I wish to have a bf who acts/thinks I'm his property and toy. He doesn't even really see me as human, not when it comes to sexual things anyway. It's for this reason he makes me wear a chastity belt 24/7, taking my right to use the bathroom and pleasure myself without his permission. He only unlocks it when he needs to have a quick release of stress. Whenever he's feeling frustrated, he takes a paddle or whip to my cunt. I haven't done anything wrong, this is not a punishment. This is purely for him to release his frustration out when he's not horny. At the end I'm sobbing, my cunt throbbing and bruised up, my legs shaking and trembling from the pain but all he can do is smirk down at me as he plunges his cock deep into me, because my tears of pain and misery turned him on. When he's bored, he takes to object insertion. Whatever's round and looks like it can fit in my pussy, he'll slap a condom on it and shove it into me, not caring if he's hurting me or not, stroking his cock as he watches me cry from the rough mistreatment of my cunt. Whenever he drinks, he'll pour the last bit of his drink down my body and the rape my throat with the bottle. If he's a smoker, he'll put his cigarettes out around and on my thighs. He wants to dehumanize me as much as possible, so instead of moaning during sex or as i recive pleasure, he makes me bark or meow, slapping me harshly if a human moan comes out from my mouth. Anytime I get to talkative he just shuts me up by pulling out his cock, signaling he wants a blow job. When I go out with friends, he makes sure to dress me extremely revealing, shoving a vibe in my cunt with the settings on high telling me if I get raped it'll be my fault and I better believe I'll be punished for it. I don't even get to sleep in the bed, only on special occasions. I get to sleep in a human sized cage, naked and with a shock collar on. When he gets horny in the night, he shocks me awake and makes me press my pussy up against the cage so he can fuck me. Sometimes, he'll get up during the night and piss on my sleeping body, hosing me down later on in the morning. He'll burn all my panties and bra, all my pants, clothes that cover me up real well. I'm a whore, I should dress like it is what he'll say. He's not all bad though. He cooks for me, shops for me. Treats me like an actual girlfriend out in public. It's just when we get alone or he gets horny, all morals fly out the window. I just want to be a good abuse slut for a misogynistic man, is that to much to ask for?
Is it a bad thing that I want a sexually abusive boyfriend? Probably, lol. But I can't help what my pussy gets wet at.










