hello and thank you for checking into my chambers. stay as long as you like, this is a place where all your desires can come to life whenever youâre ready. simply head to the front desk and send in what you like. if you donât have a request then please, roam as freely as you like. enjoy your stay <3
although itâs put in blog content, i will still say it here if that link doesnât catch your attention. this blog DOES contain dark content along with what dark is. if these type of things bother you but you would like to continue reading my work that doesnât contain itâ then check tagging system which will tell you what tags iâve put them in. if not then youâre free to unfollow me.
if you decide to send hate for my choice to write dark content, iâll most likely write back with dark content just to piss you off <3 donât pull that shit on me.
if you arenât 18+, interacting with my blog and i somehow end up catching you; i WILL NOT hesitate to block you. last thing i need are minors interacting with me.
all characters are aged up when it comes to smut.Â
im not sure if your taking requests but, for the boyfriend series can you do tanaka? :]
now that iâm trying to get back out there, iâll gladly take this request. tanaka is currently in the works and can be expected to be posted within a few hours or tomorrow
**due to work and studies, itâs been pushed to the weekend. my apologies for such a wait
Do you plan on finishing the bf series or are you officially done with writing?
i plan on finishing it. truly i do, but i apologize for such the long wait. been kinda fixing myself and seeing how i want to revamp.
with that said, you can request a boy i havenât done yet ( that you really want to see ) before i decide to post a random one iâve finished from my drafts.
hi~ i was wondering when you would be writing again or maybe interacting more on this blog?
iâve followed you from the start and loved everything youâve had to offer!
have a good day, dove!
iâll be writing again soon as iâm officially feeling better and confident again in my work. i appreciate you for being here from the start along with enjoying what i have to offer <3 truly means a lot to me
ok Iâm doing the trend where u take the first 9 (yes not 10..) pics of ur Pinterest homepage,, and thatâs ur aesthetic... đŁđŁ u donât have to do it but @wakatshi @cybergoo @inum4ki @tetsurot @kurooskult @rilacry @simp4satori @cafemiya Iâm curious to see urs my beauties ,, ur aes are all so pretty đđđ and ofc any other pretty ppl can do this if they want hehe !
note : this concept has been rattling in my mind for awhile so i decided to write about it and share. a little iffy and may make another part to this to add on, but i hope itâs still enjoyable.
note : keep in mind this isnât an modern day prince setting. rather its the edo era instead. also wrote this while low on sleep so apologizes if itâs not great/has some mistakes  (may possibly re-do this later). regardless, hope you enjoy.Â
you know how you have the japanese characters for the readmore button? howâd you do that??
i didnât notice tumblr did that (ă»ă»?) ahh it should have been in english, but my phone is set to japanese due to english not being my first (no aesthetic reasons). iâll be fixing that. thank you for bring it to my attention.
if iâm ever caught writing âmembersâ instead of DICK, BIG FAT JUICY COCK THAT COULD LITERALLY MAKE YA CRY JUST A BIT in my work then ya have permission to literally bully me. i refuse to be a writer who types âand he slide his members inside of youâ like no. my guy crammed his 12 inch girthy ïżŒdick in that slick ass cunt of yours.. now take it and enjoy. tsk
âdo it. for me. itâs all I will ever ask from you.â | kyĆtani wants his last memory to be of you. specially the first dance he ever saw by you.Â
note : this concept has been rattling in my mind for awhile so i decided to write about it and share. a little iffy and may make another part to this to add on, but i hope itâs still enjoyable.
soft saintly melodies disturbed the immense opening of kyĆtaniâs living quarters while the spent sun illuminated it from the window wall that displayed the city. your eyes taking in how the balmy glow painted the city in a sense it felt unreal. as much as you had lived here, watching the sunset whenever you took the time out to, viewing it now from such an high up angle made it feel completely different. almost foreign yet a good one.
placing a hand on the window, you released a sigh of breath you hadnât realize you were holding in; âadorable.â the voice of your lover disconnected you attention from the scene and towards kyĆtani as he swished his freshly poured drink in his hand while watching you intently, âhmm? whatâs adorable?âÂ
âwell you of course. thereâs no other doe here besides you, bambi.â the pet name erupted an undescribable tingle, overlaying your skin in goosebumps, âI havenât done anything worthy to be called adorable.â you refuted and in return, he mustered out a chuckle before taking a sip of the dark liquid in the glass.Â
âno matter how many times you come here and watch the view, those expressions of yours are adorable. sometimes I think you do it on purpose in hopes that Iâll react, but then it hits me. those are genuine. you donât even notice you do it which makes everything cuter than before.â kyĆtani shifted his gaze to the window before finishing his drink in one gulp. a small hiss following suit to his actions as his legs guided himself to the black leather couch while gesturing you to sit besides him. of course you followed through, close to one another that his thighs pressed your owns.
