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Tumblr should appreciate Two Crabs by Vincent Van Gogh more

It's two crabs, whats not to love

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*ahem* may I also add...

Two rats by Vincent Van Gogh

For someone who is (dare I say) very knowledgeable in how to help people communicate and voice their opinions - I wish I knew how to communicate.

I really want to try and learn to let myself speak my mind and also reach out to people without feeling guilty or like I’m not wanted. Majority of the time, the reason I get forgotten about is because I don’t take initiative. It would be nice to be simply wanted without putting myself out there all the time though.

There’s no point anymore.

Why bother being anything or helping anyone or wanting to achieve anything?

Pointless messages of condolences and occasional kindness. Add it all together and what does it amount too when I am still alone? Why try and make other people happy and comfortable all the time when I never receive the same?

You’ll be ok, you’re tough like me. I know you don’t need my help.

Why bother being anything when I am so easy to forget?

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Love randomly bawling my eyes out at work because I couldn’t contain it anymore 👌

Feeling very alone and lost.

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I've been getting so close to s/h again and its scaring me because I never have the words to talk to other people about what's wrong. All I know is that I am hurting and feel so trapped. I wish I understood how to cope without pushing my emotions down and putting myself down by thinking my pain isn't enough to validate.

Same old, same old.

#triggering warning #mine #rant