Hi everyone it is zero and I honestly was dreading this post but I feel like it is long over do. when I started my blog in July of 2016 I was just a girl who didn’t have many friends and I used writing as a way to cope. I fell in love with music as a whole and k pop was once my favorite. The key word is once; my mental health has been slowly taking a down hill spiral the things I once loved do not bring me the same happiness. I have removed myself from all k pop fandoms, of course if their music comes on I will listen to it but I am not keeping up with the fandoms for the sake of my own mental well being. Writing for these beautiful men was one of my greatest escapes but it now feels like a nightmare. I do not know if I will ever be back but I am leaving my blog up for everyone to enjoy the stories I have written over the years. I have opened a new blog for the a new fandom that I have found a sweet escape in but I will not be linking that to this blog, I feel like I needed a fresh start so I created one for myself. I appreciate every person who follows me and liked my stories so much. I want you to know that it is not noting you did or did not do, this is all me. I need for figure out some stuff for myself so if I do ever come back I can be better for everyone who follows me.
Hey! Did you take down all of your skz au? They were so good I felt like reading them again but they're not there. Also your writing is amazing I keep re reading these aus and still cant get enough of them. Thanks for providing us this quality content. 💖💜💕
I have not posted any Stray Kids Imagines yet I think you may have the wrong blog dear. I am sorry for the late reply but I hope you found to blog you were looking for! I would say thank you for the kind words but I don’t know if they were truly meant for me but best of luck in finding who you were looking for! ~Zero
NCT 127 Part 2 (Reaction to you being in a rival gang)
A/n: I am very sorry that I am behind schedule, as mentioned before I am going through a break up and the reality of it is catching up to me. I lost my passion for everything for a while, I honestly was just existing. I am doing better now and this fic was kinda self indulgent because I added my spitfire personality to y/n character. If you could not pick up on it before each member is in a different story line but are still connected in a way as some of the events happen at different times. Without further explanation I present Taeil!~Zero
Part 1
Date Posted: May 25, 2020
word count:1289
Pairing: Taeil x fem reader
Warnings: Mafia au!, Violence, possible cursing, mentions of death
Please read responsibly!
Y/n POV:
I soon see Neo Culture’s van that was parked around the coroner. Taeil pushes me into the back and gets in behind me. “Winwin you drive.” He says and passes him the keys then shuts the door.
“We need to talk Y/n.” Taeil says while sitting next to me and lifting my chin to make eye contact.
“How did you get involved with this?” He asks with his brows furrowed.
“My shit head of an older brother led them right to our door.” I say with an angry sigh. “And it was either to marry Jiwon’s son or make poison gas. I chose the better option.”
“They were going to have you MARRY JIWON’S SON!!” Taeil exclaims angrily.
“THIS, is why I wasn’t going to tell you, I knew how you would react.” I say, trying to stay calm and pointing my finger.
“Have you been unfaithful to me Y/n.” He asks, glaring at me.
“NO! Taeil, do hear yourself right now! I would never in a million years do that to you. I am so enraged that the thought even crossed your mind.” I exclaim while using my hands to prove my point.
“Well-” He starts but I interrupt him
“No Taeil, I am not done talking yet. I told you everything because there are no secrets in our relationship! The only reason I could not tell you about my occupation was because they told me they would have my younger brother killed. TAEIL THEY HAVE GOTTEN TO MY FAMILY ONCE BEFORE, THEY ARE NOT BLUFFING WHEN THEY SAY THEY WOULD KILL MY LITTLE BROTHER!!! I did it to protect him. He deserves to live a life full of freedom and peace, not what we live with.” I finish talking with tears gliding down my face.
“Baby, I am so sorry, I didn’t know.” He says while wiping my tears.
“I know and I am sorry for yelling at you. I- I love you Taeil more than you will ever know.” I say and look into his eyes.
He freezes at first because of shock “I love you too Baby.” He then says and places his forehead on mine.
We both feel the van park and we hear the doors start to open. “Let’s go talk to your boss baby.” I say then stand up and jump out of the van.
