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11!

hi annonie, i’m sorry for answering this late :) 

11) what aspect of your writing do you think has most improved since you started writing?

to be honest, i’m not sure... i think that i used to have a huge problem with writing long stories and that surely is improved but it’s still not the greatest or in different words - it’s still not as good as i would like to! but you know, we’re all still learning and nowadays i’ve been writing a lot less bc of school but i started something new recently and only god knows how long that’s gonna be. 

also! i’m really bad at updating my stories... apologies... i¨ll be much better when i’m gonna have more free time!

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1) is there a story you’re holding off on writing for some reason?

2) what work of yours, if any, are you the most embarrassed about existing?

3) what order do you write in? front of book to back? chronological? favorite scenes first? something else?

4) favorite character you’ve written

5) character you were most surprised to end up writing

6) something you would go back and change in your writing that it’s too late/complicated to change now

7) when asked, are you embarrassed or enthusiastic to tell people that you write?

8) favorite genre to write

9) what, if anything, do you do for inspiration?

10) write in silence or with background noise? with people or alone?

11) what aspect of your writing do you think has most improved since you started writing?

12) your weaknesses as an author

13) your strengths as an author

14) do you make playlists for your current wips?

15) why did you start writing?

16) are there any characters who haunt you?

17) if you could give your fledgling author self any advice, what would it be?

18) were there any works you read that affected you so much that it influenced your writing style? what were they?

19) when it comes to more complicated narratives, how do you keep track of outlines, characters, development, timeline, ect.?

20) do you write in long sit-down sessions or in little spurts?

21) what do you think when you read over your older work?

22) are there any subjects that make you uncomfortable to write?

23) any obscure life experiences that you feel have helped your writing?

24) have you ever become an expert on something you previously knew nothing about, in order to better a scene or a story?

25) copy/paste a few sentences or a short paragraph that you’re particularly proud of

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chanyeol getting emotional TT

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mibaek | do not edit.

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soulmates? pt.2

genre: mostly fluff♡ very slight angst? featuring: taehyung, yoongi (and the rest of the boys eventually in some form) words: 2.8k

