I CANT ANYMORE

TW - This is my safe space

[kitten-babee]

Why couldn’t he pick me :c

Why didn’t he choose me

I loved him so much

[kitten-babee]

No one would care if I die

[kitten-babee]

I wish my life where different

I wish I had money to help myself get out of this struggle

[xyzmv-deactivated20241006]

I wanna be loved, no one loves me, even my family. I wanna be supported and taken care of.

[bitt3rsweetdiary]

you dont know how fucked up i am

if i tell you that i’m sick

will you still like me?

[kitten-babee]

Once I get rid of my attachment issues it’s over for yall

[kitten-babee]

A new beautiful day where I can cry myself to sleep

[kitten-babee]

Don’t you wish your thoughts could go silent

[kitten-babee]

Can this pain stop

[kitten-babee]

Will i ever stop suffering

[kitten-babee]

I swear I hear someone telling me to kill myself

[kitten-babee]

Why does everything hurt so fucking much

[bloodsslvt]

You don't understand

I need to destroy my body.

I need to suffer.

I need to get worse.

[kitten-babee]

My mind goes

VOICES VOICES NOISE NOISE SHOUTING

U ARE SOO WORTHLESS NO ONE LOVES YOU EVERYONE HATES U U WILL NEVER GET OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE KILL YOURSELF

I cant catch a break

I just want it to be quiet

Peace

[leothetrashcat-deactivated20240]

"Oh it gets better just be patient!" It doesn't. It gets better shortterm then it completely destroys you. I've been dealing with this for years, it really doesn't get better. Just the illusion that you get better before it all comes down onto you.

[perfectwannabee]

sorry I ghosted you I wanted to see if you cared about me and would miss me if I was gone

[unclaimedbody]

why do i even put in effort?

no one will ever care as much as i do.