Side Characters: Namjoon/doctor, Seokjin/doctor, Taehyung/Hybrid Tiger, Jungkook/Bunny Hybrid, Hoseok/assistant.
Warnings: Smut, mentions of blood, sharp objects, rut, beast behavior.
Genre: Fantasy, hybrids au, smut.
SUMMARYă Yoongi is a black mamba hybrid one of rarest species of hybrids, whoâs about to be put down due to his lack of interest in living. But everything changes after the new medical assistance (y/n) takes a liking to him. Meeting after meeting he realise his feelings for her are not the only thing growing.
INTRO - In the books they say
ONE - Love at first bite
TWO - Bath me with your love
THREE - Hungry for your love I
FOUR - The truth untold II
FIVE - Bitter taste, Jealousy and bites
SIX - Take Me Home
SEVEN - The last bite
SET ME FREE
[MAFIA AU]
On Going
Side Characters: Min Yoongi as Agust D/Mafia boss, Jung Hoseok as Jack/Concierge, Namjoon/Police detective, Jungkook/Police detective, Park Jimin/thief and gang leader, Taehyung/Mafia member FBI Mole, Paradise owner. Jin/unknown, Busan/Mafia boss.
Warnings: This story contains nsfw content (descriptive blood, gore, etc.) as well as sexual content. Mentions may include violence, consumption of alcohol, explicit sexual interactions, sharp objects, knife play, description of injuries, themes of major horror and also explores obsessive behaviors and codependency, robbery, killing, guns, torturing, fire, toxic yandere men, violence, possessive behaviour, unhealthy relationships.
SUMMARY: You made it. Now a police intern as you always promised to your father before he died, you were more than happy to finally be able to help people like he did. But the law was not what you expected to be like. You did not know how lonely it would be for a young woman to grow her career in this kingdom. Having to take care of your 18 year old brother wasn't easy too and things just got a lot worse when you've met Agust D. The king of the mafia Min. He sure knew how to make a life turn into a hell hole.
Genre: Fantasy, romance, strangers to lovers, R +18.
SUMMARY: Did you know a fox only mates once in their life? For almost 400 years Min Yoongi never mated before, all theses years of emptiness and loneliness. He had tried so many times to end with his own hands. Until one night a hint of sweet and fire blows towards his nose, the smell was something he never felt before. And blood. Running for your life you felt hopeless in front of a lake, two man following you behind. Their disgusting smiles and eyes savoring your female body, you knew what they would do but you'd rather die. It all started with fire.
INTRO - Run little girl
ONE - Wood, cinnamon and honey.
TWO - Please wash away this blood on my skin
THREE - A taste of honey and dreams
FOUR - A Rise From The Shadows (coming soon)
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FINAL BREATH (coming soon)
BUNNY BUNS
[HYBRID AU]
DROPPED
SUMMARY: Jungkook needed to hide. He was on the run. And what better place for a bunny hybrid to hide then a Bunny coffee shop? How could he resist? You smelled sweet and looked nice. All it took was one smile of yours and a bunny bread and he was on all fours for you.
Bunny on the run
ONE SHOTS
Coming soon
YOONGI
My Best Friends Crush
Characters: Min Yoongi/music theory Teacher, Jung Hoseok/dance teacher, Jungkook/art and design student, Jimin/danc student, reader/art student.
Genre: strangers to lovers, forbidden love?
Warnings: mentions of explicit language, sexual references(smutty material), consumption of alcohol, age difference.
Summary: âmy whole life I always hated rules and protocols, growing to fin comfort on art as I could express myself unapologetically and freely. But there was one rule I made with myself; never fall in love with your friend crush.
With my rebellious nature, it was bound to be broken but I just never meet someone who would take that seriously.â
Iâm the kind of writer that starts writing a story for the smut, and when it comes to writing the smut i skip it and continue the story just to write the hot stuff after finishing the chapter.
My drafts be like:
And he kissed me passionatelyâŚ. (Write smut later)
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We stand by the door planing the runway gateway for the heistâŚ.
Sometimes I feel like I should take breaks when I feel like my mental health isnât good⌠but why is my writing lowkey better when Iâm depressed? *side eye to myself*
I have so much to unpack for the next chapter of set me free⌠will be updating this Sunday, dont worry. I couldnât think of a plot before but nowâŚ. Hummm i think im satisfied.
Characters: Min Yoongi as Agust D/Mafia boss, Jung Hoseok as Jack/Concierge, Namjoon/Police detective, Jungkook/Police detective, Park Jimin/thief and gang leader, Taehyung/Mafia member, Paradise owner. Jin/unknown, Busan/Mafia boss.
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Warnings: This story contains nsfw content (descriptive blood, gore, etc.) as well as sexual content. Mentions may include violence, consumption of alcohol, explicit sexual interactions, sharp objects, knife play, description of injuries, themes of major horror and also explores obsessive behaviors and codependency, robbery, killing, guns, torturing, fire, toxic yandere men, violence, possessive behaviour, unhealthy relationships.
If anger boiled under my skin before, now it was overflowing like lava. I enter the passenger seat without saying a word and ignoring the others.
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It had been the longest drive ever in my life, the dress i wore was torn on the skirt and my arm was covered in dry blood. The cut on my shoulder burned but the bleeding had stopped from the pressure i kept applying. I was certain iâd need stitches but i have to deal with it myself. I always had only myself no matter what, but that thought only intensified the bitterness i felt in that moment.
Once the car stopped by the now familiar mansion, I sighed in relief - of what i wasnât sure. I only left one hell to go back to another. I stepped out of the car ignoring all the whispers from Yoongis underlyings, as i fallowed him inside the mansion.
The tension in the air was palpable, i was sure he could feel my burning gaze on his back as he took each step upstairs. No one said a word the entire time and i felt like the time was passing so slowly I could almost see the small particles of dust in the air.
When he walked into his room i fallowed him inside, stoping in front of him as he sat on the edge of the bed. He sighted before his dark orbs stared into mine sharply.
- you were gonna left me - i accused, anger still burning in my chest.
- I was told you were already deadâŚ
- And you couldnât bother to even check! I could have died, and you act like it was nothing!
- You have no idea what happened, i donât have the luxury of worrying about you. - he got up, walking towards me he stops staring at my eyes - you should know this better, youâre the one who said you wanted this!
- I wanted you! Not this! Not at the cost of my life! - i raise my hand to hit him, but he quickly grabs my wrist pulling me even closer.
- This isnât a fairytale, y/n. - he mumbles against my face, his chest raising and falling with each breath he took - my life is a hell.
- You only think about yourself - I groan, trying to pull my hand from his grip but failing.
With my free hand i pull my knife from my leg and press it against his neck. I take a step towards him, forcing him to step back. In a mere second his entire semblance changed, as if a coin has been flipped. A side Iâve never seen of him faced me, his eyes stared into mine like a predator eyes its prey.
- You chose this, donât blame me for how you acted⌠we both know you wanted this.
He grabbed my hand against his neck, pressing the knife even harder against his neck.
- this is me, y/n⌠- the corners of his lips lift into a smirk, he leans closer pressing his forehead against mine.
I could feel my entire body freeze under his glare, my anger was but a mere memory now.
- that anger in your voice⌠- his hands tighten their grip on me - i wish i was as angry as Iâm turn on now.
He releases one of my wrists to grab me by the waist instead, turning us around with ease. I feel the edge of the bed behind my knees as he pushes me with his body, his presence was swallowing me whole.
I wanted to scream at him, slap that smirk from his lips. But I couldnât move, his words had completely stolen the ground under my feet. I was swimming in a pool of confusion and anger.
- you sick psycho-!
- That IâmâŚ
A gasp leaves my lips as he suddenly pushes me into the bed, caging my body with his own. His leg presses mine open as he settles above me, the hand holding mine with the knife against his neck never leaving its grasp.
Before i can even argue he smashes his lips into mine, a low growl rising from his throat and i fell his body weight above mine push me down.
He smiles even more when he pulls back, pressing the knife against his neck. I could see the small faint red already slipping from his skin.
- i hate you⌠- i glare at him.
- You say that, but you are not telling me to stop - his smirk falls, and he stares down at me. I couldnât read what his expression was, almost as if he was stuck between regret and lust.
I raise my hand again to hit him, but he sees through it quickly grabbing both my hands above my head. His eyes burn into mine and im overlapped with the feeling of his presence, his warmth.
I wanted to be completely envelope by him, so much that it weighted on my chest and it burned.
The betrayed i felt when i realized he would leave me was like a shoot to my heart, i never knew how much i cared until then.
- now⌠- he whispered, leaning closer.
He places a kiss at the corner of my eye, i feel something wet slide against my cheek and it is then that i realize. I was crying.
- thatâs not the woman that held a knife against my neck⌠- he says above my lips.
- I hate you⌠- i mumble, bitting my bottom lip as i stare into his eyes.
He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.
- i didnât knowâŚ. - he says with his eyes still close - that wasnât supposed to happen, when i saw you there⌠the anger in your eyes, i thought you hated me.
His words makes my head spin, when he finally opens his eyes i could finally see it. Through the cracks of his hard exterior, Yoongi cared.
- I couldnât face youâŚ. Not after I couldnât protect you, not if you hated me - he chuckled, eyes shining even more and i could only assume it was tears - everyone hates me and wants me dead.
- YoongiâŚ
- I know what monster Iâm, y/n⌠and you know it too.
- Yoongi-!
- This isnât a fairytale, y/n⌠i never had this with anyone, i have no idea what Iâm even doing now.
My lips opened and closed, I couldnât say a single word. My chest was heavy, each word that left this lips was another sting.
- all i know⌠is that I canât have you hate me, anyone but you.
- I⌠i donât hate you.
- Y/n⌠- he mumbles, breathless. His hands grip my wrists tighter and he presses his forehead against mine, lips bearly touching mine.
His fingers slide across my wrist taking the knife from me, his lips trail down my chin with soft kisses tracing a path over my jaw.
A cold feeling faces over my neck and collar bon es and it takes me a while to realize that its the knife, a shiver runs down my body as i feel the sharp knife trace down between my boobs.
Yoongi leans back to stare at me, his eyes filled with mischief fallowing the path he drew with the knife.
- Do you want it, y/n? - he presses the knife against the fabric of my dress.
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A/N: Is it safe to post? I must ask since it has been so long since i came here. I was going through my comments and i wanted to put in a work no matter how bad i felt, you people shared your love for my stories and i want to continue to share them with you. (Sorry for any grammatical mistakes! <3 hehe)
Characters: Min Yoongi as Agust D/Mafia boss, Jung Hoseok as Jack/Concierge, Namjoon/Police detective, Jungkook/Police detective, Park Jimin/thief and gang leader, Taehyung/Mafia member, Paradise owner. Jin/unknown, Busan/Mafia boss.
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Warnings: This story contains nsfw content (descriptive blood, gore, etc.) as well as sexual content. Mentions may include violence, consumption of alcohol, explicit sexual interactions, sharp objects, knife play, description of injuries, themes of major horror and also explores obsessive behaviors and codependency, robbery, killing, guns, torturing, fire, toxic yandere men, violence, possessive behaviour, unhealthy relationships.
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My mind have been a mess ever since i encountered agust d but that was also the moment i saw a chance to prove my worth at the station and to finally be one of them like Namjoon, it was a chance for me to get the bad guy and that was always my priority ever since i decided to become a police officer. As the days went by i found myself growing more and more impatient. The more my path crossed with Yoongi the more my greed became apparent, meeting Yoongi it was like a fire burning my skin, he brought out the things in me that I never once thought i had it it was uncomfortable to be in such situations I hade found myself to be so easily influenced by his presence that I just simply lost control. It was dangerous to be close to him but now more then ever I had no choice but to stay by his side but being with him i realized a part of me that was living dormant for all these years. Iâm going down a path i never once thought considered fallowing and for that reason Iâm lost inside this hell by my own choice, i had so much pride of my own morals and achievements when i started working at the station, my beliefs where always to make the world a better place by making the right choices and protecting those who made the same choices. After losing my dad i knew i wanted to fallow the path he did, make the right decisions and help people from the darkness of this world.
