Best.Absolute.Perfect

[battling-my-demons]

[screaming--stars]

[joli--coeur]

reminders for those grieving a loved one:

+ it’s okay to have happy days, you’re not doing a disservice to your loved one by being happy.

+ the grief process is not linear. you will have good days. bad days. okay days. you’ll start your day happy and end it sad...or the reverse. be gentle with yourself. you’re doing great so far.

+ you’ll be reminded of your loved one. those memories may make you feel an incredible amount of emotions, from happy to sad.

+ it’s okay to feel nothing. to feel numb. you won’t always feel like crying or laughing. some days, you’ll feel apathetic. again, that’s okay...that’s normal.

+ keep their memory alive by remembering the good ole days with them. watch videos, look at photos, tell stories about them with your friends/family.

+ it’s okay to not want to talk about your loved one or look at old photos/videos of them. sometimes, it can be tough to remember the good times, because they make you miss them even more.

+ it’s okay to cry. it’s okay to sob. it’s okay to feel low. it’s okay to feel empty. it’s okay to feel anger. it’s okay to take time for yourself.

+ guilt is a normal part of the grieving process, but don’t blame yourself. or do your best to not blame yourself. you did the best you could. it’s not your fault.

+ lean on those around you for support. and support them as well (if they’re affected by the loss). talk to a therapist. find a grief support group.

+ don’t compare your grief to others’. your emotions and grieving process are valid, and should not be compared to those who are grieving as well.

+ it’s okay to feel angry, but do not take out your pain on other people. channel that anger into something healthy — like painting or running/exercising. if your anger becomes too much, i urge you to seek counseling (as it’s completely normal to).

+ know that you will heal. one day, you’ll have more up days than down days. you’ll smile more. you’ll feel like yourself again or a better version of yourself.

[yellowsugarwords]

“how glad I am that you existed. how glad I was to have a being as rare as you, petals that so many palms will never kiss. a soft brush, a fine drink, limited edition.”

— i miss you

[blindedbythedarkness]

I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.

[its4thememes]

if anyone ever asks you ‘who is b.a.p’ just show them this video

(this is 100% inspired by exo in a nutshell. also editing this made my cry it took 7 hours i have no life)

[sol-the-sun]

Oh shit that was great :D

[ababyz5ever]

1:03 LKJGLEKRAGJ //SCREAM

[kim-himchan]

I am fucking crying

[bapvideos]

BAP Variety Shows [stream links] Updated[161209]

Yongguk [eng subbed]

 Yongguk CUT in Secret Diary Ep. 1

BANG and ZELO [eng subbed]

Romance Chat In Malaysia

Lulu Lala

ENG SUBBED CUTS

Yongguk as shrek

yongguk cuts

BAP + Block B cuts [part1][part2]

RAW CUTS

Yongguk with Park Gyuri of Kara 

Yongguk-not talkative

Yongguk-Couple Yoga

Yongguk-from small island

Yongguk-special gift

Mr And Miss Idol Korea[raw]

BAP cuts [1][2]

Tadah! it’s BAP [eng subbed]

BAP Introduction

BAP Members Personal Introduction

Episode1 [part1][part2]

Episode2

Episode 3 [part1][part2]

Episode4 [part1][part2]

Episode5 [part1][part2]

Episode6 [part1][part2]

Episode7 [part1][part2]

Episode8

Episode9

Episode10(final episode) [part1][part2][part3][part4]

BAP Diary[eng subbed]

Episode1

Episode2(final episode)

BAP cut in MYNAME Diary

BAP Killing Camp [eng subbed]

Episode1

Episode2

Episode3 (final episode)

BAP ASK IN A BOX [eng subbed]

121111 BAP Hajima [link1][link2]

Weekly Idol [eng subbed]

120822 BAP No Mercy [link1][link2]

130306 BAP One Shot [link1][link2]

130904 BAP Badman  [link1][link2]

140305 BAP 1004 [link1][link2]

After School Club[eng subbed]

130814 BAP Badman [link1][lin2]

140219 BAP 1004

151124 BAP Young Wild and Free 

16117 B.A.P Skydive [preview]

161122[ B.A.P Skydive-Before ASC][FULL]

