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Drunken Whispers ( Part 1/2) - Ieyasu

Slight NSFW, will get steamy in the second bit. (;

MC has gotten drunk and is unlike her shy self! She’s..more..lets say, bold. How will Ieyasu react?

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The room seem to distort in front of her eyes causing her to sway back and forth as if she was on sea. Voices called out to her but only echoed softly in her ear.

“Hey…” A low rumble was heard near her right, and in a instant she spun her head which bumped into someone else’s.

“...What are you doing?” Her eyes focused on a man with red eyes and beautiful golden hair and in awe she smiled. A name she seemed to be so familiar with popped into her head, Ieyasu Tokugawa, the man she served.

“Now you’re smiling. You really are a fickle woman.” Almost in a flash she was hoisted up in the air which caused a wave panic to drown out her sudden admiration for him.

“Let me go, sir!!” Kicking and flailing she only felt the hands around her waist grow tighter.

“What the hell is wrong with you-“

“I’m not that kind of woman!!” Her voice angrily rang inside the room which dumbfounded Ieyasu.

“The hell do you me-“

“I don’t sleep with anybody, milord! Not until we are a couple!” Again she started to beat Ieyasu’s back harshly with all her might but all Ieyasu felt was a slight tapping that almost tickled his body. Annoyingly he threw her down on the bed and boomed over her with his terrifying demeanor.

“I’m not some ‘man’. Wretched girl, have you forgotten who I am?” He lowered to his knees and landed his face in front of hers, “I’m your husband.” Her eyes widened in surprise and in the heat of the moment she stood violently upward, bumping her head on his once more which caused an aching in her forehead and also in his.

“You!!? No!! That can’t be true! You’re too beautiful for a man like me!!” She spun her body around to straddle on top of him as she peered into his eyes once again to validate if she was dreaming or not.

“Really!! It’s you!!” Something was off though. Ieyasu’s face was painted with a deep crimson red just like his pupils. He looked away, covering his mouth with his free hand that wasn’t holding her steady on his lap. She cocked her head to the side and closed the distance between them every so slightly.

“What’s wrong?” In return he mumbled words that she could barely understand.

“...Please get off of me…”

“Wh-“ But her curiosity was cut short by a hard object that was rubbing against her. In the heat of the moment, she started to rock back and forth on his laps feeling the sensation from her lower abdomen slowly maneuver their way to her upper body. Moans of pleasure seem to escape her lips every time it would gently touch her clit.

“Wh- What are yo- Get off of me, woman!” But his cries were in vain as she pushed him back.

“If you truly are my husband…” Her hands started to undo her obi, the kimono slipping off her shoulders to reveal her porcelain skin and her breast. Almost longingly, she looked at Ieyasu, licking her lips and gradually closing the distance between them with every movement. The breast she taunted him with we’re now rubbing against his chest.

“Satisfy me..”

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Hello yuki san ^_^, your last saizo fic was awesome and fluffy so I wanted to request another saizo fluff fic possibly including pregnancy announcement? Thank you :)

Hi anon-senpai!! Thanks for the asks! I tried to finish this as soon as possible, so I hope you enjoy! I’m finally back in Korea!! Haha, that means I have to start school. Bummer..Anyway, please enjoy!! Annyeoung!!

Something was off. Horribly off. She felt her stomach churn and rumble as an urge of throwing up had suddenly overcame her. The plate of food she had been holding crashed on the ground and her body fell with it. Her vision was blurry, the sweat around her brow fell to her chin, and the excruciating pain in her stomach continued.

“What was that sou-Are you okay!?” Yukimura looked around the corner and saw her frail body jump slightly up and down every time she would gag. In a flash he rushed up to her, keeping his hands around her back and keeping her hair out of the mess.

“L-Lord Yuki-“

“Shh..Dont talk.” He wrapped his hands over her and kept her in a bridal position as he frantically yelled for a doctor.

“I’ll-I’ll dirty your clothes..” Her eyes weakly stared up into his as she felt the reflexes of gagging kicking in again.

