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My healthy mess from lunch yesterday. I made a salad topped with cottage cheese and coleslaw and crispy watermelon on the side. 🍉

Its a good thing, waking up with you.

th0tchild

#do not harm #take no shut #be tough #advice

alchimiedesetoiles

kid

This actually always made me really upset

#sad bugs #sad #bugs #kids #mean kids

allbirbs-blog

becausebirds

never stop tweeting

bogleech

dinosaurs ruled our planet for eons and now they toot while people put oven mitts on their heads

#funny #tweet #toot #birds #dinosaurs #funny gifs #bird gifs

hikingdreams

My past:present:future spread. Page of Wands, Eight of Swords, Three of Pentacles. Energetic and creative past, feeling trapped and stagnant in the present, beginning of something new in the future. First spread in weeks and its spot on.

#day card #tarot #tarot spread #three card spread #spirit #universe #love #light #help #tarot cards

Feeling gross.

I just ate almost two bowls of pasta and a can of soda for breakfast 11:30 when I woke up. My body feels stiff and my eyes feel sticky. My hair feels oily and the house is dirty.

The Sun is coming out and I know I should do something productive, something that will make me feel better, but its so hard to stand up and move, to think wisely, be happy and positive.

I know doing so on a continuous basis will help not only my future but his and for some reason it seems like so much work. It seems like it’ll be so hard and I have a history of starting something and not finishing.

At this point it seems that I don’t even want to start because I feel like I won’t even finish. How important is diet and exercise for me to actually start feeling better.

What’s the first step. What is the first thing that I should focus on. Should I get up and make a salad right now, should I go for a walk, should I clean the house. What am I supposed to focus on on a daily basis that will make me feel better. Is there some type of routine that I should have, some thought that I should do everyday.

There are so many different things that I could do, how my supposed to know which one is the best, because if I do each one little by little I can see myself getting overwhelmed and then I won’t do anything, just like I am right now.

If I tell myself that I need to meditate every day, clean my house every day, eat healthy everyday, go for a walk everyday, I’m telling myself that I need to do all of these things that are going to make me feel better when in the past I’ve over thought these types of things. I’ve come up with too many things to do and ended up doing nothing.

#gross #feeling gross #morning #lazy #sleepy #depression #don't know #blob #slob #get up #do something

Last night was an adventure. 💏 (at Knotts Scarry Farm)

"..the first effect of existentialism places the entire responsibility of a man's existence squarely upon his own shoulders...from the moment that he is thrown into this world he is responsible for everything he does...a man commits himself, draws his own portrait and there is nothing but that portrait."

French philosopher Jean-Paul Sartre