Star King

ENG SUBBED CUTS

130302 BAP cut 

 130831 Yongguk,Youngjae cut

 131102 Yongguk,Daehyun.Youngjae,Zelo cut

RAW CUTS

130907 Yongguk+Ailee cut

131109 Youngjae+Zelo 

140222 BAP cut

140405 Himchan on Star KIng [part1][part2][part3][part4]

Quiz To Change The World [eng subbed]

121117 Yongguk,Daehyun cut

130216 Yongguk,Daehyun,Hyosung cut

1000 Song Challenge [eng subbed]

130324 BAP cut [link1][link2]

Infinity Challenge [eng subbed]

130325 BAP cut

Yu Huiyeol’s Sketchbook [eng subbed]

140321 BAP cut {starts at 24:26}

King Of Masked Singer [eng subbed]

151122 Daehyun cut episode 33

151122 Daehyun cut episode 34

The Qmentary [eng subbed]

151116 BAP Young Wild and Free

The Boss Is Watching [ raw]

160206 BAP cut

160206 Chicken Fight cut

GURUPOP SHOW [eng subbed]

120911 BAP [part1][part2][part3][part4][part5][part6]

Beatles Code [eng subbed]

120903 BAP + Younha

130902 BAP

BAP Game cuts

ENG SUBBED

BAP Pepero game 

BAP Charades

BAP Sushi quiz

MBC The Geeks [eng subbed]

151218 BAP cut

Close-Up Observation Diary On Idol[eng subbed]

Yongguk cut(soft subs)

KBS Safety First [eng subbed]

160109 BAP (BAP appears at 05:12) [soft subs]

Hello Counselor [eng subbed]

160321 BAP Himchan,Daehyun+Rainbow Jisook,Ko Woori(soft subs)

161114 B.A.P Himchan,Youngjae +Lee Jeongmin, Kim Minkyo(soft subs)

Fan Heart Attack Idol [eng subbed]

previews [1][2][3]

Full episode [hard subs][soft subs]

B.A.P Heyo TV

Eng Subbed

160817 1st episode [FULL]

160824 2nd episode [FULL]

160905 4th episode [B.A.P: Animal Onesie Intro][Jongup trying to undress discreetly]

161109 5th episode [Skydive Mv commentary]

RAW

160831 3rd episode [FULL]

160905 4th episode [FULL]

161102 5th episode [FULL]

161109 6th epiosde [FULL]

ddukgu

ENG SUBBED

160908 1st clip [soft subs]

160914 3rd clip

160916 4th clip

160918 5th clip

160920 6th clip

161107 B.A.P @ ddukgu preview

161111  B.A.P SKYDIVE Q&A

161115 B.A.P NOIR Album Review @ ddukgu

RAW

160911 2nd clip

161006 7th clip

161006 8th clip

161006 9th clip

161113 B.A.P Skydive rehearsal-Jongup focus

161116 B.A.P @ddukgu

161117 B.A.P @ ddukgu

161121  B.A.P  album review B cut Music Broadcast version

161121 B.A.P 60 sec album review B cut

B.A.P ONE FINE DAY

ENG SUBBED

161010 preview

161016 preview

161017 EP1

161024 EP2

161031 EP3

161107 EP4

161114 EP5

161121 EP6

161128 EP7

161205 EP8 [last episode]

Clebrity Bromance

ENG SUBBED

161129  Young Jae & JB  EP1 (soft subs)

161206  Young Jae & JB  EP2 (soft subs)

[bapvideos]

Miscellaneous [Eng Subbed] Updated 161007

{Note:This list includes all the fun stuff like backstage clips,nico nico events,album cover shoots,greetings and messages and some other videos.However only the subbed versions of such videos have been included}

2012

120217  B.A.P - DAUMMUSIC - Introduction video

1202– B.A.P RT M Countdown 

120222 Music on Top Backstage Interview - B.A.P & SPICA cut. 

120223  RT MCountdown B.A.P (Warrior)

1202– RT Mcountdown_FOLLOW B.A.P (Secret Love) 