“I don’t care. Saizo left for the mission telling me to take care of you and that’s exactly what I shall do.” Running down the hall, they finally found a doctor and quickly they laid her in a spare room, keeping her well hydrated and comfortable.

“Lord Yukimura. May I ask what happened?” The doctor worriedly looked at Yukimura and in return he bit his lip.

“I don’t know. I heard a crash and all of a sudden I saw her throwing up on the floor.” Yukimura averted his eyes away, almost as if he felt guilty.

“I see. For now, Lord Yukimura. Would you please call a maid to clean the mess in the hall-“

“I’ll do it!” Triumphantly he stood up, and left the room which halted any further discussion.

“Well, M’lady..I’ll check what’s wrong. Don’t stress yourself..Do you understand?” He smiles gently as she nodded in response.

Hours Later

The doctor advised her to rest, but her eyes stayed awake in nervousness and confusion. Pregnant? Her? How? She sat up in her tatami and worriedly stared at her stomach. What would Saizo say? How would he react? Questions after questions raced in her head in flocks as she felt herself getting lightheaded again.

“No..control yourself..” She shook her head as if to shake the questions out and composed herself. Suddenly, the door opened with a furious bang.

“Are you okay?!?” Unlike Saizo who would come in without any sound, he barraged through the door and in a flash was at her side.

“Does it hurt? What did the doctor say?! Did someone do this to you?!” Just like her a minute ago, Saizo was interrogating her with questions.

“Oh..Saizo..” Tears started to flood her eyes as she put her head down and covered her sobs with her hand.

“..Hey..what happened? Tell me?” His tone changed to a more gentler one as he slipped his hand on her cheek to wipe away her tears. She couldn’t tell him. She couldn’t! What if- What if he didn’t want a child. But, a certain voice inside her knew it would be wrong not to tell him of his own child. With the hand that wasn’t muffling her cries she held his hand and looked up at him with quivering eyes.

“Saizo..” Her voice almost cracked as she gripped his hand harder. “I’m..” “Yes?” Saizo laid his forehead on hers as the words slipped out of her mouth.

“I’m pregnant..”

The words loudly rang in the room, but only silence followed it. Saizo lifted his head off of her and looked down, his expression completely covered by his silver white hair. Her heart ached in agony as she felt herself break with every second of silence that followed.

“I-I’m sorry-Mmm!” The apology never fully came out as Saizo’s lips silenced her. His tongue forcefully explored her mouth as his grip on her hardened with every ragged breath she’d breathe.

“S-Saizo-Aah!!” Her body was lifted in the air and as if time had stopped, Saizo’s face was painted with the biggest smile she had ever seen. Tears streamed down his cheeks that slowly fell onto the floor.

“Don’t be sorry!” He brought her down and embraced her tightly, kissing any open space on her face.

“You’re not mad?” She smiled a bit in relief as Saizo wiped his tears away. Kissing her one last time.

“Of course I’m not mad, Little Lady..” More gently now he hugged her, running his fingers through her hair and rubbing her back soothingly.

“I..I always wanted a family..A family that I could love and in return they would love me back..” As the words slipped out of his mouth, he kneeled down and looked at her stomach, his hands lovingly circling her belly button.

“I promise..I’ll protect you..” The sound of Saizo’s kisses on her stomach accompanied the soft breeze that gently grazed their doors. Finally, Saizo’s life was complete.

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Role Reversal - Saizo

Hi! I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much, I’ve caught that darn flu while coming back to America and have been feeling very ill. This is a bit short, but I tried to write the best I can in my certain state! Please enjoy. (:

A air splicing sound of knife impaling a living being ringed in her ears as they have done hundreds of other times. Blood splattered on her, it staining every open spot and sweeping into every crack of her armor as she hid the body for the decency of others. When she came back, she was met by her masters new pet that she’d taken in. A chilling smile was painted on his lips as he crossed his arms, the moonlight reflecting off his mirror like hair.

“Late night killing?” A chuckle fumbled out of Saizo’s mouth and in a flash, she was standing in front of him, pinning him to the ground.

“...” Her words seem to halt as she saw him, the boy that gave her those dangos all those years ago, but in return all he did was snicker.

