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Here I am again… and yet you are still here for me….

Fuck you and your shit .

Take it how you want . Misinterprete .

See from your eyes. Perspective

Absent minded mine is fully present

My Dream is my reality

The mess you see is my normal life with no issue .

I am me. That’s fuckin it .

Self inflicted damage : or damage inflicted on myself by others. Shit I’d rather be th one in control.

Or not

B.ELIE.VE

B.4.2.

When’s it’s time to move .. it’s time.

Always. Been like that . Some SHIT won’t change .

Accept that

It’s how it goes

Always has been

Always will be

Just do wht I know how to do.

Then a go go

I remember back when I lived in Central cal. Before I was in love with the one I love now. Her cousin would come over. I’m here thinking why tf is this female in my room. She made it clear it was to smash and I’m like fuck. Does word get around so much that that’s all I’m good for . Haha . It was fun while it lasted . But damn I’m thinking like I know my cousins would never do me like like that and vice versa. And everyday my homie (at the time ) J would always ask if I smashed or what . Haha fuckin guy. Well shows who is who now. Fuck it . That place was a trip.

Writings over and over and producing this art . Trying to reach your mind but you’ve closed it off . “When you turn this into a song send it to me “ mf don’t listen regardless. The “pain” fuels the art . The “pain” gets the bills paid . I stayed moving . And you just lay there . You’d literally just lay there . When asked to put in and contribute to that art you’d complain. Boring as fuck when it came down to business . Now I’m down feeling like shit . Writing these thoughts . Setting the canvas with these colors . Pleasing to the eye but throwing salt on the wounds of the heart . Speak truth. The truth you speak to me is your truth. Think deeper . Feel deeper. Or don’t feel at all. Whatever . The choice is yours . In the end you’re depriving yourself of the gifts being given to you from the heart . I keep pushing . I’m not liking for love in one corner of the world . In the end you’ll get left .. again...why? Because it’s what’s your chose. Choose to take a chance rather than go with definite security . Why? Because it does no please the eye ? It is not ideal to others . All reality . Let’s die slow together. In happiness and peace . Or alone. It’s your choice. Who am I to say anything .

With what little I have left in me .. I still believe that I do ...

lyricallymnded

lamb’s wool // foster the people

Turns out my “best friend “ is probably the most selfish person I know . I never thought she was like this and no one knows how she really is . It’s fucked. No longer do I trust her. No longer does tubs trust her . And she doesn’t care . She acts on what she thinks is best for herself or what she thinks things should be like . It’s sad as fuck to see this . Years of herthinking she was the only one running but she pushed away so many people and family just as much . She’s so fucked and doesn’t even realize it . The “love” that she thinks she is passing is going to bite her in the ass in time and will get a “hate” towards her . Fuck it . You can’t fix stupid right ? You can’t try with someone who thinks they are always right and nothing else matters other than how they think or feel. Fuck I wish you the best . But I’m sorry you killed this off for yourself .

“No longer am I mad about the things I don't have

All I'm living for is love and laughs”

And to you I dedicate “the loser wins by atmosphere “