katuarius

I'm impeccable I'm exceptional It's just chemical

[katuarius]

Too thoughtful

shadow work makes me want to combust. it's an interrogation that never gets solved.

Yes, I know why and how, but my insides still feel tamed. is there anything wrong with me? Have I forced myself to be a mystery?

idk. I'm craving pizza. I hope my bones get snapped like ballet feet.

[katuarius]

Hot Girl Summer

I think I have found a routine that fits me best. I truly feel life is in a good direction, and my efforts are being accomplished!

I don't like to work for my success. I like when it comes naturally. feeling proud in my movements is the only way. My physical energy thrives on structure, consistency, and steady progress. I'm into yoga, walking outside and standing ab exercises. I target all parts of my body but so far, my legs are taking the sore 😂 High intensity only tires me out - grumpy slug ready for bed.

I will share my favorite videos for you guys soon. Whoever is reading this out there. Stay tuned!

[katuarius]

Good morning firelights

I absolutely love aloe vera juice. I have a stye in my right eye. I return to school this afternoon. My ankles are in need of a massage.

[katuarius]

𝖭𝗈𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 can 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗎𝗅

𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺, 𝗆𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋

𝖭𝗈𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 can 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍

𝗍𝗈𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝗆𝗒 𝗀𝗅𝗈𝗐, 𝗆𝗒 𝗆𝖺𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋

[imdreabtw]

I NEED that salt and pepper in my bed tonight

[katuarius]

Hetero is a bigger disease than lying

Natural should always be embraced

I'm sorry for ignoring you

[katuarius]

The journey has begun

sugary drinks are what catch me up. I didn't know how much daily intake I had until I seen a YouTube experiment on no sugar for 30 days. It inspired me to start a health and wellness journey. A social platform is an easy way of tracking progress. So, I hope y'all follow along with me and enjoy the progress 😋

I have always enjoyed fitness, but nothing sparked my interest in daily long-term motivation until I saw how beautiful it can be for the body. This isn't about physical appearance. I am challenging my inner self to glow the brightest it can.

I did a back workout yesterday and loved it so much. It helped me blow off some steam and feel more energized. Today's workout is Aerobic Dance Workout. Let's get the blood pumping!

[katuarius]

Faith

𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛\'𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼\'𝑚 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼\'𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙, 𝐼\'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑀𝑟. 𝐺𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔\'𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝐼\'𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑

𝑆𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑

[katuarius]

Self Love Magnetizes True Love

From an energetic standpoint when letting the person go - and trust that if they're meant for me then leaving will be the catalyst to them finding love within theirselves. They will either return or someone who is more capable of loving me will show up.

I trust the process with acceptance, shift my focus and pour love into myself will magnetize external love from another.

I'm just afraid of accepting their impact on me, just for them to finalize their wanting for me and forgiving all that pain is humiliating.

Say I have no back bone all you want. I'm simply flawed. i'm simply afraid. i'm simply human

[katuarius]

Good morning firelights !

This month started off with a bang

I wake up today fresh allowing the blue pill to heal my brains deterioration. At young age darkness closed the lobe. Haunted my spirit and cursed my name but after years of chasing freedom..

I finally feel what it's like.

I'm very greatful to my supporters and the motivation I gained towards life. Sadly some people didn't make it this far but I have. I know it's early for a serious post like this but my knees deserve to dig into the ground as i weep of relief

[katuarius]

Venus

The label won't break me free. It's the energy.

Its nobody I look to hold

I crave a connection that only a page could unfold

I'm stuck in limbo

I don’t think I've truly been alone

[katuarius]

hii wanna be moots?<33

yes 🤍

[katuarius]

I aspire to be an elegant woman who is well read, has a desired body, who takes frequent trips to water gardens and orchestra plays, dances the night away, knowledgeable in science and religion, who always looks dolly, and stays adventurous. I can't wait to be this woman. 🤍

[katuarius]

She admires humanity but she herself dosent understand it completely.

[katuarius]

Guts

You aren't quick to answer my calls. I should've left a voice mail.

History catches up with me before intentions do. I'm a human whose flawed and afraid but it was never your job to fix me. It doesn't matter when the shift happens. as long you stay next to me.

I'm sorry to be so stubborn.

I won't make any more judgment.

[katuarius]

Good morning firelights

Today has woken with a Scorpio moon („• ֊ •„)

I feel the transformation already.

I'm usually afraid of change but right now I'm pretty powerful. It hasn't been easy deciding what path I'm on but being so logical all the time doesn't benefit the movement right now. Seems like I'm ready for something new. I learned emotions are the wave of life and it's okay to ride them. Wherever the wind takes me I'll go. Whatever the water feels I do and whatever the ground asks of me I move. The fire inside has always been bright so hopefully I stay warm.

[katuarius]

I always know.

As an air sign, I feel the atmosphere before anyone else can.

I knew today was a turning point in our systems but wasn’t able to clarify what. After many naps that redefine my mind. I need to speak my truth more often and put my peace before anyone else. I stay silent to keep the peace but that’s not what anyone needs. I think my silence has enabled dysfunction and avoidance. I don’t see my protection as weakness but to others I guess it's their way of taking control. I'm exhausted to constantly change but I will always be a woman of solutions.