"Hey, you okay? Not that it's any of my business, but couldn't help but notice how out of it you seem to be during these last couple of weeks." His question surprised you a bit. Not that you two weren't friends, you just haven't expected him to be so observant when it came to you. Yoongi was your co-worker, sure, and friend as well, but he was usually the one with his mind somewhere else. Your job was boring, nothing exciting, you both worked for the same company for mediocre salary. But when you got to know him a little better, he opened up to you and told you about his real passion – music. You knew that he was always working on something; composing songs, writing lyrics, playing instruments and most importantly – he knew how to use his voice. Despite all this, you've never actually heard him live, just a few songs he let you listen to whenever he felt like he did a good job. Sadly, this happened rarely, he was a huge perfectionist and he was never really satisfied with his songs. But you knew how talented he was. Before you met Tae, you used to have a huge crush on him. Not that he would like you in this way back or anything, you just couldn't help but to adore the way he put his whole soul into his songs. Also, he was outrageously handsome. Despite that, you've never seen him with any girl before. Music was everything to him, so you guessed he simply haven't got a time for a girlfriend because he sure as hell could date anyone he wanted to. "I–um... yeah. I'm fine." you couldn't really tell him what was making you so distracted lately. Even you weren't really sure what to think about this whole thing. You thought it's going to be better now, since you finally knew the truth, but as the recent events showed, you were wrong, as usual. "I thought you were finally doing better after Taehyung moved out. Is it still bothering you so much? Or?" his voice was genuinely curious, but also bitter. He never liked him. You knew that. They were complete opposites and you liked that about them. Not to sound selfish, but they were both giving you something different as friends and it made your life and moods balanced. Unfortunately, past tense. The presence was not that great. You no longer talked to Taehyung and Yoongi seemed to be even more busy than ever. This was the first time Yoongi found some time for you after Taehyung moved out. And that was over 6 months ago. You mostly saw him in work and that being said, you felt very lonely. The only person you really spoke to frequently was your sister. Your latest conversation was also pretty distracting itself. You really wished you could stop thinking about it, but it was just impossible. "My sister wants to move out." Your statement was simple and clear. And yet, it wasn't. "What? Wha–why? Something happened?" Yoongi's confusion was kind of calming you a little. Your sister's decision made you feel even more lonely and worthless. "Nah. But she and Jungkook decided that they want to live together. They are currently searching for a place, so I thought it'll take some time. You know how it goes. But it looks like Jungkook has some friends that are moving out of Seoul so it might be actually sooner than expected," you exhaled loudly. You were happy for your sister, Jungkook was a great guy, but yes–your selfish side is back again–you really didn't want to be alone now. And also, you needed to find a new roommate. What a mess. "I just got an idea." Yoongi straightened up from his almost lying position and as he sit across from you on his fluffy carpet you adored, he looked at you with serious expression. "Huh? What kind?" his deadly-serious expression amused you and you couldn't help but chuckle softly. "We should be roommates!" You almost choked on that. The room was almost silent, quiet music playing from his iPod in the background, but you felt like the silence became too heavy after his statement. His face didn't change tho. He was still serious and very determined. And more importantly, he was waiting for some response from you. This thought would never cross your mind. Ever. It was hard to picture the two of you live together, but you tried. However, your attempt failed soon after you subconsciously started to compare him to Tae. "No. That's ridiculous." you tried to be firm with your opinion, but his look remained the same. "It's really not. My apartment is huge and I live here alone. I thought about getting a roommate but anyone would probably hate me for my music so I kinda bailed on that idea. But I could simply use headphones during the night! Hey, just let this thing go through your mind for a while, okay? I'm sure you'll see the pros of it." "Sure, Yoongi. But we both know it's not going to happen." _______________________________________________________________ "You promised to help me! Why are you sitting down again? There are like 6 more boxes downstairs! Yoongi! I swear to–" "I'm coming, jeez! Just needed a little break. Who the hell owns this much stuff?" You felt his hands on yours as he took the bog straight out of your hands and then he was gone once again, taking the box into your new room.  "Don't try to put this on me now. Remember who got this whole idea?" you shouted back with a small laugh. _______________________________________________________________ You blinked once again at the ceiling before getting up. Your phone informed you that it was currently 1:21am. You've been trying to get some sleep for hours, but you finally realized it's time to do something about it. The whole "moving to a new place" thing was still new for you and it usually took you some time to get used to new places. Therefore, you've been having a little trouble falling asleep for the past week. You decided that a cup of tea should help you a little but as you were walking towards the kitchen you noticed light coming out of Yoongi's room. You certainly didn't want to spy on him or anything, but your suddenly found yourself standing in front of his half-closed door, slightly peaking inside. He was sitting behind his desk, apparently playing something on his keyboard with the headphones on so you weren't able to hear, but he looked frustrated. You saw him trying a couple more times before he ripped the headphones out and gave in. Just when you wanted to slowly crawl away, he noticed your petite figure standing near his door with the blanket around your body. His expression went from frustrated to surprised and to pleased in the matter of seconds. "I had no idea you're still awake. I hope I haven't woke–" "No, no, absolutely not. Don't worry. I'm just having a bit of a trouble falling asleep." you said sheepishly. This was the first time you saw him like this. In his natural habitat. Despite how frustrated he was a minute ago, you knew how happy was music making him. You wanted something like that too. You gave him a little smile before leaving for kitchen. _______________________________________________________________ "Good morning, sunshine." you heard before you were able to see his gummy smile. "Well, I guess." was the only response you were able to provide at this moment. "Looks like the tea wasn't much of a help, huh?" you also heard the silent chuckle he tried to cover up with a cough. Too bad. "I still don't understand why I agreed to this. You're the worst roommate ever." you gave him a glare before disappearing into the bathroom. _______________________________________________________________ Your typical mornings were always like this. You both owned a car so you alternated between both. Even though he was a slightly better driver, you really liked driving so you made a deal with him to be the driver every other day. However, you felt like dying today. You were glad he noticed and that he simply took the keys and drove. He actually wasn't the worst roommate ever. Quite the opposite. _______________________________________________________________ You just got home from visiting your sister's new flat when you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. You wondered if you forgot something there and she was calling you to visit soon again or if it was just Yoongi making sure you haven't forgotten about your promise to make him some dinner since he had to stay longer in work in order for you to leave sooner. You almost picked the call up and told him to leave you alone if he wanted to eat something when you realized that there wasn't Yoongi's name gleaming on your phone screen. It was Taehyung's. This was the first time he's called you after the Jin's late night visitation. It left you absolutely startled. You froze in spot and were unable to do anything else but to pick up. You said nothing as you put the phone to your ear so you could finally hear his voice after so long. But you heard nothing. Absolutely nothing. You gulped and waited for a little longer to see if he'll speak or not. A minute passed and there was still silence on his side, so you couldn't help but feel the tears that were slowly threatening to spill out. You finally opened your mouth to say something when you heard he hung up on you. It was really hard for you not to cry while the phone call lasted, but it was practically impossible now. Nonetheless, you promised yourself that you were over this. You dried your tears and tried to compose yourself a little. Thank god that cooking was still your favorite distraction. _______________________________________________________________ You started to realize it wasn't a good idea after all just when you were being dragged though the thick crowd of drunk and dancing people. You couldn't even remember the last time you visited a club. But this wasn't just any club. This used to be the club. It used to be the place you and Tae visited often – when you had frustrating day in the work, when he felt like loosing up a little since you were "tiring him so much with being so uptight" or simply to celebrate absolutely anything from your birthday to the simple fact it was already half a year you guys lived together. The music was blasting through the speakers, and despite how much you wanted to finally think about this, it was too late. It was his hand, reaching for you once again, since you were too slow and got stuck up behind him. It was only familiar for you to take it, holding onto him for support you needed. Not only in this particular moment, but ever since he moved out. Not even an hour ago, your phone buzzed up once again, his name on your screen almost screaming in your face. You thought about not picking it up, but not even your pride could've stopped you. You almost tripped over someone's foot, as you were thinking about how exactly you got yourself into this position. Tae noticed and there was a split of worry in his eyes, but he continued to lead your way, his warm hand not letting yours. Seconds later, you were finally able to sit in the same spot you used to. The bartender was rather funny so you both liked sitting at the bar, but you immediately noticed that he either wasn't working tonight, or he got some other gig. It was all over a year ago anyways, you couldn't possibly expect everything to go unchanged. You felt the slightly uncomfortable silence between you, but that was only due to the fact he said nothing to you ever since you saw him waiting for you in front of the club. You really wanted to talk to him, but you knew that was impossible here, so you kept waiting for him to make his move. After all, he was the one to call you here. And he called you, sure, but once again, he said absolutely nothing. Seconds later, however, he sent a simple text – with time and a place. You watched him ordering shots for both of you. Clever move. He knew it would make you more comfortable and you really needed exactly that. His eyes not leaving yours, you took your glass, pressing it agains your lips and he did the same. You got used to the disgusting feeling by now, so you simply took another, that was already waiting for you. Two shots later, you really expected him to finally say something; do something. And he did not disappoint, as usual. Giving you no time to think about it, he was already up on his legs, standing in front of you. You gave him confused look, but he was obviously up to something, so you weren't really expecting any explanations from him. This all lead to this exact moment, his hands on your hips and yours hesitantly around his neck. No matter how weird it must've felt to you, he sure as hell was enjoying himself. It was hard not to think about Yoongi, probably waiting for you home, but the more you tried to think about it, the harder it was. You started to actually enjoy this as well. By now, his hands were on your waist, one of them sliding a little too further, but it felt too good to complain. His touches started to be too much for you. Even the platonic ones, you missed them a little bit too much. Yes, it was about the time to finally admit your silly feelings for him. You used to have a little crush on him back when you barely knew each other and it grew into something more once you actually found out how amazing he is. But it was embarrassing, and you tried to push it back for as long as you could. Also, you knew he wasn't interested in you in this way. It was hard to accept, but you had no other choice. He simply liked you as his best friend and that was exactly what you decided to stay as. Although, right now? You had no idea what you felt towards him. Yeah, the dancing felt nice, but wasn't it lacking something? Were you just too confused to admit how much you wanted this? Or were you the only one with some sense left here, so you were able to realize how odd it was? Just as you wanted to pull away, he pulled you closer. His hands still not leaving your waist, you tried once more to pull away, but all your attempts were pointless. The moment you were sure how weird this whole situation really was, you saw Seokjin pushing his way between the overcrowded place towards you. You saw him calling something, but the place was way too loud for you to catch it. Your expression must've gave you away as you noticed Taehyung's body turning a little so he could see what caught your attention. He definitely saw him as well. What surprised you, though, was his expression. He stayed absolutely calm, like nothing was happening. You expected anything but that. Honestly, you've had enough. He called you here, but said nothing. If he wanted to have a good time, there was plenty of people he could've called instead of you. Was this some kind of game for him? Judging by Jin's astonished expression, he probably felt somewhat the same. Taehyung however had his own plan, as always. There couldn't help yourself but to freeze completely when you felt his lips on yours. It happened in matter of seconds, one second you saw Jin pushing his way through, and the other you and Taehyung's lips were pressed against each other's. He was relentless, your reaction not discouraging him at all. His lips were soft and you had no other choice, but to admit they felt amazing. You had no other solution, but to respond. It was addicting and you regretted not doing this sooner. It felt so right. But only for a second. Just as you wanted to reconsider your choice to return the kiss, he pulled you even closer, his hands in your hair, bodies pressed against each other, leaving absolutely no space between you. You felt Jin's eyes on you, and you knew this is going to be bad. So here you were, lost in his touches, unable to think or do anything else but kiss him back, with the feeling of guilt already creeping up on you.