“Ohhoh? Am I your next target?” His words rung a certain sympathetic cord in her, making her eyes water with sadness, pain, regret, every single feeling she had repressed.

“No!” The grip on his shoulders strengthened as her words tumbled out of her mouth. “No...I don’t...I don’t want to have a ‘next target’..Damnit! Why do you get under my skin to easily!” The realization of her words hit her resulting in her staring blankly at his chest. She slowly rose up, keeping her head down and turning away from him as she rounded her hands in a tight fist.

“Sorry. Forget you saw anythin-“ But her words were cut short by a sudden change in scenery from the shining moon. Now, all she could see was black cloth. It took her a second to process what had suddenly taken place. Soon, she noticed that she was in the arms of Saizo. He held her close, tightly squeezing his arms around her small body.

“Let me go! You’ll get blood on you!” She scrambled and fought against his chest, but the warmth and security in his arms made her weak.

“No. I won’t let you go.” His words were stern but had a gentle tone to them that suddenly halted her outbreak of rejection to him. Her hands dropped to her sides as she finally welcomed the man who she despised into her heart.

“You know..” Saizo let go of her, but still kept his hands on her shoulders, “I like you better this way.” His face drew near to her face, and the closer he would get the more red she became.

“W-What..” Her head whipped to the other direction to avoid his gaze, but soon after she rejected him once more, a soft sensation was felt on her forehead. She couldn’t make sense of the situation at first, and before she could process it, she was swiftly lifted in the air.

“I like you better when you’re submissive, Little Lady.” He smiled the same cheeky grin he would always put on, but instead of feeling angry, she felt her heartbeat pound loudly in her chest.

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Can I request some saizo fluff please? Thank you! ^^

Hi Anon-Senpai! Thanks for requesting to a kitchen maid like me!! It’s been freezing here in Korea and I thought that if I wrote something wintery people in cold weather like me could relate! Enjoy~!

Winter had just begun and the bitter cold seem to run right through her. With every harsh breeze that would come, she would find herself gripping tighter to the hand she was holding.

“Cold?” A faint chuckle was heard from Saizo’s lips as he squeezed her hand in response. She nodded, not being able to take her chin out of her scarf in fear of being impaled by the wind’s ferocious ways. The cold never bothered her anyway? HA! The cold bothered her very much so. But soon, a soft, cold sensation was felt on her cheeks. The hesitant girl she was suddenly burst out in a child like glow.

“Saizo! Look! It’s snow!!” Every worry of freezing to death was erased from her mind as she let go of Saizo’s hands in a hurry.

“Hey-“

“Look at it, Saizo! It’s amazing!!” She practically danced in the snows embrace, twirling and fumbling while the snow stuck to her hair and her clothes. Saizo watched, his eyes growing gentle with love for her, seeing her happy was one of the greatest pleasures he had in life. He started to walk near her in hoping to calm her down, but she fell, hitting her head solid on the ground and sending waves of danger to Saizo’s ears.

“Wha- Hey! Are you alright?” He rushed to her, seeing her body that was just dancing suddenly stop and lay motionless on the dirt. Her breathing had seemed to stop and her lips began to take on a tint of blue due to the severity of the cold.

“Ah..Come on! Wake up!” Rapidly, he shook her in trying to wake her up from the slumber she had suddenly been cursed in. But, as the snow fell, she sat up. Placing her lips tightly on Saizo’s and making a kissing sound.

“Mwah!~ Hehe! I got you~!” She taunted as once again she kissed Saizo lightly on the lips, dusting herself off and standing up. Saizo sat there, dumbfounded by the situation.

Nani?

What the hell just happened?

He didn’t care though, he forcefully grabbed her arm and pulled her down to his lap.

“S-Saizo!” Her cheeks turned red in the snow, and almost like Rudolph she glowed a bright amber.

“You shouldn’t scare me like that, Little Lady.” He whispered hoarsely in her ear as his hands started to fumble up and down her body. Little squeaks were heard from her.

