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Kate. 27. Forensics expert. I've been searching city streets, trying to find the missing piece like you said. And I searched hard only to find there's not a single thing that's wrong with my mind

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nathanbrcdley​

"Am I? It doesn’t matter where you do the cocaine, Nathan. You are still affecting people that care about you. And you said you were addicted. Would you want Lyla to follow in those footsteps? You’re supposed to be the person she looks up to,” she bit her lip, green eyes staying on his. A confused look formed when he called her stoic, tilting her head for a moment. She was far from stoic, so maybe he didn’t know her as well as he thought he did. “I worked my way up from the bottom. I’m sorry that I am proud of how far I went to be in this career. But stoic is far from my personality and you know it. I am nothing like the people you are talking about.” Which was true. There were people in her job that were too serious, but Kate was too relaxed. She wasn’t the type to act stoic in any manner. 

Tears fell down her face as he told her to get out, quickly wiping them away. This was not the time to show weakness. Giving a small nod, she grabbed her jeans to put them on. Staring at him, the redhead took a deep breath. “I thought I knew you.” Leaving the bedroom, she grabbed her jacket and put her boots on, quietly leaving the apartment.

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nathanbrcdley​

All these words that came out made Kate’s head run in circles. There was no way that she would have ever known about this. With how strong against addiction he was when it came to his mother, Kate couldn’t believe he did it as well. “You were addicted to something and you make a deal about your mother who also has an addiction? Are you fucking serious? Can you be any more of a hypocrite?” A hand ran through the red locks as she tried to process everything. “Nate, I’ve been through shit, too. I don’t think you remember but my parents almost killed me. I went through hell as a kid and even as an adult. You have no clue what I’ve been through since I’ve lived here. So don’t even use that as an excuse.” She stayed as far from him as she could in the room, sitting on the floor. “You knew that you would be addicted easily because of your bloodline. You knew and you said you would never do it,” she pointed, eyes watering. This was her best friend. The one person that knew and protected her as a child. And it felt like she was looking at a complete stranger. “You lied to me.”

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nathanbrcdley​

"Do you have a problem with that?” The redhead’s brow rose at him, hearing his words in response. Good. She wasn’t really giving him much of a choice, anyway, It was clear he liked her in control the last time, so why not do it again?” As she adjusted herself on his lap, the redhead started to move her hand a little more around his length, a small gasp coming out as she felt his lips on her neck. Hearing the crash of the drawer kicked her back to reality, green eyes zeroing in on a small baggy. A baggy she knew exactly what was in it. Her eyes quickly went back to him, jumping off his lap and grabbing the closest shirt on the ground, his, putting it on. 

“What the fuck mate?” When he spoke of explaining, the redhead moved away from him. “There’s no fucking way you can explain this one, Nate. No way in bloody hell.” A pause formed as she looked at him, someone who she knew since she was a child, suddenly wondering if he was the same person. Running a hand through her hair as she felt her heart pounding, trying to take a deep breath. Adjusting the baggy shirt, she stood away from him, staring at the small bag between them.

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emiliasmr​

“I haven’t been like, offered actual money for it. Not as like, a direct exchange anyway. Maybe I’d consider it.” It wasn’t even that it made her that uncomfortable, it was just one of those things that were hard to wrap your head around. “I did think about that though. Maybe if the offers start rolling in, I’m gonna hit you up. I’ll split the money with you, obviously.”

“Seriously. Just use a random person’s. No one will know the difference. Well, unless you have tattoos, but we can just draw them on another person. Wouldn’t be too much of a problem, I would think,” she shrugged, a smile forming at the brunette’s words. “Hell yeah. We’d be bloody rich, mate. Just quit our jobs and sell feet pictures.”