As we walk down NCT’s corridor I feel a bunch of eyes staring at me. I slightly glance at Taeil nervously, “Are they always this nosy?”
He grabs my hand and glares at the boys as we pass, “Don’t you all have things to be doing!”
We finally reach the boss's door, he lets go of my hand and grabs my upper arm with an apologetic look, while gently pushing me in front of him. He then opens the door and pushes me forward into the office. “Boss I have someone who could be a great addition to our team, we will have to pay for her though.”
“You’re telling me that you kidnapped a random member of Sechskies.” Taeyong pinches the bridge of his nose “Taeil, your orders were to destroy intel not kidnap a girl, putting a target on our backs!”
“In all fairness boss, we didn’t kidnap her, she came willingly.” Taeil says while sitting down and pulling me into his lap.
“Taeil any person will come willingly if you have a gun to their he-” Taeyong pauses when he turns around to see me on Taeil’s lap
“Boss, meet my girlfriend Y/N, who is a poison specialist for Sechskies.” Taeil introduces me as I give a small wave.
Taeyong comes and sits across from us at his desk and looks at me with curiosity “Hi I am Y/n and I am really good at making poisons.” I say and extend my hand for him to shake.
He grabbed me hand and gently shook it “Nice to meet you Y/N, I am Taeyong and I am good at killing people who do me wrong.”
“Now I will get in contact with Sechskies and see if there is some agreement we can come to about you.” Taeyong looks at Taeil “Taeil take her back to your home, don’t let her out of your sight until this is all cleared up.”
“Yes sir, of course.”
“You both are dismissed.” He says then takes a sip of his scotch.
The car ride home is quiet until we reach my house. Confused, I look around, “Taeil why are we at my house.”
“Only grab the necessities, any important things that you can not replace or live without. I will go with you to help we have to hurry though. Sechskies will be here soon.” He says then gets out of the car and runs to my side to open my door.
I run up to my apartment and unlock the door in a rush. Once inside I run to my closet and grab my emergency bag that has half of my clothes in it. I then pull the box from under my bed and throw the whole thing into my bag. I ran back to my living room and grabbed a picture of my mom, my little brother and one family photo. While I was picking up some other stuff Taeil was packing up all my toiletries from my bathroom.
“Alright Y/N we have to go now, I will buy you a new one but leave your phone here.”
I nodded as I took the SD card out of my phone so I will at least have the pictures of Taeil and I. I then shash my phone against the wall and throw it on the ground. “Let’s go, I got everything of importance.”
“Alright let’s go.” He says while carrying my bags down to the car. I lock the door and then run to the car.
Once I am in the car, Taeil starts it and pulls out of my apartment complex and starts towards his house. Looking out of the side mirror I notice that the same car has been behind us since we passed a gas station. I looked straight ahead and as normal as I could I told Taeil. “Tae, babe we are being followed.”
“I know honey, they are just some of my men, scouting out the area.” He says while looking into
the rear view mirror.
Shortly after that we arrived at Taeil’s small two bedroom house. He parks the car into the garage, gets out of his side and runs over to my side to open the door, like he always does. When I get out of the car before he can turn away I place my hands on the back of his neck making him look down at me. With a smile I pull him in for a short kiss. His soft lips mold to mine slowly working in time. He then pushes me against the closed car door when we hear a whistle.
“Damn Taeil! Get it man!” a man I never seen before exclaims. I shyly pull away from Taeil.
“Jaehyun, this is my girlfriend Y/n. Y/n this is Jaehyun he is the Sweetheart scam.” he says while putting an arm around my waist.
“Hey baby, if you ever get tired of Taeil just give me a call. I can show you a good time.” Jaehyun says while leaning against the wall.
“Sorry Jaehyun, you are not my type!” I exclaim and side look at Taeil.
“What do you mean I am everyone's’ type.” He says in matter of fact tone.
“Hmm not mine, my type, Taeil and only Taeil, he doesn’t flirt with everyone for intel.” I reply as we walk past a shocked Jaehyun.