“I-I just did it for fun..” Guiltily, she looked down to her knees but was suddenly pulled up by a nipping sensation on her ears. Saizo had begun to bite on her ear effectively as he whispered once more,

“That warmed you up, didn’t it?”

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あなたは私の世界です

“you’re my world” - kojuro

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You Promised - Ieyasu

MC has gone onto the battlefield to see her beloved, what are the consequences?

The flames of war seemed to rise higher as the battle progressed, making her uneasiness grow stronger like the fire.

“Lord Ieyasu! Behind you!”

“Milord! At your side!”

Countless positions of where he could die were read out loud unlike before. Usually, Ieyasu would be quick with these things, but today he was odd. His eyes looked tired, sunken in with death and pain and her heart ached at the sight of him.

“I have to go help him..” She stood from her post and started to walk before being stopped by a fellow soldier.

“You will not go out there! It’s too dangerous!” His words seemed to shake fear in her, but how much distress Ieyasu was in rid of that fear. Her hands were quick to shove his hands away from her arm and she bolted onto the battlefield, barely missing every sword and arrow.

“Lord Ieyasu!” From behind, she hugged him, hoping that his warmth would reassure her that he was alive. An immediate surprise was seen on his face as he turned, but it soon turned to anger.

“W-What the hell are you doing here?!? Get back to camp now-“

“My lord! They seem to be retreating!” Soldiers started to back away into the dust before her eyes, making cries of relief and joy roll over her.

“You’ve done it, Milord!” Tears seemed to overtake her feelings as she smiled happily, hugging his blood stained armor not caring for her kimono.

“Idiot. Why are you crying?” He soothingly rubbed her back, relieved that the hell of war was finally over. She returned the feelings, relaxing on his chest.

Then, a sharp splintering pain was felt in her back.

Her hands that seemed to grip him ever so tightly let go, making her fall and cries awaken from him and the remaining soldiers around her.

“An arrow?!”

“It seems deep..” The words of men around her turned into haze, she could hear the blood of hers trickling onto the dirt. Still, the voice of her most loved one was heard.

“No! NO! Stay with me!” Ieyasu’s voice shook as he stared into her eyes, the eyes he had been fighting for on that battlefield. The arrow in her back seemed to puncture her thought as well as she tried to comprehend the situation.

“I’m..dying..?” Unexpectedly, her voice came weaker than she had thought it would, straining her even more and blurring her vision. She was dying. Dying fast.

“You’re not. Keep it together!” His words seemed to make her smile. After all this time, he was finally true to his feelings and showing her the side she had loved to see.

“I’m here. Get the medical team!! Get anyone with knowledge of medicine! NOW!”

“B-But, My Lor-“

“I SAID NOW!” He wrapped his hands around the arrow trying to stop as much blood as he could.

“Please..Stay alive…” Tears started to stream down his face. “You can’t..You can’t die like this. Why are you smiling, you idiot!” He burried his face into her chest, sobbing. In return, she weakly laid her hand on his head.

“Ieyasu..” Hearing his name, especially from her mouth, his head rose up.

“Yes. Yes! What is i- No. Don’t waste your breath.” She could feel her life slowly slip away from her fingers, she wouldn’t leave like this.

“I’m sorry. I- I can’t even believe this just happened. But..” Her hands wrapped around his cheek and he held them closer. Again, that smile she couldn’t help appeared.

“I love you. I love you..so much..You’ve got nothing to fear..But..more than anything.” She led the hand that was on his cheek to her stomach, making his eyes widen with confusion.

“Wha-“

“I’m..I’m sorry…” Through tears and a strained smile, she weakly spoke. Nothing but agony and pain was heard from her.

“I’m sorry..We could’ve been..” Her hands gripped tightly to her stomach as she wept, her vision now almost gone.

“We could’ve been happy….” The grip on her stomach loosened, and her smile seemed to slowly turn into a regular line.

“Wake up!” Ieyasu shook her, trying to grab onto any life that he could grab.

“Wake up, damnit! You- You can’t leave me! Where the hell is that medical team! Someone! Anyone! HELP!” His soldiers seem to look down on the ground, weeping as her life slowly ticked away.

