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@kaspeds
this is a private , mutuals only writing blog for EDDIE KAPSBRAK of the stephen king universe , references from hc / meta based. please read the following:
SLIDES WITH INFORMATION ( pending ) , how my muse will be portrayed , etc can be found here.
she / her / they ; i go by aein , timezone is PST.
regarding asks , send as many as you want , idc tbh! want to turn them into a thread? go for it!
this is a mutuals only writing blog , the same goes for discord requests.
pinterest collage : eddie kaspbrak study
─ … you live with so long , you don’t even register anymore. the true fear that , this inevitability of the future , of the scariest thought you may never make it out alive. you’re going to die in that house. [ … ] ind. private , mutuals only EDDIE KASPBRAK of sk’s IT . primarily head canon based + mixed media , saved by aein . est. 2020 ; revived march 2022. promo by patriciaurs.
what you gonna do when you get out of jail ? im gonna have some fun ! multimuse featuring muses from various mediums and themes found in television, films , games and more. by pam, she / they , 21 +
STANLEY.
the beer sat on the coffee table untouched as stan sat at the edge of the couch. elbow rested on his knee and the pad of his thumb pressed against the edges of his teeth. they had sat in comfortable silence before, and there was a familiar weight to it like there usually was. the two of them had been through so much that sometimes words didn’t come easily when one or the other needed to talk and usually neither one of them wanted to go first. “i’m glad you called.” stan’s voice finally broke the silence like the sound of shattering glass and he almost winced at the heaviness of the air around them. his hand lowered and he finally turned worried eyes to his friend. “are you okay? you sounded terrified on the phone.”
@kaspeds - a starter you never asked for but
eddie could hear all sounds around him , at such a high frequency ─ he was trying to breathe. trying to explain why he showed up , hated that it seemed so lightly unannounced ─ the third apology sat at the tip of his tongue , fighting the immediate habit to speak it into existence. if only he could be calm about this. no matter which way they looked at it , no amount of an explanation could put any of this to rest. the wonder of his own purpose was haunting him in its suffocating silence. [ . . . ] eyes drop to the beer bottle , settling to finally meet gaze of the other. “ didn’t know if i could talk to anyone about this ─ i mean ... right? like it’s ─ “ ( can’t answer that , can you? ) there’s a sudden pause , the restriction in his throat jumble up the words he wishes would just fly out. eddie leans a bit forward , elbows against knees as he tries to stop his hands from shaking. reminding himself that stanley could understand. “ there’s dreams , well .... nightmares , of being ... trapped in an elevator. under that ─ under neibolt. the buttons don’t work. every single time i’m ... just there. i’ll wake up because i don’t see the light , i don’t see the door. i get swallowed by that house. it’s like i’m ... not even sure what reality is. “
WHAT DO YOU ASSOCIATE MY MUSE WITH? ( colors, animals, places, flowers, songs etc literally anything that reminds you of them or their aesthetic )
─ … you live with so long , you don’t even register anymore. the true fear that , this inevitability of the future , of the scariest thought you may never make it out alive. you’re going to die in that house. [ … ] ind. private , mutuals only EDDIE KASPBRAK of sk’s IT . primarily head canon based + mixed media , saved by aein . est. 2020 ; revived march 2022. promo by patriciaurs.
more random dialogue prompts ,
“why do you have that look on your face?”
“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”
“what have you done to yourself?”
“did you do something different with your hair?”
“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”
“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”
“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”
“there’s something wrong with me.”
“no, i don’t hate you.”
“hey stupid.”
“we’re aren’t them.”
“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”
“you know you’re wrong.”
“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”
“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”
“what makes me so special?”
“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”
“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”
“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”
"how about we don’t do that.”
“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”
“you’re the worst.”
“i don’t need you right now.”
“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”
“i thought you were supposed to call me.”
“take my hand.”
“i need you.”
“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”
“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”
“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”
“why won’t you tell me what happened?”
“you don’t know what this means to me.
“i know it doesn’t make sense.”
“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”
“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”
“your voice is putting me to sleep.”
“did you find what you were looking for?”
"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”
“well, i guess that’s broken.”
“i thought it was part of the act.”
“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”
“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”
“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”
“how could you do this to me?”
“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”
“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”
“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”
“people think i’m weird.”
“i think i’m losing myself again.”
“you can’t be here.”
“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”
“do you know what today is?”
“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”
“i need to get out.”
“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”
“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”
“you gonna eat that?”
“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”
“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”
“we’ll never make it in time.”
“you’d be late for your own funeral.”
“you should have seen it coming.”
“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”
“why can’t you just be happy for me?”
“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”
“is this how you flirt with everyone?”
“how much longer till we’re there?”
“what have you done?”
“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”
“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”
“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”
“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”
“i never want to hear you say that again.”
“you’re all i have.”
“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”
“i was doing so well until you showed up.”
“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”
“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”
“how can you stand this place?”
