*Hiatus*

{As long as you're alive, I'm willing to sacrifice anything} [Independent Kazuha Toyama RP Blog] [Track The Tag; #kazuhatoyamaa] [M!A Status: None]

[kazuhatoyamaa]

*Important Notice*

[I apologize for my long absence lately. But really even in Winter Break... I have homework. This is taking me longer than I expect, Again, I'm sorry to say this but...

I'm Going To Be On Hiatus 

I'm going to be on Hiatus till I can get things going smoothly... or maybe until I have the need to roleplay here on tumblr. 

Please forgive me again, this sounds harsher than it needs to. 

I'm still in the middle of thinking if I should keep on roleplaying or not. Really considering to just lay on Hiatus for a while. Though... Keep in mind that I might return sometime... or someday. 

Gomenasai. But I need to find that passion in order to continue roleplaying.

For my fellow roleplayers... Arigato for being patient with me. I truly apologize... but I don't think it would be fair to you if I would write a reply back that is low rated compared to yours.

If You would unfollow me because I'll be inactive for a while, then do it now. I expect a lot of follower loss due to my absence later on. Though.. well. No further reasoning. Just... I would hope that you would understand that people have a life outside of the internet, and it's quite stressful whether or not it's a school day or even a vacation.

Thank You For Your Understanding.

I'll be Back As Soon As Possible. Once I've regained my schedule, and once I've found that passion to roleplay once more.

I will be back... For Sure.]

[kazuhatoyamaa]

Stranger Danger

[kazuhatoyamaa]

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[gods-heretic]

"See, that comes from not staying where I put you", Rasar said through gritted teeth. The wound hurt, but that had to wait for now. Luckily the stranger didn’t kill her immediately, so he probably needed something from her. Maybe she’d found something or maybe she had overheared something unintentionally.

"Hey dimwit, why do you chase innocent girls? Too afraid of messing with someone who can fight back properly?" Getting Kazuha out of immediate danger had the highest priority and he needed time to think of a solution.

"Shut up, asshole", the stranger said, his voice muffled through a scarf, "this is none of your fucking business!" Obviously, he didn’t know how to handle the solution. While cursing under his breath he looked around, trying to find a way out.

Leaning against the wall opposite to Kazuha and the person threatening her, he took the weight from his bad knee. He then pretended to be convulsing in pain, making the attacker believe that Rasar would faint because of loosing too much blood. Slowly he reached down to his leg, pretendig to hold the wound, however the pain didn’t bother him, he’d learned to endure way more than this. Instead, he took hold of a fist sized stone laying beside his foot.

Damn, he thought, I’m really bleeding heavily. If that would take any longer, he probably had no force left to act anymore. The hood was sticking to the strangers head, so he probably was bleeding from the head. If something were to distract the assailant, he could take him down. Just one second was all he needed.

For once, fate was on his side. At the far end of the alley, there was a loud sound, probably just a trash can that was pushed over by an animal.

"Shit", the stranger muttered, pointing the gun at where the noise came from. That was all Rasar needed. He threw the stone at the attacker’s head and pushed himself from the wall. In an instant before the other one could react, his head connected with a violent blow from Rasar’s fist. The gun fell clattering to the floor, followed by its owner who didn’t move anymore.

"Get him tied up and gagged", Rasar said, sitting down exhausted and hoping that Kazuha wasn’t to scared to do anything.

[kazuhatoyamaa]

Everything happened a bit faster than she imagined. Before she knew it the stranger was on the ground, groaning of the injury that he had taken. For a moment, Rasar's instructions seemed to ring in her head. She felt lightheaded. As if her mind was still refusing to believe what was happening. Finally, when she saw a slight movement in the stranger in the corner of her eye the Osaka girl quickly snapped out of her train of thoughts.

No! This wasn't the time to space out! No! Kazuha, who was short on resources had no choice but to hull the stranger away from the gun. Using her knowledge about Aikido, she slightly twisted both of the man's hands behind his back.

