Hell If I Know

Header by @lyrawills I still don’t know how tumblr works but my new acct for a while has been harpersstupidmind

[kattheconpletenerd]

I should’ve probably mentioned it a long time ago but I moved like 2 years ago to using my secondary (?) account @harpersstupidmind instead of this one. oof.

[rhade-zapan]

[moskaisley]

[iamgoingtosaveher]

I've been on Tumblr for years, but my husband knows my main account so I started this side account.

I've seen Tumblr move mountains for people so I'm hoping and praying that you guys can move mountains for me.

I'm 26 years old. I've been with my husband since I was 16 and he was 20. I know now that he was attracted to me because I was young and manipulatable but at the time I was so flattered that an older college guy wanted to be in a relationship with me.

Looking back there were a lot of red flags. He didn't like any of my friends and he told me who I could hang out with and when. He told me that my school work wasn't important because I was going to be a stay-at-home wife after high school while he went out and earned a living. As teenager living in a household that was unstable and on the brink of collapse, the idea of having a strong man take care of me was very appealing and so I overlooked the red flags.

He liked to get me drunk. He'd take me to his shitty apartment and he would load me up with Mike's Hard Lemonade and Smirnoff Ice and then we'd fool around. I had a lot of pregnancy scares from 16-17 because he didn't like to wear a condom and when I was drinking it was harder for me to insist. When I was 18, I got on the pill at least. He was always pushing my boundaries in the bedroom. I'd say no to something and he'd give me the silent treatment until I let him do it. Or he'd just do it even though I said I didn't want to.

He graduated college the year I graduated high school, and we moved in together. From the beginning, he was controlling, keeping tabs on me and watching the bank account like a hawk, but I chalked it up to needing to be frugal. We were really poor, but he promised to take care of me.

Eventually, though, I had to get a job to make ends meet. He didn't like that. The first time he hit me was when I told him I'd been interviewing for jobs. It wouldn't be the last.

God, just. Ten years I let him tell me I was helpless without him, I was weak, and stupid, and only he would ever love me. I let him hit me. I let him separate me from my friends and family. I let him kick my cat.

But I'm done. I'm going to get me and Midnight out of here.

[iamgoingtosaveher]

I have a PayPal set up that he doesn't know about. It's :

PayPal.me/iwillsaveher

Please help if you can. If I take money out of our joint account, he'll know, so right now I essentially have nothing. Donations will go towards boarding Midnight and getting a cell phone he doesn't know about, then I'll go from there. Please help. Please.

[iamgoingtosaveher]

Ok, PayPal is making life difficult, but I was able to set up Venmo today. It's Abigail-Zimmerman-23. Thank you so much for spreading this. I'm sorry I'm not responding to individual messages, I'm a really shy person and I'm just overwhelmed with the love and support. Please spread this addition if you can.

@mutual-first-aid @donationposts

[ardinwriter]

@one-time-i-dreamt​ for boost as the biggest blog I can think of.

[one-time-i-dreamt]

OP, you are incredibly strong and brave. I am so sorry you had to go through so much, you didn't deserve any of that. You were a child. Words fail me. You need to get yourself and Midnight as far away from that bad man as humanly possibly.

Let's get you the help you need.

Please, everyone, share this. Pitch in if you can, and if you can't donate, by reblogging this you are still helping.

[illnessfaker]

( thread link )

link to the fund: https://www.gendergp.com/the-gendergp-fund/

[sativapreroll]

happy black history month!!! i am $1300 away from getting the car I want/need for work. im tired of buying $20 Uber’s twice a day.. y’all say u wanna help black queer ppl well nows the time! put ya money where ya mouth is!

vnmo @ wondy

cshpp $wondy

PayPal.me/wondys

[shewassharpasthenameofneedles]

i'm sorry to have come out of the blue with this, but my friend needs help.

they are contemplating suicide and have agreed to have a one note one day post.

please help, they're a really big part of my life. i don't want to lose them.

[yawndaime]

https://youtu.be/PZkUaBR40os

https://gofund.me/53804b28

Help Luvuyo Batyi stay in Mary Baldwin University, organized by Lu Batyi

So... my name is Luvuyo Batyi and I am (was) an undeclared major student (l… Lu Batyi needs your support for Help Luvuyo Batyi stay in Mary

GoFundMe to keep a South African student from being deported and stay in school

[thesnowqueenxx]

Please help!