Sorry everyone for the in-activeness, I am going through a recent break up with my boyfriend. This being said I need a bit of a break, I am hoping to have new stuff for everyone by next week. Stay safe and take a deep breath it will be okay sunshine!~Zero
I know but currently I'm in love with MKIT RAIN. The lockscreen wallpaper is a album art of "Hold Me" by BLOO (Featuring Nafla) while the homescreen wallpaper is BLOO.
I am on my computer because I don’t have tumblr on my phone but Yuta is my lock screen and Dean is my home screen. I made both of the backgrounds and they are on zedge. my zedge account is @/ zerowrites012354
heyy, hope you are well, I tried looking for one but had to double check do you have a masterpost? love your writing btw keep it up! :)
Hello I am doing as well as I can! I do have a masterpost but it is not all the way up to date. I am really glad you enjoy my writing and I hope you will stick around.
This was so hard because my biases are not in stone!
I was tagged by: @heart-bleeding-autism-angel
Rules: List 10 biases and then answer the following questions
Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
Leo (VIXX)
Wonho (Monsta X)
Yuta (Nct)
Taeyong (Nct+ SuperM)
Yesung (Super Junior)
Hyesung (shinwa)
Youngjae (Got7)
Lucas (SuperM+WayV)
Hoshi (Seventeen)
Questions:
Between 1 and 4, who would you rather kiss?
This is so hard! um I am going to go with Yuta because he lips look really soft and kissable, if that makes sense.
Between 2 and 7, who would be your best friend?
Hyesung, because I think he would give good advice because he has seen and experienced more.
Between 5 and 10, who has a better voice?
Talking wise it is Taeyong because I find that his voice makes me happy and all smiley. Singing wise it is Hoshi because I love the uniqueness in his voice.
Between 1 and 8, who is the funniest?
Kyuhyun, he is known as the evil maknae for a reason.
Between 6 and 9, who would you date?
Lucas because his is closer to my real age and I like that he is dorky.
Between 4 and 8, who is the best dancer?
Even though Youngjae is a really good dancer but Yuta is the main dancer for a reason.
Between 3 and 5, who would you most likely to marry?
Probably Wonho because I feel like he would be the husband to encourage his wife to pursue her dreams and goals. I also feel like he would hype up his wife.
Between 1 and 7, who would you nurse when you’re sick?
Between Kyuhyun and Hyesung, I would be scared if Kyuhyun offered to help. so I am going with the safer option: Hyesung. Even though I would love to have both of them sing to me while I was sick.
Between 6 and 8, who would you rather have a vacation with?
Yesung if the vacation was suppose to be romantic because I feel like he is a very romantic person. In any other situation Youngjae, I feel like he would make any vacation really fun.
YAASS! Lol I would happily be quarantined with NCT127. Can we also just have like one dorm bedroom and have multiple slumber parties? Like the house would never be bored. there would be something to do all the time. And gaming or fun stuff would be so much giggling. Don’t get me wrong I would also be happy 1-2-1 with a bias but this is also good! 💖😉👍🏻😈
A/N: As I said in the teaser, this imagine is really close to my heart. I love writing for Kyuhyun. As long as I have been a fan of super junior this man has found a way to slide up my bias list and make his way to the ultimate position. He has been through so much and still manages to put on a smile for us and that is what I appreciate about him.~Zero.
Ps. Mood board is mine please don’t steal.
Date: April 3, 2020
Pairing: Kyuhyun X Fem Reader
word count: 4,737
Warnings: Mentions of dealth, fluff and angst
Y/N P.O.V
Everyone has a guardian angel, I happened to meet mine when I was only seven years old. My aunt and uncle on my father’s side were driving us home from going to see a movie. It was very late at night, so my aunt was asleep in the passenger seat and my uncle was really tired and wasn’t paying attention, he didn’t know that he was driving on the wrong side of the road until a semi truck came speeding down the line that we were in.
He did what any panicked person in this situation would do. He swerved to the left, however on the left side of us wasn’t land or road anymore. It was a deep open body of water. So our car went right into the water and sank straight to the bottom. My uncle woke my aunt up and they quickly got out of the car to try and swim to safety completely forgetting about me in the back seat. The car was filling up with water fast too fast for me to fight against it or get my seat belt loose, so I sat there in the back seat and watched the last seven years of my young life flash before my eyes. I knew then and there that I wasn’t going to make it, I lost all hope.