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Practice

cr genre: fluff♡, smut(omg im sorry but the thirst was so real) featuring: park chanyeol words: omg this was supposed to be a SHORT scenario, but 5.3k(rip me) also, the whole scenario is pretty much based on that gif(or the whole performance, so ... also - it got a bit too sweet, i couldn’t help myself)

You really thought you would get used to evenings like this by now, but somehow you still haven't. It was around 1am and you were still turning and tossing in bed. Maybe – just maybe, it was because this bed wasn't your own. But you've occupied this bed pretty much as often as possible in the last 7 months so it really wasn't about the fact you weren't used to this bed or your surroundings. You checked your phone to see if there was anything new happening, but everyone you cared about seemed to be either asleep or still busy. With another muffled groan you turned to the other side of the bed as you tried to find more comfortable position to sleep. At first you thought it was pointless, but seemingly you were not able to manage it anymore as your exhaustion finally won.

It was hard to stay asleep with all those noises coming from somewhere near you. You blinked a few times, trying to put all the pieces together so you could recognize the room you were currently sleeping in. You heard a few tired voices whispering to each other in the next room and you knew this was usually the time when they all came back, beyond tired and all they really wanted to do was eat, shower and sleep as much as possible in their busy schedules, which meant not much. Just when you decided that you should maybe get up and explore the situation, the door flew open and you covered your eyes since the light coming from the hallway was too much at this hour. You knew it must've been between 3 and 5am, that was the usual time for them to come back from their practice or shooting or whatever they were doing through their very busy day. You weren't exactly sure who just came in, it could've been your boyfriend, but it could also be Kyungsoo or Jongin. The best solution is to lay back down and hope for the best. You couldn't help but wonder what was going on, they were usually very quiet and it took them only a while to call it a night, this night, however, seemed to be rather loud and busy. The person who opened the door probably left already so you heard rather loud conversation between Baekhyun and Suho about their schedule tomorrow. You decided that the best idea is probably staying in bed and not going there right now, Chanyeol will come to bed sooner or later. As predicted, while you were thinking why can't he finally get his own room, Chanyeol finally walked into the room quietly and closed the door behind him. He must've thought you were still asleep based on how quiet he tried to be, also failing miserably, when he lied down next to you, trying to steal some of the covers lazily put over your body. You couldn't help but snuggle a little bit closer to his warm and wet body from shower. Once he realized that you're definitely not asleep, his hands started to wander around. When he heard your silent chuckle he couldn't help it himself. "You should sleep, Yeol. Also, Kyungsoo is going to be here any minute, I'm actually pretty surprised he's not here already. He's always the first one in bed." His chest vibrated as he chuckled again, this time genuinely amused at something you were raising your brow at, too bad he couldn't see it in the darkness of the room. "Well.. he would be here first, if he wasn't already sleeping on the couch." You couldn't help but laugh at the image. Also, you laughed even more when you realized how grumpy he's going to be in the morning, that couch is a pure nightmare. You knew all too well. That's why you both decided to share the room with two other people instead of having mediocre privacy there. It wasn't the worst while everyone was asleep but the regret came the second you woke up that morning. "Poor Soo. Someone should probably wake him up and tell him to go to his bed." "Hmmm...maybe. But while we're alone..." he didn't even bother finishing his sentence, his lips were already attached to your own, soft and warm. But the way he kissed you made you realize how tired he really is. Despite wanting to kiss the hell out of him, you broke the kiss and brushed off some of the wet strands of his hair, sticking out of his forehead. "Good night." There was a sign of a protesting for a second, but even he had to admit how tired he was. You knew he always desired to make you happy and satisfied, but sometimes it was beyond possible. Not that you weren't happy. But you've seen him once a week when you had a free day so you came here, meeting him for a brief time when he god home, completely exhausted. You were absolutely content at this moment. He was already deep asleep, his chest moving regularly as he was breathing in and out. He looked peaceful, his face almost smiling. You bet it must've felt good to come home after such a long week and to be finally able to rest. Not to give yourself any unnecessary credits, but, in your arms. It took you a few more minutes to realize that all the voices are finally quiet. Jongin was still nowhere to see. What a shame. They decided to give you some privacy the only night you couldn't even make it count. You squeezed your thighs together and tried to concentrate on sleeping and not anything else that wanted to run wild images on your mind. Fortunately, thanks to Chanyeol's warm body cuddling you, you were able to fall asleep faster than ever. _______________________________________________________________________

"I mean... sure, okay. I'll come. Bye." you put your phone back down on your desk and tried to focus on the paperwork in front of you. You were supposed to have a free day today, but your boss called you in the morning asking you to come since your co-worker Sooyeon was apparently sick with flu or some other virus. "Was it your boyfriend?" you heard your other co-worker, Minho, asking. He always liked you, a bit too much according to Sooyeon, but you really tried to not think about it. He was not a bad guy, just clingy and pretty delusional sometimes. He asked you out a few times, you always refused, as polite as possible, even though you actually wanted to tell him to piss off. You couldn't. Your boss has a soft spot for him and it wouldn't be the best idea for you, you really needed your job. Chanyeol and you were still dating shortly, around 7 months or so, and you would never want him to sponsor you in any way. Your job was not exciting or your dream job, but you've gotten used to it by now and the only thing bothering you was Minho – occasionally. "What? How do you even know I got one?" was the only response possible since you sure as hell haven't told him about you being in relationship. Even Sooyeon was still oblivious even though you two were the closest thing to friends. "I pay attention. I noticed you smile more often lately and how often you check your phone." His look was almost hurt, but more of a jealous. You could feel his delusional speech coming once again. "I though you liked me, _____." He turned on his chair so he could be facing you and pouted a little. It disgusted the crap out of you how some guys thought they could simply own you when they decided to. The same story with Minho. He never actually did something, but his words were enough for you to get chills all over. "Back again with your delusional stories, I see. I need to go. Have a nice weekend." you were upmost grateful that Sooyeon had everything ready for you, so you only needed to put the whole thing together – this way you were able to leave an hour earlier. "Whatever. I know we would suit each other. Just think about it." was his last sentence and as you were getting up and leaving, you gave him once last glance only to see him watching you, disgustingly, and sending you a wink. What an ass.

