petals floating

wind blowing

[komcri]

human‌:

“Why would you do that?” He passes her a displeased look, ignoring and honestly not caring one bit about that apologetic expression she shared. “Has anyone told your methods are shit? If you want me to do as you say it’s best to make it as uncomfortable for me as possible.”

Subaru shook his head, looking to the tray of food and picking up the piece of toast to take a bite out of it. Might as well eat it since it was here. He swallowed the piece he ate, snickering loudly at her next question. “Sure but there’s no point. No one cares enough.”

“They won’t notice me missing and you shouldn’t be worrying about this crap. Just how stupid can you be? What would you do if i even agreed? Call them???”

      “uhm... well.. i’ve never had to do this before..!” she felt like perhaps that wasn’t a good thing to confess.. all well, it was too late now- and now that he was trapped here, the least she could do was be upfront with him. it wasn’t as though he could escape and spread anything anyways. “i.. i think i’ve made you uncomfortable enough already..” 

                 at least he was actually eating the food she had brought--honestly, that was better than what she’d been expecting. she had thought she’d have to hold him down and force-feed him or something. 

         “i-i thought.. uhm.. i’d type up anonymous letters.. and leave them for them..?? just say you know.. something like.. you’re ok..! but just.. ran away for a break.. or something..” 

[komcri]

human‌: 

Subaru hand hesitates at where it hand just finished slamming against before it fell back down to his side. His head shook a silent laugh escaped his lips. “What the hell?” He was in disbelief. “The first thing you say to me is how –… how could you even think to give a shit about that?” He had to question it. To understand what was going through her head because no matter how hard he tried he didn’t get it.

He looked over at the tray, his hand lifts to point at the food. “Did you poison it? I mean, it’d be easier to just get rid of me. Why even go the extra mile to kidnap me and then take care of me?” He had no hesitance to walk up to her and evade her personal space.

“Trying to be kind to me….. let me remind you of something.”

“No matter how much you try to butter me up– I still intend to do what I said back when we were at the school.”

     it was...odd, on her part, wasn’t it? she wasn’t inherently cruel; though her actions must make her seem as though she was. after all, what kind of psycho comes to someone, bites them, and then kidnaps them? 

            she blinked rapidly as he stepped closer, though she wasn’t likely to bit him now. his wounds were somewhat closed over now, so the scent wasn’t as overwhelming. 

        she looked at him in the eyes, an apologetic expression on her face. “well.. i can’t let you go then, you know..? if you’re being forced to be here.. the least i can do is try and make you comfortable while you’re here..” 

               and maybe if she befriended him.. he’d change his mind, and she’d be able to let him go..!

           “is.. is there anyone i should contact or something..? about you going missing.. parents..? friends...?”

[komcri]

human:

timeskip 

Subaru woke up in a jolt, his body stopping once he was sitting up. He inhaled deeply as his eyes adjusted to the new environment he had found himself in. The last thing he could recall was the vampire apologizing and giving him what he figured was the bite that knocked him out. His hand slowly moved to rub the back of his head, flinching immediately upon the touch.

Oh right… he forgot about those injuries in the midst of this whole thing. She even seemed to have treated those too. Subaru wasn’t sure why she’d go this far for his sake, even when he threatened to expose something which would make living under the disguise of being a human difficult. It was the least thing he deserved in this moment.

Was it really worth doing this? The question appeared in his mind but immediately did his hand ball into his fist, and his teeth grit together. He wasn’t going to start regretting this now, not when he’s come this far. All he had left to do was see how she’d go on from here.

He pushed himself onto his feet and shuffled his way to the door that kept him locked out. He slammed his fist against it a few times, causing a ruckus on purpose. 

“Oi… vampire.” another loud slam of his fist. “Come on out.”

     she’d carried him home while he was unconscious, treating his wounds before letting him rest. yes, she was a vampire, and yes, kidnapping someone wasn’t morally correct- but she wasn’t a monster. he was hurt, so he deserved to be treated for his wounds. 

                he had had the extremely unfortunate luck of having drawn her to him, or he surely would have been able to go home or to a hospital to treat his wounds, but she still tried her best! she’d taken his phone, but left him his clothes (and even some extra clothes that belonged to her father, should he care to change into cleaner ones) downstairs, as well as a blanket and pillow. 

   she hears pounding on the door and can only assume that means he’s awake- she puts a piece of toast, an onigiri, and a plastic cup of water on a tray (she isn’t sure what sort of food style he prefers), placing it to the side as she opens the door in case he tries to make a run for it, but knowing she intends on giving it to him. 