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matilda-hill​

“Well, they’re not wrong, you know? You do have great hair and I think your accent makes you seem quite posh.” Matilda could not help but compliment the other. “I had an ex who hailed from Westminster. He had the most posh London accent ever and… I don’t know, you kind of remind me of him… in a good way though. He may have been a lot of things but undeniably attractive was certainly one of them.” She really needed to get some coffee in her system. Laughing softly at her mention of the murder case, Tilly took a sip of her coffee and gave her a nod. “I’ve only been in a relationship with one man in the past. It was beautiful… and unbelievably short, but I don’t see myself having that kind of patience for a man ever again. He hurt me quite a lot and I fucking let him because I was an idiot. But the ladies, the ladies don’t treat me that way.” Truth be told, her ex had disappointed her so much that she had embraced her bisexuality with open arms. “Oh my God… and I thought I had it bad.” Matilda sighed before giving her an understanding nod. “Take it easy on yourself, okay? We don’t want you ending up in the ER for overworking… Now don’t you dare call me a hypocrite for saying this before I walk into a thirty hour shift, just don’t.” She laughed.

“Oh, thank you, love,” she smiled at the brunette. Giving a small tilt of her head when the woman said she reminded her of her ex, Kate didn’t really know how to react. Ah, attractive. That’s where she was getting at. “Oh, now you’re just buttering my muffin. Don’t do that. My confidence is already through the moon. You might make it worse.” Thinking for a moment as she listened, Kate gave a small shrug. “Never had a boyfriend. Never really saw a point in dating when I can just hook up with them and avoid all drama. Makes life easier for everyone. I heard the ladies treat you better. My cousin tells me that a lot. I never really thought much about it, to be honest. I never been with a girl, but I wouldn’t say no to the option if it happened. I just know how easy it is to get guys in bed, so,” a shrug formed again. “I’ll try. We found the person, so that’s good. I mean, I have a makeshift bed in my lap. I got a small pillow, blanket, Bert the stuffed hippo. So, if I need a ten minute nap as DNA processes, I am able to. How do you survive on a thirty hour shift? Not that I’m a bad person, but I would probably consider killing someone at hour twenty seven.”

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philipvcgel​

Kate was feeling the warmth in her body as she let her orgasm ride out, her body curling in reaction to him. As if the orgasm couldn’t get stronger, the tighter pull on her hair was what tipped it over into overdrive. Why was pain such a turn on? It was probably something she should worry about, but at the moment, she had no care in the world.

Feeling his body finish, the redhead slowly felt her body slow down back to reality, relaxing her hands from the grip of the couch. Letting him ride his own high, Kate slowly felt him pull out, hands pushing the red hair out of her face as a small smile formed. “Okay. I think you’re pretty good.” Pretty good was more of a lie. But she wasn’t going to say amazing. That would have been a little too much. 

Moving over just a little for him to collapse back down on the couch, Kate glanced over. “I think I can dig this friends with benefits thing. As long as you give me that good of an orgasm each time. If not, then I’ll be massively disappointed.”

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I heard you crying loud, all the way across town Cause you been searching for that someone And it's me out on the prowl As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself

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nathanbrcdley​:

“Possibly. Maybe once everything is remodeled and it doesn’t look like a war zone. At least the living room and my bedroom is done. There’s that. Not like I have time to cook much in the kitchen, anyway,” she gave a soft shrug. Cooking takes effort. Effort she doesn’t care to do.

A pause formed at his “demand,” something she actually has never done before. She wasn’t one to strip for someone, per say. At least not in a manner that he seemed to want. Able to twist her way around it, the redhead pressed her lips against his with a small smirk. “Who said that you’re in control of this, hm?” She watched him undress, green eyes moving down to below his stomach, sliding off her own jeans to climb back on his lap. “No one tells me what to do, love,” she spoke against his lips, kissing him again. With the two thin fabrics between them, the redhead was able to move her hand over to his length, brushing her fingers on the tip before wrapping her fingers around him. 

