How Kinesiology Led to my ADHD Diagnosis
I've never struggled academically, until my last semester in my OTA program. I found myself struggling to understand concepts, putting off studying and lacking the motivation to study or do ANYTHING for that matter. But there I was, sitting on the couch doing nothing, full of anxiety about all the things I should be doing, COULD be doing, but unable to physically bring myself to get up.
I struggled in other areas of my life in a similar way, but I actually thought it was 'normal', that it was just how being an adult was. Being exhausted all the time and lacking the motivation to do anything productive, not having hobbies or a lack of interest in my old hobbies, really just being a shell of a person.
This was, obviously, not normal.
A friend recommended I get tested, due to my difficulty in grasping this darned kinesiology class, so I found a doctor and did. Turns out, I do indeed have ADHD-Primarily Inattentive. This explains why I had such a lack of interest in practically everything, give or take. I was prescribed medication, and low and behold, my brain fog cleared, my thoughts were linear instead of a jumbled mess of spaghetti, and I even started up my old hobbies again. Not to mention, my grades soared, even in kinesiology. I'll never forget that feeling of clarity, those emotions of "Why couldn't I have felt this sooner" and "Is this how normal is supposed to be?". It brought me to tears, knowing that it was possible for me to function normally, to live. A whole new world opened up.
I still have my problem areas (medication doesn't fix everything), but it did give me the functionality to be able to research and plan and organize so that I utilize my time efficiently and productively.
I finally feel capable, driven, motivated, free.