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pouty faced princess! trying to know me and love me!!! love you all xoxo mentally ill recovery thoughts tangible fragments photographing xo

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my doggo and his crown of flowers

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BSHdNvLj0m7/

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leave them for him

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i am safe but my family are not

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well haha...things change as rapidly quickly suddenly as my moods..? or well? uhm!! life is!!! actually!! finally alive!????

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im done im done im sone im done im fuxlig done wveryone is aboiding me everyone is hurting me and attacking me and im ... just said oh i havent hated myself at all today Nd oh i feel normal for once and oh .....im happy. no its not fair

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weed ruined my life crosses that out csa, neglect, poverty, drugged family...ruined my life and having a heart that cares too hard and a soul that fears to strong...is..ruining..my.life what life did i ever have...?

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ive become a very bitter ugly distrusting person...im not soft or sweet. im a monster trying to find meaning but im just a loser.

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hey everyone im trying really hard to create my life.... i need an escape but i just dont connect to it.... i want to escape i want to join ur joylands u call life and ur nightmares u call death i want to have a friend i can share my secrets with.... ive never had that. my life is empty

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dont be ashamed love urself create urself

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october 5 my bf came over yesterday and let me get stoned and i went a little crazy .... locked myself in the bathroom and couldn't get out and was panicking and then started beatboxing and freestylin' mad!!! why does smoking weed affect me so oddly???

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every person I’ve ever loved or fucked had curly hair

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When my dad dies I’m getting them to play bright eyes by art garfunkle at his funeral

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sep 19 got a boy to keep me company now and to discuss existence and the poetic world got a boy to hold me on my air mattress and pet me while we listen to music together had that boy over saturday night and he wore my pink wig and we smoked and drank together and he fell asleep for a while as i laid sorely unable to sleep but was glad to have such a sweet boy in my bed hes such a cool boy and i adore him

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here and there

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my friend scared me so bad i got a nosebleed last night......