moonchild 🌛

I think it's okay to love someone and not ask them for anything in return

[kapitan-sayad]

"New York is never finished, Theodore. She's a lady only a handful of people ever get the chance to dance with. Do not miss your turn."

At all the times i've watched himym this is the only time this line went deep through me. And Barney's right, the idea of marking your immortality to the greatest city in the world is a rare chance to find and it's definitely worth grabbing the opportunity for. Not every architect and civil engineer is blessed to contribute a skyscraper in the New York city skyline and if the chance landed on my lap i'm sure as hell to take the challenge in a heartbeat.

[kapitan-sayad]

Hello!

Just wanted y’all to know that i’m moving my blog to aerystotle. Why? well as you know i’ve been thinking about deactivating this blog for the longest time because it’s been here since 2008 (YUP THAT LONG!). Anyway, I would very much like it if I can start anew with blogging. This blog has been through much and I would like to finally end it here. I’m not deactivating this, never. Instead, I will stop posting here and keep it like a finished journal.

I hope that the people I met here and talked to can be mutuals with me again on my other blog. I swear i’m going to be consistent at posting HAHAHA

See you there!

Officialy signing off,

kapitansayad / cams

p.s here click this @aerystotle

[kapitan-sayad]

Haluuuuu just want to say that my url is @aerystotle let's be mutuals there again ❤️

[kapitan-sayad]

Hello!

Just wanted y’all to know that i’m moving my blog to aerystotle. Why? well as you know i’ve been thinking about deactivating this blog for the longest time because it’s been here since 2008 (YUP THAT LONG!). Anyway, I would very much like it if I can start anew with blogging. This blog has been through much and I would like to finally end it here. I’m not deactivating this, never. Instead, I will stop posting here and keep it like a finished journal.

I hope that the people I met here and talked to can be mutuals with me again on my other blog. I swear i’m going to be consistent at posting HAHAHA

See you there!

Officialy signing off,

kapitansayad / cams

p.s here click this @aerystotle

[kapitan-sayad]

kinda tempted to shut this blog down and create a new one 🙂

[gunsounds]

You're on Tumblr alot

Bitch...this MY house

[divinghoe-deactivated20181123]

Are you in a relationship or just having fun right now?

neither

[kapitan-sayad]

Sharing you some scs i took when i was watching Bojack Horseman c:

[kapitan-sayad]

If you ask me who i resonate with the most it's definitely Princess Carolyn

[kapitan-sayad]

Sharing you some scs i took when i was watching Bojack Horseman c:

[kapitan-sayad]

If you ask me who i resonate with the most it's definitely Princess Carolyn

[kapitan-sayad]

Sharing you some scs i took when i was watching Bojack Horseman c:

[thecryptkeeper]

once a girl reported me to an administrator at school bc i was breaking dresscode and she didnt like me. so i pushed her down the stairs. i just kept walking and i dont think she saw me and i never got caught. i know she got very seriously injured and they had to call an ambulance and she transferred schools bc she knew SOMEONE pushed her and she didnt feel safe. ive never regretted it. its been years since i graduated and im on mood stabilizers now, but sometimes when someone is testing my patience i calm myself down by thinking about how good it felt to snap once and how i cant do that again bc i would go to prison probably

[cannibalcaprine-deactivated2024]

i forget about this post every time and every time it crosses my dash im just smacked with it again

[simonalkenmayer]

*coughs*

[kapitan-sayad]

I just finished Bojack Horseman and now I don't know what to do.

[kapitan-sayad]

— could i BE any more in love?

friends has always been my go to comfort show for so many years! i don't think i can count how many times i've rewatched it and i will continue to do so lol

my favorite part of the series was when mondler's love story started to blossom 🥰❤️ i love them so much and will forever love them

just recently they had their reunion and i can't help but sob because it's like meeting up with your old pals who kept you happy during your sad days

[kapitan-sayad]

6, 8, 16 🤍🤍

6. say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

I have nice eyes

I am being self aware every single day

sorry those are the only things i can think of

8. tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good

yung nagaanon sa akin lagi si WINGMAN

9. compliment the person who sent you this number.

Hello! I may not know you well but you seem like a person who knows how to listen. It's not a compliment you'd usually here but it's rare to see people who know how.

[kapitan-sayad]

12. how are you?

Sorry it took long for me to reply. I'm actually not good right now and i've been thinking of leaving for a while. I deleted my twt already and i've been thinking of deleting this account and starting a new one in the future. But idk there's a lot of posts here on my blog that I like to keep.

[sunnysideanon-deactivated202003]

soft asks to get to know people

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

[kapitan-sayad]

Someone supply me with kewpie mayo. That's the real shit ngl

[llleighsmith]

Leigh whats being 30 like 🥺 cause you seem to be so happy about it and people are always acting like you can only peak in your early 20s like.. horrible

oh god, i mean i can only speak from personal experience but i certainly did NOT peak in my 20s, your twenties are mostly about the total destruction and rebuilding of the self over and over, finding all of the bits and pieces of yourself that fit and those that don’t, figuring out what you want your “place” in the world to look like, reconciling with your childhood wounds and learning tools to heal from that, it’s a largely painful transformation period where you grow in learning and finding what love means and how you want to bring that into the world. for me as i have gotten into my 30s yes i am still like hey what the hell am i ever doing and there are definitely many moments of hardship and pain but i feel like my toolbelt is full up of healthy coping mechanisms and genuinely loving and caring relationships to lean on, and i think as you learn who you want to be in this world and how you want to exist in it, you find more and more spaces and people to allow you to actually go out and decide to belong in it, so yes, i am very happy because, despite all of the flow throughs and peaks and valleys of life, i feel completely true to myself, i embrace all of me, i pursue what moves me what i love what brings me joy without hesitation, and that is a gift of turning 30 in my experience that i believe only grows and blossoms with age. you stop letting ego driven insecurity and fragility knock the weight off of you and know that you are inherently worth loving and you will be the one who will always love yourself. this kind of freedom of knowing you can make new pathways, find loving community, that all those stumblings and heartbreaks of your twenties and your childhood did not kill you truly propel you forward to dream and imagine and blossom. i wish for everyone to find this. there is still so so so so so much life and time and magic to be had after your twenties, in fact you have barely scratched the surface. good luck :)