kiri

my sanity's long gone. ^w^

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[lesdemonium]

i made your favorite dish. i made you something you’ve never tried before. i love you. i spent twenty minutes chopping. my grandmother made this for me when i was little. i made this dairy free for you. i love you. i want to eat together. the onions made me cry. i love you. i learned this recipe for you. i love you. i made this special for your birthday. i love you. i know you don’t like peppers. i love you. i love you. i love you.

[jojordan]

The intimacy of being listened to & understood.

[kiristears]

i know i got worse when i want to ruin myself. (っ- ‸ - ς)

[sexyfineshyt]

I hate when ana people make fun of bigger people like leave them the fuck alone u already hate yourself why’d u gotta bring others down too 💔

[kiristears]

body dysmorphia loop edition:

everytime i eat, i regret it so bad and want to starve / eat really low cals despite being recovered,

but if others body shame me for the weight loss, i want to gain back the weight.

(bonus: daily doomscroll thinspo, mealspo)

[soljua-deactivated20180215]

reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise

not reasons i haven’t replied back:

- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore

[ur-missing-love-letters]

Some girls are just naturally born with glitter in their veins.

[kiristears]

never ending loop:

taking medication > getting pissed because i don't feel like myself > stop taking it > random resentment towards people around me creeps in > isolate myself > realize i haven't taken any meds in weeks 🔁

[kiristears]

I'm european too lol. Seems you don't want to disclose the country. Am I free to guess?

🐱

you can guess, i probably won't share it publicly though! by the way, based on one of your asks, you said you don't want a friend and if that's true, then i'm definitely not what you need since i'm taken already... :C

[lovesick-mortician]

Please never leave me, I'll do anything for you to stay.

[kiristears]

YOUR EUROPEAN!!! HOW COOL!! i have literally like 90 moots and none are european.. i thought i was by my lonesome 😔😔😔😔

same 😭 which makes it that much harder to DM others because i'm awake when they sleep and viceversa

[kiristears]

Come on...

Answer...

Don't make me wait so much...

I'm impatient, you know...

🐱

you're cute! :3 well, it's actually 4:20am here where i'm at, somewhere in Europe. definitely not worth dwelling on my existence (not romantically at least, if you want a quirky obsessive friend you might)

[kiristears]

Why are you me.

No like genuinely. I'm Kiri. Why are you me.

🐱

Kiri is a state of mind, we are Kiri.

[grotesquex]

woah you’re like awesome as shit let’s get into an abusive, codependent relationship and be miserable together for eternity. ok? awesome.

[kiristears]

Thanks for the likes, you seem cool and your blog is pretty :)

AAWSFYHLKR thank you love! >w< i really like yours, and your writing is exceptional

[kiristears]

Hello(:

oh hi! <33