120301  B.A.P. Secret Love MCD Behind the scene (soft subs)

120304  B.A.P - Like a Dream

120308  B.A.P - ShowChampion - Talk Cut

120312 B.A.P + Secret - Kellan Snowboard Wear Promo

120313 B.A.P Parody 

120313  B.A.P - White Day message to BABY 2012

120420 Behind the Show B.A.P cut (soft subs)

120427 B.A.P - 2ND Album (Cover shooting Making Film) 

120429 BAP work place song (soft subs)

120508  B.A.P 100th Day Anniversary

120511 Behind The Show - B.A.P cut 

120522 MBC Music Show! Champion - B.A.P TALK CUT 

120719 B.A.P Cut  Wide Entertainment News 

120724 B.A.P backstage Mnet Countdown - No Mercy 

120724 Melon - MOON (Jongup) & ZELO - NO MERCY Dance Tutorial 

120804 B.A.P MTV Day Cut 

120805  B.A.P - 1st Mini Album Cover Making

120805  The Star Making of Mine with Bang YongGuk and Kim HimChan lMine MV

120806 B.A.P Show Champion NG Cuts 

120819 BAP special egg song (soft subs)

120822 B.A.P Rainbow Cut 

120912  B.A.P at MV Filming Site for Secret’s Poison

120914 Music Bank Waiting Room 

121009 B.A.P cut SHOW CHAMPION

121011 WIDE NEWS - BAP THROWS A SURPRISE PARTY FOR SECRET 

121026  B.A.P, Boys of Dogtown ( MTVK)

121027 B.A.P 1st BABY Day (TheStar Clip) 

121101  B.A.P: Nursery Visit for the “Spread the Love” Concert with Miss A

121214 B.A.P Win Melo Music Awards

121225 B.A.P backstage cut SHOW CHAMPION 

121226 B.A.P Acceptance Speech sbs MTV awards 2012 

2013

130101 B.A.P New Years Greeting 2013

130114 Noon’s Hope Song Youngjae + Sunhwa 

130131 B.A.P Win Seoul Music Awards

130213 B.A.P Win Gaon chart Kpop awards

1302– B.A.P One Shot Album Cover Shoot Making 

130124  B.A.P’s 1st Anniversary Message [BangHim][DaeJae][JongLo]

130221  B.A.P star selca my love KBS

130224 1thek Let’s Dance: B.A.P_ONE SHOT (soft subs)

130306 Show Champion:  backstage BAP 

130313 BAP Wite Day message

130307  B.A.P - White Day Message show champion

130315  Daehyun and Youngjae singing Candy and MC-ing

130320 BAP backstage Show Champion 

130322 Gangnam Feel Dance Ep 10 B.A.P cut 

130403 Show Champion B.A.P Backstage 

130609 B.A.P’s Message to BABYz for 500th Day 

130622  B.A.P Live On Earth HK Press Conference

130703 B.A.P - Backstage (Show Champion) 

130724 B.A.P Video Message to Japanese BABYz 

130808 Zelo “Wide Eyes” TheSTAR Battle Idol Staring Contest 

130814 Show Champion B.A.P funny Interview 

130815 B.A.P on Mnet Wide Entertainment backstage

130828 B.A.P VIXX EXO Leader Inspection ShowChamp 

130831 B.A.P - Show Champion Backstage 

130902 Mnet Japan M Countdown Hot Stage BAP {backstage+rehearsal)

130912 B.A.P on Mnet Wide Entertainment back stage

130926 B.A.P on Mnet Wide-BAP recommend songs

130927 B.A.P at 2013 SBS Super Model Contest 

131008 The Show (60 sec interview) B.A.P

131008 B.A.P’s message for the release of Warrior in Japan

131010 B.A.P Special “Warrior” Release Live Event in Roppongi NikoFarre 

1310–  B.A.P NRTC

1310– B.A.P The Show (Special Badman Behind the scene) 