the scent of warm cinnamon, blood mandarin, mint citrus with a dash of grapefruit entwine masculine leather and Indian patchouli had tickled your nose. there was a faint underscore of his nature pheromones that never failed to enrapture you every time. if it had been possible, you would have wrappedâ hell! even engrave his scent onto you since it had become something you could never get tired of smelling. as the aroma left you to wallow, kyĆtani took his chance to free you from itâs hold before it was too late, âdo you recall when we first met y/n?â
a sudden and strange question. you werenât quick to answer him, rather you studied his mannerism to see if anything had been off yet nothing unveiled what you had been looking for, âdo i recall our first time meeting?â you repeated dumbfounded and in return, he let out a hum instead of verbally replying.
âyeah I do. why do you ask? did you forget or perhaps,â eyes peering into his distant ridden eyes, âyou plan on testing me.âÂ
âneither. I just wanted to hear it from your point of view. is it a crime for me to ask that from you, my little doe?âÂ
âno... it isnât but that canât be the only reason.â
âit is. now please y/n... tell me your point of view.â
although his tone had seemed somewhat frolicsome, something had been eating away at him and knowing kentarĆâ he wouldnât tell you what it was even if you pointed a gun to his temple and threaten him. it was something you had gotten use to overtime, nevertheless, it still irked you to know he wouldnât expose what had been going through his mind until ken deemed it was time.
with a small sigh, you indulged in your loverâs requestâ recalling that summerâs day as if it had happened just yesterday. how you were so caught up with keeping up with the melody and ensuring you landed on each beat on time, that you hadnât noticed his presence until everything came to an halt and he spoke:Â âit must be my lucky day to watch a little doe like you. captivating. truly it is.â
at the time, kyĆtani carried an air around him that screamed âperilâ. skin concealed by bandages, hair slicked back with two small strands accenting his forehead to keep it from being completely bare, his posture wasnât good as he presented himself with a slight slouch and hands in his pockets, and his eyes... those orbs of his had seemed almost lifeless yet held secrets to them while he face had even followed suit. normally you wouldnât enlighten a stranger with your company, choosing to avoid them at all costâ that day was different for some reason.
you remembered poking at him about how long he had been there and if he used that line on every girl he meet, yet to your incredulity, he explained that it wasnât. kyĆtani expressed that he had only entered in the middle of the performance, that something about the way you moved made him forget all about his need to smoke or even leaving to give you privacy. it was his first time seeing such a display up close, soon asking if you would be willing to give him more performances like that in the near future.
of course his approach had sounded like setup to something unspeakable, making you turn it down yet kentarĆ wouldnât allow such a masterpiece slip from his grasp. thatâs when you noted your true feelings and thoughts to his atypical advances. everything was fishy, but how you two ended up together was due to his persistence and later telling you it was love at first which is why he never gave up on you.
a strange story to reminisce about yet without a word or soundâ rough hands gently cupped your cheeks and turned you towards kyĆtani;Â âyou know, Iâll love you no matter what, right? whether weâre close like now or so far from each other that it hurts... Iâll always love you.â
âof course... and you know that I love you too. I always will.â
kyĆtani leaned in to plant a honeyed kiss on your lips. as much as you wanted it to turn into something more, he denied your advances by pulling away with a smile, âdo you remember that same dance?â he asked, large hands engulfing yours and bringing them up to leave little kisses on them, âI-I do... why?â
âthen perform it again. dance your heart your heart away. do it for me. itâs all I will ever ask from you.â his kisses on your flesh become more frequent, as if the action itself would convince you and it somehow it did. without much thought, you stood up with a smile, âif itâs what you desire then Iâll give it to you. although,â you removed your hands from hisâ cupping his face, âyouâll have to repay me. itâs been a few years since we first met and that dance alone is somewhat hazy to me.â
kyĆtani flashed a tiny smile back before snickering, âthank you... my lilliputian dancer. Iâll never forget this.â as the last word left his lips, he slide from your touch to pay his attention to searching his phone for the song that played.Â
you, on the other hand, had prepared yourself a few feet away from the couch. the room had been quite vastly after all so there was no need to move anything out of your way or ensure you wouldnât break anything. it hadnât taken the blonde to find the song, with itâs soothing melodies taking over and reminding your body of the moves from so long agoâ kyĆtani found himself in dazed with how fluent it looked. had you not told him about it being hazy to you then he would have assumed you learned it recently. with how you never missed a step, everything fell into place naturally.
