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Hi I'm Karleen.

[karleenmariee]

I just weighed myself. I've gained 25 pounds in a year. Time to get back on my bullshit.

[karleenmariee]

I need to get my shit together and get back on track.

[karleenmariee]

I wanted to start October off binge free but of course that didn't happen.

[karleenmariee]

Lost 5lbs in a day. Probably water weight.

[karleenmariee]

Seeing memories from 5 years ago. I want to be skinny again.

[karleenmariee]

Day 29: a lot/900

Day 30: a lot/900

Ugh I was hoping to finish strong but instead I ended up binging.

[karleenmariee]

Day 27: 1055/1100

Day 28: 1087/1150

[karleenmariee]

Day 25: 950/1000

Day 26: 1086/950

[karleenmariee]

Day 24: 1166/950

Again went over but again ate very healthy today. Usually I would be upset about this but I'm actually very proud of my healthier eating habits the last 2 days.

[karleenmariee]

Day 23: 1145/800

Yes I went over but I ate really healthy today and went for a walk.

[karleenmariee]

"You did it before."

Yes I did lose a lot of weight before but I was an anorexic alcoholic then so..........

[karleenmariee]

I had Moe's today and of course drank a lot.

Day 22: 2029/900

I'm going to start going for morning walks tomorrow. I'm also going to start bringing my lunch to work instead of eating fast food. Hopefully this helps.

[karleenmariee]

Day 21: 1583/1150

[karleenmariee]

Day 20: 2000/1100

[karleenmariee]

Day 19: 1423/1000

Better than the last like five days.

[karleenmariee]

Day 18: a lot/950

[karleenmariee]

Day 17: a lot/900

I need to stop binging.