                “..you’re awake-- how are your wounds..?? are you hungry..??”  she picks the tray back up, shuffling it into the room before placing it in front of him.  maybe she can make it up to him for kidnapping him and trapping him in a room by being kind and thoughtful? what a joke. she’d gotten in this whole mess to begin with because she couldn’t control that little part of her brain that even now screamed to take another bite. 

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@komcri​ said: 😴

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

She had been standing next to the bed a lot longer than she thought she would’ve. Subaru figured it would’ve been enough for her to understand… he left a space open for her to take and if he truly didn’t want her here he could’ve sworn her off as he normally would’ve. He could see why she hesitated but given the nature of their relationship…

He always wanted her by his side. Especially when he would nap or sleep like this. Who else was he going to hold? Subaru clicked his teeth as he lazily reached out to her arm to pull her into bed with him. 

“I thought I told you I wanted to take a nap.” It was his roundabout way if saying lets sleep together. 

[komcri]

casuallly reaches out... and grabs onto her hand. he brings it up to his lips and places a tender kiss on top of the back of it.

           she’s somewhat surprised, but a warm smile arises regardless. “subaru..? did..did i do something good??” he usually doesn’t just abruptly be affectionate with her like this.. 

[komcri]

well‌:

He wasn’t the most knowledgeable person around about something like Vampires but he’s heard and seen a few things from the various movies or conversations the people around him would have or watch. Fiction always portrayed them to be these ruthless bloodsucking creatures and yet somehow the one before him was more devastated than he was. Nothing to uphold that image they were always made to be.

He didn’t know what to make of it – and certainly did he feel pity for this girl to have been the one to unfortunately suck his blood. “I can’t? I’m pretty sure I can. Not as if you can do anything about it.” He speaks confidently despite being so weakened. Subaru lifts his hand to lazily cover his eyes… as much as he’d love to keep on boasting he was feeling a little hazy.

“Anything I want? Now what could a vampire do for me? Before you think to answer this seriously… the answer is nothing.” He turned his head to look at her, his hand momentarily moving out of the way. “I don’t want anything from you so stop being a pest!”

“ Your pleading is making my headache worse. This is the fate of you fucking up so now you’ll be reaping what you sow. Life isn’t easy, vampire.“

       she tried not to buy into it. into what was expected, what was meant to be her nature. she knew she had it within her, but that didn’t mean she liked it. she hated when it led her to act out, because it told her she’d never be able to change, no matter what she wanted. 

                   he was right, though. there was no way for her to stop him-- not if she let him go, anyways. 

              she stared at him, a mournful expression on her face. “i don’t want to kill you..” she didn’t. even though she knew technically, not only should she,she could. but how unfortunate, the loss of a life.. people would miss him, people would be concerned-- and too much interest could lead them straight to her.. especially with clear signs of her all over him (licking him had resulted in more negative consequences than just one). 

                         “i’m sorry..” she’ll have no choice but to take him home, then. keep him locked up where nobody can see-- she won’t be cruel, by any means, but she can’t risk it. she wonders briefly if there’s a way she can knock him out before taking him home.. he already looks a little woozy.. 

                     she grabs his hand, fangs lining up at his wrist as she sucks--just enough to see him nod off. 

[komcri]

mistake‌:

He seem to struck an invisible nerve with that comment of his. The trance had immediately been broken, and vaguely did he make out her nervous expression. It was one that suggested she had gotten caught. If he had it in him to laugh, he would’ve. She had been the one to start feeding on him without much thought. Shouldn’t vampires have a little more self-constraint? Especially if you were trying to blend into normal human society.

Subaru’s eyes for a few minutes closed but the sound of her unappealing stutter… and unneeded apology caused him to stir and slowly reopen his eyes. “Mm…? You don’t mean that. If you didn’t mean to suck my blood, you would’ve went on your way. Just admit you wanted to eat me.” He was a prime meal basking out in public. She was a fair distance away but she had come closer on her own accord.

He knew what answer she had been seeking, but he wasn’t sure what would happen if he honestly answered. Truthfully… he was going to do nothing but, if he said otherwise? How would this vampire react? She stopped feeding on him sooner than he had hoped. “….I don’t know.”

