Am i crazy or just human?

WARNING: SOME TRIGGERING CONTENT im kendra, I have been through alot, but i've decided to stop using my blog to post about how depressed i am. I'm going to use this as a positive blog. Somedays i know i wont feel positive, and you will know by my posts. But now i realised, its ok, things wont always be perfect. But i just have to think of tomorrow as a new start. Things are going to change.

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thats amazing! so proud of you, well done xoox

Hmm thanks

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Can't believe I actually made it a month without cutting, thing is I want to cut, but it will be hard because I'm staying at my sisters...

What the hell do I do

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ohmigoodness! congrats on your 28 days!!! i could never be so strong. KEEP IT UP!!

thankyou, take care 

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proud you made it 28 days :) now try another 28 dear :) and remember to smile, please. <3

there's no way i can do another 28, this was so hard, and i need some time to get back into the swing of things, then i will try again but for a little bit longer. thankyou for caring :/

[this--too--shall--pass]

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well. day 28. ive made it to my target. congrats to me i guess, not that this is important or that anyone even gives a shit

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Whats the fucking point

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reblog if your not tumblr famous.

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I'm so paranoid right now. I cant help feeling that even on tumblr, where i thought i was safe, that people hate me and just dont want to speak to me at all.

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Day 26...only two days left. But after today, after having my heart torn to pieces i dont know how ill be able to do this

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After feeling my heart shred up into tiny little pieces its no wonder i feel numb. just a numbing sadness invading my body

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than i wont stop holding you... hugs

Thankyou

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considerme to be holding you, and telling you its ok, ...untill you feel better

Unfortunately I don't think I'll ever be ok

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oh, and day 25 without cutting. whoopdee fucking doo

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Cant stop crying.

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Hey it'll be okay trust me. Life get's tough I know. But tomorrow is always a better day. God's with you. I know it's sometimes hard to believe but we go through pain sometimes just so we can see the beauty and God's there fighting for the sun to go back into our lives. Life is always worth it because so much beauty we can't possibly imagine will enter it. It'll always be okay and you never know what the future will hold. I promise you it's worth it to see that. It'll be okay. **Hug too*

ok

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I want to fucking die