became. You’re allowed to mourn the memory of your childhood you just lost even if you disapprove of the adult it made reality.

[texashippiecowboy]

i’m in true shock x

[angelhobi]

being a directioner was literally such an important part of my childhood this feels so surreal

[userautumn]

liam. oh my god

[userautumn]

[kanghoneygu]

Logging in after actual years of this blog being abandoned to say that I’m seeing Niall tomorrow!! I’m making friendship bracelets, but I can’t decide if I actually want to trade them haha

[tempxo]

[thedailystyles]

11/10/17 (Photo by Francesco Prandoni)

[tempxo]

“i’ll only get into kpop for the summer, it’s just a phase-”

[donhyuck]

he approves

[firebettercallnct]

namjoon is really that beautiful huh

[jeongjaehyuns]

a cutie ♡

[eroscestlavie]

literally what the FUCK is a female presenting nipple. the fact that they wrote this out is so hysterical because all it does is draw attention to how absurd censoring women’s nipples is jkgshjkdfhgjfdg

[aegijimin-deactivated20190413]

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