My last post didn’t get that many transaction , So I’m creating  new post. I recently got out of a abusive relationship and I need help getting back on my feet.  I don’t like to make posts like this but I’m really in need. I need to pay a few bills, need to get some cleaning and hygiene products and cat food and litter for my cat. My goal is to raise 400 dollars to get me by for the rest of this month into next month. I have a job set up for me to start at the end of February. Since it’s at a nursing home I have to take a few steps  like get a covid test , get a tb test and pass a drug test. before I can start working. please consider donating  even if it’s one cent anything helps. 

Paypal: Snowqueen1996

Venmo: Snowqueen1996

[boyplushie]

hey y'all!!

a real good friend of mine is in a bit of a tight spot & would really appreciate donations to help cover her rent

anything helps!!

Emma’s Rent Support, organized by Emma Ipsen

My roommates and I are scheduled to move out the first of February, however being caught in the middle … Emma Ipsen needs your support for E

[boyplushie]

two days left!

$80/$1,010

[boyplushie]

less than one day left and they're still at $80/$1,010!!

[deadspn]

Generally, I’m not the person to talk about politics but today something happened in my country. There’re mass protests all over Russia, all because of our president having a fucking palace thanks to stolen money and arresting the person who found it out and shared with people (Aleksey Navalny) who happens to be the leader of opposition and who was almost killed with chemical weapon a few months ago.

The police have arrested more than 1000 people today including a 10 year old child. We have no one to rely on, no one to ask for help. Putin has been on the throne for about 20 years and now he has a possibility to continue ruling Russia due to constitutional amendments that were approved in 2020.

I can do nothing but ask you to spread this information, so that people know we need help. We don’t want the dictator to rule our country anymore, we’re sick and tired.

[rainbow-burst]

I seriously hate I that I had to be doing this at such a really bad time as Christmas is literally two weeks away but I really need help right now. 

 🌟So previously I made a post talking about how $600 dollars was stolen from my account well my bank still hasn’t returned the money back and just around 2 hours ago my mom lost her debit card and that had $435.35 on it. Again I really hate that I’m making this post right now as it’s really a sensitive time but 20/20 has not been a fantastic year for me as I just recently lost my grandmother and great-grandmother to covid-19, give up almost all my savings just in order for me in my mom to move into a new home after the passing of my grandmother and now this is happening. 

If your unable to donate that is fine, just please reblog this as it helps me alot, thank you

 👇👇Where to donate 👇👇 

 🍀Cashapp: $Cloudybluesky 🌊Vemno: CherryBlake2

I also do commissions if anyone is  interested !!

[rainbow-burst]

Well great..

Uh so, I was just about to make update about this and thank everyone for the help but 2021 is really gonna be that year..

So recently I said I had $600 stolen from my account and I just found out that someone was taking $24 a month out of my account for a dating website (ik crazy) well I finally shut down the card and I got to receive my new card and get my $94 back and today I will be getting my 600 back too, but just found out from my mom that our scummy landlord is literally charging us $1586.52 because of a deposit we needed to pay when we moved in ( even though she said we didn’t need to pay a deposit). crazy enough she is just now telling us as she claims sent out a letter on the 4th of January.. it is now 16th. she didn’t send us no letter till now.

For proof

Yeah im pretty screwed right now. All the help is needed because I seriously need it right now.

Cashapp: $Cloudbluesky

Vemo: CherryBlake2

Paypal/: [email protected]

I guess im back on commissions too..

[aberrate]

[ID: an image of a black, red, and silver TiLite wheelchair frame against the wall of a building. the title of the image reads "help me get wheelchair parts!" in bright pink text with venm0 and c@shapp username listed as beenary. on the right there's a list of needed parts with approximate prices which reads "immediate need: backrest $95, seat sling $80, handrims $100, seat cushion $60. non-immediate: anti-tippers $15 used, new brakes $35." end ID]

hi, i'm a brown, trans, and intersex disabled person in need of wheelchair parts. i was hospitalized may through august 2020, plus normal-people money issues. i have a secondhand hospital/transport chair, but it doesn't do well on pavement because it's meant for maneuvering inside hospitals, weighs 40lbs (😬), and the center of gravity is for people pushing the chair from the outside which means i can't go over curbs/bumps while in the chair...

enter the wheelchair frame in the photo, which i got from someone that wasn't using it anymore. it's a normally very expensive lightweight wheelchair made for active users and the wheels are able to be fitted with bike tires, which means once i get parts i'll be able to take my service dog out for long walks again!!!! just to make the chair useable i need a backrest, a seat sling, a seat cushion, and handrims (for pushing the actual wheel part). it's also missing a footrest and a wheel spoke but i'm very short so i can skip the footrest for now, and wheel spokes only cost a few cents to a dollar max. because hospital chairs aren't meant to have bits taken off and replaced and instead be use til discard, none of the parts on it can be transferred to the new frame. but i'm going to be trying to get everything used to save money. if you have spare wheelchair parts you're ok parting with for the prices above or lower, sizing is 20w, 17 deep/high, 24" spinergy wire wheels

above image is from when 2 disabled friends and i were at a wheelchair repair shop in nov, ft my service dog bee (ID in image)

i do commissions (see /commissions). i'm also selling my transport chair for parts funds but i won't get more than $100 for it since it's $160 new

venm0: beenary | c@shapp: beenary | p/ypal: DM

$0/335

[one-time-i-dreamt]

