As most of you know I’ve been depressed lately„„well its not been lately its something i have been dealing with for a long time….
I know that a good amount of my feelings have been brought upon myself but they still hurt…
One of the things that has been bothering me is I was dumb enough to catfish quite a few people…one of my “personas” if you want to call it that started off as a character in a story that i was writing, then for some reason i let the person become “real” which including stealing some ones pictures…to make my “persona” real the only thing i stole was pictures nothing else was true… then it became that my “persona ” needed a friend so i stole another girls pictures to make the stories believable.
to me these girls/personas where amazingly pretty then got attention from people that i wasn’t getting and craved…so by using them i got this attention even if it wasn’t directly me
i enjoyed it but resently things have been getting worse„„
I've started slipping and messing up so people started to know the flaws and even recently started telling people the truth because I couldn't handle what I was doing to myself Now comes the day where I'm seeing my therapist to get help this has become more than a lie its become a way of life and I can't handle it anymore but I'm so scared I don't know how to bring this up to some one I'm really surprised I'm writing about it but I know I need help when it gets to the point I want to harm my self because of the stupid story....or am "hiding" from the police Please don't judge me You don't know everything
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