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It took you almost an hour to get to the other half of the city at this hour. It was late, but you knew their practice shouldn't end until the next hour or so. This was supposed to be the last one before their tour starts. You were excited for boys as well. You knew they were working really hard, even though you haven't been to any of their practices before. You've seen Chanyeol practicing some songs before, but you haven't seen him dancing if you're not counting videos. You were never a huge fan of EXO, you've been working in the SM company for quite some time so you had your own opinion about all idols or groups in general, but that changed once you actually met Chanyeol. Actually, Baekhyun was the first boy you've met from them, but this whole story is still so cringeworthy you didn't feel like thinking about it right now. You wanted to go home, have a shower and watch something. Or maybe even have a drink, gosh. Yes, you obviously were more than nervous about this. You were about to go into the room full of sweaty guys dancing for their lives. Definitely not something you, or anyone else, could experience everyday so, sure you were terrifyingly nervous. Since you knew how tired they're going to be, you made a little stop before and bough them all ice coffee so you were currently trying to balance with your hands full and occupied. You managed to open the door somehow and the security let you in since he already knew you were coming. Absolutely no one besides you and the guys knew about you and Chanyeol. It was risky, sure, but they all agreed to stay quiet until you and Chan decide what to do next. You would probably loose your job, but you would never take the day you and Chan met back. You already knew which door it is, since there was only one door with loud music playing behind. You told yourself that you're not a 12 years old anymore and you can handle this before you quickly maneuvered and opened the door with all the coffee in your hands. The sight shocked you a bit. The music was blasting, but you saw no one dancing. Everyone was either sitting and talking with each other or they were even lying down, face covered with a towel. Suho was the first one to spot you, waving you to join him and the small group sitting around. Chanyeol was nowhere to be seen. You fought back the urge to sigh, you really wanted to see him, to see his smile, so you could forget about Minho, but he was just not here. "O h god. I think... I think I love you." Sehun told you with his eyes locked on the coffee in your hands. "Good to know." you handed him once cup without further fuss. You liked to tease him a lot since he was the only guy younger than you and also, his personality could be immensely funny when he got angry or annoyed, but you saw that today was not the day. Despite how tired they must've all been, they seemed pretty happy and relaxed. There was a flash of worry there and there, but they were mostly in a good mood. "Does this mean I can finally rest? Am I no longer a dad? Have you finally accepted your new position, as their mum?" Suho asked with a huge grin, his eyes in little crescents. "You wish. I'm afraid that's not in plan." your response was accompanied with a wink, but he knew you meant it. You heard him sigh in defeat when all the boys finally came and got their coffee with an enthusiastic "thanks" or even a hug(of course it was from Baekhyun, who else.) After you managed to get sweaty Baek off yourself, he finally told you what you've been waiting for to hear from someone. "He's not here. He left like half an hour ago, I think he got a call from manager. He should come back soon, though." This confused you a little. Kyungsoo and Kai were looking like they were about to leave already. "So.. are you guys done?" you asked him with you eyes glued to the screen of your phone. It was showing you no messaged or missed calls, nothing. "Yeah. We're going back to dorm now. Are you coming or do you want to wait here? He's going to practice a bit more since he left earlier." he gave you one of those sympathetic looks of his, when he kinda feels sorry for you, but kinda wants to make fun of you. He's been always a tease, from the day you've met him and nothing's changed now, but he's probably too exhausted to do this right now. "I guess I'll stay. Your lame ass needs to rest anyways so it's better for me to stay and leave you alone." you said with a grin as you watched him showing you the finger and leaving the last. What was this supposed to mean. This was the last day of their practice. They are going to have a soundcheck tomorrow and some costume fittings. You're taking a double shift so you won't see him for two weeks at the very least. Well maybe for a few hours or so, but you honestly wanted to give him some space during this tour, he deserved to enjoy it with the rest of the boys. The ONLY problem left was your sexual deprivation. You haven't actually slept with Chanyeol yet, it was pretty close a few times, but he was taking his time. Not that you were complaining or anything, you loved him for being patient and making sure nothing is too hurried or too rushed, but you just couldn't help yourself. Were you being pathetic? Oh god. You felt slightly embarrassed for your lame thoughts about your boyfriend, reminding yourself you're not a teenager anymore and you should be able to manage these things. You haven't even realized how long you've been already sitting here alone, until you got a text.

Yeol: OH GOD I'M SO SORRY, I'M ALMOST THERE. baek just told me you've been waiting for me in the practice room, YOU SHOULd'VE JUST GONE HOME AND REST You: well what can I say i'm an A+ girlfriend Yeol: SURE, whatever you say