I start to feel myself lose consciousness, but before I could I see a blinding light fill the water sanken car. Then the next thing I knew I was out of the car and in the sky. I think that now would be a good time to look up. I see a beautiful man with big bright white wings, then I look down and see the ocean below us. “Am I dead?” I ask in a small voice. The man looks down at me with a concerned look “No, but if I didn’t get to you sooner, you would have been.” He says in a clam voice. I couldn’t help it no matter how much I tried to fight it off. I felt the hot tears run down my slightly chubby cheeks, then I started sobbing, burying my head further into the man’s chest.
“Aww princess it is okay. You will be okay now, I am here.”
“Where are we go-going?” I ask slightly hiccuping.
“I am going to take you back to your house, your parents are worried sick about you.”
“What are you? You have very pretty wings.”
“Well thank you! I am your guardian angel here to protect you from early deaths or any other harmful dangers.” He replied
“Oh well thank you for saving me tonight, I think my mommy and daddy would appreciate it.”
“No problem kid, it is my job, when we get to your house I am going to have to leave but-”
“No, No please don't leave me...please.”
“Okay, Okay I promise I won’t, as long as you need me people will see me as a gold winged necklace when I hold your hand. Now try to get some sleep, I will wake you when we get there.”
I am suddenly too tired to talk so all I can manage is a slight nod against my angel’s chest. Some hours later I am woken up by my angel putting me on my feet about a mile or two from my house. He gently grabs my hand and starts guiding me back to my home. I soon see my parents in view so I look up at my angel and he nods down at me and lets go of my hand. I take off towards my mom and dad.
“Y/N, oh my gosh, thank heavens you are okay and alive, we were so worried.” my mom and dad say as they bring me into their tight embrace.
*Y/n is now 8 yrs old*
I still remember that night like is was yesterday even though it was over a year ago, I am now eight years old, if you are wondering my aunt made it out alive but my uncle didn’t make it, he got swept into the deep and fast currents which cause him to drown, sadly his body was never found. Yes I still get to see my angel, he is with me almost 24/7; the only times we are apart is when I am changing, going to the bathroom or in the shower. I don't know anything about him and he knows almost everything about me. Like how I am afraid of dolls, thunderstorms and open bodies of water(it makes me feel like I am reliving the accident).
Right now I am getting ready for a choir and band concert that I’m going to be performing in tonight. I am so nervous what if I mess up or what if I forget the lyrics in front of all of the people that will be there.
“What’s up princess, you look troubled?” The angel asks.
“I am just so nervous, what if I mess up and make a fool of myself in front of every person that will be there.”
“Y/N/N, you are going to do just fine. I have watched all of your practices and you did amazingly. You have a gorgeous voice and you play the F/M/I beautifly so trust me when I say that you are going to do just fine, I mean when have I ever let you down.”
“Okay, you’re right, I got this... let’s go and get this concert over with.” I say walking out of my room, but not before my angel grabbed my hand to guide me.
*Y/N is now 16 yrs old*
My angel started staying home during the day because he wants to give me some freedom. I am not worried about him not being able to get to me fast enough. We did a few tests, he can get to where I am before I can blink. So I am definitely not worried. It has been nearly eight years since the accident and I still don’t know his name, However, I will figure that out as soon as possible.
My day honestly really sucked, I started my period at school, I figured out that my boyfriend of nine months was cheating on me this whole time, I failed a math test that I studied so hard for and was so confident that I was going to pass, I missed the only bus that was going near my house. I now have to walk home, and to top it all off I cracked my phone screen today.
All I want is to get home, a shower, to eat ice cream while watching romantic movies crying my eyes out, and to cuddle with my angel like the old days; when I would have night terrors or like when there was a thunder and lightning storm. By the time I get home it is 5:30. I guess that I am lucky that spring break starts today.
