im trying to get into using this blog more frequently as it's pretty therapeutic to talk about my selfships, though im still not super active. im trying to interact with the community more, i struggle to do so consistently. i dont bite i promise.
i also use this blog to talk about my (suspected) npd and other issues, usually in the context of selfship or irl relationships bc i #need to not repress that shit. i wont bitch about specific people or doubles here but i may not always be the nicest. also if u give me attention i will love u 5ever.
nonsharing or selective with most of my f/os but im willing to interact with doubles as long as there are tags i can block.
this account is nsft and will not use any of the built in mature/violent tags that tumblr has. i will censor as necessary to avoid tags being auto-applied but i will not censor any sexual text, nor give any warning unless i plan to also main tag a fandom, in which case i'll add an 18+ banner.
⚜️ F/O list || S/I list ⚜️
⚜️ Current F/Ocuses ⚜️
damien webb (007: first light), aurore cassel (cyberpunk 2077), el capitán (cyberpunk 2077), go-fish (venture bros)
likes/follows from @deadhusbandflashback || fnv blog is @spinal-tapped
YOU'LL BE BLOCKED IF:
you're a bigot in any capacity (sexist, racist, homophobic, transphobic, xenophobic, etc.). includes israel supporters.
you're a queer exclusionist (i love mspec lesbians & gays, cistrans, fagdykes, etc.), all good-faith identities are welcome.
you bastardise the word woke ("am i too woke..." "not to be woke but..."), use it correctly.
you're ableist towards people with any personality disorder, including the fetished/demonised ones like npd, aspd and bpd (and not forgetting my hpd bros to complete the cluster #beastmode)
you selfship with minors as an adult; if you aged them up with you, they must look different, don't just make their child design taller.
you complain a lot. this ones personal, i just dont care, if ur acc is a soap opera im tuning out.
you call yourself a proshipper. i think both proship and anti are stupid labels that water down what is a very complex and nuanced topic to be clear, i just think ppl who obnoxiously call themselves proship are worse and also just really annoying.
you're a radqueer.
you're a loli/shotacon, a "map", or whatever other word pedos use.
you selfship with anything/one from harry potter, vivziepop media, mouthwashing, attack on titan, hetalia, or danganronpa.
you expect me to tag anything as "blank dont look" or something akin to that; im fine with needing things tagged but that specific format is insanely disrespectful to whoever youre reblogging from, use something subtler
TAGS
#myart — self explanatory, my art, art by me
#yappin — yappin
#[ship name] — anything related to a selfship, including posts that remind me of them or silly thing
#[blank]shipping — ship tag for content of a ship made either by me or for me, eg textposts, analysises, lore dumps or art. may be preceded by "ship;", but i forget to add it a lot so i've stopped bothering
#s/i; (s/i name) [fandom] — s/i tag
#f/o name — no fancy tags for f/os, just their most common name
and here are the tags i use for nsft content in case anyone wants to mute a specific kink/fetish
nsft, suggeative, violence, sadomaso, gore, fauxcest, cnc, drugging, drugs, alcohol, somno, breeding, preg, lactation/milk, piss/omo, vomit/emeto, sweat, pits. more likely to be added.
mdni banner by @/cafekitsune || gold marble-y looking banner by @/thanathecreator || f/o heart icons by @/phaea (edited gold)
tolerating the heat is worth it when you can go tubing with your wonderful gf 😌💖
absolutely adorably amazing y.ch c.0mm of Canyon and Malevola i got from @whistlerkisser !! thank you so much again!!! this is so so so cute, i couldn't be happier with it!! 😭💖
taglist (to be added, reply or dm me to let me know!)
rlly fun quiz and the results almsot worryingly accurate... im a poison/ground coded grogodile for realsies :3 may have to make a handful of fakemon or pokemon sonas
first image is the one i feel is most accurate, latter 3 are all my results. quiz here!
reminds me of this one time i went to give a blowjob to this really sexy 38 yo man who was very masculine, wore a leather jacket, and smelled really strongly of mens cologne; i remember i got down on my knees and he was caressing my face while i was unbuttoning his pants and to my surprise when i pulled down his pants he was wearing lace panties and fishnet garters. i remember how he was looking at me while i sucked his big cock. yes i swallowed
i need to hornypost here more i have been having INSANE thoughts abt damien recently.
hes a tits guy ive decided. and he likes to suck on darlings tits when its asleep 😵💫😵💫😵💫 he gets really into it, hell go for hours like hes nursing 😵💫😵💫😵💫 sometimes darling wakes up for a moment and just gives his head a pat while damien kneads his chest a kitty 😵💫😵💫😵💫 my lact kink is acting up. drools
and darling is an ass guy. like #me ofc. damien doesnt have a great ass in canon however ☝️ i can do whatever i want
my #secret is i block anyone who says shit along the lines of "my f/o wouldn't actually like me bc im ugly/annoying/etc". like 1) ur defeating the point of selfshipping 2) generally rude as fuck 3) its obnoxiously compliment fishing. i wish the worst on u if u do this shit, have some grace