You've put your phone back in your pocket, stretching your body a little since the small chair you've been sitting in is not exactly the most comfortable. What else you expected, this room is meant for other purposes, not sitting around. You looked at yourself in the mirrors that are covering entire wall right next to you, only to see slightly tired version of yourself, with your hair messy and all around, slightly curled since it was pretty humid outside and your hair tend to do this a lot. You tried to tidy it a little when you heard steps in the hall and soon after you saw Chanyeol opening the door and rushing inside. One look at him and you were sold. You no longer cared about your hair or Minho or anything else. You saw his eyes glowing a little from the excitement as he saw you sitting at the end of the room with your knees under your chin. You wanted to jump out and hug him tightly, but you reminded yourself he needed to stay focused a little longer since his practice was not over. "So... how long will it take? It's almost 12am." you asked with faked disinterest. The only thing you could think about right now was how good he looked only in simple white shirt and shorts since he already took his hoodie off. "I'm not sure." was the only thing he said to you after a while. He was looking at you for a bit and then he turned the music on. It was an instrumental version of Artificial love, you've heard this song far too many times before not to recognize it immediately. However, you certainly haven't expected the dance to look like.... this. You shifted in your chair immediately, the only good thing was the fact he was looking at himself in the mirror so he wasn't facing you. You felt the heat pulsing though your body stopping in the places you wished not to. Not now. This was the first time you've seen him dancing. And to be completely honest, he was a great dancer, maybe not the best, but your body was certainly responding. Half into the song he suddenly stopped and turned the music off. He turned around and opened the small door on the opposite side of the main door. It could've been some sort of changing room, you had no idea honestly. Apparently not, as you've witnessed Chanyeol leaving the small room with a cane in his hands and closing the door right after. Your mind already pictured the inevitable. You just hoped and prayed it won't happen. You tried to make up a quick excuse to leave, but it would be too weird now since you wanted to wait for him and it seemed like he barely started. As he returned on his previous spot in front and played the same song once again, you fully realized how screwed you were. You tried several different positions, hoping he's too focused to notice you shifting around like an disobedient child, but nothing really helped you. You jeans suddenly seemed to be too tight and you were glad the whole "blushing" thing never happened to you, because if so, lord help you. Just when you thought it couldn't possibly get worse for you, he made a spin and ended up facing you, his shirt lifting up and showing you everything you really needed to forget about in this moment. You tried to look natural and simply focused on his training, but you couldn't help and think about his body. You've seen him shirtless many times before, mostly when he came out of the shower or when thing got heated, but with the way he's been working out so much lately, it was impossible not to noticed he looked better by month. Not that he needed it. You were desperately in love with him by now and you couldn't care less if he had abs and nice body and face or not. But in this specific moment, that was the only thing in your mind that was clear enough for you to focus on. You noticed how intense his look was, almost like he was waiting for a response of this sort from you, but it was hard to tell, when he gets really focused, he always looks too passionate about it. His moves were smooth and full of skill you wished he would use on you on day. To say you were starting to get a little jealous of the cane was an understatement. He touched it in the ways you pictured him touching you and when he made another spin and landed on his knees, it took all the power inside you not to gasp or moan even. He started to grind the cane in the most sinful way right in front of you and you were on the verge of snapping. His movements knew no boundaries, precise, passionate and shamefully hot. You felt yourself getting feverish and your heart was most certainly beating harder than ever before. You knew you couldn't take this whole show much longer, you craved for his attention, his touch and most importantly – you wanted to touch him. As if he was reading your mind, not only he continued with the whole grinding thing, he looked you in the eyes and smirked at you. He most certainly saw how you gulped, because your throat felt like a desert in that moment. Only then you finally realized he did all of this on purpose. He left because he wanted to be alone with you, there was no call with his manager. All the pieces were making sense – Baekhyun's weird expression and the way he explained this awkward situation, the fact that Chan haven't said anything about this earlier, he wanted you to wait and see his spectacle. But it was too late. It was way too late for you to end his game. The fact is, you liked this game and you sure as hell wanted it to continue. He probably noticed the change of your expression – you went from startled to confident in a matter of seconds when you realized you're not the only one thinking about one another the way you did. Before you realized it, he let go of his cane and got up on his knees, reaching for your lips. Your mind was screaming at you, but you were too lost in the pure bliss from his kiss. His soft lips weren't as tender as usual, you could feel all the frustration already, you were both panting and trying to stay sane, but it was too much for you. You put your arms around his neck and that was literally all he needed to take you down into his lap, you straddling him. On any other day, you would've been able to make out with him for hours, but right now, as impatient as you were, your mouth started to wander down his jawline, softly nibbling at the sensitive skin on his neck, making him groan in satisfaction. You knew how weak are neck kisses making him, so you sucked and licked on the skin, trying to leave no marks after yourself. He was getting as impatient as you, exploring your soft skin under your blouse, making you shiver. After sucking on his soft spot, he obviously decided this whole game became a little too much and pulled away from you. You knew this would come. This is how Chanyeol is. Always thoughtful, even in a situation like this, when you were on the odge of ripping his clothes off. "Don't you even dare to ask, Park Chanyeol." He didn't need to speak or hear anything else before he took your top off as fast as he could. Soon after you were in nothing but your underwear. While he was looking at you as if he saw you for the first time, you took your change and grabbed the hem of his shirt to put it off. You reached with your hand and caressed his skin anywhere you possibly could. Despite how eager and thirsty you both were, it suddenly became much more than just a quick sex. You knew that look in his eyes, mostly because you looked at him the same when he wasn't paying attention. You loved him, but those words felt too serious and you weren't sure if you were prepared to this kind of attachment. The only solution was to kiss him again. Your lips moved in perfect sync, you almost felt like you were both saving yourself for this day as you thought it was never as good as now before. You felt dizzy, lost in blissful feeling, when you felt his hands on your hips and then absolutely everywhere. It was hard not to moan already and you knew he hasn't even started yet. His fingers delicately traced patterns along your back and successfully unclasped your bra on first try. This wasn't new. You already experienced this with him before, but it couldn't even compare. You were honestly wondering if he felt the same, almost drunk, completely hypnotized, just as you. Wasting no time, he caressed your breasts, making you moan in anticipation. Seeing you already responding to his actions so much, he couldn't help but kiss you once again. Just when you leaned in for more, to deepen the kiss, he suddenly broke the kiss and leaned in so he could whisper with his breathing hot and heavy exactly into your ear: "What are you doing to me.... I think I might go crazy because of you." You weren't expecting to be so afflicted from his words, but you were. The thought of him feeling exactly the same thing as you was making you mad. Madly ecstatic. You heard low groan from his throat as you couldn't help but grind against him, repeating the exact motions which he teased you with not even an hour ago. Repeating your actions over and over, he lost his patience completely – lifting you up, your legs still firmly holding his hips on each side, and almost slamming you against the nearest wall. You felt the cold mirrors against yourself, but the only thing you really felt was Chanyeol's fingers, quickly pulling your underwear off, leaving you completely naked. Wasting absolutely no time, his underwear followed shortly after. Your breath hitched before he even did anything. He was just standing there for a brief moment, with you straddling him, looking you into eyes, as if he was making sure you're absolutely positive about this. But you were. And he must've finally understood that, as he slowly thrusted into you, turning you into a moaning mess. You usually weren't this vocal, not with any of your previous boyfriend anyways. It surprised even you how he was able to turn you into an absolute mess during only a few minutes. Your hands exploring every single fragment of his soft skin finally settled in his hair, pulling everytime he thrusted back into you. You already felt yourself getting close, nothing surprising when you thought about how long you've been thinking about this and waiting for it. Moving your head a little, your lips found his soft spot on his neck, making him moan a little as well. You were both breathing heavily, moaning every now-and-then, when he brought his fingers to add a little extra sensation for you. He must've been very close because he was whispering things to himself, the only thing you were able to catch was your name, repeatedly, and then something else, way too muffled for you to understand. Founding your lips once again, you already lost yourself. It was all too much for you and you couldn't help but curse as you finally reached your high. Not slowing down, Chanyeol tried to help you ride it out, but after a moment or so, you felt him twitching inside you, coming almost immediately after you. Trying to form at least one coherent thought, you struggled to catch your breath. It was too quiet for a while, the only sounds in room now your breaths, slowly calming down from being a mess only minutes back. There was no right thing to say right now, everything would sound silly and forced, so you stayed quiet, while Chanyeol pulled out and put you down, not saying a word either. You were rather confused, it almost felt like he might've regretted the whole thing, maybe it felt too rushed to him, after all. His actions, however, were the complete opposites of his deadly silence – he helped you to get dressed, that was the first time in your life something like this happened. Sure, everyone is always eager to help get each other out of his clothes and is more than contributive taking it off, but putting it back on? The best solution was to just stay undressed and go to sleep, but in your case, it was impracticable, since you were still in the practice room and not in bedroom. After being back in your clothes, you surprisingly started to feel even more vulnerable. Chanyeol was always talking, it was practically impossible to shut him up and it made you uneasy seeing him like this. You couldn't help but finally do something. "I–have I done something wrong? Because if so I'm really–" he cut you off in the middle of your sentence, his lips pressing against yours. You wanted to kiss him, real bad, but you always tried to be the rational one. He've been doing this a lot–kissing you to shut you up or to simple put any kind of starting argument away, he knew his kisses were your soft spot. But you were afraid what is wrong so you tried to be relentless about this. "No–wait, Chan, please. You always talk, but you never talk to me when I need you to." you grabbed his hand, intertwining your fingers together, you had no intention of going anywhere. No matter what he has to say, you prepared yourself to solve it despite everything. This whole relationship has been risky for you. And for him as well. But it was far too late to back up now. Your heart probably skipped a beat when he finally decided to speak up. "No. You haven't done anything wrong, alright? But I–I'm not sure if you've heard me before, but I can't–I–" this was the first time you've seen him so speechless. He was trying very hard to say whatever was bothering his mind, so you waited, only to find yourself gasping for air seconds later. "I'm in love with you." He blurted it out so quickly you weren't even sure if you've heard him correctly. Not that you weren't expecting it, sooner or later anyways, but actually hearing it? It felt surreal. "I–I–" you started to babble, unable to finish any sentence, or thought, in this matter. "I get it. I don't want to push you into anything, but I just really couldn't wait any longer since–" there was he back again, talking for his dear life, as he was almost shaking from anxiety. You couldn't even hear the rest of his monologue. You kept replaying him saying "i'm in love with you" in your head, trying to convince yourself about it. It was hard for you to believe someone could actually love you back, that someone really cared about you. "I love you too." You told it so quietly, almost as a whisper, interrupting his still ongoing speech. He seemed to kept going, even after you said it, when he finally realized what you just said. He froze in a spot, looking back at you, with still fearful look on his face. "You what?" You couldn't help but laugh now. It wasn't the best moment, but his reaction was just too ridiculous. "I love you too, Park Chanyeol." After reassuring him about your feelings towards him, the old Chanyeol seemed to be back. "God, why couldn't you tell that right from the start? I'm telling you, you're definitely going to make me–" was the only thing he managed to say before you pulled him into a kiss, trying to shut him up this time.