But what no one tells you about fallowing the right path is that to be a hero, is to bear the weight trying to bring justice to those who have no power but, you cannot.
Our laws exist to protect us but they are so limited to a point where even if you know whoâs the bad guy, without any solid evidence they will just be set free from punishment. The worst part is you know they are going to hurt people again.
I never wanted to be part of this, somehow Iâm grateful but at the same time I regret it very deeply all my choices. All it took was one slip and i was in the rabbit hole, that same darkness the people i was supposed to put in jail lived in, sooner or later, we always give in that slip to taste a new world.
I was taught to do the rigt thing and always fallow the rules, with my dad playing the biggest part into this. I know that justice takes time and you canât always do the right thing. The more i thought about the things i had done so far the more i realized, i was only trying to hold on the small part of me who still lives in my past. The girl who worked at her fathers police station, the girl who loved Namjoon and would do everything she could to fallow her fathers steps and protect the last family she had.
Right or wrong are just concepts made by us to justify our actions, who really decides was right or wrong in this? In the end we all have to count on someone elseâs empathy to get a less harsh punishment. If a convicted criminal of murder shows remorse he could use the empathy of the judges, the same laws that are there to protect us also protect them, whether they are faking it or not.
There is no god in this, we are all by ourselves here trying to live in a world were anyone you cross paths could be a psychopath.
As Jack drove us back to the mansion this was all i could think of, feeling a weight over my chest press down my heart against my bones and the emptiness it left as if killing that men was the last straw to selling my soul to the devil and I could feel every bit of it happening under my skin.
All that didnât phase Yoongi even the smallest bit, i stared at him sitting comfortably beside me he had his eyes closed a relaxed almost pleasant look on his face. It made me wonder if he even felt anything when he killed his first victim, was he a normal person once? Did life made him a monster? What lead him into this world?
Once we got at the mansion he walked out first and i fallowed him out, keeping on his shadow as he entered the mansion and slowly walked towards his office.
No one said a word the entire time and i could already feel the hot tension rise by the seconds, if he notice my presence behind him he didnât mentioned and as we finally got in his office he was quick to fill a glass with alcohol while i turned to closed the doors behind me slowly sitting in on of the couches on the room.
He took the sit on the other couch in front of me lighting a cigarette the fire shining bright in front of his face making the scar on his eye even more noticeable, never failing to make his looks sharp and scarier. He took a blow of it before finally looking at me for the first time since we got here.
Whatever went through his head in that moment i knew it was far away from any comfort words, i never expected that from him and i wasnât disappointed by it.
I had taking someone elseâs life to save my brother, the only thing i want now is the truth he had promised me.
- if you are expecting a hug from me.. i hate to disappoint - was the first thing he said, scoffing a laugh.
- i wouldnât dare to - i was quick to reply, getting a chuckle from him.
- then why did you fallow me? - he asked, clearly amused taking a sip of the drink in his hand while the cigarette burned between his fingers - wanna make sure i fallow the end of our bargain?
- yeahâŚ
- donât worry itâs done - he said, as if it was nothing. But i founded hard to believe, it couldnât be as simple as that.
I never expected but it still angered me, moved by the fire inside me i got up making my way towards him i harshly took the cigarette from his fingers, taking a blow of it before turning to him.
- since youâve proven yourself Yoongi why donât you start talking? - i spat - i donât want your compassion, i know you got none. From you i just want one thing, the damn truth.
- why? - he scoffed, turning to look at me impatiently - you think youâll go back to that silly life of yours? Get over it, is too late for that. Youâre in my world now, you get what i give when i decide to.
Now it was my turn to scoff but no matter how much that angered me he was right. You can lead the horse to the lake but you canât force it to drink from it, i bite back my tongue feeling a bitter taste up my throat.
- and if you still want me to work for you, you need to start talking - i said, sitting down beside him.
- now youâre ordering me around? You are not in charge here sweetieâŚ
- you owe me that - i said, turning to him, using the right words would get me good points with him, i needed to gain his trust if i wanted to live a longer life, that was the only way to avoid Jack. Still it infuriated me how he never told me anything, i knew he didnât had to but the least he could do is tell me about his plans at the station.
I knew exactly were i stood in here, not above him, not beside him and not even under him like his dogs. I was disposable, the last thing I wanted was to die here of all places. I knew for a fact that fallowing the rules would get you the the best chance. I hated to admit that but that was the only way.
- you said you would tell me everything after i did my work tonight - i said - then do it. Why were you at the station that day? Why did you almost killed the director?
He sighted almost rolling his eyes, taking a sip of his hard liquor before looking at me with bored eyes.
- i had a deal with youâre director - he said, staring at the cup on his hand as he moved around over his thigh - youâre smart enough to know it by know, what would i possibly want with the police?
It had passed my mind before that the director wasnât exactly the good guy to begin with, Yoongis insinuations seemed to set fire to that old thought of mine and I could almost feel the dots connecting to each other - so the police was working with them this whole time, they were hiding Agust D tracks every time and making it impossible to get him. But why?
Namjoon has been fallowing a ghost his whole life in hopes of making justice possible, they had been playing with him just like they did to me.
It made me sick to even think about it.
But most importantly I could only wonder what would the police needed with Yoongi or what he used against them to get them to hide his tracks this whole time?
- Iâm sure you know now⌠- he chuckled, knowingly - youâre friend was getting too close, i came to talk to him and he decided to call out our agreement. He was confident that Namjoon guy would get me eventually, so i had to make sure I made them aware of who they were dealing with.
- so that was a massage⌠- i murmured, more to myself staring at the floor.
- yeah, not that i needed to do much - he chuckled, taking the cigarette from my hand yes staring back at me with smirk laying over his red lips - you just happened to be there right on time, every single time i needed.
- what?
- in so little time you manage to get inside Paradise, obviously thanks to Scarlet then you proceeded to offer yourself to me unknowingly and ruined their opportunity to get me - he said, eyes shining brighter with delight.
Looking so proud of my mistakes, it didnt help to ease the way my insides were turning and turning around at his words. Making more and more obvious how my intervention helped only him, the one i was so confident i would put behind bars.
- i had reasons for itâŚ
The most poor and stupid excuse left my lips, I couldnât look at his face anymore to embarrassed to face him and the truth. I made a terrible mistake by thinking I could face him head on and win.
- you did⌠but what now? - he taunted - what do you have? Nothing⌠youâve been nothing but a puppet this entire time, my puppet.
He made it clear from the beginning how it would end up for me if I continued with that investigation on him, i was honestly surprised at how he left me leave the first moment weâve meet and yet i decided to ignore all the warnings he was âkindâ enough to give me. I pondered if he was truly warning me or if it all wasnât just an act to get me exactly where he wanted me to be.
He told me he would bring me to hell if i kept digging for him and here i was now, it felt different having to hear him say all that Iâve been thinking about ever since we meet.
But I was too deep into the darkness that surrounded him, there was no way to live in this world without getting your hands dirty. I was aware of that. It was all my fault.
For a second i felt stupid at how well he played me without me even realizing, feeling stupid for being so weak and giving in more and more. But now? I didnât felt bed for destroying the operation and letting Yoongi escape, i made up my mind in that car as we came back deciding to rather then running from the fire, i would burn and dance with it. He wasnât wrong when he looked into my eyes and showed me my own sins, but the more i stared at the fire in his eyes the more i felt deeply attracted to the darkness surrounding him.
To survive.
To feed my own greed. Truly⌠a puppet.
-I could still end you here right now⌠- I gripped his neck.
I was serious, I could feel my blood boiling under my skin. My pride was hurt, my heart was in pieces and all he did was stare at me with a sly grin on his face. He chuckled gripping my hands around his neck even tighter, his eyes burning into mine.
- do it⌠- he dared - but we both know you wonât.
he wasted no time proving how much stronger he was then me, pulling my hands away from his neck. With one hand he gripped the back of my neck, pulling me closer.
- tell me why you wonât kill me⌠you had many chances⌠- he said, a whisper. Heâs breath hitting my lips.
- donât play as if you didnât know whyâŚ
- no, you donât play coy with me⌠come on now, be a good girl for me and use your words.
His lips lifted into a smirk, he leaned forward face centimeters away from mine. Feeling his breath over my own lips a shiver runs down my whole body, the smell of whiskey was intoxicating making me crave more of him.
- say it⌠y/n.
I swallowed hard before thinking about it one last time. I knew this was one way and no turning back, but Yoongi was my best shot at surviving now. Even more he wanted me to be honest with him and myself.
- Donât lie to me⌠- he smile was completely sickening, eyes darker then ever - itâs not that hard.
- i wantâŚ
- yes, what do you want? - he leaned more into me, hands reaching behind me to cage me under his body.
And to feed my desires for him.
- youâŚ
He stopped immediately, eyes searching for mine and in that split second while i stared into his sharp eyes i saw his facet break, just a bit but enough for me to notice - surprise. He truly didnât expect me to say that, one would even think that hearing that would be so fulfilling to ones ego, but him? It was as if he never heard it before. I didnât know anything could get a reaction from him but i knew in that moment, despite everything else he secretly wished to be desired too. Even though he said he knew.
So i took my chance and braced the fire that would come with it.
Closing my arms around his neck i pushed him down, sitting over his lap with one leg on each side of his hips.
- i want you, Agust d - i said over his lips - in every way possible.
Looking down in his eyes seeing how he no longer had any trace of surprise in them but a serious look, hands sliding up my hips to my bear back holding my arms to slid away from his neck.
My heart begin to beat faster, blood running cold on my body. Shit.
I could see it in his eyes that he wanted, so what was holding him back in that moment?
- are you sure? - he simply asked, not looking me in the eyes but at our hands - do you have any idea what that choice comes with?
- does it matter to you? - i bit into my lower lip, i felt so confused in that moment. The warmth that surrounded us was disintegrating slowly, i helplessly wanted to hold on into that warmth.
His unphased expression was making me more and more anxious, one moment i was burning under his gaze and now completely frozen and lost. Swallowing all of my pride and embracing myself, i wished to be right about this.
- it makes meâŚ. Yours - in that small second i looked into his eyes again i saw the surprised in them, bearly noticeable but it was there for a second.
- and youâre sure you can take what comes with that? - he mutter over my lips.
- i donât know but i donât wanna leave youâŚ
I canât leave my only chance to survive now.
- youâre life will be mine⌠completely⌠- he whispered above my lips.
- weâll go down together then.
I didnât wanted to lose any more seconds when i pushed my lips over his, feeling his smirk as i bite into his botttom lip. Catching his eyes briefly as i did so, he was quick to press his short nails on my exposed back scratching the skin down stoping at my hips. I moaned on his mouth kissing him hungrily.
He let out a soft groan as i slide my hands down his waist inside his shirt slowly tracing his ribs, the friction was enough to make us both lose our minds, i could tell he was holding back from letting out a moan as i grinded against his hips, my own body was becoming needy, craving more and more.
- Mmngh..You feel so good⌠- He whispered between ragged breathes and I felt my thoughts growing more and more blank, the only thing on my mind right now was him.
I grind against his hips again, feeling his warmth through the fabrics separating us, his breath hitches when i grind against him again, i hold his chin up taking in his lustful gaze, his grip on my hips tightened and i could almost feel how blissful he was becoming.
He gives me a devious smirk and gently ran his fingers along your spine as he whispered in my ear:
- You truly are a skilled rider, you feel so good on top of me.
The doors for the office burst open.
- you have to go to Busan - said Jack in a rushed tone.
Yoongi leaned away from me, hands still dancing over my naked back. I stared at him as he nodded to Jacks direction who soon left the room.
- i have to go - he said to me.