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theivyhart

“Erm.. Something that isn’t a food product? Could you imagine if I ended up vegan.. I’d hate you for that.. Luckily. I love chicken nuggets.. So you are good.. luckily..” she teased and nudged her cousin. “You’ll always just be my Katiekins..” she shrugged not sure of how she came up with it but she did.  “Some spice hidden within me? Is this a red head thing? Or are we back on the Ivy food comparisons.. Maybe I need to put these in my tinder bio? that could be how I get a girl..”

“Let’s? Why not. You never know who you might find? A new favourite artist?” she suggested trying not to let Kate get too wound up by her artist leaving but she also knew her cousin was a creature of habit. “That would be pretty cool…”  she nodded and sucked her lip. “I was thinking something crystal or tarot inspired but I wanna talk to an artist a bit more… get a feel for something.. I dunno?”

Ivy laughed so hard just as she took a long sip of vodka that it shooted out of her nose and down her face. “Oh my god it burns!” she yelped and covered her nose as she whined loudly. “Fuck.. Get me a napkin!” she smacked Kate’s arm as tears poured down her cheeks due to laughter and pain. 

“Like you would ever consider being vegan,” the redhead raised a brow at her cousin, giving a smile. “It was great the one time when I worked at the police department and I had you on speaker. You said that and I swear that was my nickname by some of the cops for about a week. Luckily my new job does not know about this nickname. I don’t think I would live it down,” Kate smiled. “It’s definitely the redhead thing. Come on, you don’t feel an ounce of feisty in you? You’re ruining our cliche of being spitfires,” she teased, gently nudging her cousin as she took a drink of the vodka.

“Hopefully. Ugh, who would move away anyway?” She rolled her eyes in thought. “Maybe see what they envision for you? I did that with the one on my ribs. The flower,” she motioned to what side it was. The daisy that was inked on her skin was really something she was proud of. 

“It’s vodka, you silly goose. It’s going to burn if it goes near your nose,” she threw a paper towel at the other redhead, shaking her head. “It’s not my fault, Ives! I can’t make a sign that says please touch here.”

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hannah-banana-brooks​

“FBI in LA, that’s so cool. It must be a nice best of both words deal. Like you get to go to work and get challenged and solve crimes and feed that side that needs a little edge. And then you get to come home here where you can decompress and recharge.” Hannah waited for the redhead to begin to pack up her art supplies, not at all in a hurry. “What do you do when you’re not working or creating gorgeous art?”

“Exactly. I can leave my work in LA and just be normal me here in Silver Lake. It’s nice to leave one thing in one city and the other in another,” she smiled as she nodded. “I box or do mma, also. That’s about it. I work, draw, or train in mma. Nothing too interesting. MMA gets rid of my stress and clears my mind. Sometimes I run or hike, but I get bored easily.”

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nathanbrcdley​:

“Black looks good on you,” he told her with a small grin. “What other ones do you have? Sometimes I go to Rose Quartz to check out the crystals but I can’t really talk myself up to buy any of them. But they’re cool,” he trailed off, taking the amethyst back from her and setting it down on the table. “Tell you what, I give you permission to make my apartment look gothic. You can’t do too much harm to it,” he laughed. “I gotta admit though, the Victorian era had some awesome houses.“

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“Black is one of my favorite colors,” she smiled, giving an innocent shrug. “I have celestite, tiger’s eye, moonstone and smoky quartz at home. I can’t remember what I have at the lab.” She may have a small collection. But it was something that helped her relax. “Oh, you would get nightmares if I do that. I actually bought a coffin mirror for my guest bedroom. It’s pretty cool. I’m waiting for it to be delivered. It’s getting more morbid by each purchase and I love it.”

As he closed the space between them, the redhead lifted her arms to get rid of her own shirt, letting him throw it on the ground. Letting out a small gasp as his lips hit her neck, Kate moving her hair to the side to give him more space to touch. Letting him lead her to the bed, Kate felt him sit down, deciding to move to sit on his lap, a smile forming on her face as she was able to feel him. Moving her arms just slightly for the bra to slide off, a smile formed on her face. Fingers tangled in his hair as she felt his lips around her nipple, giving a tug in reaction to what he was doing to her. Her other hand ran down his chest, gently teasing as she brushed her fingers on his lower stomach. “Bloody hell, Nathan.”