She could still feel her heart beating fast, as if at any time it would jump out. A gun. A gun was just pointing at her a moment ago. She shook her head as she breathed heavily, trying to restrain herself from doing anything else stupid enough in the situation they were already in. Kazuha glared hard at the back of the stranger's head. She could make out the slight dark color in a particular part of the hood he covered with his face. 

In the corner of her eye she saw Rasar struggling to come over, she wanted to help but if she let go. She knew she would get a lecture and probably get them in trouble all over again. Kazuha shifted a bit, kneeling down behind the man. She felt his struggle for a bit, but she twisted his arm more, hoping it would stop his restrain. Luckily enough, he gave up and his hands went limp. For a moment she thought he was dead, the thought horrifying her she looked at the profile of the face of the man who wanted to kill her. Not that she could see anything, though she could see the tip end of a... scar perhaps?

Looking back over to Rasar, her hazel hues reflecting worry. "Rasar! You alright?"

[kazuhatoyamaa]

ツ - I wish we could be friends

"Kita-chan. But aren't we already friends? Don't worry! Let's plan something, right now. We can maybe have lunch together, or go to Tropical Land, or... or... hang out at Osaka. Or maybe I can help you on one of the cases perhaps?"

[kazuhatoyamaa]

"i'm here for you"

Kazuha was curled tightly in a ball, faint whimpers ringed through the silent hallways of the house. When she heard Kita calling for her, she couldn't help but ignore her friend's call, immediately trying to wipe the tears and forcing herself to stop the little hiccups that had started. Unfortunately, it was a bit too late. Kita had already seen the sight of the living room which use to be clean, neat and tidy. The vision was rather messy, it seemed like Kazuha had pushed the chairs down, threw the pillows hard towards the windows and cried for long moments.

She was holding something in, something that she never told anyone. A worry...

After Kita's continuous efforts of trying to get Kazuha to tell her what's wrong, only to get the response of a shake of a head, Kita had said something that Kazuha didn't expect from her friend.

I'm here for you

True, Kazuha wanted to tell somebody. Though what's the meaning of telling somebody now? The situation had already occurred, the results ended up fine, though it still burdened her.

"I-it's really nothing. I'm just a ba-aka.. ne." She glanced away, refusing to make any eye contact, though kept on going with her worry. "I got Heiji injured." She stated, bluntly. Though the feeling of telling someone was already having an effect. In a good way and a bad way. The lump in her throat came back, as the visions of what happened so fast reappeared in her mind. Everything went by so fast, she couldn't imagine.

"It's really nothing." Kazuha said with a reassured voice, though with a hint of pain. She wiped away her tears from her eyes, a joking smile appearing on her facials. 

Baka. I'm... just a Baka.

[preciousghoul-blog]

[speaksism-deactivated20160430]

[kkuroba]

[kazuhatoyamaa]

HeixKazu Moments.

[kkuroba]

[kazuhatoyamaa]

30 days Detective Conan gif Challenge Day 25 ● Favourite Quote/line

" I don’t know why you would kill someone, but as for helping someone… A logical mind isn’t needed, right?”

[fillingboxes]

Send me "i'm here for you" and my muse will tell yours a worry of theirs, a fear, or a confession they've been meaning to get off their chest.

Hooray for emotional breakdowns! 

[kazuhatoyamaa]

Hello! ^^ Tell me your top 5 favorite things and then pass this on to 10 of your favorite followers!♥

[Omg. I'm one of your favorite followers?!? You're just Pleasing Me Aren't You?? No. NO NO NO NO NO. How did I become you're favorite follower??!?!? Come 'ere and let me cuddle you!!!!!! ]

Top 5 Favorite Things.