I nodded resting my forehead over his, lips brushing against each other as the heat slowly drifted away from our bodies.
- now, you behave while Iâm gone.
His hands slipped down my back to rest over my hips pulling me out of his lap. After that o was quick to make my way out of his office but no before he called out my name.
- the room in front of mine - he said - thatâs your room, some of your stuff is there already.
- okay, thanks.
With that i left completely.
From what i could tell, how he suddenly changed in seconds and jacks rushed and slightly worried eyes, something big mustâve happen that needed him to be there in person. I over heard from Namjoon once at the station, that his mafia had rooted connections in Busan as they were investigating and I wonder if Namjoon manage to take action on his secret plan as he told me once.
If he did Yoongi might be in trouble, but I canât tell. Both of them are unpredictable when it comes to getting what they want.
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Itâs been two days since Yoongi left to Busan, no one told me anything about him or when was he even going to come back.
Anytime I would worry about him my mind would remind me of who I was thinking about, he certainly was not someone who would let anything happen to him. He made it clear who he was and what he was capable of. So I worry nothing about him.
Still it felt weird to be here without him, it was his house and I was used to have his presence around. Hands even been that long and I was so deep in a nest of snakes.
I had shaken hands with the devil before now it was time to dance with him, the only thing that kept wondering with worry in my mind was how no one would tell me anything.
The few maids in the house wouldnât even say a word to me, the guards around the mansion acted like I was invisible.
I had no one here.
It felt just like I was back at the station once again, no one would tell me anything because I wasnât a detective yet. Just a mere office worker for them, I couldnât tell anything to Namjoon because he wouldnât understand.
He grew up in a completely different world then mine, he didnât know how hard it was to try to grow your career in a police station especially when you are a woman, no matter how good I was or my scores in the academy they still viewed me as weak and fragile.
I thought that if I worked harder they would notice me, but that only got me more work and less acknowledgement.
My view for them has changed also, now that I knew how corrupted they are. They were nothing but mere trash to me. Walking garbage.
My days here were the same, day after day ever since Yoongi left I was completely alone in this mansion. The only exception being the presence of the house keeper and the very few employees that helped her.
Another two days had went by without any news from Yoongi, I donât know if I shouldâve been grateful for that or worried.
Tha was until I heard a loud noise from downstairs, I was goin to bed since it was half past ten already but the noise caught me off guard. I quickly turned to fallow it and see what was that about.
The moment I saw his face I couldnât hold myself anymore, first thing I notice I was rushing towards him. No second thoughts in my head as I closed my arms around Yoongis neck. For a while he didnât move, I could feel how his body was stiff under my arms.
- what are you doing? - he said. His words were like a bucket of cold water.
Of course it would be like this, what was I even thinking in that moment. Is not like I missed him.
- Iâm just checking if you got any holes in you⌠- I pull away, staring up at his eyes.
- you think Iâd be that careless? - he chuckled - it was all playful banterâŚ
He didnât seem one bit concerned or stressed, almost as if he went to a trip and not to fix a problem. He came back in a complete different mood then he left. Was i wrong then? Did Namjoon not went with his plan for Busan?
- not that I care about what you do⌠but next time send a message?
- Iâll remember that for the next time⌠- he says as he walks up the stairs, without looking back.
I scoffed, of course. Criminals and their cold blooded hearts, i only grew more suspicious. Exactly what happened in Busan?
I decide to fallow him up stairs, not really sure why. It felt so natural, waiting for him to come home and being in his presence after not seeing him for days.
I enter his office after him, watching as he lights a cigarette and sits down behind his desk.
- You seem off⌠more then usual⌠- I cross my arms over my chest as I observe him.
For some there wouldnât be a way to see it, but he was different tonight. I could see it by how he used his left hand to light his cigarette, he never did that and he kept avoiding having to use his right hand. He didnât meet my eyes ever since he came back, heâd always stare at me so deep as if sweeping inside my soul.
It was odd how he looked serious now, not intense serious but cold, so cold.
He paused for a second, looking around before he glance at me with irritation clear in his eyes.
- Does it concern you ? - He replied, his voice low and sharp.
He took a long drag from his cigar, the smoke spilling past his lips in a steady stream.
- I was busy with work - He muttered simply, the corner of his lips quirking up into an almost mocking smirk.
-it was just an observationâŚ- I say, at that point I knew he wasnât going to tell me anything and I couldnât blame him. If I was him, I wouldnât either.
He let out a dry laugh, shaking his head slightly. âIs that so ?â He mused, his eyes boring into you.
- How observant of you - he sneered, his gaze now locked on mine. - as alwaysâŚ
He visibly tensed, his hand clenching around his cigar for a moment, his eyes narrowing as he studied you carefully. He let out a huff, his expression still stoic, but his eyes almost seemed to soften slightly.
- i have a meeting tomorrow⌠- He finally says - youâll accompany me so go to bed, is late already.
Part of me wanted to stay, to talk to him but I knew better. Besides how tense and angry he was in that moment he still manage a bit of softness to tell me to go rest it was tiny, but it was there and that weighted so much more to me then I ever thought it was possible.
With no further do, i turn to leave his office but he pulls me back. Fingers circling around my wrist.
I look back at him surprised for a second, that surely was unusual.
- donât leave yetâŚ- he says, looking away from me.
- do you need to tell me something more? - I questioned, crossing my arms.
- donât⌠- he mumbled, frowning as he stared at the desk in front of him - donât sleep on your room tonight.
I could almost feel the thumping of my heart in my chest the moment he said those words, as if on cue my entire body burns with excitement but I try to hold back from the possibility.
- and were should I sleep? - I mumbled, my voice almost a whisper.
- with me.
I gasped the moment he pulls me closer by the waist, pressing our bodies together as his hands slide down my back at my hips.
- you should sleep with me tonightâŚ
I stared into his eyes looking for something, anything that could tell me what was going inside his mind. Heâs been hot and cold ever since he came back from Busan, keeping secrets and acting as if nothing happened even though I couldnât tell that there was more to it then he was letting me know. Now as i stood so close to him, feeling the warmth of his skin and his heart beat through his chest. How his eyes seemed to falter ever so slightly, i knew it.
Something did happen.
But neither he could tell how he felt.
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I couldnât tell if I had actually slept, it felt as if I only blinked my eyes and when I open it was morning already.
Going to bed with him last night felt so odd and i could tell it was for him too, because we werenât enveloped by the blinding desire or our needs. It was more intimate then weâve been to each other, we both spent a night together only by each otherâs arms and suddenly it didnât felt like i was in bed with Agust d, that was Yoongi. When i woke up he was already up.
This time I had breakfast with Yoongi and seeing him across from the table as the light reflected on his face was a sight for sore eyes, how the sun iluminated every line of his face making him look much softer even with the scar over his eye. He looked so domestic in that moment that I almost forgot I was looking at a criminal. Almost.
Looks can surely be deceiving - i thought as i sipped my coffee, watching him from across the table.
We havenât spoken a word to each other since last night, none of us tried to make small conversation. We just kept going as if everything was normal. It felt unreal and yet so comforting, it still amazed me how natural we could act together at times like this at this point I didnât know if he was the insane person or me.
Oddly enough we did everything together, from breakfast to picking each otherâs clothes for today, to lunch and eventually getting ready in his room for the meeting.
I was confused, it was writing all over my face and anyone could tell. Even he could as we got ready in his bathroom, I couldnât stop stealing glances at him as i did my make up.
- thatâs rude⌠- he said as he fixed his sleeves - youâre staring.
- thatâs audacious coming from you - put the lipstick own.
We didnât said anything after that but I couldnât forget how he laughed at that, for the first time it was a genuine laugh.
As i found myself beside him on his car, Hoseok - as he called jack when we got in the car - drove us to our destination and I couldnât understand how he wouldnât just tell me what this all was about, even after making me come all the way with him.
What was this meeting about? Why he needed me there?
- I have something for youâŚ- he said for the first time since we left the house.
- yes? - I turned to look at him.
He takes my hand, palm facing up before placing a silver collar with a butterfly on it.
- I saw you wearing one like this when I first meet you⌠- he says as if it was nothing.
I looked at him in utter shock, i was aware that he was perceptive of everything around him I just never knew I was included in that perception as well. He had notice such small detail about me from so long ago, I couldnât hide my surprise - more like utter shock.
- donât think too much of it⌠you can wear it or throw it away - he says, his tone was nonchalant, but i could still see his lingering gaze on the necklace every now and then.
- I never thought you were one to give giftsâŚ
- humph⌠i told you not to think much of it - he looks over the window as i stare at him with a grin.
- my bad⌠help me put it on? - i say leaning closer to his side, watching as he looks at me suspiciously.
His eyes lock into mine sharply, almost like a cat eyeing a mouse before he scoffed and leaned closer to me with a smirk on his lips. He takes the necklace from my hand, and turn my back for him holding my hair up as he places the jewelry around my neck. For a split moment his cold finges slowly brush against my neck making me almost shrink at the sudden touch. I could hear his south breathing behind me, his breath hitting the back of my back exposed by the dress i wore. Once i could tell the necklace was closed around my neck i let go my hair, but before i could move away he pulls on my arm making me stop on my tracks.
- what? - i say in almost a whisper, feeling my cheeks heat up for letting him know how he had affected me in that moment.
- donât move⌠- he says behind me, his breathing hitting my shoulder as he leans even closer.
I could feel my face heating up and body shivering, suddenly feeling like a tiger was about to jump over me from behind. He pulls my hair to the side, his touch almost soothing and like a predator hunting its pray he was the best at distracting before attacking.
I gasped when he suddenly grips my neck pushing his body against mine as he circles his right arm around my waist.
- you do have a beautiful neck⌠- he whispers in my ear - you know what i like the most about you, y/n?
- no⌠- i swallowed hard, knowing him this could either end really good or bad.
- your strength⌠- he grips my neck tighter, forcing me to look only ahead but still not enough to cut my air, just enough to apply the needed pressure to keep me in his claws. - you almost look weak but when i push the right buttons you never hesitate to pull the trigger, such an interesting puppet you are y/n. I want you beside me.
- i thought i already was⌠you trying to make it seem Iâm choosing to work for you just to mess with me - i grip his writs pulling his hand off my neck - i was always a pawn on your games, i will stay beside you but not like the others.
- good⌠- he gives me small smile letting go of me- Iâd hate to get bored of you so soon.
I couldnât decipher him at all. He only acted however he saw fit in any situation, I couldnât understand him at all but one thing i knew - he did know which buttons to push to make me go mad in both good and bad ways.
The car son comes to a stop in front of a luxury building, the name Golden Star shined bright in cursive words on top of it. A few sports cars were parked in front of it and i watched as a men walks out of a Ferrari in a tuxedo with a woman wearing a bright silver dress, completely exuding luxury head to toe. Suddenly i felt a bit self conscious of picking my doctor martins as shoes with the dress i wore, it never bothered me before in Paradise because people there werenât always dressed so sophisticated like that but now that i look at it. I shouldâve have put more effort into it.
Yoongi takes my hand placing around his arm as he guides me inside the building, the place was something Iâve only ever saw in movies. As we walk past the entrance we stop at the entering hall, in the middle of two big stairs was a red velvet curtain leading to entry of the cassino. I only ever heard about this place on the news, the hotel and cassino Golden Star. Even the air here felt more rich than outside.
- master Yoongi - a men dressed in a tuxedo approaches us, his name tag read Alfred. - mister Wuhan hasnât arrived yet but he left the room ready for you in advance, but if you wish to entertain yourself at the cassino till his arrival Iâll guide you there.
- want to see the cassino? - Yoongi suddenly whispered to me.
- what? - i looked at him surprised, i didnât expect he would take that into consideration and mostly i didnât understand why he would.
- it might take some time⌠wonât you indulge into some fun before the real meeting starts? - he grins, glint shining in his eyes mischievously.
- honestly⌠it doesnât catch my interest.