131016 B.A.P HPPK 

131018 PON! B.A.P cut

131026 B.A.P in - M-ON! Countdown E.T

131104 B.A.P One Shot Release Event NicoNico [1][2][3][4][5][6][member’s corner]

131213 2nd Baby Day Greeting 

131224 B.A.P at The Show 

131219 2014 Seasons Greetings Making Film 

131224 The Show- B.A.P Cut 

2014

140101 B.A.P 2014 New Year Greeting 

140202  CSI: B.A.P  1004 1thek (soft subs)

140113 B.A.P in Japan - One Shot Premium DVD

140203  B.A.P 1004 Jacket Shooting (DAUM Music)

140204 The Show News - B.A.P cut 

140204 B A P 1004 Daum Music Jacket Filming Site 

140206 Be My BABY Footage - B.A.B.Y 

140207 B.A.P Music Bank Backstage Interview 

140212 Show Champion - B.A.P [1][2]

140213 Chocolate Making Film 

140214 Music Bank B.A.P - Interview, 1004 and Winning Cut 

140215 Show Champion Backstage  

140222 Show Champion Backstage

140304 B A P 1004 Jacket Filming Onsite Interview 

140308 BTOB Show Champion - Himchan Cut 

140313  White Day Message to BABY

140319 Show Champion 100 - B.A.P cut 

140321 KBS World Backstage Chat with B.A.P 

140326 Show Champion HimDae narration Behind The Scenes + Red Carpet Interview 

140401 B.A.P NicoNico Japan 3rd Single No Mercy Release Event [1][2]  

140410 Yongguk’s Message to BABYz 

2015

151117 B.A.P MV TALK Young Wild& Free THE SHOW (soft subs)

151118 B.A.P SHOW CHAMPION: Daehyun & Youngjae Special MC 

151120  B.A.P S'More 

151121 B.A.P Show Champion Backstage 

151223 B.A.P’s Today’s Room - Episode 2 

151126 Mwave Meet&Greet with B.A.P - Zelo clip 

151130 B.A.P KBS Music Bank - Young, Wild & Free 1st Win ceremony

151201 B.A.P MTV The Show - YWF Performance & 2nd Win Speech 

151202 B.A.P Show Champion backstage

151204 B.A.P Music Bank Himchan MC Cuts 

151208 B.A.P The Show News Daehyun & Youngjae 

151222 B.A.P KBS Sharing Happiness (cut) 

151222 B.A.P Daehyun TV 

151222 B.A.P Zelo TV 

151223 B.A.P Youngjae’s Message For SBS Gayo Daejun 

151223 B.A.P Himchan TV 

151223 B.A.P Youngjae TV 

151223 B.A.P Jongup TV 

151223 BAP 1thek Chemitest [Yongguk][Himchan][Daehyun][Youngjae][Jongup][Zelo] (soft subs)

151224 B.A.P Yongguk TV 

151224  THE STAR B.A.P - Reenacting “Reply 1988”, Who Is The King Of Charm (soft subs)

151224  B.A.P TV - Santa BAP’s Hot Answers for Fans’ Wishes (soft subs)

151227 B.A.P Gayo Daejeon - leaderline (Yongguk cut) 

2016

160301  Let’s Dance: B.A.P Feel So Good 1thek (soft subs)

160305  B.A.P Show Champion backstage

160306,160325 B.A.P react to Cheese in the Trap and Descendant of the Sun

160307  B.A.P MEET & GREET-guess the body part [soft subs]

160308 B.A.P Behind The Show + Feel So Good 1st Win (soft subs)

160308 BAP THE SHOW 60 second mission

160311 Simply K-POP l S'More - B.A.P 

160312 B.A.P and others acting as main character from Signal 

160312 B.A.P Show Champion Backstage 

160314 [M2] B.A.P_daehyun had already applied for SMTM5? (soft subs) 

