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[mishmash-webster]

(that one friend that's too into lost media) THEY FOUND IT. THEY FOUND THE ULTERIOR MOTIVES MASTERTAPE THE OG VERSION AND WITHOUT THE MOANING.

[kniivesss]

He said that he hates overselling to customers, that it almost feels like you’re taking advantage of them, “pushing things down their throat.” He said that even after someone says “no”, you’re expected to keep insisting.

Which is funny, because it reminds me of all the times I told you “no” and you just kept pushing and pushing.. not until I said “yes,” but until I gave up.

I wonder if you hated yourself then.

[kniivesss]

Just wanted something to post hehe

This was an older look

Haven't done any other clown makeup because I'm waiting for my lashes to grow back!😔

[kniivesss]

I feel so evil sometimes,

I’m so flawed

Why did God have to make me so angry

[insidebones]

꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋꒷꒦

[kniivesss]

Chained to a mattress

Where more things were taken

Then you thought you had

And somehow it's your fault

Even an Ouija board couldn't bring back

What you took from me

Choked by an unseen force

Strangled in your white satin sheets

We met in a graveyard

And it took two hours for you to burn to ash

But I kept a piece of your wrist bone

And left you with the mortician

To put you in the trash

In distance, I thought I'd find

A part of myself that I hated

But instead, all I found was sexual abuse

No one sees the handprints that you left on me

No one sees the bruises that you made me think I asked for

And no one sees the ropes unless I'm hanging from them

You are my ball gag and chain

You are the ball and chain

You are my ball and chain

Maybe in another world, you'll be forgiven

But today I hope when you look at your hands

All you see is blood

[kniivesss]

If you saw me walking down the street would you freak ?

[kniivesss]

Living my best fantasy as a witchy, Rococo clown (;

Knives luvs you

[kniivesss]

Someone tell me why I relate so much to Anakin Skywalker ? He really is my hidden mirror. It’s probably because of my fucked up personality.

[kniivesss]

I follow trends on TikTok, only post on Tumblr. Evil twin and I.

Are you scared yet?

In my natural human suit.

[kniivesss]

Nothing freaks me out.

[kniivesss]

Not my favorite, but this was on Valentine’s Day …

I’ve been feeling so lost

[kniivesss]

I can’t help but revel in the pain I create for us, but mostly for myself. There’s something intoxicating about it, this dark, consuming feeling. It makes me feel like a villain, as though I hold all the power in the world, right in my palms. Suffering becomes a kind of runner’s high, addictive and inescapable. The pain I give to you is only a reflection of what I inflict on myself every day. So tell me do you love the way I love myself? Do you feel the high yet? Now you know what it’s like to be me.

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-K

[kniivesss]

No matter how angry or sickened I am with you, I’ll always have love for YOU because the anger and revulsion I feel are not directed at you but at your past. Unfortunately, when you met me, you weren’t ready to let go of that, and I guess I wasn’t enough to help you move on.

As time went on, I started to notice your growth, despite my detachment from you. I think this is why I’m upset. I love someone I feel indifferent about. I long for a better version of you, but I also fear the old you. I know you’re better now or at least, I hope you are.

But I think I’d rather live with my fantasies than worry every day about my fears. I just wanted to let this out one last time.

-K

[kniivesss]

God, there’s nothing more attractive than a person who respects themselves and others. Someone who holds a basic understanding of human nature and has the emotional intelligence to care for loved ones and even strangers. Someone who seeks to understand, even when they don’t fully agree. The kind of person who has patience and the ability to remain calm and focused.

Those who can accept “no” as an answer, who don’t force their opinions, ideas, or even their bodies onto others. Those who move with intention, who are steady, careful, and wise. Honest and trustworthy, loyal and confident.

Beautiful and gentle. A true teacher, protector, and lover.

God, I see you, and you see me. This thought haunts me forever.

I hope you exist.

- K

[kniivesss]

This night has opened my eyes

And I will never sleep again

You kicked and cried like a bullied child

A grown man of 25!!!!!

Oh, he said he'd cure your ills

BUT HE DIDNT AND HE NEVER WILL

Oh, save your life…

Because you've only got ONE

(;

[kniivesss]

Freedom ring on command

He’s got a Bible and a .44