Mae

And it wasn't my choice to love you but it was mine to leave.. Thank you for visiting! ♥

[koreananginseng]

Me want this on my birthdaaaaaaaaaay 

[koreananginseng]

Cut the stress. 

[koreananginseng]

I know that I don't own you, and perhaps I never will, so anger when you're with her, I have no right to feel I know that you don't owe me, and I should ask for more; I shouldn't feel so let down, all the times when you don't call What I feel --- I should show you, so when you're around I won't; I know I've no right to feel it but it doesn't mean I don't”

[koreananginseng]

"One day you meet someone and for some inexplicable reason, you feel more connected to this stranger than anyone else--closer to them than your closest family. Perhaps this person carries within them an angel--one sent to you for some higher purpose; to teach you an important lesson or to keep you safe during a perilous time. What you must do is trust in them--even if they come hand in hand with pain or suffering--the reason for their presence will become clear in due time." Though here is a word of warning--you may grow to love this person but remember they are not yours to keep. Their purpose isn't to save you but to show you how to save yourself. And once this is fulfilled; the halo lifts and the angel leaves their body as the person exits your life. They will be a stranger to you once more.

[koreananginseng]

“Life is funny isn't it? Just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you're heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and east is west, and you're lost. It is easy to lose your way, to lose direction.."

[koreananginseng]

“ I turn away And close my heart- To the promise of love That is luring.

For the past has taught To not be caught, In what is not Worth pursuing-

To never do The things I’ve done That once had led To my undoing.

-Lang Leav

[koreananginseng]

And I promise forever i'll remain in His fold. <3 CTO #foreverinc #INC100 #CentennialChurch #Capitol #Magnificent #loudandproud

[koreananginseng]

Miss youuuuu baby! Tita loves youu. :* #fatkid #nephew #baby #chubbycheeksliketita'scheek #igdaily

[koreananginseng]

It's hard to demand when you're not bounded by the rights. 

[beben-eleben]

How Did We Not Think of These Pancake Ideas Ourselves

[vodka-rivers-deactivated2014122]

brb trying all of these

[delightful-nightmare]

I need these.

[merpitschelsea-deactivated]

i made the bacon pancakes once, and it was the greatest decision i’d ever made. in my life.

[elenamorelli]

[minexlyn]

[koreananginseng]

"I was wrong when I assume that I was the one for you. 'Cause I was there through the hardest time and I was by your side when you had your happiest moments. I was so wrong to think that you'll love me for that reason that I have. And then, when I finally knew that you really need and want someone else, I just want to run away and hide. But every time I tried, I failed. . . that's because I love you that much that even if seeing you with someone else kills me, I still smile because that makes you happy." 

[koreananginseng]

"Kapag mabigat(mahirap) ang buhay at mahirap kayanin, tumigil ka(muna) sa iyong sarili. Tumahimik ka. Iyuko mo ang iyong ulo sa pananalangin. Huwag Kang magtatanong: Maghintay Ka sa darating na pag-asa. Huwag mong takasan ang bagabag. Ito ay iyong harapin. Ang inaakala mong ''pinakamalubha'' ay Hindi kailan man siyang pinakamalubha. Bakit? Sapagkat ang Panginoon ay Hindi kailanman lilisan, na Hindi na magbabalik. Kung Siya man ay gumagawang may kabagsikan, gumagawa rin Siyang may kahabagan. Ang mga tinitipon Niyang tapat na pag-ibig ay napakalawak. Hindi Siya nasisiyahang gawing mahirap ang buhay, naglalagay ng mga balakid sa daan:. Pinatutunayan ng Diyos na Siya ay mabuti sa lalaking maalab na naghihintay, sa babaing masikap na humahanap. Pinakamabuting tahimik na umasa sa tulong na nagmumula sa Diyos" - Panaghoy 3:28-33, 25-26, The Message.

[ding-ang-bato]

Broken Friendship. 

Some friendships last forever, but some do not. Too bad, ours was the latter. It didn’t lasts forever, just like what I thought it would be. It was so amazing in the beginning, not to mention that we didn’t just treat each other as friends, we treated each other like family. And even if we’re not blood-related, we proved that family is not about that, it goes a little deeper. But what happened? Just like other friendships, ours also went sour that in the end, we decided to cut it off because it’s already fading. And in a blink of an eye, you treated me like a complete stranger. Those years we used to build this friendship were completely forgotten. I didn’t just lose you, I lose a family member and that shit hurts.

They always tell me that I shouldn’t lament over some broken friendship because they say “That was just a friend” and that i can find a lot of them. But they don’t understand. You’re not just a friend. You’re a soulmate, my other half. You know I believe that a soulmate comes in many persona. It could be a brother, a sister, a teacher or a friend. And you were mine. That’s why I’m hurting, that’s why I’m longing for you. You’re my friend, you’re my soulmate. And losing a friend is like losing a limb or an organ. I’m not overreacting. I’m just missing my friend, my partner in crime, my best buddy, my punching bag. I miss how close we were back then. 

You know, I’m still here. Even if we’re not in good terms right now, you can still count on me. I know you’ll think that it’s stupid to re-plough old fields but we could give it a try. Let’s put aside the misunderstanding because, yeah, you can put the blame on me. If that’s how it supposed to be, then I’m willing to let down my pride. I just want to save our friendship. I don’t wanna pass by your house without asking your mom if you’re already awake or not. I just can’t. I know it takes time for us to be okay again, so let’s start now because the clock is ticking and it’s moving too fast. And then I hope, I just wake up one day when we’re the best of friends again. 

[koreananginseng]

April 2014

Hi, Tumblr. Andito na naman ako. Siguro inis kana sakin? Kasi dinadalaw lang kita pag may problema ako. Hahaha. I just want to let this feeling out of me. The hell. I know, my friends are too tired sa mga drama ko, dahil nga paulit-ulit. Sino bang hindi magsasawa? Ako lang naman ang hindi. =)))) Kasi feeling ko may pag-asa pa. Kahit na, ANG LINAW na ng sinabe nya. Haha. Pero ba't ganon? Some part of me umaasa padin at pumipigil na bitawan ko na, parang sabe nya "Sige lang Shiela Mae!!!" (Parang yung fighting spirit ni Sakuragi at Luffy) Pero kasi, Kahit ako mismo sa sarili ko napapagod na ko. Paulit-ulit ko nalang na sinasabe sa sarili kong titigilan ko na, Kaso di ko magawa! Bakit? Masakit na sobra, Minsan nga literal ko ng nararamdaman na sumasakit na yung puso ko. (Parang hinahati na sya) HEART BROKEN talaga ang peg. Pero iniiwasan ko ng isipin na masakit kasi Masakit talaga pag inisip ko pa. :) Natanggap ko naman na hanggang don lang kami, Yea at first nawala yung feelings ko pero akala ko lang pala yon, natutulog lang pala sya at sa tamang panahon lalabas na naman. HAHAAH "THE REVENGE" XD Hayyy. Tama na Shiela Mae, ang tanga tanga mo na. Itigil mo na please? </3

[koreananginseng]

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