the mountain is you {series}
Summary: You've struggled with anxiety and panic attacks for years, and haunted by bad past experiences, you kept them hidden during Dream Academy. Now, you're two years into being the seventh member of KATSEYE, and the girls that you call your sisters are still completely unaware of the battle you fight in your head or the demons you've carried from childhood. Until, well, now.
Tags: Platonic! Katseye x 7th Member! Reader, no use of 'y/n' (referred to as either 'you' or 'Ace'), found family, panic attacks, anxiety, angst, hurt/comfort, a lot of comfort, very very very soft kats, readers parents suck, nightclubs, game nights, hair braiding, coffee shops, megan skiendiel needs a hug, she gets one, reader needs a hug, she gets one too, everyone is loved and everyone is healing, the foundest family you can imagine
Word Count: a least the length of one harry potter book
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drabbles (less than 2kish words)
i'd give anything to hear you say it one more time (reader POV)
a convo with meg about your parents
'can you hold me up' teaser (kats POV)
one call away (reader POV)
who do you call after you win a VMA? (reader centric)
a beautiful sight, we're happy tonight (ace POV)
one shots (happen in the same universe, but don't have an impact on specific storylines)
its hard to dance with the devil on your back (reader POV, megan centric)
when megan has a panic attack, its your turn to help
heart and my hands don't fail me now (yoonchae POV)
yoonchae stresses she's not good enough
please, just give me something for the pain (mostly ace pov, ace centric)
bad nightmare, you convince yourself the kats hate you
don't know if you get it cuz i can't express how thankful i am (multi POV, reader centric)
ace has a bad week. and then a worse day. and she sits outside and the kats freak bc they can't find her.
when you tell their story, tell them i was loved (sophia POV, ace centric)
ace dies! (in sophia's nightmare)
close your eyes, have no fear (the monster's gone, he's on the run and your sister's here) (mostly manon POV, ace centric)
ace gets her first stuffed animal and calls sophia mom
will you fix me up, will you show me hope? (ace pov, manon + ace centric)
what is love, if not transactional?
fall into me and i'll catch you darling (lexie POV, ace centric)
lexie comes over and you're still asleep?
i was barely surviving, almost left the climb (reader centric)
when r has a panic attack during rehearsal, the truth starts to slowly emerge
i'm pouring out myself, i'd give it all for the view (sophia POV, reader centric)
whats going on in the fearless leader's head when you're struggling to breathe? how does she help her member's cope?
only worry can bring me down (lara POV, reader centric)
whats going on in lara's head during your panic attack? how can she help a terrified maknae?
only ways up, no going around (reader centric)
'the talk' between r and the kats
thats why i run (daniela POV, reader centric)
game night takes a turn when the details of your childhood start to come to the surface
i'm scared to let go of what i'm scared to lose (manon POV, reader and yoonchae centric)
manon gives her words of wisdom to yoonchae in the middle of the night and listens to you talk about how feel about your mom for the first time
dont look down but open your eyes (reader POV)
dani's always wanted a little sister, now she has you
i hear your words in my head (reader POV)
you. manon. lara. dani. a nightclub. what could go wrong? except when you lose sight of them in the crowd
do you talk about the future and is there room for me in it? (reader POV)
dani ignores you for jonah, you blame yourself for being to clingy
my spirit doesn't move like it did before (reader POV)
you get stuck in your head in the aftermath of the whole jonah debacle
can you hold me up? 'cause i aint strong enough right now (reader POV)
you have a panic attack and pass out on stage
my world shakes with these words you'll say (multi POV)
HYBE sends on hiatus, you think the kats sent you away, hurt and chaos ensue.
held on as tightly as you held on to me (multi POV)
the direct aftermath of the hiatus situation
so show me family (mostly reader POV, reader centric)
forgotten (not forgotten) birthday!
we're the product of love that we do not receive (mostly reader POV, reader centric)
oh lights do down (mostly ace POV, some Dani, ace centric)
so say what you need to say (mostly Sophia POV, some ace)
you say that you'll help me, tell me i'm worth it, but i don't deserve it (multi POV)