im done with park chanyeol btw, ive been crying here the whole day 

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cute squish ksoo♡

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Wow, Soulmates was so good! The cliffhanger!I just can't wait for the next chapter and to know a lot more about Tae and the OC's relationship❤️

I’m so glad you liked it ! there’s a lot more coming I hope it won’t disappoint you (“⌒∇⌒”)

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Soulmates? pt.1

Genre: fluff♡, slight angst, will see what will become of this whole series later Featuring: Tae!roommate (and the others) Words: 2924

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You felt your phone buzzing in your small pocket once again. For the 5th time already, in no less than 3 minutes. And you knew exactly who was calling you, but you felt no need to pick up the phone to someone who you were already rushing to see. Sure, you were late. And it wasn't the "fashionably late" or whatever bullshit. Since you were so damn anxious about all this in the first place, you were totally unable to sleep throughout the whole night. But as usual, your body decided to turn off completely just an hour before you needed to finally leave your place. So unsurprisingly, you've overslept your sister's plane and now she's all by herself, probably more anxious than you, waiting somewhere near EXIT-C.

Just as you felt the well-known buzzing once again, you finally saw her. She was standing with her luggage in the small spot, almost hidden from everyone, but since you knew her all to well, you've expected this kind of behavior. Familiar feeling rushed through your body and it settled right in the center of your gut, the unmistakable feeling of guilt. You've already questioned your decision far too many times. And she always made you sure that she also wants this, despite the fact she's not used to live in huge cities, full of people, such as Seoul. Brief moment passed as she put her phone back down and looked in every single direction with hopeless look written all over her face. That changed completely when she finally saw you, waving at her like crazy, almost running to her and also crying just a little. She noticeably relaxed, but you knew just how angry you made her. And she wasn't the angry type at all.

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"Unnie, I thought about going back for a second. I really did. You came just in time for me not to change my mind. But right now, I must admit, I'm beyond happy that I came here." you shifted a little, so you could look outside the window now, because you knew where was this conversation going. You felt her heavy look on yourself, but it took her only a second to make her peace with the fact you don't want to look at her. So she just started to braid her hair as if nothing was happening and she wasn't about to ask you questions you weren't exactly ready to answer.

"How long do you want to avoid the actual reason why I'm even here? Listen to me, unnie. You have to finally talk about it. I know why you asked me to live with you. The only person who doesn't know, but should, is him." just as she finished braiding her hair, she turned her full attention back to you. After few awkward moments of pure staring, you gave in.

"I don't have to listen to you. Go to sleep. It's late. Just because you seem to enjoy your job so far doesn't mean it won't change if you'll come late tomorrow. Now shush." you saw the look on her face and how she pouted a little but after all, you were right. You knew that it wouldn't last forever. With this attitude, it will take less than a week for her to get you speaking. But for now, you don't want to deal with all this mess. Not tonight.

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"Can't you open the door? I'm busy right now!" you shouted at your sister that was listening to music way too loudly in the next room. It took her a minute to finally get up and turn the music down a little. While you were having an existential crisis about the perfect dress you should wear for the blind date your friend arranged, your sister stepped inside your room. She wasted no time and simply asked you to come and see what was happening in front of your door. And damn, you definitely did not expect to see this.

You saw totally wasted Taehyung sitting in front of your door, half asleep, half mumbling something too quietly for your ears to hear. Just when you sighed in frustration, your sister slowly returned to her room, since she already realized you want to deal with this alone. And you did. Also, you knew that your postponed conversation with her will be brought back as soon as possible after this. What an awesome night.

"Oppa, what is this supposed to mean?" you approached him slowly, helping him to stand up. It took him less than a second to sober up a little when he heard your indifferent voice. You used it all the time when he did something that confused you or displeased you.

"_____-ah...... I'm sorry. I must've probably forgotten that I don't live here anymore" he slurred but it was clear enough for you to hear him. Drunk Tae was nothing new. Not to you, anyways. The last month you were living together was especially bad. He used to be an amazing roommate. And you both used to be great friends. But it changed about a month ago, he became very distant and you mostly saw him drunk when he texted you to come and pick him up from somewhere. You always liked living with him, but it became too much. You wanted to help him, to find out what the hell was bothering him so much, but he just closed up from you and it hurt you so much. You were the closest thing to be called best friend for him and he used to be the same. He had more friends, but your friendship was always special.