☼Tumblr Roleplay☼Dance, Viola, Piano, and course... Banging in the percussion section Woohooo!~☼Cinnamon Pretzels <3☼Anime. Haha that was obvious wasn't it☼Friends :)

[kkuroba]

[kazuhatoyamaa]

30 days Detective Conan gif Challenge Day 26 ● Chara(s) you wish to appear more

Gosho boys (Shinichi, Heiji, Kaitou Kid, Saguru)

[jiggypepper]

[sarangseureowo]

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

[quartetcontent]

UM I DID THIS LIKE SERIOSLY LAST WEEK SOMETHING BASIC AND IT HAPPENED???

[aaapple-jax]

Mine even came true guys.

[kazuhatoyamaa]

Stranger Danger

[gods-heretic]

5:45 p.m. - Rasar was already waiting in front of the restaurant where they wanted to meet. He’d also managed to get a nice suit -though it felt very strange to him- for this evening. That would get him less stares than his black robes. When he saw Kazuha in distance, as she was walking on instead of crossing the street how she was supposed, he thought that she probably had something to do before they met, but when he saw someone hooded following her and how fast she was walking, glancing around, his instincts told him that something was amiss.

  He started following them closely, walking on a parallel street at Kazuha’s height. When he heared a loud sound, he didn’t realise what it was. Maybe just a window falling shut, he thought. But immediately after that sound, Kazuha started running again and the hooded stranger followed at the same brisk pace.

6:20 p.m. - He finally found a way to get Kazuha away from the stranger. She might not like it at first, but it was the only thing he could come up with that fast. He stood in a doorway - the lock of the door had been picked rather easily - right behind another corner and listened to Kazuha’s footfalls. Closer and cloeser they came, followed by another, heavier set of feet. Now.

Kazuha turned around the corner and he immediately put a hand around her mouth, so she couldn’t scream. Her momentum nearly swept her off her feet and she would have landed on her buttocks hadn’t he put a arm around her waist, lifting her from the ground. While he dragged her inside the hopefully abandonned house, she bit deep inside his hand, probably tasting blood.

"Ssshh, stop struggling"; he whispered when he silently closed the door behind them, leaving his hand on her mouth until she gave a faint nod and relaxed a bit.

That moment Kazuha’s pursuer came around the corner and his footfalls stopped. He probably was wondering where his prey disappeared. Everything fell silent. There was only the light, slow tapping of blood that ran from his hand.

[kazuhatoyamaa]

The loud bang made Kazuha’s heart skip a beat. Who was the one being shot? Thinking of this she quickly ran out of her hiding spot and ran towards the loud bang. She soon heard another bang though it was a blunt sound against the wall. The girl paused for a moment, too scared about what she was about to see. Though worry soon overcame her and she burst open the door.

The scene was more than she could take. Rasar had been shot in his knee and the chaser had fallen unconscious. At Rasar’s sudden holler she stepped back, though straight away she went to the defensive side. “I couldnt just hide and sit there after hearing the sound of the gun! And yet you’re bleeding in a situation that never involved you from the start!” Kazuha suddenly got confused at the last part of Rasar’s angry shout. Wasn’t the danger gone? “I thought that the person chasing me was unconsciou—” As she turned her head to look at the hidden figure, she felt a strong pull, forcing her to go towards the direction where she was looking.

Though this pull wasn’t from Rasar, it was yet the hidden figure who was able to regain his conscious in a short amount of time. Kazuha’s eyes widened as she felt the cold surface of the end of the gun brushing against her delicate skin on the side of her head. She didn't dare to flinch.

This was when a girl had a weakness no matter how strong they were. Even if Kazuha was good aikido, she has never encountered a gun being pointed towards her head. Maybe once, though only saved by Heiji just in time.

The situation was different. Rasar had a bleeding leg, yet Kazuha was completely helpless being held hostage. Her eyes reflected how terrified she was.

So it was only a matter of time.

[kazuhatoyamaa]

"Thank you for getting me out of the cupboard, Kazuha-chan!"

"Anytime, Kita-chan!"

