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Kin blog. I identify as cybertroniankin and too many other fiction characters.

[kinformer]

pharma's a bit weird for me because?? sometimes, it's incredibly negative when i'm connected to him in the sense that i couldn't handle a problem, it was my responsibility and i snapped under pressure. i should be good enough, but i'm not and i'm just a disappointment

but then, i'm just fuck it, i'm gonna have fun, poke fun at others, laugh at terrible jokes, be smug shit and just enjoy myself and no one can stop me.

the latter obviously feels better, but they're both destructive in their own right in the sense that the second one lacks a certain care for others when people get in the way of that.

[kinisms-deactivated20150216]

hey other / fictionkin community ! reblog this w / your kintypes in the tags ! 

[dobe-qj-deactivated20150102]

Rung doing the height thing to Megatron, but then you see that Megatron has Rung sitting on his arms and it's so fraggin cute. goddaMNIT

[kinformer]

nnn getting strong kin feels from tf2 medic goddamn

[vision-seeker]

so i joined the cybertroniankin network thing and submitted a form

despite knowing the whole thing is pretty chill i’m still over here like “they’ll know I’m too much of a weenie to be here”

like wtf self this is an otherkin group, you’re not mulan joining the army chill out

[ultraminiimus]

Actual picture of the Cybertroniannet.

[vision-seeker]

perfect

[dobe-qj-deactivated20150102]

Rung doing the height thing to Megatron, but then you see that Megatron has Rung sitting on his arms and it's so fraggin cute. goddaMNIT

[thegiantpurplegriffin]

IDW Transformers February solicits [x]

The Transformers More Than Meets the Eye #38:

(W) James Roberts (A/CA) Alex Milne

JOURNEY’S END! Across time, across space, from prewar Messatine to postwar CYBERTRON-it’s all been heading towards this-the moment when the fate of the AUTOBOTS and the DECEPTICONS is sealed. At the heart of it all: three killers, two outcomes… and one terrible, terrible choice.

The Transformers (formerly Robots in Disguise) #38:

(W) John Barber (A/CA) Andrew Griffith

THE ONYX INTERFACE! The AUTOBOTS and DECEPTICONS face down human forces-and strange battlelines make for strange allies. Who will emerge with the ancient ENIGMA OF COMBINATION… and who will usher in the COMBINER WAR…?

The Transformers: Drift, Empire of Stone #4

(W) Shane McCarthy (A/CA) Guido Guidi

FINAL FATE! This is it-DRIFT and RATCHET show down against the STONE ARMY! Will DRIFT rejoin the AUTOBOTS-or forge a new fate in the farthest reaches of the galaxy?

[demonickin-remade]

tfw a character is you, your son, and your husband

[acebokutowl]

Transformers MTMTE 

↳ Rung

[kinformer]

i've been thinking about pharma all day, and the more i consider it, the more i realize how it can help me. pharma is by no means a perfect character, and i am not a perfect person. i'm not perfect. i mess up, i mess up so much, but i can't admit i made a mistake, not a genuine mistake that i can just laugh off. i'll never ask for help because i'm not supposed to, i'm supposed to be good enough to do it on my own.

i have to learn that there's no shame in asking for help. but i can't admit i'm not perfect to others, not when i'm lacking in such confidence myself. if i show i'm weak, they'd tear me down.

but i have to trust somebody. there's no competition, it's all in my head.

but no it's not, i have to try and be better, otherwise i'll be left behind.

i need to stop, that's what. thinking cyclically isn't going to help me or anyone else. but what do i do? 

[kinformer]

Feeling pharma a whole lot tonight. Might be because my dad is screaming so much so I feel angry and stressed and genuinely afraid. I don't really want to feel like pharma when I'm like this, but it's what I feel the most. It's just a mix of doubt and uncertainty and internal conflict. I feel so angry and frustrated, but also so very fearful and cowardly. But the fact is I am a coward, I do make mistakes and I dwell on them far too much. Pharma feels so right, but it's the worst parts of me. I knew that much, but to perceive it with such clarity is...something I haven't experienced in a while.