"Come on. You should stay and sleep here. It's too late for you to go home now." He chucked when you said the word "home". Sure, your decision that he should probably move out and live with Jimin may've been a bit too much but it has been almost 3 months now. You hoped he would understand your decision and forgive you. But clearly, he was still bitter about it. And truthfully, you couldn't blame him. It was hard for you as well. You liked living with your sister, it was good in different ways, but you've called yourself stupid countlessly for this decision.

Since there was literally no real living-room in your small apartment, you brought him into your room and managed to put him onto your bed. It was covered in dresses and random clothing but that really didn't bother you at the moment. But it bothered him, of course.

"Were you going somewhere? You used to do this all the time when you weren't sure what to wear..." he stopped somewhere in the middle of his sentence, clearly deep in thoughts, or to be more specific, deep in some memory that the two of you have shared.

"No, not really. Not tonight anyways." you explained while you took your clothes away and put them on already huge pile of clothing near the closet. While you were finishing with tidying up your room a little, he apparently decided to make himself comfortable, it was obviously still familiar place for his drunken mind. He took off his shoes and his beloved leather jacket as well. You didn't really know what to do, there was only one bed in your room and sure, you guys have slept in the same bed together, but it was always by accident when you were watching a movie and you've both fallen asleep or when you were both drunk and too tired to deal with the fact that you're both sleeping in the same bed. You thought about going to your sister's bed but she would kick you out immediately so you forgot about that idea. As you were awkwardly standing above him, with your arms crossed, he probably guessed what you were thinking about so hard and he answered your problems with grabbing your leg and pulling you down onto your own bed, sitting beside him.

"If you want, I can sleep on the floor. I don't really care anyways." he offered, visibly more sober. You looked at him, as stunning as always, and concluded that you couldn't possibly do that to him after everything else that happened lately. Sure, you were angry at him a little bit, but the guilt was eating you whole up.

"No. It's fine. And also, it's just one night." with a small smile, you put this conversation to an end. He managed to switch the lights out and he immediately plopped back onto your mattress, hugging you slightly. This sudden action made you froze a little but you thought that it's probably just the drunken side of Tae acting again – he's usually very affectionate and cuddly while he's drunk. With his own intoxicating smell, it took you a very little time to fall asleep in his embrace.

When you woke up, he was still there. After your eyes adjusted to the sudden light coming from your window, you noticed that he's actually awake as well. What surprised you, thought, was how he still held you pretty close to his own warm body, despite the fact that now he must be sober for more than sure.

"Morning" you mumbled as you managed to straighten up a little bit, making his hands let you go to make this movement possible. It was usually pretty easy for you to tell what he was thinking or feeling, his face was an open book for you, but right now, he looked almost cold, no visible emotions whatsoever. As you studied him closely, what he definitely noticed, he broke into shy smile.

"I thought about apologizing to you, but right now, I suddenly feel like you should apologize to me. I mean–look at this. At us. I just–why would you–look–" you saw how hard he was trying to find the right words to explain you how he must've felt about this whole situation that occurred between you. But he didn't have to struggle with this issue at all, you understood his feelings all too well. Sure, you missed him. And this night reminded you how much actually. But that haven't changed the fact how he behaved and after these 3 months you were more than determined to stay behind your words to live separately.

"I'm going to make you some coffee." you stated simply and got up, heading to kitchen. Your sister was already in work, the only good thing was that today was your day off so you actually had some time to deal with Tae. You took a day off because of that blind date, but right now it felt like too much to handle at the moment, so you decided you should call it off later when Tae wouldn't be around to hear about it. He never liked any of your dates. Not that he wouldn't like to see you with someone, he just thought you had terrible taste in men in general what made him set you up with his friend Seokjin once, but that ended up even worse than any of your previous dates.

Not that you had anything against Jin! He was a sweet guy, but he wasn't really someone you could picture yourself with and honestly, he told you the same. It made both of you wonder why Taehyung set you two up in the first place, he must've known that it would most likely end up this way, but that was a long time ago and he promised you not to set you up with his friends again and not to interfere with your love life ever again so you let this go off your mind. Well, until now at least.

Your coffee machine was already finished with your coffee while you were thinking back about this whole embarrassing story, so you poured some of it to your favourite cup and also to Tae's cup since he still had it here. His cup was actually a gift from you, you gave it to him during your first month as roommates since he was constantly pissing you off with the various number of girls he used to bring to your apartment back then. You thought that buying him a cup that was saying with a big and bold font "happily married" would turn some of the girls away, but it actually made him so amused you both agreed to always bring your dates over only after "consultation" with the other and also, with permission. You were surprised how seriously he took this, he always let you know ever since then, so you could stay out a little longer or not to come home at all if you had a place to stay instead.

You heard Tae brushing his teeth from bathroom, most likely with the spare toothbrush you had there in cases such as this, since he already took his own toothbrush away. This all made you feel a little bittersweet. You tried to think about something else than him, but your regrets made it practically impossible. Just when you were telling yourself you did the right thing, he came out off the bathroom, shirtless, looking hotter than you remembered him. Oh god, why must he do this even harder to you. You always wished he would wear a shirt more often while you lived together, he could be rather distracting sometimes. You tried to look as natural as he did, sipping a little from your hot coffee. He had some nerve coming here drunk and going around shirtless without apology. What if you didn't took the day off today? You wanted to scold him for all this when he suddenly spoke in quiet voice- "I'm sorry. I really shouldn't have come here yesterday. But it was almost unbearable. Not only you told me to move out – you completely shut me out, ____. I called you, you know? And I texted you as well. Why the hell would you ignore me like this?"

His words made you feel even worse about yourself, if possible. You certainly haven't planned this, you just found yourself too startled to ever answer some of his calls. Most likely because you knew that you would take him back in a blink of an eye back then.

"I know I probably owe you some explanation, but don't throw all this at me. You shut down from me long time ago, Tae." you tried to look him directly in the eye, but he was looking down, into his cup as if there was something way more interesting than you and your conversation right now. For someone who had so much to say a little while ago about you, he sure as hell didn't look so cocky right now.

You waited a little longer to hear some lame ass response from him, but nothing. He said absolutely nothing and it made you angry. This was the typical while you used to live together a few months back. When he would sober up in the morning, you would make him coffee and ask him things while he would only look down, silently.

"Fine. We don't have to talk. Not now and not ever." you got up, now completely furious, and went back to your room to change and pick your purse. You managed to brush your teeth, but you were too angry to do anything about your messy hair or anything else.