“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”
“you need to stop.”
“i don’t like that look, what happened?”
“is that seriously your password?”
“what’s your problem?”
“you had no right to use it without asking.”
“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”
“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”
“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”
“why do you want to help me?”
“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”
“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”
“hey, look what came in the mail!”
“do you want to get a drink or something?”
“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”
“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”
“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”
“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”
“you need to leave.”
“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”
“i do blame you.”
“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”
“you’re no longer useful to me.”
“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”
what’s your role in the found family dynamic?
[ . . . ] THE SILENT SUFFERER.
you love your friends , but the truth is . . . you go through most of the real things alone. it’s better that no one sees you like this. you’ll be fine, really, because YOU’RE USED TO FEELING THIS WAY. it’ll pass. it always does. that’s what you believe, anyway. you’re more likely to give someone advice on a lesson you’ve learned without telling them how you learned it. you’ve come to realize that, if they’re coming to you for advice, they’ll be too preoccupied to ask. it stings, but it’s . . . just the way feelings work sometimes. WHEN YOU’RE AROUND OTHERS, most of these problems seem to vanish, and you’re better able to love the person you are. only on the worst days do you continue to hear that insistent whisper that it’s, “ ALL A LIE BECAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW WHAT’S REALLY GOING ON.” it’s not a lie. you are loved. those moments together ARE REAL. there are times when you can afford not to be so strong.
tagged by: no one , i stole it! tagging : @patriciaurs , @bledlose ( mike! ) , @deadlite , @clownkilled , @humanzippo , & just say i tagged u!
ADAM BRODY as ABE APPLEBAUM The Kid Detective (2020), dir. Evan Morgan
#CLOWNKILLED. independent, highly selective & sporadic activity richie tozier of stephen king’s it. movie & headcanon based with some novel influences. main verse is chapter 2. written by ash / 26 / they them. must be 21+ to interact.
i just like the idea that the losers make plans w patty to go to her cabin every so often to see each other and catch up. after everything they still keep in touch because they get to live life and start over in the way they want to. they all made it in the end and in this essay-
&. 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.
( we love angst on this blog, what can we say. here’s some more dialogue prompts for you. a warning for potentially triggering themes below. )
❛ everything you touch, you ruin. ❜
❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜
❛ you can’t make me disappear. ❜
❛ memories are only there to make you bleed. ❜
❛ i don’t need your permission. ❜
❛ don’t shut me out like this. ❜
❛ the less you know, the better. ❜
❛ i won’t stop killing until you kill me. ❜
❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜
❛ you think i felt something for you? you’ve forgotten what i am. ❜
❛ the last time we talked, didn’t you say you wanted to kill me? ❜
❛ i felt something loosen in me that shouldn’t have been loosened. ❜
❛ pull yourself together. we have work to do. ❜
❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜
❛ let me get closer, i have a hell inside of me where your demon can live. ❜
❛ people like that don’t deserve to live. ❜
❛ just do what you’re told. like you always do. ❜
❛ why do you have to make everyone hate you? ❜
❛ it’s better that you don’t get involved. ❜
❛ i’d do anything to make you stay. ❜
❛ who cares if it bleeds. ❜
❛ is this what you think love is? ❜
❛ just breathe through it. it gets easier. ❜
❛ don’t pretend that you cared about me. ❜
❛ i’m starting to think you like wasting my time. ❜
❛ we wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me. ❜
❛ i will never, ever, give you a moment’s peace. ❜
❛ the world doesn’t hate us. but it doesn’t love us either. ❜
❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜
❛ a darkness with voices is better than a silent void. ❜
❛ it’s safer to be feared, than loved. ❜
❛ am i not good enough for you? ❜
❛ a burnt child loves the fire. ❜
❛ i’m tired of dying. ❜
❛ what if you hurt because it feels good? ❜
❛ don’t try to fix me, i’m not broken. ❜
❛ if you want me to die, you can just say so. ❜
❛ you don’t have to be afraid of who you are. ❜
❛ that line disappears once you cross it. ❜
❛ how can i believe you after all you’ve done? ❜
❛ i won’t let you forget about me. ❜
❛ the person you once knew me as, died. ❜
❛ are you going to leave me again? ❜
❛ i have nothing i could offer you. ❜
❛ no one is going to save you. no one can. ❜
❛ maybe you’re / i’m already dead. ❜
❛ you have blood on your hands. ❜
❛ what, can’t take a punch? ❜
❛ i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. ❜
❛ you have to step out of this darkness and let them see you for who you are, like i have. ❜
a general psa for those who never knew about it: due to the knowledge that dead by daylight will be collaborating w a.ot im leaving the game altogether. there’s no excuse for them to be unaware of the anti-semitic roots of that hellshow and I won’t be supporting them.
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just a note on my portrayal of eddie , i’ll be writing him as a secular jewish man and non - religious. i myself am not jewish, but i’d like to acknowledge this and include this in regards of my fc change.
