[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

(Lots of) caffeine plus (lots of) jumping jacks equals a visibly racing heart. How does it look and sound? I thought I heard an S3 at points when I moved the stethoscope to my apex… do you hear it too?

[knot--bellaluna1]

I could listen to this heart beating all day!

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

I don’t remember recording this, honestly. My apex is still very visible even when my heart is relaxed, as this video shows. Enjoy! Comments are welcomed, as always.

[knot--bellaluna1]

A most beautiful heart. Slow beating

[demiurgicviscera]

i think that's what i saw the tv glow did honestly.

that moment when you're watching it as a trans person, and every cell in your body is begging her to not stop, to not run away, please please please. you need to see it more than you've needed anything. and then she does. she sees everything inside herself in a bathroom all alone where we've all been, and she closes it all up, her emaciated and sickly body barely holding her up, and she walks back into an arcade room apologizing for her outburst to a building full of people who refuse to see or hear her.

and then you realize, while your chest feels like it might just cave in under the pressure, that this film refused to afford you the relief of seeing someone else do what you must, to give you that false and fleeting pressure eased. no. if you want this film to have a good ending, you have to make it yourself. you have to do what she could not, because otherwise, well. you just saw your future.

[knot--bellaluna1]

#a powerful film. #love it! #I am marked by it in ways I don't know how to explain

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

I had a couple of requests to film a video in this position. I don’t really like how I look in it, but hopefully you enjoy nonetheless.

[knot--bellaluna1]

Would enjoy palpating those places

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

Late-night angry-posting incoming...

This isn't going to change anything, since it's already been said better by bigger creators and the people at whom this is directed were too selfish to listen then, but I want to reiterate it. Don't steal content. You like someone's video? Leave a comment. Reblog it. Do not screen-record it and chuck it on a porn site! That does nothing but discourage that person from making more videos: it shows that you view them as a commodity to be traded rather than a fellow human, and so denting their hopes of finding a community here to share with. You like the work of an adult studio or OF creator who caters to this niche kink? Pay them! Spread the word about them! Do not screen-record the video and put it on a porn site! You are quite literally stealing from them by doing that, and that makes it unsustainable for them to continue catering to your kink. How many times do these patterns have to repeat for you to pay attention? I focused on how content theft affects you, the thieves, here, since you seem to have minimal regard for anyone else. I would love to be proven wrong! You have the power to do that. Delete your ThisVid reuploads, keep content from Tumblr on Tumblr, and respect your fellow heart lovers.

...or you could keep on stealing like you did after every other post like this one, in which case I hope your hard drives get corrupted and your genitals get gangrene. Shitheads.

[knot--bellaluna1]

For the love of god stop stealing content

[amberph22]

I'm leaving...

Yiksheng yau, I know you're here, I've reported you to YouTube and I'm completely disappointed in the people on Tumblr.

It seems that adding watermarks to my videos doesn't reduce the chances of my videos being stolen to other platforms, so I'm going to stop and never make videos again.

I'm asking you all again, my followers who have loved and shared my videos, please delete the videos you've shared. And please help me report this channel on YouTube. I really don't want my colleagues, siblings, or even my parents to find this content. I'm feeling extremely distressed

Regarding Yiksheng Yau, I think you're also a fan of my videos, but I'm sorry, I don't want my body exploited by others for personal gain like this. I hope you read this message. I'm begging you, please delete all my videos, that's all I need

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

For fuck's sake, people, how many times does this need to happen for you to get it through your skulls? If you steal someone's content, they will stop making that content. "Oh, but I only did it because I love their content so much!" Who cares? Reuploading someone's videos without their consent isn't a sign of admiration. It's scummy and disrespectful, nothing more. If you disagree, you don't belong here: go back to ThisVid, where you can beg for previously-stolen content from your cumbrained compatriots.

[resus-girl-2]

Closely monitoring his big strong heart... 🩺💓💦

[knot--bellaluna1]

#I dream of such an experience

[writingdose]

Reblog if you do NOT want the new Tumblr update

Apparently, from what I hear people say, in the new Tumblr update, if someone reblogs your post and adds a comment of their own, that reblog is counted as a new post and it belongs to the reblogger. Not you. You, as the OP, do not get the notifications if someone else later reblogs from the person who reblogged your post with their own comment. You can’t see what comments people leave on the reblogs of the post you originally made unless they reblogged directly from you.

If this is actually true, it will just open doors for harassment. And also it takes the credits away from the OPs. Tumblr’s etiquette has always been “reblog don’t repost”. So this new update, if true, contradicts the whole core values of Tumblr as a community.

Respectfully, we don’t want this @staff @support @tumblr @changes please listen to your users.

I’d also like to clarify that this is what I hear from what a lot of people are saying, and it bothers me. But if I got anything wrong, I do apologize.

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

I should have posted this months ago! This is the sound and electrical activity of my heart while @heartbeat-eras monitors it. It was neat to share my heartbeat in such detail with another cardiophile! How does it sound/look?

[knot--bellaluna1]

#male heartbeat #ecg #cardiophile #slow heart #vido #audio

A beautiful heart in every way 🫴🏻🫀🫰🏻

[nobodyblogsthings]

Trying to slow down my heartbeat, you can see my carotid pulse too..

[klem74]

a couple of ventricular escape beats, lovely catch also a very short QT interval, and sharp T waves spikes, makes me wonder if there is some sort of electrolyte imbalance going on here 🤨

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

Heart to Heart

As with all things, “normal” is a spectrum when it comes to heart sizes. @ashes-hearts and I have hearts at opposite ends of that spectrum. While my left ventricle is 5.61 cm wide (or 5.71 cm, depending on which plane you measure across), his only reaches 3.5 cm wide at the peak of diastole. Even during systole, my left ventricle is 6 mm wider than his is at its most relaxed. In his echo report, his sonographer even commented on how small his ventricle is, whereas my heart is large enough that it was sometimes hard to fit the whole thing in the probe’s field of vision.

Contrast is a wonderful thing, isn’t it?

[knot--bellaluna1]

"Normal" is relative

#text #echo #vive la différence!

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

Some exercise beats, experimenting with a new angle. I was trying to give you an idea of how my visible heartbeat looks from my perspective. What do you think? Should I make more videos from this view?

[knot--bellaluna1]

A very powerful heartbeat.

[aliters]

[au-jardin-de-mon-coeur]

Caresses du cœur…

Les mains sont les messagères silencieuses du cœur.

~ Rainer Maria Rilke~

[jollybellhbs]

nothing annoys me like some random dickhead suggesting in the comments of a video that someone shock their own heart with dangerous equipment on a normal audio just to get off.

For the record, If you do it to yourself,if it's what you're into,I am not encouraging you,however,that is absolutely not my problem and you take the responsibility of injury to yourself, but don't tell people to do it just so casually.

[knot--bellaluna1]

#so much this. #text

[pinkhearthouse]

split s2's are criminally underrated

[korehb]

To feel his heart skip and stumble against my clit would probably fix me right now.

[knot--bellaluna1]

Worth a try

[no-i-mean-uh-yes]

Trying something new to perplex my heart here: 25 squats, straight into a push, lying on my left as soon as I exhaled. How does it sound (and look)?

I recorded this just before my previous video here. Annoyingly, I had arranged the lighting perfectly before I stood up, only to forget how I had it when I lay down again...

[knot--bellaluna1]

Such power.