It truly didnât, games in cassino were never something I found interest in partaking. If ever, i might felt curious now that they were so close to my reach but i was more inclined into watching it seeing how it worked rather than playing.
- weâll go straight to the room - he says to Alfred.
- Very well master - Alfred smiles softly - this way, please.
We fallow Alfred up the long stairs, into a long corridor till we stop at a double black door. The men uses a black card on the digital lock, i notice the three golden letters on it âVIPâ in golden cursive. As the door opens were soon met with glass window wall ahead with golden curtains hanging from above on each corner. The floor and the walls where black but the floor had a marble effect with gold and gray, in the center of the room was a L couch in velvet black as well as a red glass coffee table in the center and a mini bar on the right with a tv above it on the wall.
The decoration wasnât what surprised me but who was sitting there, all blissful and shirt half opened.
- oh there you are⌠Agust d and miss bodyguard⌠- Jimin looks at us over his lashes, taking a sip of a red drink on his right hand and having a hard time with the straw. Clearly he was already drunk.
- i thought you stoped with thisâŚ. - Yoongi says, walking over the opposite couch and sitting down already taking a cigarette and his lighter to smoke.
- i did but⌠Wuhan offered a good deal so I couldnât say no - Jimin mumbles, for a moment i try not to jump to conclusions but I couldnât help but wonder what business he had here, especially with the men Yoongi was supposed to met.
- take a sit.. - Yoongi says to me, blowing the smoke into the air - have your fillâŚ
He motions with his head towards the mini bar filled with all different types of alcohol bottles.
- Iâm not one to drink actually - i cross my arms, taking a cigarette at sit at the corner of the couch.
- why? Canât handle your alcohol? - he smirks, his tone full of sarcasm.
- no i just get tired from drinking, besides⌠as your pawn shouldnât i stay sober? - i arch my eyebrow as i look at him.
- touchÊ⌠- he blows the smoke into my direction.
- did you two fight? - Jimin leans closer to me - y/n! Since youâre here give me some attention, hum?
He blinked slowly as he stares at me, still leaning closer to my side. Although i doubt he was doing on purpose and not just falling at this point. It could be considered a crime how blissfully beautiful he looked now, perhaps the lingering innocence he managed to keep while still having a sexy appeal was what made him impossible to resist. The combo of always saying the right words as if he coated each one with honey could be added to the list of things that made him powerful, with no doubt i was sure he could have anyone he wanted with just a few words.
But i wasnât like others, i could still see under that mask he wore, different then Yoongi i could read Jimin with ease because that was who he was, he never tried to hide his intentions and desires. Being like that was who he was, and being himself with the wrong people was what made him weak and easy to take advantage off. Knowing that I couldnât just look at him as some sexy guy in front of me, i felt more⌠worried.
- iâll give you some thenâŚ- i smiled softly, taking the glass from his hand i pick a bottle of water from the coffee table opening for him and putting a straw in it, i hold it up for him to drink.
At first he only stares at me with a pout on his lips before reluctantly drink the water, i hear a chuckle behind me and i look at Yoongi over my shoulder.
- youâre picking strays like that? - he teases.
- shut up⌠Iâd do the same for you⌠- I mumble.
- you wouldnât.
His assertion was final, it was truth. I would never do the same for him because he would never put himself into such situations, Yoongi didnât need anyone to take care of him he was just that capable of living by himself. Knowing exactly every step to take to get where he wanted and never falling into the temptations of getting wasted as it would only take away his focus and control. Perhaps now I could actually get a little bit inside his mind after all, that thought brought a smile to my face for some reason.
I spend the next moments taking care of Jimin, making sure he eat an apple from the fruit plate in the middle of the coffee table that at first I thought was fake, and making sure he drinks water until heâs at least bit sober.
Jimin was a baby when drunk, I took those mental notes as he nuzzled on my neck and pouted the entire time.
If it wasnât for the moment someone called him over he would probably still be on my lap like a puppy.
- Thank you miss body guard⌠thanks to you I can walk down the stairs without breaking a bone - he smiled at me before walking out the privet room.
I chuckled to myself as I saw him leaving.
- youâre quite the sweetheart adopting strays⌠- yoongi mumble.
- you seem jealous? - I retorted.
- me? Of that? - he scoffed, while pouring another glass of whiskey for himself.
He looked at me for a moment wordlessly, his gaze boring into mine. He slides closer to my side, until i almost feel his body heat against mine.
- Maybe youâre just trying to get a reaction out of me, - he added, voice lowering to a deep murmur as he holds his eyes still firmly on mine.
- And if I want a reaction, which do I get? - I stare back at his eyes firmly.
A hint of a smirk tugged at the corners of his mouth, and he took another drag from his cigar, a plume of smoke billowing around his face.
-Maybe you should find out, -he replied, his voice lowering to a deep murmur. He was leaning so close now I could feel the heat from his body, the scent of cigar smoke filling my lungs and the whiskey on his breath.
He let the moment drag on, his eyes never leaving mine. After a few moments of silence, he reached out, his fingers brushing against my cheek as he holds my chin to face him.
- Youâre playing a dangerous game, - he murmured, almost to himself.
- youâve been sitting here watching, playing fool but I want you⌠- I stare back at him.
A low growl escaped his lips and in one swift move, he had me backed up against the couch, his body pressed close to mine, hands on each side of my head, trapping me under him.
- Youâre playing with fireâŚ. - he whispered against my ear, his voice a low murmur. - we shouldnât do this game now⌠Iâm working here.
I froze for moment, his eyes meeting mine with a longing and fire I never seen before. I could feel my body heat rise, my chest moving up and down as I breathed and the loud thump of my own heart beat in my ears.
- You donât know what youâre asking for, - he said quietly, his voice almost hoarse. - teasing me like this before my meetingâŚ.
- Why? Afraid someone might walk in? - I mumbled, breathing heavily as I looked from his eyes to his lips.
I could see how he tensed slightly, his eyes darting to the door.
- Iâm not afraid of anything, - he snapped, his voice a little gruff. He leaned in closer to my face, his gaze intense. - But if someone were to walk in, what would they see? How much⌠would be off by then?
He slides his hand under the skirt of the dress, tracing up my thigh and pulling over his hip.
His hand clenched around my thigh, the tension between you both growing.
- You want to do this here? - He asked quietly, his voice gruff. He leaned in even closer, his breath hot against the skin of my neck.
- You set my body on fire⌠is only fair you take care of it.
- I might just do something weâll both regret. - he murmured, his voice low and rough.
- I never thought youâd be one to restrain yourself?
A smirk tugged at the corner of his lip, and let out a mocking little huff.
- You really think you can tease me, donât you? - He asked, his voice lowering to a dangerous murmur.
Before i could respond, he suddenly pressed his body against me, his lips claiming mine in a harsh, intense kiss.
- Mmmh⌠- I circle my arms around his neck, pulling him even closer.
His lips met with mine hungrily, body pressing against mine and hands gripping my thighs in bruising grip. He didnât hold back, making me ache even more for his touch, giving in to the desire i had been holding back for so long. One of his hands gripped my hip as the other slides over my side and chest, giving it a tight squeeze before sliding up my neck grabbing a fistful of my hair. I moan into his mouth, arching my back, he let out a low, guttural, possessive growl against your mouth.
He tilts my head to the side, with a pull on my hair trailing his lips down my neck, leaving rough kisses as he went. I was a mess under him as he continued to bite and suck on the sensitive skin, gripping his shoulders as I felt him leave a long lick over my pulse.
- Do you have any idea what you do to me?- He whispered against my skin, his voice rough and ragged sending shivers down my spine.
- Ahhh⌠I could think of⌠a few things⌠- I mumble breathlessly.
He thinks I can still speak right now?
He let out a mocking little huff, his breath hot against my neck.
- Oh really? - He asked, his lips hovering over your skin, his tongue darting out to taste you. - You seem confident, huh?
- shut upâŚ
He lets out a dark laugh, his hand tightening in your hair.
- Is that what you want? - he presses another harsh nip at my neck. - For me to shut up?
He tugged on my hair again, pulling my head back further, exposing more of my neck completely to himself. His lips trail wet kisses along my skin, nibbling gently on my collarbones.
He lets go of my hair, hand trailing down the curve of my body to my hip, squeezing the flesh in a tight grip.
I could feel his smirk against my skin, his fingers gripping into my hip tighter as he pushed his body even more against mine, pressing his hips into mine.
- Donât tell me youâre getting shy on me all of a sudden? - he murmured, his tone almost mocking.
- Shut up⌠you know what I wantâŚ
- I know what you want - he murmured, his voice low and rough. He leaned in, his lips ghosting against my earlobe so softly I could feel my body giving in all restraints - But I want to hear you say it. Tell me what you want.
I couldnât bring myself to say it, all the things I wanted him to do to me in that moment. All the lewd things that clouded my mind and the ways I wanted him to take me. For a split second I was back at reality, we shouldnât be doing this now. Anyone could enter the room, but heaving him so close after heaving a taste was not helping my mind make a single right thought.
So I didnât say anything and just pulled him into a fervently kiss.
He groans against my lips, almost caught of guard as i pull him but quickly, his hand is gripping my hip even tighter as he regains controls once more. His body is pressed even more into mine, his other hand grabbing a fistful of my hair, as his lips move against mine hungrily, desperately as if he couldnât get enough of it and so couldnât I.
His tongue delves into my mouth, tasting, dominating the kiss in a brutal sort of way. He was restless, pushing and pressing his body flush against mine, his arms wrapped around your waist as he grinds against my core pulling my leg over his hip.
I groan into his mouth, pulling on his hair making him moan into the kiss, his hand yanking on your hair slightly as I bite his bottom lip. He was so demanding and fierce, It turned me on even more, and i could feel the fire inside me burning hotter with each second. I needed him desperately.
He pulls away from the kiss, nipping at my lip, and moves back to kiss along the side of my neck again, this time with a little more teeth, as if to leave his own mark on me.
- Youâre driving me crazy⌠- he murmurs against your throat, his voice rough.
He lets out another low chuckle, as he continues to kiss along your neck, his teeth grazing the skin, leaving behind little marks as his hands roam all of my body.
I stare up at his eyes, holding him closer. I wanted to stay in that moment forever but before I could even open my lips to say anything, the sound of a knock on the door stopped us.
He froze, his eyes snapping towards the door, his expression dark. He was breathing heavily, holding me even tighter, obviously angry to be interrupted at this moment.
- Heâs here⌠- Jack voice says from the other side of the door.
The men Yoongi was supposed to meet arrived. What a timing.
Once he registered that he was quick to let go of me, sitting upright while he fixed his shirt.
Now it was time for business, for Agust d to show up.
- Iâm gonna fix myself in the bathroom⌠- I say as I get up.
- yeah⌠donât take too long though - he mumbles already taking another cigar from his pocket.
Once I exit the room I release a breathe I didnât even knew I was holding, my body still tingled from the after effects of his touches and I couldnât think of anything else but us.
I no longer felt ashamed from wanting more, for the first time Iâve been with Yoongi I only wanted more of him. I didnât had to worry about people finding out at work because I no longer belonged to that life.
As I walk to the ladies room, I look back at the corridor seeing as a men with white hair walks into the room Yoongi was. He had two bodyguards with him and Jimin by his side, clinching his arm like an intimate friend. So thatâs what he does - I thought.
I didnât wanted to go back now, so I took my time in the bathroom. Splashing some cold water on my hands so i can wet my neck, trying my best to keep my body in control.
For some reason I had a bad feeling about this meeting. I couldnât put my mind into what it was, but something felt odd. I felt like I saw that men with the white hair before, was it something at the station about him, perhaps, but I couldnât put my mind to it.
With one last look at the mirror I exit the bathroom, walking back to the VIP room. From afar I notice the two body guards werenât by the door anymore, making me stop immediately at my tracks. This didnât seem right, as I reach for the door handle I hear a groan from behind the door and my heart jumps in my chest - Yoongi!
