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08.08.2024—moments of clarity & peace in a chaotic day. back in psychiatric care
I miss the version of me that could close his eyes without being ambushed by himself. It’s fucked up how exhausted a person can be and still not be allowed to rest.
I redid Ragatha's wrestling attire and did the Jax one...
I didn't color it because... I'm not too good at it
Draw made during a sleepless night.
I made a thing. 🖤
Just me
One thing positive in bipolar diagnose is this. I've been imsomniac my whole adult life and it has made so much damage to my wellbeing. And when I have seek help for it, it has been only "you can rely on medication only temporarily, you have to learn how to mediate and good luck with that." I have fucking aphantasia, I can't imagine a peaceful walk in the forest and shit.
The second I got the diagnose, it was the opposite. They told me I have to stay medicated for the rest of my life and the most important thing is to sleep. I can take a pill (quetapine) every night and it makes my racing thoughts to shut up and I can sleep every night. What a relief.
Why'd you only call me when you're high?
"Why'd you only call me when you're high?"
"Hi, why'd you only call me when you're high?"
"Incapable of making alright decisions and having bad ideas."
"Now it's three in the morning and I'm trying to change your mind."
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