“Wake..up..please..” But her soul left, leaving Ieyasu with the pain of not losing one, but 2 of his treasures.

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너 없이 살수 없어.

“i cannot live without you.” - nobunaga

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죽을만큼 사랑해.

“i love you to death.” - ieyasu

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You Promised - Nobunaga

MC is dying after labor has put a toll on her body, how will Nobunaga react?

The Ieyasu and MC series will be halted due to the fact of writers block with that series!!

I’m willing to do all the lords in the angst sort of situation. Right now, I’ve written Saizo, Yukimura and now Nobunaga. If wished to continue, I will (:!

Thank you for reading my fic and as always I hope u enjoy!

“Lord Nobunaga, have mercy!”

“My lord, please!”

Everyone around him seemed to weep with sadness as he forcefully made his way to his wife’s room, having nothing but desperation in his eyes. As he approached the door, he was stopped by a familiar face that held him back.

“Lord Nobunaga. I plead you. Do not go inside, the sight of you beloved will haunt you…” Mitsuhide guiltily looked down, struck in the heart with guilt as he knew how desperately Nobunaga wanted to see her. But, Mitsuhide’s attempt was in vain and Nobunaga tried to move him out of the way, but Mitsuhide did not move.

“Get out of my way.” Nobunaga’s tone was dry and could slice into the throats of many.

“Milord pleas-“

“I SAID GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY!”

With great force, Nobunaga shoved Mitsuhide away and proceeded to walk inside the room, and his eyes landed upon a bloody scene with his lover laying in the middle. Nurses, doctors, every man or woman who knew medical terms was gathered in the room, but they halted at Nobunaga’s presence. Time stood still as he slowly walked to her, seeing herbal remedies that tried to ease her pain.

“My lord Nobunaga. We ask you to-“

“Leave this room if you want to see the sun rise ever again.” Again, his voice was deep, haunting to hear. And like scared birds, the medical team flurried out of the door, leaving Nobunaga and his lover in a quiet room masked with blood. Her breathing was slow but ragged, and instinctively Nobunaga wrapped his hands around hers, bringing them up to his cheeks as he softly spoke to her unlike he had before.

“You’re an idiot..You know that?” His voice cracked seeing her brows furrowed in pain and agony.

“Why? …Why would you go through such a pain like that…? You always think of others before yourself, foolish girl.” Smart remarks he’d always make were different now. They didn’t come with a response from her, but just the sound of her breathing. In anger and in sadness, he struck the ground with his fist, making the retainers outside wince.

“WHY MUST YOU GO SUCH LENGTHS?! Please! Please! I’m begging you! Wake up! I-I can’t do this alone…Wake up, damnit!” Continuous pounding shook the ground and also burst more tears from his colleagues.

“You lied to me..You said we’d be a happy family..You said that you would make it through labor..And now..look at you.” He stopped pounding his fist as he brought his hand to her tear stained cheek, feeling the wetness from her tears and also feeling the soft texture of her cheek. But as he stroked her cheek, a scream of pain was heard from her as she started to writhe in pure agony. In a hurry, the doctors came in.

“What the hell is happ-“

“Milord we need you to go out!”

“WHAT’S HAPPENING TO HER?!” Further questions were ignored as they pushed him out, tossing him to Mitsuhide who held him back with tears in his eyes, and like Mitsuhide, Nobunaga was crying as well.

“Let me go, damnit! I need to be with her!” Struggling and fighting Mitsuhide he kicked, punched, elbowed, everything to touch his beloved once more, but was suddenly stopped by Mitsuhide’s words.

“She’s dying, Lord Nobunaga!” The words echoed in this ears as he stopped fighting.

“There’s..There’s nothing you can do now.. You need to be here. For your son! Milord, this is the one thing she left you! Cherish it!” Again, his words rang loudly in his ears, but they were drowned out by the sounds of a baby crying. Nobunaga looked up to see his child in a nurses arm’s, crying and struggling like he was.