I gasped as a hand grabs me from behind pressing a cloth over my mouth and nose, the strong smell of chemicals immediately hits me making my nose burn. I try my hardest to pull away but the men holds me tightly against a wall, my mind was beginning to feel hazy and I knew what would happen then.
I was getting kidnapped.
What a damn timing.
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It felt like I was hit by a car, my head was so heavy it took my longer to open my eyes then to wake up. I regretted immediately after once a sharp pain hit through my head, when I tried to move I felt my wrists and feet tied to the chair.
All the sounds around me were distant muffled voices, my head was spinning and I couldnât speak.
- oi! Wake up dollâŚ
- oh⌠gods⌠you guys are ugly - i groaned, looking up at the two men.
Iâm so fucked now, how did i even got in this situation?
Authors note: Call me the queen of cliff hanger endings because Iâm about to push you all, jokes aside i bet you all thought i left right? And i did⌠for some time, but Iâm back to finish this up for you all. Also sorry for any errors and mistakes. You better give this chapter a heart! Love you all and happy new year!
Iâm still finishing up the ideas for the plot (i have a few in mind) but I havenât felt very satisfied with them yet, might take a bit longer but im feeling very excited to finish this works for you guys!
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I will be finishing Set Me Free from now so expect more content from this one. NOW an update on Bunny buns, guys i have dropped it. Bunny buns will only have a special chapter coming soon, just to end things so i donât leave you guys not knowing anything about the characters story.
The reason behind me dropping Bunny buns is because i no longer feel comfortable writing about hybrids, not that I donât like but the story just doesnât bring anything to me anymore.
The last chapter of Bunny buns will probably come after i finish Set Me Free, as iâm writing it at the same time i do Set Me Free.
Since many of you are still waiting for updates on Bunny Buns Iâll drop this special one chapter where Iâll try in a very demure way to put everything in one so you guys can still enjoy it. Take it as a disband chapter đ. Also, anyone want smut in the special chapter or should i keep it fluffy??? Please leave a comment and Iâll do my best!!
Some spoilers will be posted along the week so you can enjoy the progress!
Iâm almost done with the next chapter of set me free, probably gonna post between today and tomorrow depending on my time today. Yay! I think is going well so far and i hope you guys like it because weâll introduce a new character soon.
- Iâm sure you know now⌠- he chuckled - youâre friend was getting too close, i came to talk to him and he decided to call out our agreement. He was confident that Namjoon guy would get me eventually, so i had to make sure I made them aware of who they were dealing with.
- so that was a massage⌠- i murmured, more to myself staring at the floor.
- yeah, not that i needed to do much - he chuckled, taking the cigarette from my hand yes staring back at me with smirk laying over his red lips - you just happened to be there right on time, every single time i needed.
- what?
- in so little time you manage to get inside Paradise, obviously thanks to Scarlet then you proceeded to offer yourself to me unknowingly and ruined their opportunity to get me - he said, eyes shining brighter with delight.
Looking so proud of my mistakes, it didnt help to ease the way my insides were turning and turning around at his words. Making more and more obvious how my intervention helped only him, the one i was so confident i would put behind bars.
- i had reasons for itâŚ
- you did⌠but what now? - he taunted - what do you have? Nothing⌠youâve been nothing but a puppet this entire time, my puppet.
- i could still end you here right now⌠- I gripped his neck.
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His lips lifted into a smirk, he leaned forward face centimeters away from mine. Feeling his breath over my own lips a shiver runs down my whole body, the smell of whiskey was intoxicating making me crave more of him.
- Donât lie to me⌠- he smile was completely sickening, eyes darker then ever - itâs not that hard.
- i wantâŚ
- yes, what do you want? - he leaned more into me, hands reaching behind me to cage me under his body.
- youâŚ
- weâll go down together then.
I didnât wanted to lose any more seconds when i pushed my lips over his, feeling his smirk as i bite into his botttom lip. Catching his eyes briefly as i did so, he was quick to press his short nails on my exposed back scratching the skin down stoping at my hips. I moaned on his mouth kissing him hungrily.
He let out a soft groan as i slide my hands down his waist inside his shirt slowly tracing his ribs, the friction was enough to make us both lose our minds, i could tell he was holding back from letting out a moan as i grinded against his hips, my own body was becoming needy, craving more and more.
- Mmngh..You feel so good⌠- He whispered between ragged breathes and I felt my thoughts growing more and more blank, the only thing on my mind right now was him.
I grind against his hips again, feeling his warmth through the fabrics separating us, his breath hitches when i grind against him again, i hold his chin up taking in his lustful gaze, his grip on my hips tightened and i could almost feel how blissful he was becoming.
He gives me a devious smirk and gently ran his fingers along your spine as he whispered in my ear:
- you truly are a skilled rider, you feel so good on top of me.
Warnings: This story contains nsfw content (descriptive blood, gore, etc.) as well as sexual content. Mentions may include violence, self harm, attempt to suicide, consumption of alcohol and blood, male and male sexual content, explicit sexual interactions, sharp objects, knife play, blood play, death, description of injuries, themes of major horror/psychological horror and also explores obsessive behaviors and codependency. Many characters are morally gray. The story will contain aspects of the show Vampire Diaries and the BTS Wings era.
>If you are sensitive to any of these themes please do not proceed with the story.<
Genre: supernatural, fantasy, vampire, reversed harem, best friends to lovers.
The night felt cooler then usual. That for Spring Villa was uncanny but nothing about this town was near close to normal, I felt breathless. Running through the woods with nothing but the full moon above me to light up the path between the tall trees, the cold air burned inside my lungs.
I couldnât stop even if I wanted too, my feet seems to move on their own. I should hide, I knew that. His presence became more obvious as the sound of his footsteps behind me became louder and clearer.
Every breath I took.
Closer.
Every step away.
Closer.
Until I couldnât breath anymore, falling miserable on the cold wet path of the night. I could hear him laughing behind me, his deep breathy chuckled bitterly echoed around me.
I needed to get up.
But I couldnât. My body wasnât mine, I couldnât move even if I begged myself to.
Vision getting blurred the more I tried to breath but no air was coming to my lungs, until the horrified feeling of a cold hand closed around my neck turned me around.
I couldnât see his face even when he was so close to me, all I could see was his red eyes staring at me as he took my last breath.
The loud beeping noise of my alarm woke me up abruptly, I was breathless completely covered in cold sweat once again. I looked over the small vintage silver clock over my nightstand, glad it was still early in the morning and I had more then enough time to get ready to work at the Spring Grill.
A sight left my lips once I was finally able to catch my breath, once again I had the same dream. By this time I shouldâve become used to them, It has been years since I started having weird nightmares, every damn night. It became unbearable and at some point I had to go to the hospital once after waking up screaming, I donât remember anything from that night just that the nightmares continued since then. I used to take pills to help me sleep and at first they helped but as time passed they simply stopped working and I was too tired to ask for more, because of my reputation the doctors couldâve locked me at the mental facility and feeling helpless I just stopped taking them, I gave up on trying to stop the nightmares. They wonât go away no matter what I do. Whatâs the point fighting?
The day had just started and I felt restless.
Tired from knowing exactly what would happen after I opened the door of my room and went downstairs, knowing exactly how my day is going to start and how is going to end. Every day is the same for me. I wished I could say something about it but there is nothing especial about my life in this town.
I was known for being the weird girl, psycho girl down the street with an alcoholic mother who every neighbor hates now.
I used to be someone just like everyone, I had dreams like every other girl in high school did and I wanted more from life than anyone else did. I was alive.
For years I tried so hard not to let my parents actions get the best of me but now I feel like I canât bearly breathe, my mother drank all her emotions away with alcohol till the bottles are empty just like herself.
Iâm no better then her. Hiding away my scars with a jacket so no one knows it. Not that they would care anyway.
Once Iâm pleased with my appearance after getting ready, making sure to hide the dark circles under my eyes with make up. I hold on tight to the door before opening in a breath, immediately holding my breath as I walk down the corridor to the stairs. A sight of relief washes over me as I notices sheâs still asleep in the couch as I walk over the door as quietly as possible.
Mom was passed out again and thankfully on the right time for me to leave unnoticed by her.
Another sight of relief leaves my lips as I could finally breath in the cold air of Spring Villa, it was not always that I could leave home without any trouble caused by my mother. I was always grateful when I could.
And for just this once I could actually smile. Even though I knew everything would crash down when I get home later at night. For now I let myself breath for once.
Making my way through the empty streets till I get to the Grill, it wonât be a long walk anyway. Spring Villa was not known for being a big city, you could walk pretty much all around here and you could never be late. Every place here was placed right next to it, especially the neighborhood thatâs why you canât keep secrets in his town. People are so noisy here.
The center of the city was much more busy today, more tourist must have come since Halloween is in two months now. The perfect time to spread the old reports about the cityâs history of a serial killer. People are so empty it makes me sad for them, but in all honesty sadness is all you can find in this city.
Once I finally get to my destination I open the wooden doors to the Spring Grill immediately being embraced by its warm interior, making my way to the staff room quickly changing into the Grill apron marking my shift as I leave the staff room. Today Iâll be serving tables in the morning and later Iâll serve at the bar.
No one minds my presence here so I just embrace my own thoughts and begin my work.
For the entire day Iâve been working, I wished it lasted longer. Contradicting I know. Even though I was tired like hell and my feet hurt just as bad; Even though I could already feel sweat running down the back of my neck and my arms felt like jelly from holding heavy trays with food and drinks for hours, the thought of heaving to go back home was never a pleasant one for me.
My shift was almost done and I moved as slow as possible with no desire to go home I was still behind the bar in case any costumers come for a few drinks, it was night already yet the Grill was just as agitated as it was in the afternoon. People didnât care for their safety anymore, they would stay up all night drinking at Spring Villa even though our little city was known for a serial killer case, all they wanted was something to gossip about anyway and here, it was the serial killer case still unsolved after years.
Quickly to my distraction a costumer just made his way to the bar, he sat on the barstool asking for a bottle of beer. I made my way to get it for him filling a cup with ice and putting in front of him as well as the opened bottle, he thanked me without looking my way throwing a few dollar bill over the bar to pay.
I simply took it. I wasnât used to kindness in this place, no one here seemed to know what it meant anyway.
The sound of the ring above the door signs for more costumers and I immediately looked up to see who it might be, noticing the familiar faces as he also noticed me from further away.
My best friend.
He was the only one who knew who I was and still chose me to be his friend, Jungkook wasnât like the people from Spring Villa. He had an energy around him that even from afar you could tell he was special. He wasnât even from here. He shined wherever he was and always became the life of the party, his smiled was a punch in the stomach of everyone one from this city, a face that was a constant reminder of how different and full of life he was. The truth was no one knows weâre he comes from or any of his friends, not even me. I never bother to ask him too. I always assumed he could tell me whenever he felt ready for it and apart from that, there was nothing we didnât know about each other.
I only knew a few of his guy friends, with Jungkook there were seven of them and they all lived together with the oldest of the group in his house. I never asked him what his friends did for a living or what theyâd were here for as it wasnât Jungkooks place to say anyway and we both hated gossip. I knew he wasnât like the other people who only came here for the serial killer case and that was enough for me to not ask questions. I was closer with him and his friend Jimin, whoâd usually hang around with us the most, the others were much busier and didnât stick around us much so I havenât meet them yet and bearly knew them.
Seeing him together with his friend Jimin and the white haired Hoseok was something for the eyes to see, from any distance you could tell they were not from this small city.
From the way they all dressed so sophisticated and the way they walk, talk, even breath to every detail on them you could tell they where perfect. No one here was at their level, people tended to do everything to keep it to themselves so it doesnât call for unnecessary attention to themselves. I still remember when they first came here, everybody talked about them for three months and so many rumors began to rise about them. The boys kept things to themselves and only talked to a few people from town, so gossip about them were all over the town as soon as they stepped foot in here. It wasnât like any other tourist who came to town, they came to stay and that made the rumors about them grow even more especially since they all looked anything from normal.
