okay so updates. not sure if im gonna be on this blog for very long, but I *am* medicated enough to type this up.
As most of you know, we have an 18+ discord server for wow rpers, though it's become a group chat playground by now bc we know each other very well. I've been very active in the group chat, and they've been real helpful during this stressful time.
Some bad news: I have to get a hysterectomy bc I have fibroids. I've become anxious about leaving my apartment at all. I've been having breakdowns from stress, usually triggered by the banging at all hours from my neighbors upstairs and rising antisemitism. I've been to the ER about three times in the past few months. my headphones are fucking up and i cant afford to replace them. the govt expects me to pay 800$ for an overpayment they knew was going to happen, and im too scared of leaving my home to go and appeal, as well as the fact they'll probably decline my appeal. I no longer play WoW due to having nothing to do and the story.
Some good news: My roommate is converting to Judaism with me. we're saving up to buy a manufactured house. I've gotten into FFXIV, playing as catboy Anduin (ofc). I got a job (though I have to go in person) as a Hardware QA Tester today (only 4 weeks, but there's a chance of extension!). I'm saving up to go to Japan someday, hopefully next year, with one of my girlfriends.
Which brings me to my great news!
I'm dating the wonderful @time-lost-exiles!!!!!!!!
It turns out our dumb asses have been pining over each other for a while now, and I was soooo nervous asking her out! I even told my friends that I was so scared of scaring Losty away, but I nearly burst into tears bc she liked me back! If you're not following her, go do it *gun emoji*. She's been such a rock in my life, along with my other girlfriend, and I couldn't be happier to have both of them there to support me. We have plans to conquer the world as evil overlords, so keep an eye on that lol.
My main is now @valeerasanguinar btw!