“Maybe I’ll tell everyone in the school? Spread it online…. with pictures? – check it out…. this chicks a vampire. I’m sure that’ll leave pleasant experiences for you wherever you go, hm?”

        she has nobody to blame but herself. she wasn’t strong enough, she didn’t have the self control - she’d drawn in like a predator after weakened prey, and dived in with hardly a second thought to any consequences. at least, until her identity was recognized. if only she hadn’t taken that bite.. then maybe she could have passed it off as some kind of different madness. 

                he strikes yet another nerve. he’s right. she was a monster after all- if she really had wanted to avoid sucking his blood.. if she hadn’t had the intention to eat him- if she hadn’t had hunger for fresh human blood gnawing away at her stomach, she’d never have followed that scent here. 

            no way. if he really did that, it wouldn’t matter where she moved- she’d definitely be found out. “please... y-you can’t...” she’s still no top of him, not exactly perfect posture for begging and yet she still pleads, trying to convey an earnestness with her eyes that she can’t risk expressing with her body in case he tries running away. 

           “i’ll do anything-- please..i don’t want to have to leave again.. i’ll.. i’ll... anything you want---...” there’s a tinge of desperation in her voice, but she just isn’t sure what to do if she has to disappear again- what her father will do to her, if he has to deal with it again. 

[komcri]

ah. crap.:

For his grip to be so easily reversed has him stunned… and partially accepting whatever fate had in store for him here on outwards. If she wanted to lick up every ounce of blood he had on him, she could go for it. It wouldn’t stop him from bleeding out any less. Hopefully he’d be a corpse by the time she snaps out of whatever trance she appeared to be in. 

The bite on his fingertip and the pain that came from it had mixed in with the pre-existing he had coming from his head. It earned a small flinch from Subaru but… a floating feeling washed over him no longer than a few moments later. The pain he felt wasn’t as intense as it had been too. There was this strange buzzing sensation in his head.  He assumed it was the result of her biting him.

His eyes had become half lidded as he inhaled deeply. She was consuming his blood directly now. Subaru was never one to believe much in myths or stupid things that didn’t exist… but how could he possibly not acknowledge this bloodsucker munching on his finger?

“Go on ahead and eat away, vampire.”

         that’ll do it. the word puts her in an immediate freeze, because she isn’t supposed to get caught here.. they just moved her.. they’ll be angry at her again. she’s still holding him. if she needs to.. she’ll .. she doesn’t have it in her to kill him, no, but maybe she could.. help him forget? hide him in the basement?? not torturing him, just-- she doesn’t want to have to leave.. not again.. 

               she bites her bottom lip, a small fang glistening from the left side of her mouth as she looks down at him, an apologetic expression adorning her face. “i-i’m sorry.. i’m sorry, i didn’t-- it was.. it wasn’t on purpose... y-you just..” how does she say.. he smelled, without it becoming a rude statement? 

           she can’t get off of him, not unless she knows what he’s going to do next. 

                       “uhm..i..uhm.. are...are you going to.. or i guess... what’re you going to do..?” he’s caught her, hasn’t he? but at the same time, he’s caught by her (literally); so his response will change what happens next. 

[komcri]

meal‌:

He was somewhat used to girls coming onto him, mostly them screaming on about how he was dangerous that made him so cool and appealing. Yeah, Subaru wouldn’t hesitate to turn them down and tell them to fuck off. It usually always began with a dumb confession but this had to be the first time some chick mumbles an apology and gets right ahead to the action.

Subaru didn’t expect her to suddenly start lapping up at the blood on his cheek. He’d even prefer a kiss over something as weird as this. Something you’d actually expect, y’know? He had little to no strength to slap her away so his hand grasped onto her wrist as much as he could in the current moment. A weak pull but she was surprisingly strong. “The hell?”

“What is … wrong with you?” His voice doesn’t have his usual roar of energy, his hand gripped tighter– but still it was nothing compared to normally what he had been capable of.

      unfortunately for him, especially in his damaged state, she was more than strong enough to push down further despite his grasp on her wrist. in fact, she takes this chance to twist her own hand, to take his hand into her own fingers: pulling it up towards her mouth with a strength where he can’t pull away. 

             his voice is but scattered noise in her ear, drowned out by the ocean in her brain that demands she have more, drink more. consume more- and he’s here, she doesn’t even have to break into his skin-- but lapping at the small amount of blood on his fingers is hardly enough, and she finds before she’s realized, small fangs have pierced into his fingers, seeking more. 

         but soon this hunger will be satiated (even if just the smallest amount); and surely she’ll stop herself before another incident, won’t she? 