My parents are out of town on a business trip and they will be gone for another whole month and half, so it is just me and the angel who I will find out the name of today. I start the long walk up the stairs, once I finally make it to my room I see my room setup for a movie night with just the person that I wanted to see.
“Oh My Gosh, thank you this is just what I needed.” I said and ran to give him a hug. I didn’t even realize that I was crying until he said something.
“Y/N/N what’s wrong?”
“It has been a really long and crappy day, I am just glad to be home.” I say while sniffling, “ I just realized that you have been protecting me for like eight years but you never told me your name.”
“ I am so sorry that your day has been crappy. I hope that I can make it better! You never asked me for my name, so I assumed that you didn’t want to know what it was.”
“Oh, well can you please tell me what your name is?” I ask shyly feeling stupid for never asking.
“Yeah, my name is Cho Kyuhyun but since you have known me for a long time you can call me Kyu if you want.”
“Well it is nice to finally meet you Kyu.” I say with a smile.
*Age 18*
I am now 18! This means that Kyu doesn’t show up as a necklace anymore to the whole world. He is just invisible to everyone except for me. However it has been like that for two years now. I like it better this way, because I feel more protected knowing that only I know that he is there with me all the time. I have known him for so long that it is sorta hard not to develop a crush on him, I mean he is very handsome and he is a gentleman. I still don’t know much about him. Like his age or how he died but he will tell me that when he is ready. I am not going to pressure that out of him.
In case you are wondering about what has happened the last two years or so, well here is everything my parents got divorced six months before I turned seventeen, I graduated with honors from the high school at the age of seventeen, the guy that I had a crush on for four years ended up being gay and my childhood dog died recently.
Kyuhyun’s P.O.V.
I have known Y/N for a very long time now. I have enjoyed my job as being her guardian angel, sure I have had other people to guard before. However, not one of them was as beautiful, smart, and caring as Y/N is. I think when it is Y/N turn to die, I’ll probably retire but I am not a hundred percent sure yet.
I haven’t checked into headquarters yet today, I probably should do that. I think to myself as I throw on a shirt and teleport to the said place. Once I am in the main room I see Kim Heechul, another guardian.
“Kyuhyun, just the person I was looking for. The boss has requested to see you, like, right now so you better hurry.” Heechul says while looking at me
“Thanks Heechul.” I say as I run to Leeteuk's office.
When I get to an all familiar door I knock twice, I wait until I hear a ‘Come in Kyuhyun.’ I quickly open the door and enter the room.
“Hey boss, you requested to see me, so what’s up?” I ask while shutting the door behind me.
“Kyuhyun, I have some news to tell you. However, I don’t think you are going to like it very much, please, take a seat.” Leeteuk states looking sort of worried.
Doing as he says I take a seat across from his desk, “Okay, I am seated now so what’s up?” I ask again.
“Kyuhyun, I have just been informed by my boss that,” He pauses to take a deep breath “Y/N is to die in two days, I am so so sorry Kyuhyun.” Leeteuk states while looking at me.
I feel my whole world come crashing down, no, no no no not Y/N. Anyone but Y/N. It is not her time, she is only 18. Looking up with tears in my eyes, I just muttered “What? Are you sure?”
“I wish it wasn’t true, I know how much she means to you and how painful this must be. Kyuhyun there is nothing no one can do, the upper boss says that it’s her time. Then it is her time.” Leeteuk replies looking down.
“Can I at least be with her when she dies?” I ask hopefully but already know the answer.
“I am afraid not, I was informed that wasn’t a good idea because you would try to save Y/N.” He replied.
“So, what do you expect me to do? J-just watch the girl I love die?” I ask slightly, raising my voice.
“No. not at all you don’t have to watch. Maybe, wait at the gates for when she does die. Then she has a person that she is comfortable with to greet her. I am so sorry Kyuhyun.” My boss says.
“Leeteuk, I will be back later I-I just need to go and clear my head.” I say while getting up from the chair. Once I teleport back to mine and Y/N’s apartment I fully break down. Looking at the clock I see that Y/N will be home in a few hours. Wiping my tears I start dinner, I have decided that today will be the day that I show Y/N how I died. It is also going to be the day I confess to her. I know it is weird, I am 153 years older than her. However, I am a ghost, so I never age but you can’t blame me. Here pretty soon she will be one too.
