Interconnectedness

THE INSTAR EMERGENCE

[xiaodanart]

I’m making voidfish prints! 

[doit-tomorrow]

[you-are-another-me]

[sacredfemininegypsyheart-deacti]

Awakening/Agnaldo Amoreno

[you-are-another-me]

[you-are-another-me]

She transforms her own dark into her own light.

She sees her own shadows - and loves them.

She meets her emotional depths - and owns it.

She faces her fears of separation - and rises above the illusion.

She is the Source of her Self and she is always in a state of greater becoming.

[you-are-another-me]

[kittywabbit]

With one last breath, time to burn out all the leftover flames of youth...

[thegentm]

“Strong minds discuss ideas, average minds discuss events, weak minds discuss people.”

— Socrates

[lomasdope]

“I’m not crying because of you; you’re not worth it. I’m crying because my delusion of who you were was shattered by the truth of who you are.”

— Steve Maraboli

[king-of-a-queen]

“Second chances have never been a problem with me… I tend to give 7 or 8 before I realise I’m a fucking idiot.”

— Story of my life.

[thepersonalwords]

“Some people aren’t loyal to you, they are loyal to their need of you. Once their needs change, so does their loyalty.”

— Unknown

[j-betelgeuse]

Typical female move

I thought we were special. Open books exposing our innermost thoughts and secrets that we couldn’t or wouldn’t tell anyone else.

The depth and fluidity of our talks based on complete trust, brutal honesty, decades of friendship and mutual respect.

…and love…

A few days ago you said that you feel uncomfortable telling me some things you used to because I love you, because of my bias, because you feared my reaction.

There have been times you have lied and justified those lies because of your own disbelief in the facts. I have apologized to you for the suggestion of these things and when it came out that my suggestion was warranted, my feelings were brushed to the side. I offend you with the truth because I won’t cosign the lies you tell yourself. I must apologize for hurting your feelings when you have yet to apologize for injuring mine. You make me feel a way and then get upset with me for feeling that way.

Today I said you’ve become vague and distant. You said it was my fault. You said you’ve always been vague, that you never really opened up. So that means either you are saying that now because you are upset or I was wrong about you all along.

Then I realized that I had lied to myself too. I did what females always do when they are in love, I saw what I wanted. I saw us and our situation as flawed but manageable. I saw us as this love story decades in the making because we had such a solid foundation.

But you can not be my friend only when you want, you can not be a dominant only when you want, you cannot only talk about our intimate relationship only when you want and make me feel bad for wanting or needing these things.

You owe yourself the same accountability that you give everyone else. And yes I am biased and yes I am emotional, and yes I am jealous, but that doesn’t make my feelings or my thoughts less valuable. That doesn’t make me less amazing. And holding you accountable doesn’t make me like everyone else or mean I love you any less.

But if you think it does, then so be it.

I will just temper myself to get the fuck over it. Cause I refuse to be loved conditionally when I have loved you without conditions.

[kittywabbit]

I feel you Illy.

[invictaman]

[ph55555]

[tx-gentleman]

- TX|G

[oldfarmhousefallfeatures]

[kittywabbit]

Amen