160315 B.A.P Behind The Show (soft subs)

160318 Simply K-POP l B.A.P - S'More 

160318  B.A.P [M2] : Joongki vs Jingoo, What is your choice? (soft subs)

160319  BAP & KNK - Acrostic Poem on show champion (soft subs)

160329 B.A.P ‘BEST. ABSOLUTE. PERFECT’ Release Event NicoNico Live (Osama Game)

160331  MEET&GREET cuts [1][2][3] 

160417 BAP Tuliip Korea

160622  160622 BAP’s message-Korean Music Wave Fukouka

160628 B.A.P cut at Singapore conference

160713 Space Shower TV ~ B.A.P Awareness Investigation (Unreleased Footage)

160714 B.A.P NicoNico  'FEEL SO GOOD’ Album Release Party-Use of the clear bag cut

160714 B.A.P NicoNico  'FEEL SO GOOD’ Album Release-How B.A.P have their showers 

160726  B.A.P LIVE ON EARTH 2016 WORLD TOUR FINALE TRUE AWAKE !! Live Viewing: Commentary Video

160805 Show Champion In Manila

160809 1theK  WAITINGROOM LIVE: B.A.P That’s My Jam (soft subs)

160814 WAITING ROOM LIVE - How B.A.P plays with snacks

160904 B.A.P kpop World Festival inTokyo [part 1] [part2]

160920 B.A.P Show Champion Special “BEHIND in Manila”

161002  B.A.P Daehyun & Jongup ‘W’ Parody [soft subs]

[heroesakabap-deactivated2017042]

I think the most beautiful thing is to see your bias smiling

[ababyz5ever]

[baematoki-deactivated20210204]

[jonationality-deactivated202005]

[chiquitabae-deactivated20250201]

[sujuaespa]

[bapvideos]

B.A.P Reality TV-ENG SUBBED  [Updated 161007]

BAP ATTACK!Earth Invasion

140415 Chapter1-Seoul [link1][link2] 

140513 Chaper2-NewYork [link1][link2]

140520 Chapter3-Dallas [link1][link2]

140527 Chapter4-LA [link1][link2]

140603 Chapter5-London/Paris  [link1][link2]

140610 Chapter6-Dusseldorf [link1][link2]

140617 Chapter7-Australia [link1][link2]

140708 Chapter8-Taipei [link1][link2]

140715 Chapter9-Singapore [link1][link2]

140722 Chapter10-Fukuoka [link1][link2]

140729 Chapter11-Nagoya/Osaka  [link1][link2]

140805 Chapter12-Chiba&Bangkok [link1][link2]

140812 Chapter13-Bangkok [link1][link2]

Go!B.A.P 

140417 Yongguk Cam

140420 Himchan Cam

140417 Daehyun Cam

140420 Youngjae Cam

140421 Jongup Cam

140419 Zelo Cam

140517 FULL 

BAP LOE DVDs  

{Note:These videos have been uploaded by the owners of DVDs.Kindly do not re-upload without permission}

BAP 1st Adventure (10000 MILES DVD-2013):

Episode1

Episode2

Episode3

Episode4

Episode5

Episode6

Episode7

Episode8

Episode9

Episode10 (final episode)

BAP LOE Seoul Making Film

B.A.P Live On Earth Pacific Tour DVD:

BAP LOE Seoul

BAP LOE Taiwan

BAP LOE Japan

BAP LOE Singapore

Special Memory in Japan [link1][link2]

BAP 2nd Adventure 30000 MILES DVD (2014):

LONDON  

PARIS  

DUSSELDORF

MELBOURNE  

SYDNEY  

AMERICA

B.A.P 3rd Adventure 50000 MILES DVD (2016)

Photoshoot : part 1 part 2

MV NOW - JONGUP 

Jongup - 지금 (Now) Making Film 

The DVD : [Part 1-9]  [FULL]

BAP Vring U Broadcasts

{All the BAP Vlive videos can be found here.Videos are subbed.}

BAP Vlive Channel

[daehnii]

Thank you for inspiring so many others to follow their dreams. 

#Behappywithyongguk

[pinewoodcomposts]

[speakforthepits]

Its always good to know what to do when your baby is in danger.

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[kim-himchan]

Die Eifersucht ist eine Leidenschaft die mit Eifer sucht was Leiden schaft

Dies sind weise Worte, alter Mann.

[kim-himchan]

Happy Birthday to you it's still the 29th right haha happy birthday ilu

Ohhhhhhhhhhh my god thank you very much beautiful anon ilu2

[dualvoidanima]

‘nightway’