Y/N’s P.O.V.
My shift just ended at work; I was working graveyard which is never fun. You have to clean everything at the coffee shop before you can lock up and leave. If you don’t do it right then you get a third of your paycheck cut. The fact that I don’t have a car yet is pretty upsetting, this means that I have to walk about 1 hour to work and 1 hour back from work everyday. If I had a car it would cut the time in half.
Once I get to my apartment, the only things that are on my mind are cuddles from Kyu and a hot shower. I feel relieved when I get my key in the lock to unlock the door. Finally, I have the weekend off. I walk by the kitchen to see Kyu cooking dinner and I must say it smells amazing. I was going to stop and give him a hug but I am wet from the rain and all sweaty because I ran home, I will have to remember my umbrella next time it’s supposed to rain. Silently, I walk to my bedroom to get a towel and pajamas which are just some shorts and a tank top. Then I am off to the bathroom to take a long awaited hot shower.
After my shower I dress in my pajamas and head into the kitchen where I see Kyu setting the table in the dining room. Smiling to myself I go over to help him.
“Hey Kyu, do you want some help?”
“ Oh, umm no thank you Y/N I got it. How was your day at work?” asked Kyu, who seemed a little off.
“It was okay, long but okay I guess, what about you? How was your day?” I ask while looking at him from my seat at the table.
“Umm, about that, We need to talk about some stuff that is very important.” Kyu says while bringing over dinner.
“What’s up Kyu, you know you can talk to me about anything.” I say while scooping up some rice and putting it into my bowl.
Kyu sighs before speaking, “Y/N, I think it is time I showed you how I died, is that okay?”
Surprised by this I almost choke on my bite of rice, “Kyu, if you are ready to show me how you died then I am ready to see. I would love to learn more about you.” I say making eye contact with Kyu from across the table.
Before I can say anything else I see that I’m now in the middle of an alleyway. Looking out I see a man dragging a young girl into the alleyway and he was trying to force himself on her. I was about to yell at him to stop, but I saw a glimpse of Kyuhyun walking by. He must have heard the young girls cry for help because the next thing I know Kyuhyun runs down the alleyway and punches the pervert in the face.
I hear Kyuhyun yell at the young girl to run home and get to safety. She took off in fear while Kyuhyun was making sure that she got to safety. The man happened to get back up and he had a knife, I was crying and screaming at Kyuhyun to watch out, but it was like he couldn’t hear me. The man repeatedly stabbed Kyuhyun in the chest and stomach. When he was satisfied with how many holes he made he just got up and left. I ran over to Kyuhyun’s now lifeless body and cried with his head in my lap.
I closed my eyes and when they opened again I was back at the dining room table. With tears running down my face I look up at Kyuhyun, getting up I run over to him and embrace him in the biggest hug that I can manage.
“Kyuhyun, t-this might make you hate me but I just have to tell you this, I love you and I am very grateful to have you as my guardian angel,” I say while softly crying into his neck.
“Y/N, princess, look at me,” Kyu states while pulling away slightly, when I make eye contact with him he starts talking again. “Y/N, I-I love you too so much but, there is something I have to tell you.”
“Yes, what is it Kyu.” I prepared myself for him to reject me, but I never thought he would say these words to me.
“I was at headquarters today,” He pauses and looks like he is about to burst into tears “And my b-boss told me that uh- he told me that your time has changed and you are now in heaven i-in two days. I am so so sorry.” by the end of his sentence it has hot tears running down his cheeks.
“Hey, hey it is not your fault if it is my time then it is my time,” I say while wiping his tears. “Wi-will you at least be there with me?” I ask.
“ I am afraid not princess. They told me no because they knew that I would try to save you.” He says while looking down.