[komcri]

meal‌:

Everything went by in a blur; all he remembered was fists flying both his own and a pair of the other male who dared to challenge him. It was an even battle until something hard smacked the back of his head – He winced visibly, hand moving up to touch the same spot where he had been hit. It didn’t take long to feel the blood that had been coming from the wound.

It wasn’t the only one he had either; his arms were littered in various cuts as well as his cheek having several due to the lucky hits that were made to him. He could only vaguely make out a figure in the distance but.. surprisingly, it was moving in close. 

He definitely knew it wasn’t the same bastards who did this to him but Subaru clicks his teeth, letting out a low grunt. It was the opportunity he had been hunting down for so long. Like hell was he going to sit by and let some spectator take pity on him and ruin him of this chance.

“ go the fuck away. “

 /  @komcri​

            she doesn’t mean to. she’s been careful since she’s transferred here, her night escapades have been deep in twilight- 3 am when nobody is wandering, and the only scent clogging up her nose is that of the animals around her. but when a smell like that wafts towards her, how is she possibly meant to ignore it? 

            warm, wet, the scent of human blood tinges the air like an olfactory siren, and demands her attention. her movement. so she draws closer to it, unwillingly, unbiddingly- in fact, she doesn’t even remember how she arrived here, at this moment, in front of this boy who.. who must be a boy from her new school too, from the look of his ripped attired. 

          she hears his words, but fails to process them. dazed, eyes feverish, she kneels next to him, drawing closer than she does with most strangers.. a soft “sorry-” escaping as her face moves toward his, eyes closing as she gently laps at the blood on his cheek. 

               she’ll apologize profusely later.. this is too much to resist. not when she’s practically been starving herself. 

[komcri]

my protector‌:

he’s speechless.

the smile on her face in combination with the words she said and the way she said them? his other hand had grasped a handful of his own shirt. only  yui had this effect on him and it always surprised him. his head dips down to hide his face against her shoulder.

there’s no stopping the flush that washed over his face. there was no way he was going to calm down about this anytime soon. he swallowed heavily.

“ really… you… “

something like this was what he desired for a long time, even if he would never admit it. the attention and love only another person could bring. he wasn’t talking about the type of love he had experienced up until this point. it was a mix of harsh treatment covered up with what he feels was a halfhearted love but… with yui?

the sincerity of her feelings hit him and he was able to know. he really was loved.

“ love you too. “

   there is a certainty for her in her words-- she means it, genuinely. the one she loves is him, and that is something she doesn’t think will change..ever. 

  no way-- it was too cute how flustered he got.. sometimes it seemed as though he still seemed surprised by the depth of yui’s adoration for him. perhaps she should do a better job of spoiling him as well..

     at the return of her affection she couldn’t contain a content coo of appreciation. being told that she was loved.. from him? with what she was sure was a flustered expression and hopefully sincere feelings-- she hadn’t expected to find love. especially when she had first arrived here, she never had expected to find love from or with any of them--

   but subaru was like her shining knight in the dark, and she could hardly imagine what it could be like to not love him. 

           “subaru..? i’m really... really!! thankful i get to be your’s. thank you for loving me....” 

     who would have thought a vampire would love the lamb? 

[komcri]

my protector‌:

speaking straight to the point like this wasn’t so bad but it necessarily wasn’t an easy thing for subaru to accomplish. the only reason he had been managing to power through was for the sake of flustering yui.

normally, he’d leave it up to her to initiate their softer moments since for subaru it was difficult. he hated expressing that side of him.

“ mm… “ he hums to acknowledge he’s listening. couples linger everywhere and he’s managed to catch a few glimpses of the interactions between them. though the idea of him doing half the stuff he’s seen? subaru cursed himself in his thoughts before placing a gentle kiss to her cheek.

embarrassing.