You said nothing to him as you walked from your apartment. He knew he didn't have to lock the door and he didn't have the keys, anyways. You had actually no idea where you were going, just somewhere as far away from him as possible, to be frank.

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"The fuck?" you mumbled for yourself. It was a little past 2AM when someone knocked on your door, a bit too loud. Well, loud for this inhuman hour at least. Your sister was out of the city for a few days since she and her boyfriend Jungkook went to some trip near Busan. You were pretty sure it was not her so you couldn't help but wonder if it's him. You haven't seen Taehyung since that incident last time and that was almost 4 months back, not that you were counting or anything.

You almost jumped in shock when you heard the knocking again. The person behind the door continued with his loud actions until you finally opened. What you certainly was not expecting, or more specifically who, was Jin. He looked sleepy but also very relieved when you finally opened the door. Before you even had time to ask him anything, he pushed past you and walked in.

"So, basically, you're trying to tell me that...... what? Are you serious about this? I mean, what?"

"I know you must be confused now, I mean you guys were best friends and I know how close you were so I guess you shared practically everything, but yes. I am very sure. And I needed to finally tell you. I'm sorry it took me so long."

"No, you don– ... Well, maybe yeah. Thank you for the apology. I think it must've been hard for both of us, so thank you. And thank you for telling me. I think I should apologize to him. I pushed so hard sometimes to find out the truth and it was–" you wanted to finish the sentence and explain to Jin how bad you felt right now, after hearing everything, but the loud buzzing of phone interrupted your conversation. It was one of your co-workers, Yoongi. He wanted to know if you could make it on time this morning. That finally reminded you of the current time, Jin and you have just spent over 3 hours talking. Well, actually, Jin was quiet for a long time and it took him a few shots to find the courage to speak to you.

"Hey, I should probably go. And don't worry, I know he wanted to tell you long time ago. So he won't be mad. He can't be mad. Your reactions were honest and he understands that," Jin reassured you with understanding smile while he slowly left your apartment.

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jimin and his babe

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curious little shit kyungsoo spying in your blog

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DRABBLE REQUESTS

1. “Come over here and make me.”  2. “Have you lost your damn mind!?” 3. “Please, don’t leave.” 4. “Wait a minute. Are you jealous?” 5. “I almost lost you.” 6. “Wanna bet?” 7. “Don’t you ever do that again!” 8. “Teach me how to play?” 9. “Don’t you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!” 10. “I think we need to talk.” 11. “Kiss me.” 12. “Hey, I’m with you, okay? Always.” 13. “Looks like we’ll be trapped for a while…” 14. “We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?” 15. “I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice.” 16. “Just once.” 17. “It’s not what it looks like…” 18. “You lied to me.”  19. “D-don’t do that with your lips.” 20. “Please don’t do this.”  21. “If you keep looking at me like that we won’t make it to a bed.”  22. “You heard me. Take. It. Off.”  23. “I wish I could hate you.”  24. “Wanna dance?”  25. “You fainted…straight into my arms. You know, if you wanted my attention you didn’t have to go to such extremes.”  26. “Have I entered an alternate universe or did you really just crack a smile for me?”  27. “I swear it was an accident.”  28. “YOU DID WHAT?!”  29. “Tell me a secret.”  30. “No one needs to know.”  31. “I’m done.”  32. “Where were you?”  33. “We shouldn’t be doing this.”  34. “Are you drunk?”  35. “I’ll be right over.”  36. “Do you ever think we should just stop this?”  37. “Of course you’d believe that…”  38. “Shhh, they’ll hear us.”  39. “Your eyes are red… Were you crying?”  40. “If I could just get you to understand…”  41. “Damn auto-correct…”  42. “You can’t have it both ways.”  43. “I’ve made a huge mistake…”  44. “I’m not bothering you, am I?”  45. “Don’t you dare.”  46. “Run.”  47. “You left me there.”  48. “Y-you love me?”  49. “I swear to god if you touch me…”  50. “We are leaving. Now.” 

please, send just one number with anyone you would like and also understand if I choose someone else (in case I don’t know the person good enough:)

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"I think I'm in love with you and I'm terrified." drabble with Jooheon

Genre: fluff♡

Word count: 570

It was so easy to get lost in moments like this one. You were lying on his chest, his eyes were closed but you knew he was awake and the second he felt your gaze, he looked at you, slightly confused. His brows furrowed a little as he noticed that you were deep in thoughts – he always wanted to know what's bothering you or what exactly are you thinking about so much. Just when he was about to ask you about it, you simply pressed your lips onto his to buy yourself a little more time. He reacted immediately, turning you around so you were now pressed into the mattress of his dorm bed. The kiss started off gently and slow, but Jooheon was always very passionate kisser, so it was no surprise when the kiss slowly twisted from innocent into heated one. As much as you wanted to keep him entertained, he wasn't stupid. Your lack of anticipation gave you away after few minutes. It made him slightly displeased as he had to stop your kiss. Now you sure as hell couldn't get away from his question. You knew exactly what he wanted to ask and the look on his face only confirmed it, but you couldn't get yourself to saying something. You heard quiet exhale from his lips what made you feel even worse, he used to do this when he was frustrated with something – or someone.

"Talk to me, y/n." he said in unusually silent tone.

You wanted to. The problem was that you were not sure what was the right thing to say. This was your first relationship and since he was much more experienced, sometimes you found yourself a little skeptical. To be honest, you were questioning yourself a lot. If you were even good enough for him or if you weren't too boring for his liking. But he never showed any sign of being uncertain about you or your relationship. It took only one sharp breath to finally say what was bothering you for some time now.

"I think I'm in love with you and I'm terrified." You saw his eyes growing wide in the awe of your statement. This definitely wasn't the answer he expected to hear from you. His expression suddenly changed, from confused to storming in mere seconds.

"You don't get to do this to me! You got me so worried, y/n! I honestly thought you like someone else or – yah! This is exactly the reason why I'm always asking you what are you thinking about! Always so unpredictable... " you've never seen him like this. Shifting from one mood to another so promptly.

Also, you were imagining a little different response from him. You felt a little hurt or maybe disappointed. You managed to gather the last pieces of your self-esteem and you looked at him. What you didn't expect to see was his tender smile and a huge satisfaction gleaming in his eyes.

"Finally. Took you long enough to look at me." Right now were you the confused one. Once again, you were speechless, despite the fact you wanted to say so much, ask so many questions. Good thing he was always so perceptive and noticed how startled you were. Cupping your face gently, he finally shattered every single one of your doubts.

"I just wanted you to look at me while I say this – I love you too."