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fave brennan fucked up & evil dm moments from exu calamity
Azune Nayar is not someone who was failed in his youth by the adults around him.
Azune Nayar is someone whose childhood and youth were marked by adults who, faced with bad choices, made the less-worse one because they cared about him.
His parents starved themselves to give him and his sister the chance of being recruited as child soldiers by a mercenary group, because that was the only way to protect him from starvation.
Thjazi Fang saw a child abandoned by the roadside, desperately, determinedly, and implausibly claiming he could fight. Thazi Fang was in the middle of waging a rebellion against the powers of Araman. That rebellion wasn’t the best place for a child of twelve. But it was a better place than abandoned by the roadside or picked up by another mercenary group, and Thjazi cared, so Thjazi took him in and assigned him to noncombat work away from the front lines.
By 15 Azune was fighting on the front lines. (In an earlier war, the same was true of Thazi at that age.)
Thjazi’s rebellion failed. He asked his brother Hal to look out for the teenage Azune. Hal did so, treating Azune as part of his family. Hal did the same for other people who needed it. Being like family wasn’t the same as being Hal’s kid.
The tragedy of Azune isn’t that he was failed or abandoned or uncared for or used. The tragedy of Azune is that the best that people who cared about him could give him still wasn’t the same as what he needed, because being an adult doesn’t make you all-powerful. Azune’s problems weren’t created by those who loved him. They were created by the world he lives in.
Azune lived his adult life for the Torn Banner because it was the life he knew; or out of loyalty; or because they were the ones trying to change that world into something different.
He offers understanding and empathy to enemies (Julien) and strangers (Vaelus). He learned that somewhere.
He will self-immolate for a cause. He likely learned that from his parents, who did it for him, and from Thjazi, who did it for the same cause.
The Celestial Puppeteers: an Aramán lore theory
I believe that we Bolaire scholars of the Halaire Enjoyers discord are onto something here, so I'm sharing the theory now so we can say we called it if we're right:
The play that killed the trickster goddess Rauwyn was not performed by halflings. It was performed by her own celestials. The masks of the panto were crafted to be able to bodysnatch celestials and make them perform the play against their will.
Most likely the halfling conspirators presented the masks to the celestials as gifts, and then the runes inside the masks did their work and took them over: Trojan masks. A grand trick the halflings pulled on the tricksters who ruled them.
There's quite a lot of evidence to support this theory. Includes spoilers through episode 17.
Why is there a coffin for a halfling celestial (Olbalad) with a creepy magic mask in it? Explanation: that's the mask that took over Olbalad for the play.
If the masks were worn by willing halfling actors, then why are they sentient and why can they body snatch people? If they were worn by halflings, they wouldn't need to be sentient or bodysnatching, just magical, like the staves of night or the Last Arrow. But if they were meant to be worn by Rauwyn's celestials, they would need to be sentient and bodysnatching.
There's several points where Bolaire appears to be able to detect celestial vibes specifically. Brennan describes him reacting viscerally to the coffin. When he sees the lights of the Palazzo Davinos go out in episode 4, Brennan says Bolaire gets very bad vibes from it. We now know from episode 17 that the ritual the Tachonis did with Occtis in there was to summon a celestial.
Brennan called the fatal play "opening and closing night of the greatest play Aramán has ever known but no mortal witnessed." That's because the audience was not mortal (Rauwyn) but also because the actors were not mortal (celestials).
In the scene where Murray and Bolaire study the coffin, when Brennan says "Olbalad", Taliesin looks down at his notebook and gets an "oh shit" expression on his face and quietly says "oh no". Why does he recognize that name? Because he knows which masks went with which celestials.
This theory also would explain why Lady Cormoray is onto Bolaire and clearly wants him for herself. As a mask capable of controlling a celestial, Bolaire would be an amazing check on the power of the Halovars for any rival House that's aware of what they have in the basement.
This theory also explains why Bolaire is so rough on mortal bodies, degrading them over time: he was designed to be worn by a celestial, not a mortal.
Shoutout to @miladydragon, @schemer-aishama, and tareacel for brainstorming this theory with me. It was so much fun.
"I think my dad would have been a lot like you."
Reasons the soldiers table sticks together: Vengence! Love! Family! Loyalty! Protection! Friendship!
Reasons the seekers table sticks together: *pointing at Occtis* motherfucker I am not letting you out of my sight,
I've avoided the anti-Aabria shit by having moots who are better than that, but I've been seeing some of the backlash that seems to miss the point a smidge.
Thaisha is not being rational. She's being emotional. That's part of what makes this choice by Aabria interesting.
When my friend's son died, I was angry at everything and everyone. I was irritable. I knew it, and I avoided being around people, so I wouldn't take it out on them. I can't imagine the horrible things I would have said if I'd been stuck with a group of 4+ other people for 48 hours straight. It would have been nasty. If my child was in danger, and I couldn't find him, and the people around me were slowing me down? I would be so ugly.
All things considered, Thaisha's keeping it together rather well. But that doesn't mean that it's OK that she's taking it out on Occtis. He's correct that she "shouldn't" be snapping at him about things that aren't his fault.
And Occtis takes it personally because he's young and hasn't experienced anything like this before. He assumes that she's mad at him for what he's saying. It doesn't occur to him that she's scared and frustrated, and that's why she's angry. He has no frame of reference for watching other people treat someone who is Going Through It with grace. That's something he needs to learn, and it's the kind of thing Thaisha probably would teach him, if she weren't so very angry.
She knows she's taking it out on him, and she knows that "if you need me to be a calm, motherly figure and not jump on your ass about this, I'm happy to do that" isn't the only alternative. But she's too angry to be rational about it, and that's so real.
It's not that Thaisha's wrong and Occtis is right, nor that Occtis is wrong and Thaisha is right. It's that they're both right and both wrong at the same time, and that's why Aabria & Alex's choices are so interesting to watch.
Mighty nein shitpost 40/?
never lose hope. somewhere, a middle-aged, gender ambiguous person with an advanced degree in an esoteric field and a fiber arts hobby could be crashing out and pinning all their remaining mental health on getting obsessed with your otp. any day now, the most elegantly written 100k fanfic you have ever read is going to hit ao3. it could happen. it has happened.
This is oddly specific yet I feel so called out
gonna get a lot of use out of this one i feel
what’s sadder than wizards NOTHING
can’t stop thinking about the fact that we’re probably getting caleb backstory this week on m9 animated
i gotta know, were there precursors to Pin that didn't work as well
does Occtis have a corner of his workroom that's just
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Putting forth an extra special post tonight in the form of the Long Essek cake I made years ago.
Essek + spellcasting