“ I can’t make promises I’ll do it every time but, sure… I’ll give it a try. ”

  a radiant smiled curled up on her face at the gentle kiss to her cheek, more than content with such a small sign of affection. after all, coming from him... it felt so much bigger than just a simple cheek kiss. 

      she giggled, arms reaching out impulsively to give him a small embrace before stepping on tiptoes to press a soft kiss to his cheek as well. 

    honestly, she was so thankful even at his offer to try-- she knew it didn’t exactly fit into the way he typically acted, so the fact that he would put in that sort of effort, knowing it would make her happy.... he really was wonderful for her in a multitude of ways.. how had she ended up being so lucky, again? 

      “i love you, subaru~"

    she tries not to look at him with too much hope in her eyes, but the genuine affection in her gaze is unmistakable. 

[komcri]

my protector‌:

his grip on her wrist slowly released as his head leaned over to the side of her face. his lips place a quick kiss to the side of her head. “ and do you want your boyfriend to pamper you the same way, other boyfriends do? ”

he pulls back a bit, hovering his face a little closer to her own. subaru’s lips curled more, and a smirk had taken over the smile he started with.

“ you have to tell me so I know. “

   her boyfriend.. her’s. how wonderful? 

      she felt her flush darken even more at the small kiss, honestly, could she be any more enamored with him? 

     “well... well, since you’re my boyfriend, whether you pamper me or not I’m just.. happy getting to be with you !!” even if that meant enduring surprise bite greetings. 

        “..though.. i suppose i wouldn’t be opposed to more pampering from you...”  was that too direct of her? her face was on fire-- and what was he doing pushing his face so close to her’s, anyway? if he wasn’t careful her desire to kiss him might just overflow..!! 

[komcri]

My Protector‌:

continued from x  - -   @komcri

subaru cracks a slight grin as a barely audible chuckle falls from his lips. his tongue laps up the blood that dripped down her finger. 

“ implying I’m like most boyfriends? “

    “well...well--” 

    he had her stumped there. she knew he wasn’t like most boyfriends, in more ways than one. 

      her pout shifted in a shy smile before she nudged him gently. 

   “i guess.. you aren’t like most boyfriends.. you’re just my boyfriend--” 

  she felt her blush darken slightly. she hadn’t said anything that wasn’t true, but it made her feel somewhat flustered to say something that felt so..possessive. 

[komcri]

his way of greeting her is giving her finger a nice bite. subaru made sure to gaze at her face as he did so.

  she freezes, a soft gasp escaping her lips before she looks at him with a small pout. “don’t boyfriends normally greet their girlfriends with a kiss or something??” she took his finger before giving it a small bite as well (though of course, she doesn’t break skin the way he can). there. now they were even. 

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♡ Yui appreciation week: Day 1! ♡

have a cute doodle of this sweet baby cinnroll  ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ

[komcri]

My Protector:

“good – that’s how it should be.”

he presses their foreheads together as his eyes had glanced down at her flushed face. subaru purposely waited to give what she had been expecting, even desiring at this point. his teasing nature always came first over the rare gentle side to him. 

he picked up on everything; Yui was too open but he supposes that was one of the good qualities about her. the feelings she felt– through such simple things as her heart beating much faster, her cheeks becoming noticeably pinker, and the way she so willingly did as he said. it reached him so clearly.

to know he was loved so much… it made his unbeating heart race.

subaru was fully away he wasn’t being anything like himself right now but he felt that… spoiling her like this every once in a while wasn’t too bad.  

he leans his face in closer until their lips finally touch. it starts off a gentle kiss, one in which Subaru rarely ever gave but the intensity increased the longer it went on. it was passionate in every way; screaming just how much he loved her without the actual words having to be said.

  how it should be, he said, and she couldn’t help but agree. she could think of nothing she could want more than being his forever, if he would have her. 

            she felt his forehead against her own and felt a small shiver move down her spine. feeling him so close but having her eyes closed meant each of his moves was a mystery. 

        she loved him. earnestly and with all her heart, and she couldn’t help but cherish these sorts of moments. of course, every moment, every interaction was something special when it came to him- but... something like this, when he so clearly expressed his love, was something she would not soon be able to get out of her mind. 

        in a moment his lips were on her’s, and her heart half-stopped. it was so gentle, so sweet- he always surprised her when he showed her this softer side, this part of him that knew how to be tender.  

    arms wrapped more tightly around him as the kiss continued, cheeks stained a dark red as he became more passionate. but for everything he did, she was so much more than willing to return, in some hopes that her feelings for him would come across the way his did to her.