MERCURIEUSE @kippecurry - Tumblr Blog

diaryyun

aurescentis

THE HOURS (2001)

You do still have good days, you know you do.

Not really. I mean, it’s kind of you to say so, but it’s not really true.

erstwhile-punk-guerito

sad-empty-lost

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again.

#Youtube

traumasurvivors

You don’t need to remember everything for your trauma to be real.

traumasurvivors

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

traumasurvivors

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

traumasurvivors

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

traumasurvivors

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

traumasurvivors

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

traumasurvivors

This showed up in my notes again. And here we are. 2026.

I’ve been married a little over two years. I just got home from friendships that feel like home and family. My husband and I have our own place. I have a full ass book ready to be published.

I don’t know. I’m still in a good place and I can’t believe how far I’ve come from my original post.

petaltexturedskies

Hiraeth (n.) — a homesickness, a deep, often bittersweet longing for a place your soul remembers. A home that may not exist in this lifetime but lives in your bones, in the wind, in the spaces that make you feel whole. The nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past. It carries a soul-deep ache for belonging, for a place or a time where you felt whole. An ancestral, spiritual-a yearning for something that may never return, but lives inside you still.

Rupi Kaur

citizenscreen

Alan J. Pakula’s SOPHIE’S CHOICE enjoyed its limited U.S. release on December 8, 1982.

kippecurry

“Leven is het meervoud van lef”

— Loesje (via hemelgewelf)

thesnakeandthemoon

Rhythm 0

was a six-hours long endurance performance art by Marina Abramovic in Naples in 1974.The work involved Abramovic standing still while the audience was invited to do her whatever they wished,using one of 72 objects she had place on a table.These included a rose,feather,perfume,honey,bread,razor blades,grapes,wine,needle,scissors,scalpel,nails,a metal bar,a gun,and a bullet.

inthevastsky

"We actually held an arrow on the weight of our bodies, and the arrow is pointed right into my heart. We had two small microphones near our hearts, so we could hear our heartbeats. As our performance was progressing, heartbeats were becoming more and more intense, and though it lasted just four minutes and ten seconds, I’m telling you, for me it was forever. It was a performance about the complete and total trust."

‐ Rest Energy (1980), a performance piece by Marina Abramović and Ulay