[kill-the-illusion]

Should have just killed myself in July 2019. That shit follows me.

[kill-the-illusion]

I’m so fucking drained right now. Mentally, emotionally and physically, I’m just fucking tired and numb to everything.

I don’t really remember the last time I was happy for an extended period of time, I’ve spent so many days/weeks just pretending to be happy and just hiding everything else.

I’m kind of all over the place right now, my anxiety is crazy high and I feel lost.

[ftwraw]

I can’t explain what goes on in my head anymore

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[iwashandpicked]

mentally unavailable. even to myself at this point tbh

[originalultrabeast]

[sanctoinlitoree]

[kill-the-illusion]

Oh my goodness!! I'm so happy for you both! Congratulations! ❤️ lots of love & best wishes for a beautiful future together!

Thank you!! 🥳🥳🥳

[kill-the-illusion]

Yesterday I became the luckiest man in the world, I got to marry my best friend and the most loving and caring person I’ve ever met! Our journey started on tumblr just under two years ago and has given me the best wife a man could ask for! I’m so thankful for tumblr bringing us together and supporting both of us along the way! I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with Kelly ❤️❤️

[kill-the-illusion]

This is just a quick message to say I hope you're doing alright, I know you don't really post on here anymore. But i just hope this year is treating you better, you're being kinder to yourself & that things are both well with you & Kelly. Sending all the best wishes

HEY! Thank you, I know neither of us really post here anymore but we’re both doing great! I hope you’re keeping well too! We actually have some pretty big news...WE GOT MARRIED YESTERDAY 🥳🥳! Thank you for checking in on us 😊

[kill-the-illusion]

Selfishness is so unattractive.

[swedishlandscapes]

[kill-the-illusion]

Are you guys married yet?!

No, not yet. We get married in May (it kept getting delayed due to covid)😅

[artfest]

[kill-the-illusion]

Have you broken up?

I’m disappointed.

[kill-the-illusion]

Thanks for being honest. You may not believe it or care but I care about people I follow even if they are strangers or whether they post or not.

I wish you a better lighter future for yourself. I think you’re stronger than you realise.

Thank you! Sorry if I seem selfish! I appreciate you

[kill-the-illusion]

The worst weekend of the year for me but it’s nice knowing alcohol is more important. Back to old habits.

Same mistakes over and over again 🥱