“Milord..Your son..” She gracefully handed him his child, and cautiously, Nobunaga held him. Supporting his head, holding him close, and in a flash his crying was muffled by a curiosity that overcame him. He looked straight into his father’s eyes, giggling and playing with his red hair. Dumbfounded, Nobunaga stared at his son, glancing into his deep hazel eyes. After a long pause, Nobunaga smiled, tears still rolling down his eyes.

“….You have…” Choked on tears, Nobunaga held him on his shoulder now. “You have your mothers eyes..”

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Role Reversal - Masamune

The roles of Masamune and MC are switched!

In this world, it’s reversed. Women are known to be samurais and men are known to be more docile. It’s all fantasy (:!

I am thinking of doing more of these role reversals if people enjoy them!

Pain and agitation rose up in her head, resulting in her furrowing her brows and a sigh rolling off her tongue. There was a long silence till she muttered words under her breath.

“Now tell me…What exactly did he do?” Her words made the prosecutor fall back a bit as he retorted, “He stole a loaf of bread from the pantry, ma’am.”

“Yes, and what exactly did you want me to do to him?” The eyes that were closed opened up and stared at the man, glaring at him with nothing but impatiens.

“Death penalty, ma-“

“Ahh..There it is.” She dropped her hands from her temple and let them rest at her side, only to walk slowly up to him, having the creaking floor accompany her venom-like words.

“Death penalty? Is a man’s life worth nothing? It was a piece of bread. Granted, he will not be going away without a punishment, but have some sympathy. It’s not as if he had murdered an innocent child. Leave him and get out of my sight.” The man nodded furiously before tripping over his own feet and practically dashing out the door, leaving her alone with the “criminal”. His head was casted downward, his deep green hair decorated with specks of dirt and his own filth, the same with his kimono. Another sigh rose out of her as she sat down in front of him, trying her best to sound positive.

“You can raise your head. There’s nothing to be ashamed of.” But her gentle tone didn’t reach him, he sat there, still unmoving and not even his breathing was audible. Feeling a bit rejected, she shuffled up to him and brought her hand to move the hair out of his face that was covering his eyes, but she was quickly stopped by a sharp grip on her wrist.

“Don’t touch me!” He practically spat the words before throwing her hand to the ground, stirring a sad feeling inside of her heart.

“Look. I just want to help you. I’m not going to kill you for god sakes. Can I please just have a look at y-“

“You’ll be disgusted.” No emotion whatsoever we’re attached to his words.

“You can’t say that until I see it for myself. Show me.” Her words were more forceful this time, and a slight hesitation was seen in the man. Reluctantly, he lifted his head, showing mismatched color eyes that captivated her.

“Wow!” Like a child, she raced up to him, putting her forehead on his and staring into his eyes. “Your eyes are beautiful!” A huge smile was painted on her cheeks and she looked at the contrasting colors of blue and green. An obvious surprise was seen on the man’s face as his voice cracked while speaking.

“You’re not..afraid?”

“Of course not! That’s amazing! It’s absolutely beautiful!” She stole one more quick glance before realizing how improper she was behaving and quickly sat down, clearing her throat.

“So..What’s your name?” Embarrassment flooded to her face, staining it red, but in return the man smiled, making her heart flutter.

“Masamune..Date Masamune…” Masamune’s voice was deep, but soothing, making her relax a bit before standing up and turning her back on him.

“Well, Masamune. You did steal bread, I won’t let that slip. But..” She looked over her shoulder, grinning a bit as she saw his face. “You’ll be my poison tester. That’s your punishment.” Whipping around, the sun’s light was blocked by her back making her figure seem more dynamic as she extended her hand to Masamune.

“Your life will be on the line. Can you handle that? Not like you have a choice.” Nothing but silence was heard until the Masamune laughed a bit, firmly gripping her hand and pulling her down to his level.

“Ahh!” Her face was directly in front of his, and again the same heart pounding feeling was risen in her heart again.

“I’ll accept my punishment with gratitude, my lady.” His beautiful eyes tantalized her as she wearily grinned, both of them laughing as a journey of love had kick-started.

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“I love you.” - Ieyasu

**If sensitive to blood, please do not read!! (；ω；)

MC and Ieyasu are trapped and beaten and battered to their breaking point. But, can their love still prosper or will it bitterly end?