lucky for him, he noticed how concentrated you wereâ leaving him to wallow in the emotions he kept hidden. a singular tear caressed his cheek as his facial feature expressed tenderness yet a hint of melancholy traced over:
ây/n... my little doe and dancer... I can only hope that youâll find it in your heart to forgive me. Iâve broken a rule to be with you and if time had been reset, Iâll do it again. however... I fear your safety may be ruined for my selfish actions to love you. may this moment be cherish with devotion since itâll be our last.â he thought to himselfâ images of your relationship unfolding in his mind while watching sharply, kyĆtani never had any intentions of leaving you, but for a man with blood on his hands... the yakuza came first and his selfish desires to be loved and to love would end with your blood on his hand too.Â
perhaps... in another timeline, you two would be happy together without the fear of you being found out. the fear of losing the first and only person kyĆtani deemed his first love and made him believe love at first sight had truly existed.
sigh... canât resist him for long. tsk tsk. hope you enjoy
waiting for konoha world domination.
PATIENTLY waiting because how could you not fall in love with this man?
anyways, itâs about that time for boyfriend konoha to make his debut here.
wonât get too deep with the crush phase but letâs talk about it for a second.
aki is the kind of guy whoâs bold when it comes to crushes, or you in this case.Â
doesnât believe in giving mixed signals since he knows what he wants and clearly itâs you.
also isnât the type who starts acting funny/avoids you or struggle with trying to befriend you (if you two had been strangers and konoha had one of those âlove at first sightâ moments.)
yet in this route, you two are actually good friends and he found out had a crush on you when thoughts of you kept clouding his mind along with how he no other person could keep his interest romantically except you.
didnât rush himself on telling you how he felt towards you. rather, he decided to let things flow just in case his mind and heart were playing a trick on him.
when konoha is ready then heâll most likely dropped the biggest hits that he wants you.
definitely made more time for you whenever you asked to hang out, didnât hesitate to reject others and make it known to them that you had his full attention either, and always complimented you more as well.
he finally asked you out when going out to watch fireworks together.
the confession wasnât tooth rotting sweet yet it wasnât dry as the desert either. konoha had planned his words perfectly and told you exactly how he felt towards you before asking âwill you be mine?â
of course that night led to you two being together now~
which brings us to how the relationship is like.
for starters, i firmly believe akinori is the kind of boyfriend who wears hair ties/scrunches on his wrist for you.
he never knows when you might ask or text him about needing one so he keeps it on him just in case.
doesnât care if some dudes get on him for it either. same with friends.
in akiâs mind at least he thinks what he does is normal and deems himself as a good boyfriend for it.
most definitely likes getting his nails done with you or by you.
if you mention going to the nail salon, best believe your boyfriend is tagging along and getting his done.
although the first few times he went with, aki went for clear nail polish because he wasnât ready for color yet.
only started going for it for when you jokingly said you two should get matching nail colors and he was like âyeah. sounds good with me.â
and didnât mind it. actually fell in love with the concept.
as for home, if youâre bored and just want to play pretend nail tech then aki is already sitting at your little set up ready.
âmake my nails look extra pretty, princess. i want to show them off later and brag about how you did them.â
âof course~ since you said that, iâll add a design on them. my initials.â
âsounds better than doing plain. think i can get a heart too?â
âmhm!â
i FIRMLY believe heâs also the kind of boyfriend who lets you use his face to do makeup looks you saw online.
although he may complain sometimes, deep down he actually loves it since he gets to stare at you up close and find amusement with how focus you are about making sure the look comes out just like the picture.