Hoseok was well know because of his white hair and the signature sunglasses he wore all the time, some said he was blind and some said he had devil eyes. People said all sorts of things about them for their looks and I honestly thought the people in this town were just being mean at this point, these people never seemed to have something to do and were always on someone elseâs business. The few things I heard about Jimin was; how he was always out with a red haired man at night, always at the company of a woman or a men and by far he was the most popular with people.
Jungkook was the rumored bad boy, always up to something bad and some people spreed that he was in a gang, that he was a criminal and today we just laugh at that. I couldnât even begin to imagine him as such rumors portrayed him.
I didnât care much about it, after a few weeks talking with Jungkook he told me the oldest of his friends Jin was the son of one of the founders of Spring Villa and thatâs way they came here, they were staying at his late fathers house the mansion on the other side of the city.
I was surprised no one know anything about the founders of Spring Villa - since gossip was their priority around. But people only talked about what they wanted and what they wanted to hear, even when it wasnât true.
I watched as Jungkook parted ways with his friends who took one of the tables on a corner and make his way to the bar were I was, a smirk playing around his lips as he did so. He looked incredibly handsome tonight, like usual. He wore a black outfit, never a fan of colors as he would always tell me, a leather jacket over the long sleeve shirt and loosen jeans ripped on the knees.
I replied with a smile of my own, watching as he sat on the bar stool in front of me.
âwhen is your shift ending tonight?â he asked, as soon as he took the bar stool in front of me. A playful look glimmered in his eyes, by his tone I knew he would ask me to join later.
âin an hour, why?â I said, cleaning over the bar in front of us to place a glass with ice for him, turning around to get him his usual whiskey.
âperfect, weâll have enough time to get a few drinks before going to the bonfire thatâs happening by the lakeâ at his words I turned around quickly looking at him dumbfounded.
âwe? who said I was going?â I teased.
âI didâ he said as if it was nothing, pushing his glass towards me to fill it, scoffing playfully I did so.
He looked up at me with biggest puppy eyes ever, leaning his head slightly to the side. I chuckled knowingly.
âoh no, I know this lookâŚâ I tell him as I filling another glass of whiskey for him. ââŚand it wonât work. Jungkook you know I hate parties.â
âYeah but⌠this is differentâ he says, almond eyes shining through his long lashes as he stared at me with a sly smile.
âreally how?â
âIâll be thereâ he said drink all of the liquid in his hand in one gulp. âmy friends too, so come please?â
I looked over the table his friends were sat at, they were looking over us too. No wonder, Jungkook mustâve told everyone one he knew I was going already. Not that many people would care if I showed up or not, he was the only one who does care.
If this was the only way to not go home tonight, might as well just grab the chance. For once I could walk out of my sad blue and gray routine.
âok Iâll go with youâ I finally tell him, filling his glass one more time.
âI knew you wouldâ his eyes seemed to light up above his smirk in that moment, making my heart skip a beat. It was a different kind of look, one I have never seen before.
I would be the biggest lier if I ever say I didnât had a crush on him, Jungkook was one of the most handsome men on Spring Villa ever since he step foot here. All woman and men lined up in front of him for a chance to be with him, he was definitely a catch.
Anyone could tell he was hot just by looking, he had his own special charm to make people fall in love with him instantly. Not only did he had a beautiful body that you could definitely tell was all toned even under all the dark loosen clothes he wore but, he had his way with everybody and all it took was one look and a charming smile from him and you would fall on his knees, he didnât go by anyone unnoticed. People here either loved him or hated him, no in between. I knew from the moment I first saw him that nothing could ever happen between us, thatâs why we have such strong friendship.
I couldnât help but let my eyes wonder from every now and then, every time I would notice him looking away I let myself get a glimpse of his beautiful body and his beautiful face.
But he was much more then that to me, he was my best friend. One of the only ones I had and I wouldnât let anything mess that up, even my own feelings. I would push anything aside to keep him by my side, even if is my heart.
He deserves more. More then I could ever be.
âoh rightâŚâ he suddenly said âyou like girls right?â
âwhat!?â I exclaimed, flushed at his sudden question.
âwhat, what?â he lifted his eyebrows up surprised âyou never said anything about boyfriends and I never saw you with a guy, Iâm starting to wonderâŚ.â
ânoâŚâ i like you, you idiot. Is what I want to say, but I canât and I shouldnât. Never. âDonât just assume that kind of thingâŚâ
âwell then what do you like, I need to know so I can set you up with someone for the bonfireâ he said.
âI like boys, and you donât need to set me up with anyone.â
âok.â
âbesides is not like anyone is interested in me or what so everâ I began to angrily clean the bar top.
âok, sorry for pushing kittyâ he said, stoping me from cleaning with his hand over mine.
I immediately looked up at him, heart beat skipping a beat as I gulped down. His eyes scanned my face, i tried my best not to show how the nickname affected me focusing on the light in his eyes as they seemed to shine different tonight almost making them look brighter like whiskey mixed with wine. I was completely lost in him again, too much to notice his cold hand over mine as his smile brought my attention to his lips. Wet and pink.
âyouâll take our table for the rest of your shift right?â he asked softly.
âof course, who else can put up with you guys?â I tell him.
He only chuckled nodding towards me, he got up from his seat and gave me one last smile before turning around to go back to the table with his friends. I wished i could tell that smile went past me and didnât effect me as much as he always did, he was my only friend why did such feelings had to rise from my chest every time i was with him?
Once again i shut that door in my heart to stop them from rising again.
For some reason the past hour felt like an eternity, i carried on serving Jungkooks table for the rest of my shift as they order as much they could drink for the time being before it was time to go to the bonfire, Jungkook was with two of his friends tonight and it always amazed me how much they drink and donât even looked halfway drunk. I knew they were seven although it has difficult to see all of them together at the same time, i only knew their names through Jungkook and a few things about them as he would tell me sometimes. How they all meet one by one as the years passed through trips around the world.
He mentioned how he first meet Hoseok when he went to a contemporary dance concert at a music festival and at the same week he meet Taehyung who were there to play violin at the festival, he said they all clicked with each other immediately and a few months later they run into Jimin in a party as well as Yoongi as they already knew each other. It seemed Yoongi already knew Jin the oldest and Jin knew Namjoon from birth as they grew up together away from Spring Villa.
I havenât meet the older friends yet, they all seemed to be occupied with something as Jungkook would always tell me. He admire his friends very much from how he always speaks so passionately of them to me from time to time. So far i only knew Jimin since he and Jungkook were always together as well as Hoseok who sometimes tags along with the two, although they were very closed to each other i never saw them with the other three.
One look at the clock and a sight of relief left my lips as i notice my shift was about to end, making my way towards the staff room to change and hit the end of my shift, I quickly take my things from my locker before walking out of the staff room. I wished i knew he would invite me out for the bonfire, I would have put a bit more of an effort into how i looked before going out.
Whilst making my way towards their table I tried to fix my hair the best I could, untying the messy bun i did earlier to work and letting my hair fall messily down my back. I watched as the three of them seemed to be heaving a fun conversation before Jungkook turned towards my direction a smirk on his lips as he looked me up and down rising his eyebrows playfully.
âare you guys ready to go?â i said, once i finally stood in front of them catching their stares.
âyes bossâ said Jimin, while getting up from his seat being fallowed by the two others.
âare we walking there?â i asked Jungkook taking his side while we made or way out of the Grill.
âyeah, is not that far from hereâ he took a cigarette from his pocket lightening it up while we walked down the cold streets of Sping Villa.
The smoke filling the humid air around us, it hadnât rain in a few days here which was honestly a miracle. That was unusual in a city that rained more than anything, at times like this i really wondered if the reason why the serial killer just wasnât caugh because the rain cleaned his traces.
How lucky and convenient for someone to attack this small town, I couldnât help but think about it from time to time. Even though i would always brush this thoughts away from my mind now letting Jungkook and his friends voice fill my head as we make our way to the bonfire on the west side of town. Although it was away from the town it didnât took too long for us to get there, a bonfire in Spring Villa was rare due to the heavy rains that were present every day here. People must been excited about it, something i was unfamiliar with. All senses of joy for me were short lived, I didnât have a choice but to give up on them. Not because i wanted but, because they were stolen from me each time.
I looked up at the sky watching as the full moon shined above me, the sky never looked so clear before. Full of stars to replace the clouds and cover us and more light.
It felt warmer to be under the moon for once, I couldnât remember the last time i saw her.
âyou okay?â Jimin whispered over my ear, one arm closing around my neck as he showed me a smile.
âyeahâ i replied his smile.
Out of all of them - or at least, the ones i knew - Jimin was the most touchy person, Jungkook could get clingy sometimes but usually only when he needed something in return. Even though he was a men after all, i never once felt uncomfortable close to him. He always had a soft energy around him that just brings you into him each time, it took some time before we got close enough to be like this though with each other. The first time we meet he couldnât even look at me without shying away, it was cute.
I circle my arm around his waist and we make our way together.
âoh⌠i see why donât have to set you up with anyoneâŚâ Jungkook said, playfully beside me eyeing us together.
âhey, his my friend tooâ i glare at him playfully.
âsee? sheâs mine tooâ Jimin taunts beside me, pulling me from the shoulders as he closed around me a deep chuckle filling the air from his chest.
I chuckled with him too distracted by his smile and hands around me to notice we were the only ones laughing, too absorbed by his eyes over mine to look anywhere else.
Everything just felt like slow motion whenever i was with them, i could bearly see through it all. And i loved every little second of it - anything to stay out of home.
I didnât liked parties much, I never understood what was so special about them. Maybe if you have friends it is more enjoyable to be partying, since for a long time people didnât wanted to be close to me I just shut myself down from everything I could.
Until Jungkook showed up I had no one by my side, now with him and his friends I can actually enjoy a bit of fun.
Just like I predicted it didnât took us much longer to arrive at the bonfire, I watched around us all the young people laugh over the loud music with red cups in hands. Some danced, some just sat around the big bonfire drinking and just talking while some were courageous enough to be swimming at the lake.
Jungkook guided us to a big fallen tree in a corner closer to the lake to sit there, him and Jimin left quickly to get us some drinks and Jungkook came without Jimin saying his getting something stronger.
I took one beer from him as Hoseok did the same, sitting between the too boys.
âoh god I hate thisâŚâ immediately regretted taking a sip of the cheap drink.
âwhat? The party?â Hoseok asked beside me.
âno⌠this disgusting liquidâ I turned to the white haired boy putting the bottle down.
âoh, not everyone doesâ he chuckled. âwhat do you like drinking?â
âsweet!â Jimins loud voice interrupted before I could answer.
He sat in front of us all giggly with which I assumed was a stolen bottle of strawberry Smirnoff.
âshe likes the strong and sweet drinksâJimin answered for me.
âyouâre right, thanks Jimin.â
He gives me a wink fallowed by a small nod opening the bottle for me to have a sip, we all drank a few times together and I remember mentioning that I hated beer and preferred sweeter drinks and wine, I didnât know he would remember as we usually were completely nocked out drunk.
âwant some?â I offer to Hoseok.
âoh yesâŚâ he took the bottle from my hand, cold fingers brushing over mine.
A chill went down my body for a second and a hugged myself, watching as he drank a good amount lips slightly wet from the drink.
He handed me back the bottle, the fire shining on the dark glasses on his face.
âisnât it too dark for you?â i playful ask.
âa littleâŚâ he smiled, taking it off.
I tried to hide my surprise when I saw his eyes for the first time, the fire reflected in them wildly almost like a reflection on a mirror. His eyes were of a blue so clear to a white shade I could swear o saw galaxies in them, I canât understand why he would want to hide them he looked even more beautiful without the glasses.