How to help - for English speakers - Hrvatski Crveni križ

Instructions for donations and assistance for people affected by the earthquake in Petrinja and Sisak

I've got permission from the author to repost this here.

[tardis2101]

There's been more earthquakes in Petrinja since. The strongest had a magnitude of 4.8. According to EMSC there's been 42 earthquakes felt in Croatia in the last 51 hours (as of 30th december, 8:33 am)

[aidoubackster]

This is actual as today 30th of December of 2020, (just saying because the first results for articles about earthquakes in Croatia were published in March but it happened again yesterday, so the help is very much needed!)

[one-time-i-dreamt]

The number of earthquakes has gone up to 71.

[jenniferrpovey]

They had a bad one and the aftershocks haven’t quite stopped yet. The eastern Med fault can be nasty when it pops.

[ds-and-ibvs-nerdo-deactivated20]

One note = 2 days i live

Yes, I’ve promised my friends that i will not die but I can’t keep this up anymore, I’m tired okay? I’m tired of living in this bullshit that i call family

For my friends too that im doing this, i would have died already, I don’t care, but i care if my friends are sad soo–

Also is 2 days because this probably wouldn’t get any notes

You don’t need to reblog or boost this, you can just ignore this if you want

Im just gonna tag the person i most care for and that keeps me alive at least im sorry ash if i bothered you with the tag

@horrordustislife

[cdwillwrite]

BOOST THIS PLEASE

@kit-kit-kat​ @aurellia404​ @starlypenguins​ 

Are you alright w/ note spam?

[starlypenguins-deactivated20250]

@skyliecrescents @lowkeyjustvibing @theundertalehuman

[starstruck-chaotic]

I’m yeeting this post everywhere I can

[kirbyskisses-main-moved-deactiv]

I AM BEGGING YOU TO HELP SAVE DUSTIN HIGGS

Dustin Higgs is a Maryland based artist on Death Row for a crime he did not commit -

He was convicted and sentenced to the federal death penalty as an accomplice to the 1996 murders of Tanji Jackson, Tamika Black and Mishann Chinn. It was the first federal death sentence handed down in Maryland in the modern era.

Dustin was not the person who actually shot the three women. Nor was he an accomplice. In fact, it was Willis Haynes who pulled the trigger, and he was sentenced to life in prison plus 45 years after a separate jury spared him the death penalty for the crime. With the resumption of federal executions in 2020, Dustin's life is at serious risk.

He is sentenced to be excecuted on Jan 15. 2021. 3 days before MLK Day and just 5 DAYS BEFORE THE NEW FEDERAL ADMINISTRATION IS PUT IN PLACE

Please if you have just one second or one spec of human decency, click these links.

Help save an an innocent man.

[nativenews]

[produk029]

you can help by donating!

link to the gofundme: https://gf.me/u/yjm7q3

Please help me fight my racist landlord!!! organized by Aasia Taylor-Patterson

Hello, My name is Aasia. I am a 20-year-old Black, Transgender w… Aasia Taylor-Patterson needs your support for Please help me fight my

[heyitsani]

If you can’t donate, reblog.  Spread the word because this story isn’t the only one like this and it is disproportionately happening to POC.

Landlords have bills to pay as well, but they should be standing shoulder to shoulder with their tenets against the larger power.  The banks are the problem and the government is backing them up instead of having the backs of the citizens that vote them into power.

[yekkes]

Saw this on Jewbook:

It did not specify, but I am assuming Jewish means Ashkenazi, from the photos, his father, and a Japanese mother. Not that I'm sure if it matters, thought I'd describe anyways.

[yekkes]

To be clear I'd like people to reblog this

[pixarmilf]

be the match is awesome!!! i registered and did my cheek swab in april! it’s free to do and sign up!

all u need to do is input an address where u can receive mail when u sign up! be the match then sends u an envelope with the cotton swab, instructions on how to properly take the sample, and a prepaid envelope with all the info printed on it to mail it back to them! i believe they also gave me a small plastic bag to put the swab it to protect ur sample.

it’s so easy, and you can save somebody’s life!! u definitely should sign up if u are able to!!!