âclose your eyes aki. pleaseâ
âthen i canât see you.â
âyouâll see when iâm done. now close your eyes unless you want eyeliner in them.â
âfine fine.â
vvv  supportive and uplifting. konoha loves and i mean LOVES the idea of being there for you, helping you out whenever he can as well.
the relationship is filled with jokes. mainly a lot of inside jokes that outsiders find it so oddâ even going as far to question what some mean, but ofc none of you talk about it.
konoha wasnât into face care/didnât think much of it before he met you.
so if youâre someone who LOVES face care or generally taking care of your skin then you definitely changed his mind.
dude will indulge in your little spa nights at home. asking you what each products does for his skin and what some do to yours (assuming you two have different skin types).
will definitely take pictures of moments like those and make them his lock screen because he finds its cute even those the face mask on you both looks hella weird.
loves LOVES spoiling you.Â
whether itâll be with actual gifts, physical affections (which is limited) or his wordsâ heâll spoil you without hesitation.
konoha enjoys the concept of making it known heâs truly in love with you and doesnât plan on stopping either.
also loves when you spoil him too.
something about you doing it makes his heart and mind do about 2937748 backflips and laps around the track.
donât know if this will make sense, but aki still likes to woo you over as if youâre still in the beginning stage of dating when you two arenât anymore.
suppose this can be labeled as him just being extremely affectionate which i strongly agree that he is but itâs only around you.
itâs been hinted at during the crush part, but iâll make it known nowâ heâs extremely loyal to you.
ever since aki decided to commit himself to you.Â
which is rare due to the fact that commit to him is something that shouldnât be handed to just anyone. even in previous relationships, he never really gave much of it since heâll either notice things about that partner that were hidden (by that partner), he just isnât into them anymore due to lost of feeling or things seeming boring.
so any thoughts of konoha cheating or looking at anyone else is impossible. his heart belongs to you and only you <3
something to quickly add.. arguments with him are extremely rare.
aki isnât into conflict so heâll do everything in his power to avoid.
however, if it still occurs then heâll end up speaking his mind without filtering himself. now that can either put out the fire or fuel it even more. truly depends on how you take it, but if it gets worst then apologizes will be issued in a means to fix it.
anywaysâ canât convince me this man doesnât binge watch those weird videos that are recommended to you on YouTube or any of your favorite shows and/or movies on Netflix with you.
sticking by that statement because itâs true.
now letâs quickly talk about nicknames, pda, and dates.
starting with nicknames, iâve mentioned one but aki main nicknames for you: princess, my love, gorgeous, juliet (after romeo and juliet. it started off as a joke to call each other that but now it stays), and peach.
pda with konoha isnât much.
in public and private, itâs just the basic. private may be a little more ahead depending on how aki is feeling, but itâs not much.
not because he doesnât like your touch since he does yet physical affection just isnât something that gets his interest most of the time.
so donât take it personally when he doesnât want to do much, but iâm sure if you beg a little then heâll give in.
with that out the wayâ time to talk about dates.
dates with him range from almost anything and everything.
konoha is someone that is adventurous and likes change once in awhile so of course thatâs going to incorporate itself within dates.
although do except picture to be taken while on those dates. aki finds it heartwarming to capture those moments together and he can always look back at them if you are far each other.Â
canât think of much so iâll call this the end.
overall: a relationship with konoha is enjoyable. things are always changing within the relationship so it never turns boring.
youâre the luckiest person ever to date this cutie <3
ms or mr anon if you read her first announcement about reaching 1k, then you would see that she said that it was a few weeks ago- why in the WORLD do you need to come here and say that it's fishy that she has 1.4k?? just say "oh dang" and scroll away. and if you do follow her, you should just be happy for her and that's it. or even unfollow her if it bothers you that much honestly đ
i- facts facts !! put em in their place~ love to see it. even stan it
Stop lying đ 1k to suddenly itâs 1.4k.. Pick a number. Whatâs next âHey guys Iâm at 4k followers :3â. Like I said, itâs fishy in here. Youâre lying because your work isnât that good. I donât know how youâre followers or moots (if you actually have any lol) enjoy your work. âTsk tskâ that stupid
i- do you want picture proof or something ?? youâre starting to look like a stalker đđ also itâs *your. why are you so concerned about the amount of people following me ?? did... did someone send you here ? if so, tell them to hit me up so we can talk or something. iâm a reasonable person ya know.
also why are bringing up moots too ?? is that supposed to be an insult to me or something ? like lmk cuz that whole âif you actually have any lolâ sounds a little funky. donât tell me you count how many people i interact with...