The crack of a whip made her wince, tears streaming down her face as she yelled with desperation.

“Stop! Please! He’s had enough!” The hands tied behind her back and the guards that kept a watchful eye on her refrained her from embracing Ieyasu and protecting him from death’s torture.

“Shut up!” Her cheek was now stinging with the pain of a slap, but it was nothing compared to the pain she felt deep in the crevice of her heart. She desperately tried to think of a solution, scraping every idea from her mind in shallow attempts to help her beloved.

“Don’t touch her.” Ieyasu, still drenched with his own blood managed to cry out to her, which only made them lash their anger out on him harder.

“You don’t give orders here! I do! Shut your disgusting mouth. I’m going to hurt you so bad that you’ll regret ever challenging me.” Blood flew everywhere as Ieyasu continued to withstand the excruciating pain.

“Take me!”

A silence was heard for minutes, making everyone’s face turn to her. Her eyes swollen with tears looked fiercely at them.

“You want to hurt Ieyasu…? T-Then take me! I’m his wife. I’m all he has!” Another silence followed as the man who was whipping Ieyasu smirked.

“That’s not a bad idea.” His grin made shivers roll down her spine, but she endured every discomfort she had for Ieyasu. But, Ieyasu wouldn’t have it. He wouldn’t let himself watch the girl he love slowly deteriorate in front of his eyes.

“Like I said! Don’t lay a damn finger on her!” Laughter followed his helpless wail as they bound him just like they did to her.

“Come here you wench.” She felt a rough pull of her hair as the sharp rocks duh deep into her legs. Soon, she was in the center. Everyone stared at her, even Ieyasu.

“Heh. I won’t use any regular old whip on you. Get me my studded one.” His words made her shake in fear and Ieyasu’s anger boil more.

“You’re fucking disgustin-“

“Shut up!” A guard forcefully punched Ieyasu’s stomach, making blood curl up from his mouth as a servant brought the new whip.

“Undress her.”

“What?” Fear struck in her again as they undid her kimono, showing only the white undergarments. But before she could say anything, a writhing pain was felt on her back that made her gasp with agony. 1, 2, 3….40...60.. The lashes never stopped and with every lash came more blood which soon coated her body and her mind. Her conscious was fading, and tears were spewing from Ieyasu’s eyes like she had done before.

“I said stop! Please! She’ll die if you keep on doing this!” But it was all in vain. They kept going for hours, making her body slowly numb to the point where she felt nothing but her hands grow cold like the winter outside. Finally, the man stopped, making her caves eyes look up.

“300 Lashes, sir.” The servant said.

“300..” She muttered to herself as she felt her eyes grow heavy with exhaustion.

“Take their ropes off and throw them both in the dungeon. They won’t be going anywhere with those injuries. You. Blonde boy.” Ieyasu had stopped looking in the middle of the torture, his mind was blank with nothing but sorrow and hate.

“You try anything and we’ll kill her.” No response came from Ieyasu, just the sound of his breathing. They snickered once more as they threw them both in a dungeon filled with nothing but dirt and rats.

“..Please…” Ieyasu’s eyes were filled with tears as he carefully picked her up. Blood was stained everywhere on her body and the severity of her wounds made his heart ache with regret.

“Crying….Why?” She used the rest of her strength to raise her hand and wipe the tears away, smearing blood all over his cheek. Ieyasu didn’t care, he held her hand close to his cheek and let her cold fingertips flow throughout his body.

“So..warm..” She felt the warmth of his cheek, feeling secure, feeling alive as she winced at the pain of her wounds.

“Why? Why would you do this?!” Anger and sadness rose up in Ieyasu’s voice as she started crying as well from the pain she felt.

“I didn’t..I didn’t want you hurt…” Her words grew softer with every breath she’d take.

“No. No! You’re not dying on me. Cmon!” Ieyasu’s struggle made him hold his dear closer to his chest, feeling the blood from her back stain and wet his hands.

“..Ieyasu?” She whispered, securing her hand on his cheek.

