My three amazing yet sad days
So, I decided to write some fan accounts.
I went to Music Bank last Saturday and many things happened on D-1, D-day and even D+1. I count this event as the most exciting stuff I have ever done.
I was hesitating to go to the airport or not. Because I knew that if SJ comes here, then the airport will be so freakin crowded by ELF. And this time it's not only SJ but also SHINee, INFINITE, Teen Top, Beast, 2PM, Sistar and Eru. I could imagine how crowded it would be. So I decided to just wait at the hotel with my friends.
Saw some previews from Soekarno Hatta airport and I got more excited.
Few minutes later a friend of mine noticed a guy and said he's Eru. Then some fans starting to stand around him and some even took pictures with him. Eru's dad were giving us these Eru banners and said that we could all take picture with him. I was just like, "oh okay" and we ended up taking picture with him which was taken by a fan's iPad and Eru's dad's phone and until now I cannot find the photo T_T
He was pretty handsome irl than in pictures and TV.
At around 5~6 PM ((I forgot)), the Music Bank crews arrived at the hotel. That time the fans who were waiting in the lobby were going crazy and stuff, thinking that it's the artists but no, it was only the crews.
Then I decided to wait downstairs. Few minutes later some fans were walking towards some girls and I was like "wait what is it" and it's actually sistar coming out from nowhere and heading to the elevators. I really couldn't tell who is who because they were covering their faces, except Dasom. Some girl called her name and said that she's pretty, she turned, smiled and said thank you! ^^ She was the nicest among all, I guess. I saw Bora but when I called her name she was already walked into the elevator. Hyorin was wearing a cap and I didn't see Soyu. It happened in seconds and no one were going crazy and tried to touch them. We were standing like pretty far from them.
It's D-Day!!! Me and my friend went to the venue in the morning cus we needed to so some registration first to get the seat number and stuff. After that we were heading back to my friend's apartment when we saw sistar's bus walked pass us and went into the venue. Because of that, we decided to wait in front of the gate for another bus. Cus we heard it was SHINee and SJ who were doing rehearsals so we thought the others haven't arrived at the venue.
We were waiting while listening to The Chaser when suddenly a bus came. I stood up and noticed something. A black cap. A familiar black cap. Then I told my friend that it's Myungsoo's cap. I ran and I was glad the bus stopped for a while in front of the gate. I couldn't see the others cus they closed the window but Myungsoo didn't ;A; I called his name beside the bus and I knew he could hear us but he didn't turn around hahaha I saw his side profile and it was damn perfect. He had no make up on and seriously IDK WHY THAT GUY IS SO PERFECT IRL I JUST CANNOT. His manager (I think) was seating in front of him and saw us outside the window and turned on his handycam. He was recording Myungsoo with the frame to (?) Myungsoo's face so I could see Myungsoo's face being recorded and I think he was recording Myungsoo with us in one frame?? HAHAH Idk for sure ;~~~; I really hope someday it'll be published on their variety show or something lol. After the bus went in I was shaking like crazy cus I couldn't believe that it was Myungsoo. Until now I still can't believe that I've seen him irl, off stage T__T
When the concert has started, the idols came out one by one. I was at the diamond area, with my SHINee World towel and lightstick around my neck, a "키" hand banner on my left hand and a camera hanging on my right wrist. When SHINee came out I waved my hand banner and held it as high as I could and I really wished that Key would see it. And somehow God replied my prayer right away. Key waved at me. From a pretty far distance. He could see my hand banner and waved. Right at me. My friend patted my back cus I was shaking so hard because I swear Key really has sharp eyes!!! I was pretty far from where SHINee stood and he saw me in the ocean of people. It was the most amazing thing I got from a concert. I trembled and cried. I am really thankful.
Nothing specific happened during the concert~ but Teen Top performed really well and so did Infinite. It was my first time seeing them and it was super mega awesome.
At the end of the concert, they went to the extended stage to give fanservice and greetings and all. Key went to the left side first. I thought he was not gonna go to my area but I was wrong. He walked to my area. I was calling his name and held my banner. He saw it once again. He even smiled and waved at me. SMILED. S M I L E D. That smile with his kitty eyes. That cutest smile. I couldn't even scream I was just smiling to him as if I was saying thank you. I was smiling like an idiot. He is just so nice, keep waving and smiling to the fans. Even to the fans at the upper side. He is such an angel.
So many things happened on this day I don't even know how to begin lol. We met Chunji and Changjo after they got back from Grand Indonesia Mall. Some fans were asking for autograph and Chunji did it but the security said no more autographs. I was walking beside Chunji and admiring his flawless face. Changjo saw me and we made an eye contact. Chunji wore a cap and sunglasses while Changjo didn't. I was only around Chunji's chest orz I am super tiny. Anyway my Teen Top biases are Niel and Chunji so yea I was super happy. I didn't touch him or anything I was just walking casually beside him. He was so perfect up close I just.....sigh. Changjo was also so handsome up close sobs I cannot.
Then after that, around an hour later I saw on twitter that Key and Woohyun were downstairs. That was when I had a super mental breakdown. I ran into the lobby and went straight downstairs but I was too late. He's not there anymore. That time I just wanna bang my head to the floor and go die. Because I already prepared a small gift for Key and this was my main goal. I even brought my Dream Girl album. All these thoughts were passing my mind like "What if I went straight downstairs after I met Chunji and Changjo I must have passed it to him" blablabla. A TOTAL MENTAL BREAKDOWN. It was the right time for me to pass him the gift but I wasn't there...........Until now I still feel like I just wanna die every time I remember this. I really really REALLY R E A L L Y wish there was a time machine. SOBS. I shall stop writing about this or I'll just have another mental breakdown.
I didn't get to meet another idols sobs but these three days were pretty amazing. Cus I have never seen any idol off stage so I was pretty satisfied with what happened. At least I have met one of my biases, Chunji. HEHEH.
Key, I know I can pass the gift to you some other time :'')
That's all my fan accounts. I didn't know that it would be this long ;__; Thank you if you have read it until here! HAHAH was it fun? I hope so tho! Please don't take me the wrong way I am just an ordinary fan who wanted to meet idols off stage. LOL
Okay it's already 12 AM here I need to sleep. You can check my Music Bank fancams here but my cam is lame so yeah it's not HD but pretty good hahah.