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emiliasmr​

“I mean I worked as a waitress for years, you’re preaching to the choir,” she said, grimacing at the memory more so than at what Kate was saying. Emilia had never even worked in any particularly sleazy places, but it seemed like the creeps and perverts would always find a way to harass you. “Nowadays I mostly get dms from people who want pics of my feet so like… I don’t know, maybe I’ll trade you. My creeps for yours?”

“I mean, money for feet pictures? Honestly, I would almost be down for it. Think of it this way, they don’t want your face, tits or vag. They just want your feet, which is pretty harmless,” she shrugged. “You could even use someone else’s feet. No one would know the difference.”

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visms​

Victoria’s gaze lingered momentarily as she looked over the redhead. With her arms crossed against her chest and the weight of her body favored more on one foot, the brunette shrugged. “People would kill for that hair,” Victoria admitted earnestly. Her attention every so often shifted from the girl to the barista and then to whoever seemed to pass their general vicinity. “Everybody loves a redhead,” she added. “Hell, I do. I’m just too damn classy to catcall someone because of it.” Now was that…no, not her order and the coffee she craved, which left the redhead to entertain Victoria until she could become her usual caffeinated self. “Sucks though, when you have guys thinking all it takes is yelling at you to get you interested.” 

A small smile formed at the comment, giving a tilt of her head. “I’ve been asked what color hair dye I use. I told them it’s natural and they just give me a confused look. My cousin is a redhead also and the two of us together really is just other people in shock there’s two gingers in a room.” She couldn’t help the smirk, at the woman saying she liked the red hair, taking a deep breath. “At least be creative if you’re going to cat call me. I would be more impressed than annoyed if they came up with something unique.”

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matilda-hill

“Honestly, I won’t even talk you out of that. If I were you, I would sock them in right in the guts. You don’t sound so crazy at all. It’s the only reasonable reaction to that crap and I’m sure that’ll make them regret it.” Matilda admitted with a sigh, knowing all too well about how irritating it must feel. “I’ve gotten things about my face to my hair to the way I walk… they don’t give it a rest. Once when I was a resident back in New York, I punched a guy right in his nose and he ended up in the ER… you should have seen his reaction when he saw that I was his doctor. He didn’t seem all that pleased and I had to patch him right up.” A soft laugh as she said that, she took her coffee in her hand. “Are you headed to work now? I can drop you off on my way to the hospital.”

“I get my hair and accent, usually. They really aren’t that creative,” she sighed. The British accent usually got a comment or two, but it definitely wasn’t as bad as her red hair. “Men are annoying at times. I had a guy make a comment when I worked at the police department and it felt so good that I matched his dna to a murder case. Karma bit him in the ass pretty damn good,” Kate smiled, giving an innocent shrug. “Oh, I just got off, actually. I was at the lab for eighteen hours because of a missing person case. So, I’m getting my coffee to try to get things done today.”

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philipvcgel​

The few moments he slowed down gave Kate the small ability to hold her body back from finishing so soon. Yet, once the pace started back up, she couldn’t help the warm feeling that ran through her body. She wasn’t used to not doing all the work. It was something that she just got used to. Most guys didn’t know what they were doing. She wasn’t about to fake an orgasm unless she really needed to. Here, she definitely wasn’t going to need to fake anything. Every reaction she was giving to his movements were real and she almost hated him for that reason. 

“It’s your fault if I finish soon, then,” she gave a small smile, even though there was no way he was able to see it with the position they were in. As she felt his fingers in her hair, the tingle started, letting out a louder moan than before. 

As she heard him, the noises he made made her react back. her breathing getting faster. “Bloody hell,” the words came out as she felt her body start to tighten up. “I can’t control this,” she spoke up, her back starting to curl in reaction to the orgasm that came upon her, tightening around he length inside her.