[kazuhatoyamaa]

Stranger Danger

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[gods-heretic]

5:45 p.m. - Rasar was already waiting in front of the restaurant where they wanted to meet. He’d also managed to get a nice suit -though it felt very strange to him- for this evening. That would get him less stares than his black robes. When he saw Kazuha in distance, as she was walking on instead of crossing the street how she was supposed, he thought that she probably had something to do before they met, but when he saw someone hooded following her and how fast she was walking, glancing around, his instincts told him that something was amiss.

  He started following them closely, walking on a parallel street at Kazuha’s height. When he heared a loud sound, he didn’t realise what it was. Maybe just a window falling shut, he thought. But immediately after that sound, Kazuha started running again and the hooded stranger followed at the same brisk pace.

6:20 p.m. - He finally found a way to get Kazuha away from the stranger. She might not like it at first, but it was the only thing he could come up with that fast. He stood in a doorway - the lock of the door had been picked rather easily - right behind another corner and listened to Kazuha’s footfalls. Closer and cloeser they came, followed by another, heavier set of feet. Now.

Kazuha turned around the corner and he immediately put a hand around her mouth, so she couldn’t scream. Her momentum nearly swept her off her feet and she would have landed on her buttocks hadn’t he put a arm around her waist, lifting her from the ground. While he dragged her inside the hopefully abandonned house, she bit deep inside his hand, probably tasting blood.

"Ssshh, stop struggling"; he whispered when he silently closed the door behind them, leaving his hand on her mouth until she gave a faint nod and relaxed a bit.

That moment Kazuha’s pursuer came around the corner and his footfalls stopped. He probably was wondering where his prey disappeared. Everything fell silent. There was only the light, slow tapping of blood that ran from his hand.

[kazuhatoyamaa]

The sudden grab had made Kazuha jolt with surprise, she didn't realize it was Rasar till he told her to stop struggling. It was him, a rush of relief flooded over. Before realizing that because of the surprise that had taken over her that she was biting his hand. Feeling the liquid drop down, she sudden felt a rush of panic once again. The footsteps of the person who was chasing after Kazuha had fell silent, she held her breath. Hearing the person's "Tch." And running off again, she gave a sigh of relief. 

The hand that was covering Kazuha's mouth released her from his grip and she quickly turned around. Her shoulder's tensity seemed to have relaxed a bit after confirming it was Rasar. "What are you doing here..?!" A whisper which was louder than she expected to come out, though she didn't want her friend to get involved. She had rather than keep on running instead of the possibility of both of them getting hurt.

Kazuha fumbled in her handbag, hoping to find a handkerchief to wrap around Rasar's hand. As the white cloth was pulled out, she added a quiet apology before wrapping it tightly around his hand and giving it a tight nod. "There. That should stop the bleeding for a bit." A few bloodstains were formed on her dress, though hardly that was the main idea. Heavy footsteps soon could be heard again, though it suddenly stopped probably at the entrance of the narrow street. The sound of the gun, getting ready to fire at any time ran through the area. 

"Rasar... you shouldn't have come here! You should've stayed there and waited for me!" Her heart started racing again, though mostly it was because her friend was stuck with her and a great chance of possibility of both of them getting hurt... or maybe even getting killed. Light footsteps ringed through the area, breaking the silence that hung for quite some time. Before she knew it, she felt a hands grabbing a hold of hers and quickly pulling her to find a hiding spot. As she was lead to a hiding spot and well hidden, she noticed that Rasar didn't join her. Was he trying to find a different spot to hide? Kazuha slightly peeked up, her eyes making out the outlines of Rasar's figures. What he was doing, she couldn't exactly see. 

Though what she heard was what she dreaded. The footsteps seemed to be drawing closer, and closer. The gun clacked again. Nothing seemed to move, nothing seem to crack a sound. Only what Kazuha heard, was the pounding of her heart... gradually picking up pace.