I donât question him anymore deciding to enjoy the time with them by drinking some more, I let time completely go forgotten for now watching the fire burn in front of me.
At some point i knew i was completely drunk already, the bottle in my hand wasnât the same from before and my body felt lighter. Everything that was coming out of Jimins mouth seemed to be the most funny joke Iâve ever heard, he kept me entertained for the most time taken me to dance a few times even.
But I couldnât keep up with his energetic self, body tired from working a whole shift at the Grill.
Then again he would pull me out to dance again this time taking the white haired boy with us, the three of us drunk as hell dancing together with the people around the bonfire.
The hot heat warmed my body and for once I felt the happiest for once, nothing matter in the world anymore and all my problems had evaporated completely from my mind.
When Hoseoks cold hands took mine into his to dance bringing my body closer to his, I let him. Giggling like an idiot with my cheeks hotter then the fire burning beside us, when he brushed my hair back exposing my skin I simply let him.
I could feel his drunken giggles over my face as he spin me around, hands holding my waist but it wasnât his anymore. Looking up Iâm meet with Jimins sweet eyes and smile.
Every cell in my body was being pulled towards him, as if I was in a dream a state I could no longer control my body and only watch what was happening.
Watching as my body leaned forward into his, the only moment I felt like my body belonged to me when I felt the shivers running down my skin as he brushed the hair away from my shoulder, eyes staring down at my lips the more he leaned into me.
Just then before he could move another centimeter closer, Jimin was pulled away from me as well as the dreamy state I was in.
All together I felt my senses come back, the sound of loud music and peopleâs talking around us, the smell of fire burning. Jungkook stood in front of me anger clearly reflected on his features as he stared silently at Jimin who looked at him with the same intensity.
I watched the two of them confused, feeling a gentle pull at my arm from behind me I turned quickly looking up and Hoseok.
He muttered a âletâs goâ and I fallowed him wherever he was going, turning back a few times to check on the two males we just left.
We stood closer to a truck filled with all sorts of drinks, Hoseok grabbed a few water bottles from it and we stood close to a big old tree. I could see all the bonfire from here as well as Jungkook and Jimin leaving together into the dark entrance of trees.
After drink half of the water I looked up at Hoseok who still looked where the two boys just went.
âwhat happened?â I asked him, feeling completely lost. âwas it something I did?â
âno y/nâŚâ he turned to me, clearly trying his best to hide what he truly felt in that moment âyou didnât do anything itâs just⌠they have somethingâs going on right now, itâs a bit complicated.â
âoh⌠ohâ the realization hits me like a brick.
From the time Iâve been friends with Jungkook I knew that both, men and woman were always there for him trying to get with him. I just never saw him with someone before and now everything made sense to me, he had something with Jimin.
That thought made things more complex to me, I just couldnât understand why he never mentioned to me before. We were friends.
After some time had passed I realized that maybe that was because of me, Jungkook mustâve seen all of that and now they are fighting.
I couldnât bear that, I never knew that could happen and before I even know I was already making my way into the dark trees without Hoseok noticing.
If they fight because of me I have to clear things out, beyond that I felt terribly bad for Jungkook.
Walking into this tress at night made me feel uncomfortable, it was a clear reminder of my nightmares and I felt the fear growing inside of my chest the deeper I went through that darkness.
I could still hear the loud music and talking of people from here but as I carry on walking I heard loud hustles from the other side, I didnât felt the need to rush there until I heard Jungkooks voice.
My feet moved on itâs on I was rushing through the bushes, fallowing his voice as I felt some bushes hit me all over until I stomp into the unexpected scene.
My breath got stuck in my throat but everything looked so clear that my whole body went cold.
Jungkook was pressed on the tree as someone held him by the neck, a painful expression reflected on his features as the men who held him there was glued to his neck.
It wasnât until said men leaned back from him and I realized it was Jimin, exposing all the blood on his face it finally came to me what was happening. Jungkook fell to the ground hand over his neck, a painful groan leaving his lips .
All I could do was watch, feeling my body cold as ice completely frozen at the spot as jimins face covered in blood turned towards me. A gasp leaving my lips as his eyes burned over mine, red eyes like crimson blood.
I immediately turned to leave finally finding the will to move my frozen body but, all to my surprise he was right there in front of me with a bloody smirk on his lips.
No.
My vision began to blur into darkness, my own body completely giving up on standing and I felt weak in my senses.
No.
All I could see was his red eyes before I fall into the darkness of my mind.
I could feel my lungs burning as i breathed in and out the cold air, i was running between the trees again the darkness of my surroundings where swallowing me the deeper i ran into it.
Every cell in my body burned getting more restless as I desperately rushed through the woods, completely exhausted and out of breath my vision blurred and i felt my body give up on me falling miserably into the wet grass.
Turning around breathless a shadow presence like the dark night sky made his way slowly towards my body on the ground, i wanted to get up, run again my body wouldnât listen to me.
I felt my body completely froze at the sight the closer he got to me, the moon light slowly illuminated more of his presence each step he took.
The more clear i saw him the more anxious i felt, just then as he stood completely above me i realized i knew who he was. I could no longer breathe as his red crimson eyes stared into mine with complete darkness, for the first time in years i see the face of my nightmares.
He falls to his knees in front of me, blood dripping from his mouth as a smile i never saw on him grows on his lips. I felt at loss at the sight of Jungkook, still not believing in it but there he was ready to take me as one of his victims.
I woke up in a rush cold sweat dripping from my forehead, my chest was hurting instantly feeling as if I had rubbed a marathon my body ache in pain and my head was foggy as if I was under water for a moment until I wasnât and high pitched sound echoed through my head.
Once it faded away I was able to breath normally, looking around to see I was in my room. I couldnât make out how i felt in that moment, everything still felt like a dream.
But that couldnât be.
The memories of last night were a blur in my head, I couldnât place my thoughts together weakly trying and the more i did the more my head hurt tears forming in my eyes i felt so helpless. Not being able to control my own my mind anymore no matter how much i tried to, all of a sudden everything became to much to understand then with the sound of rain hitting my window i could finally feel my mind emptying and i was back to myself, as if i was high on a dream I remembered one by one of last night events.
I was at the bonfire with Jungkook and his friends when he and Jimin went in the woods, how unease I felt at the knew informations about his relation with him in that moment deciding to fallow them in the woods only to be meet with the sight of Jungkook body falling on the ground with blood covering his neck as a Jimin stood there in a way I never could imagine.
The red eyes I could swear Iâve seen it before, the same one in my nightmares.
The same ones i dreamed were Jungkook, and the blood dancing on their lips.
All i could think was how much had i lost my mind to project such nightmare on Jungkook and Jimin, him out of every person i knew. The thought made me sick and i wish i could understand why that was happening to me, worried i might have actually gone insane.
By the moment I had collected my thoughts my head was spinning and I quickly got up, rushing to the bathroom to take my meds and throw some water on my face.
Everything that happened last night was a complete mess, what was supposed to be a fun night between friends was flipped insanely into another nightmare of mine.
All i could think now was Jungkook, what could have happen after i blank out last night. I stil couldnât understand how i got back home, what could have happen to my friend and who did that to him.
My hands were shaking as I searched for my phone it was still so early in the morning, the sun has bearly appear although you couldnât really tell as the dark gray skies covered Spring Villa in rain, after finding it I quickly called Jungkook to make sue he was okay but every time it went straight to voicemail.
Growing worried each time i spear no more time to leave my room running down the stairs without a single thou in my mind as I exit the house.
Not him.
I kept repeating that in my head.
I felt desperate, not even sure what I should do in that moment I just hoped in my bike and made my way to the only place i knew someone would be able to tell me what in the hell happened to Jungkook, his oldest friend mansion on the west of Spring Villa.
I have no idea where he could be right now and if someone knew what happened that night it has to be Hoseok and I hoped I could find them at their house, i didnt know who else to turn to right now and it only made my feel more helpless. My friend could be in danger and all i could do was find someone else to do something about it.
Tears were forming under my eyes the cold weather as usual was enough to make me shake under it, rushing through the empty streets a light rain began falling as if on quote Spring Villa was back to its grey days.
I passed a few police cars and an ambulance closer to were the bonfire happened last night, I couldnât help the immediate stop watching as they closed half the road with yellow tape. Just then a the sky roared in anger, a light thunder shined above us as if to say something.
A few people who watched closely to were I had stopped were gossiping about what I thought would never happen again in this shitty town, but under all of their usual comments and half ass words of comfort to the people around there was one that felt like a punch in my stomach blurring anything else they were saying was the phrase;
âThey found a body of a young man on the woodsâ
With a racing heart I rushed past them, repeating in my mind prayers - please not him.
After a long while I spotted the old mansion on the west hill, my legs were hurting from biking around so fast. My body cold from the rain, I couldnât think about anything else besides him. The possibility that someone so close to me turned out to be the monster in my dreams.
It never one occurred to me to go their house before, it was never something I felt comfortable with and Jungkook never invited me over. I never questioned it I wasnât the type to push someone about their lives, we build our friendship over our trust with each other . I knew who he was and he knew about me, we had that and it was enough.
But now after last night I felt desperate, he hasnât returned my calls and even though it was so early I had to make sure he was fine. Especially when the serial killer was back.
I quickly made my way towards the entrance nocking on the heavy wooden door, I waited before moving once again impatiently I felt my self grow even more worried.
Before I could nock a third time the door was open revealing a tall men with red hair and amber eyes, I stood there staring into his eyes fist still mid air In front of me embarrassing.
âyes?â he blurted, voice deep almost like a growl as he looked me up and down no expression on his face.
It didnât go unnoticed by me how he clearly was inspecting my presence there with judging eyes, then I realized he was still in his sleeping clothes feeling my embarrassment grow even more for waking him up so early with my sudden presence but i had a reason for coming here and despite everything else I held up the courage to speak up.
âis Jungkook here?â i questioned, trying my best not to let any of my insecurities shine through. Still feeling the awkwardness
âwhoâs asking?â he then asked, a bored look on his features. The awkwardness was stone cold.
I almost groaned out at his words, something bad mustâve happened to Jungkook and he was playing around as if everything was completely fine. My body was begging to grow hot with anger.
âIâm y/n, his friendâŚâ i rushed the words, feeling more impatient at his calmness. âis he here? Is he okay?â
Before he could say anything the door opened fully and to my relief it was Hoseok, just like the men with red hair he too was still in his sleeping clothes confused as he walked to me.
ây/n? what are you doing here so early?â he mumble, voice deeper then usual and a bit hoarse.
âIâm sorry itâs justâŚ. about last night when I saw Jungkook⌠he-â I couldnât even mutter the words without feeling a hole swallow me from my chest.
âhey itâs okay, Tae go back Iâll take care of herâ he spoke to the red haired man, making his way closer to me holding my shoulders carefully.
The red haired men looked at me before giving Hoseok a nod turning on his heels to go back inside, the door was shut closed leaving me out alone with Hoseok who seemed a bit more worried this time.
âHoseok what in the world happened last night?â
âIâll tell you come hereâ he pulled me towards the side but i stood there growing anxious, I canât wait any longer for an explanation. He looked into my eyes as if realizing exactly what i meant. âyou blackout in the woods last night.â
âyeah I know that but JungkookâŚâ I interrupt, nothing about me was important to me.
âhe took you homeâ he blurted
âhe did? ButâŚâ
âlisten y/n, we were having fun last night then you black out in the woods and Jungkook was searching for you everywhereâ he carry on explaining, and I couldnât believe it or i just didnt know what to believe in anymore. âwhen we found you he immediately brought you back home.â
âbut I sawâŚâ
âwhat?â
Was it all in my head then?
He had no reason to lie to me about such thing, still it didnt felt right what he was saying. I knew what I saw last ight, despite all the alcohol and my meds i knew i saw Jungkook being attacked by something or someone.
But if Jungkook was fine as Hoseok said then, all of this was just another illusion. What I saw last night wasnât real. I was falling into that miserable trap in my head, I couldnât help but feel completely lost as darkness fell upon my back.