“What? Yes. What is it?” Frantically, Ieyasu tried to sound positive as she smiled at him. Her eyes were dark with exhaustion, but they crinkled as she looked up at him with her chapped lips.

“I love you.”

And then, her eyes closed and her hands fell.

[kitchen-maid]

🥀。saizo aesthetic

[kitchen-maid]

You Promised - Saizo

What if the MC had died, leaving only her daughter for Saizo?

A gasp of horror came over when Saizo burst through the roof, his clothes stained with the blood of the thousands he had killed that night.

“He’s gone crazy…” A man whispered underneath his breath, shielding his nose from the metallic smell. The murmuring didn’t stop until the loud bang of the door halted everyone’s conversations.

“Saizo!” Yukimura’s face has gone pale with fear and anger as he rushed to his friends side, pulling him out of the room.

“What the hell did you do?!” Yukimura angrily shook Saizo, but in return Saizo’s eyes were still washed clear with nothing but a thirst for blood.

“.....” Saizo said nothing until his pupils slowly started to widen to their normal state and his breathing steadied. A sudden gasp made Saizo fall as he clutched his chest in pain.

“Saizo! Damnit! What’s wrong with you!” Cautiously, Yukimura started to pat Saizo’s back, trying to steady him once more.

“I..I did it again..didn’t I?” Saizo’s crimson eyes stared deathly at Yukimura as they were now filled with sadness and guilt. Yukimura could only look down as he slightly nodded, triggering a nerve in Saizo.

“Damnit!” Saizo punched the wall next to him, leaving an obvious hole that replicated the hole that was severed deep into his heart.

“This blood..It’s not..no..I can- What am I doin-“

“Pull yourself together!” A flash of red was stained on Saizo cheek’s as Yukimura has roughly battered his cheek.

“You can’t keep on living like this, Saizo! You have a child now..You need to be there for her!” Yukimura snatched Saizo’s clothes, bringing him up to his nose, his silver eye glaring right back at him.

“You can’t lose yourself grief! She wouldn’t have wanted this! She would of wanted you happy, smiling with your child, she would’ve wanted you to live-“ Yukimura was abruptly pushed to the ground, Saizo towering over him with the glare just like before.

“Live?!?” Saizo’s angry voice had make Yukimura wince, but then, Yukimura’s eyes widened as he saw Saizo, for the first time, cry. His tears dropped slowly on Yukimura’s cheeks, making his eyes water in return.

“What is there to live for? Why am I living?! The only reason why I’m doing this is because...I miss her! I could’ve saved her damnit! She deserves to be here, with me! With US! I can’t raise our child alone, I just- I can’t! Killing makes me numb, cold, it’s the only time where I don’t feel this, GRIEF! This PAIN!” Waves of tears came one by one, and together, Saizo and Yukimura cried until a sudden sweet voice had rung out.

“Daddy?” Saizo whipped his head around, looking at the face of his daughter, the face of the one thing he had left.

“..I’m sorry you need to see me like this..Go back to sleep.” He turned his head as he shuffled off Yukimura.

“I’ll..I’ll leave you two alone..” Yukimura rose up as he walked out and disappeared into the corner. Only Saizo and his little girl stood there.

“Daddy..Is that blood on you? Are you hurt?” The frightened voice of his daughter made his heart ache as he weakly smiled,

“No I’m alright..Go back to sleep...please..” But she did not listen. She moved slowly to her father, her big brown eyes looking straight at him with pure innocence.

“Don’t look at me!” His angry voice made her shrink back a little, but she continued to walk slowly until she was right in front of him. Saizo’s face was buried in his knees, but the small and gentle hands of hers lifted them up. She placed her hands on his cheeks, showing her brightest smile that seemed to light up the dark night.

“I’m here for you, daddy!” Saizo’s heart stopped for a split second as he saw his beloved right next to her. Standing and smiling down at Saizo with the same smile that his daughter had just shown her.

“Take care of her.” Her last words wisped in the air as she faded with the breeze that had swept past his hair. Saizo put his hand over hers, taking his bloodied clothes off as he laid there in rags.

“Thank you..Little Lady…”