Iâve been acting out of my mind this whole time without a care in the world, trespassing boundaries by coming here like a crazy woman asking for Jungkook to some of his friends when he was safe and sound.
âIâm so sorry Hoseok I justâŚ. I heard about a body found in the woodsâ I tell him âhe didnât answer my calls so I was worried something happened to him.â
I decided to tell him what made me worried enough to come all the way here, leaving out the fact that i was mentally unstable and had a nightmare with his friend so real i thought he was dead.
He gave me an apologetic smile.
âis okay⌠you were just worried about himâ he replied.
I watched as he looked at me with those eyes, the same ones everyone else did when they got a glimpse into my turbulent mind. I hated that more then anything and the fact he was now staring into my eyes with the same look mad me realize he might as well just be like everybody else, and I felt a crack in my heart.
âcan you tell him to call me then, please I need to talk to himâ I mumbled, looking down unable to meet his eyes.
âof course y/nâŚâ he gave me a small hug âyou should rest now is still pretty early in the morning, Iâll make sure he calls you as soon as I see him.â
âyes, im sorry Hoseok for showing up like thisâŚâ looking everywhere but his face, a need to run awa creeping into my mind.
âis okay, I understand where youâre coming from y/nâ he answered softly.
I didnt spear another look at his direction as i turned on my heels to leave. That was my walk of shame back home and I didnât know if i would ever be able to look into his face again without feeling completely embarrassed. I almost let it slip my worst nightmare, most people from Spring Villa already knew about my past and i didnt wanted to more people to find out about it. It burned almost, how much that part of me contributed to my own down fall but there was nothing i could do about it. I had tried everything I could and nothing ever seems to work. My mind has been playing games over me for so long, I shouldâve known it was all in my head before packing and going to their home.
I was worried for what I saw and all of it wasnât even real, just a coincidence.
I sighted looking at my own self in front of my small bathroom mirror, tired eyes and messy hair all over the place. I took a good look at my self feeling more pathetic the more i looked, i was tired. Physically and mentally.
It honestly took me so long to leave the bathroom, to get out of my head. This illusions ive been heaving ever since my brother left the world, this nightmares i thought were gone but now were back stronger then ever took everything i had.
I sat down in bed, the small container with meds in my hand. The rain continued to pour down outside, the darkness slowly rising more above in the skies just like my heart it was almost unbearable to tolerate all of this conscious, taking the meds in one gulp i waited for the effects to start and so on slowly my body began to drift into the deep sleep.
For once, let me sleep without a single dream in mind. No more nightmares.
But the pills stopped working a long time ago.
I walked a dark path of a long corridor, my stpes were muffled by a red carpet that fallowed the floors of the corridor.
I wasnt tired.
I wasnt running.
No one was coming to get me, my heart beat calmly on my chest and nothing happened.
I could see some lighter further ahead on the left and fallowed till im inside a big room, the enormous fireplace illuminated the room and from the fire i could make out two couches on each side and a small tea table between them.
My attention was focused on a painting above the fireplace which i could tell was the âThe fall of rabel angelsâ from Pieter Bruegel the Elder.
The sudden deep chuckle behind me makes me turn around quickly, fear rising up my chest but i see nothing. Taking steps slowly closer to the fireplace until I feel myself collide with someone, turning on my heels im meet with amber eyes and a re haired men.
The fire burned brighter behind him and in an abrupt movement he takes me by the neck, turning my self aaround so my back is against his body he holding my chin forcing me to look into his amber eyes as i watch them slowly fade into red crimson.
âdonât worry, this wont hurtâŚâ
Was all he mumbles into my face before showing his fangs, an almost demonic face staring into mine i could feel my whole body panicking colder then ever felt.
I could still hear his deep laugh as i lost consciousness, eyes feeling so heavy being forced to open as my body shakes in his arms. I was abruptly woken up cold sweat sliding down my neck making me feel even more uncomfortable, the loud noise of my phone ringing waking me up fully.
I took it not looking whoâs the caller.
âhello?â my voice was still muffled and raspy, throat dry.
ây/n? Are you okay?â jungkooks rushed voice said on the other side.
I felt my whole body immediately wake up at the sound of his voice. He was okay.
I didnt know what to say in that moment it felt unreal but i was so relieved to finally hear his voice, everything seemed to fall back to its place in that moment.
âIâm fine, i was so worried about youâŚ.â i tell him honestly âIâm so sorry i even went to your house.â
He chuckled and i cold almost picture his teasingly smiling.
âi know thatâŚ. Iâm flattered you care that much for meâ he said.
âhow could i not? You are my best friend.â
âI know. Sorry I made you worry that much, i wont do that again kitten.â
I looked at the clock on my nightstand as it marked half past nine, stomach rumbles in hunger. An entire day has gone already and invent had single bite of food.
âoh my was that an alien?â he said, a deep laughter coming from the other side of the line.
âyou heard that?â I exclaimed embarrassed, cheeks hitting up.
âhard not to, have you not feed the family of aliens in your stomach?â he playfully says, I could definitely picture the grin he had on his face as he said that.
âi will right nowâŚâ i groaned.
âyes do that, ill see you tomorrow at the grill?â
âyeah⌠text me the timeâ i tell him.
âwill do boss, bye.â
âbye, Jungkook.â
With that i hung up the call, feeling the smile grow on my face.
For as much as my nightmares and illusions bring the bitterness of me i could always count on Jungkook to change that, he was always able to filter out all of that darkness from my heart.
Hearing my stomach roar in hunger again iâd decide to finally commit to feeding it, feeling completely refreshed now knowing my best friend was fine and safe i made my way downstairs to get some food.
The sight i saw as I went downstairs was almost enough to make me regret it completely my decision and alsmot go back to my room, watching as my mother sat in the couch with one of her boyfriends drinking beer as theyâre watched a football match smoke do cigarettes filling the small tv room.
I felt like throwing up but I wouldnât let this be the end of my day, taking my purse i took the back door and decided to go have dinner at the one place i knew would be opened this late. The Grill.
The light rain hasnât stopped since it started today, deep in my heart I knew the air in Srping Villa had changed again. A feeling I was hoping I would never felt again ever since this small town was turned upside down, but all was gone.
My thoughts were in pieces and for at least the end of this night I just wanted to forget everything and enjoy a meal.
That was my only concern the moment I sat down in on of the tables close to the bar at the Grill, French fries in front of me and a cup with coffee. The only thing they would serve at this late night but o was grateful for it.
I was quietly eating my fries listening to the low voices around me, there were only a few people at the Grill tonight. Certainly the accident that happened last night did shaken some sense into peopleâs minds for once, a reminder that this place was not only a tourist attraction but it had its stories.
I dared to look up once I was almost finished eating my food, inmost chocking upon the scene a few tables away from mine on the corner.
There was the red haired men I meet earlier at Jungkooks house and Jimin, they seemed to be in a fun chat with two girls sitting between the two of them.
I could see how Jimin would push aside the hair of the girl beside him, clearly expressing flirtatious acts towards her.
It would take a genius to understand what was happening there, knowing it isnât made me feel any better too.
As they got up and walked to the exit I tired my best to hide my presence, not waning to make anything more difficult.
Watching as Jiminclosed one arm around the girls neck, as they left the Grill.
I still remember Hoseoks words at the bonfire last night, that couldnât be my minds doing. I knew he told me Jimin and Jungkook had something going on together and that was what made me even more uneasy.
If they do then why would Jimin be going out with that girl?
Why would he do such thing to Jungkook?
I immediately scensored myself, itâs none of my business I shouldnât be even thinking about such things.
But as his friend also, I should at least make sure Iâm no just jumping to wrong conclusions. I could be just misunderstanding what was happening.
Not daring much to overthink it I got up making my way to the exit, I was afraid I mightâve lose them by now but they were still close by. Walking a few feet behind them making sure to keep a good distance I fallowed as they walked around the night streets, so far nothing had happened.
Once I saw them take another turned I stoped - this is wrong, I shouldnât be fallowing them like this.
With a sight I turned back to leave but ended up crashing with someone else.
âIâm so sorryâŚ.â
I mumbled turning around before harshly being pulled back.
âHey!â I stare angrily at the girl who pulled me back.
The girls says nothing at first, she had grin on her face as she looks at me up and down. She didnât look like someone from around here and I sure never saw here in town before, the girl was taller then as she wore heels, a dress glued to her body and a jacket over it.
âWatch your tone little girl⌠youâre no match for meâ the girl says, taking a step closer to me till sheâs nearly a centimeter away.
The more I stared at her the more I stared to feel a dimly tingling sensation over my body, it was making me feel colder and uncomfortable. I could feel my brain screaming and gut in unison for me to run, that something didnât felt right. But I was paralyzed in that moment, I couldnât bring myself to speak or move.
âWell since your here⌠letâs make this the best of it, hum?â The girl pulled me by the wrist.
I try to pull away from her grip but I was suddenly struck by a painful feeling as she bite into my wrist, a loud groan comes out of my mouth as I feel her sharp teeth rip through my skin.
Her eyes where completely black as she stared at me, I try to fight her, to pull her back but it was impossible she was so much stronger.
In that moment all I could hear was my own heart pounding in my chest, my entire body was shivering and my legs were shaking. The pain burned through my entire arm.
It was so fast that I could nearly process the moment the girl was ripped off my arm, I fall to my knees breathing quickly as I look up to the red haired men I saw this morning holding her against the wall by the neck.
I looked the red hair in panic, but I couldnât tell who he was anymore. A chill spreads down my spine as his eyes were no longer the amber color I knew but red just like blood, in a second he bit into the girls neck and I watched in horror as blood splattered across the air, the girl groan out in pain and I looked away as the sounds of flesh being ripped off continued. No, this canât be real - i begged.
Itâs just another illusion of my mind, Iâm sure Iâm heaving another dream.
I could feel my whole body shake with my have breathing, heart racing faster by the seconds I was completely losing myself into panic.
Holding tighter to my burning arm, blood wetting the surface of my shirt and everything around it. The smell of it was getting stronger, something I knew but wasnât used to it.
It wasnât until I felt a grip into my shoulder that was able to move again.
âno!â i exclaimed, fearing it was red hair now ready to end me aswell but i felt myself slowly calming as im meet with Jimins worried expression.
âitâs okay y/nâŚ.â he murmured. âitâs me y/n.â
He helped me get back up on my feet, hands holding my shoulders he looked into my eyes.
âiâm so sorry for thisâ he said.
My eyes looked behind him were the red hair men stood, blood dripping down his lips as he smirked.
I didnât know what to say, my mind was blank in that moment I didnât know what was real.
âoh no⌠youâreâŚâJimin said between pauses looking down at my arm âhurtâŚâ
He sounded much lower and I notice the change in his eyes the moment he looked at me bloody arm, how hos brown eyes faded into red crimson pointy fangs showing.
âwhat happened here?!â
I blinked a couple times before looking up at the worried face of my best friend.
âJungkook?â I called breathless.
Upon Jungkooks voice I felt myself wake up fully, and with that came the realization of the situation.
I pushed Jimin away rushing towards Jungkook and almost falling over my own feet, feeling my body getting colder and vision blurring.
He quickly catches me and I let myself be immersed into his warmth.
Leaning away I searched for his eyes.
âwhat is happening kook?â I asked.
He sighted looking at the two men behind me.
âopsieâŚâ even without looking I could tell that wa the red haired men, his mocking deep voice.
âIâll explain everything y/n I just need to make sure youâreâŚâ he stopped, looking down between us to my arm.
I stared in panic as his eyes faded into bloody red eyes.
They were all the same.
âyouâre hurtâŚâ he said.
I feared I had lost myself completely in my insanity but this felt too real to be another illusion form my mind, too painful to be unreal.
The same as I saw in all my nightmares.
âJungkookâŚ. What are you?â
âŚ..
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