I gently lift his face, and kiss his cold tear stained cheek, I would kiss his lips but I am going to have to wait until I go up to heaven for that. “It is okay Kyuhyun, tomorrow is my last full day alive so let’s just stay home and cuddle okay?” I ask
“Are you sure that's really what you want to do in your last 24 hours?” He asks looking at me.
“If it means time with you then yes, Kyuhyun being with you makes me happy and on my last day I want to be happy.” I reply.
“Okay baby girl, tomorrow we will just have a movie night and cuddle. Now please eat before your food gets cold.” He states while kissing my forehead once.
After we were finished eating that night we went to bed. The next morning I am awoken by the light going through my blinds, yawning. I look over and see Kyuhyun peacefully sleeping. Smiling to myself I get up and walk to the bathroom to brush my teeth and hair, walking to the kitchen I first go to the coffee pot and press the on button. Then I get the ingredients to start breakfast which would be pancakes and potatoes. I am soon lost in deep thought, I am wondering what my death will be like, will it be as painful as kyuhyun’s? Will I just have a heart attack? Will I die saving someone? Pushing these questions aside I pour myself a cup of hot coffee. When I felt a presence behind me smiling I turned around already knowing who it is.
“Good morning Kyuhyun, did you sleep well?” I ask while pouring Kyu a cup of coffee as well.
“Yes I suppose, what about you?” He asks while taking the coffee out of my hand.
“I slept okay, are you hungry? Breakfast is ready.”
“Oh, yes please.”
After breakfast Kyu and I get a bunch of blankets and build a giant fort in front of the t.v, once we got cuddled up together Kyu asked me this question. “What do you want to watch first?”
“Um let’s watch Y/F/M.” I say while reaching for the remote.
*Later that night*
We were done watching movies and now eating dinner. Kyu decided to make my favorite meal tonight for dinner. I will miss my human life of course, but I am curious to see how my afterlife will be with Kyuhyun. I know for a fact that I am most nervous about dying. I'm not ready to die. There have been so many things in life that I haven’t got the chance to experience yet.
I decided that I should go see my parents tomorrow morning before it is too late. I have a feeling if I don’t go and see them, then I won’t see them for a long time.
*The Next Morning*
I get up and get ready for the day, I make sure to look very presentable to go and meet my parents at the small cafe I worked at. On the ride there I text my mom the address, once I get to the cafe I pay the taxi driver then I text my dad the address. I know that my parents probably won’t react well but it is worth a shot. This will be the last time I will see either of my parents for the rest of their time on Earth.
I go into the cafe and order an Americano and a poppy seed muffin for myself, a Chai tea and blueberry muffin for my mom, and plan black coffee for my dad paired with a chocolate muffin. When my mom walks into the coffee shop when she is within arm's reach I bring her into a tight hug “I love you mom.” I say trying to hold back tears and keep a straight face.
“I love you too princess, why don’t we sit and enjoy the drinks you bought.” my mom says while sitting down.
The bell above the door rings again and my dad walks in, I get up and pull him into a tight hug like I did with my mom. “What are you doing here.” My mom says with distaste in her tone.
“Please mama can you both please just have coffee with me just this once?” I ask with desperation in my tone.
She is about to answer when three men in black ski masks armed with guns run into the small coffee shop. “EVERYONE, GET DOWN ON THE FUCKING GROUND IF YOU WANT TO LIVE!!” One of the men yelled the other goes to the barista running the cash register while the third starts walking towards a family with two little kids,
The one walking towards the family grabs one of the kids and puts the gun to the young girls head. Without thinking I say “Mom, Dad I love you both, never forget that.” I then get up and walk towards the armed robber, “HEY! “ I yell “Give the girl back to her family, she has a full life ahead of her, if you are going to kill anyone, i-it should be me.”
The robber throws the five year old girl to her family and starts walking towards me “LOOK AWAY!!” I yell to the family and my parents as the robber puts the gun to my forehead. “Any last words girl?”
“Ya dad take care of mom while I am gone, I don’t care about your differences do this for me-” “You're taking too long.” The gunman interrupts me then pulls the trigger. I feel pain, I hear my mother start to sob then everything goes pitch black.
It is only painful and pitch black for a short while as a bright white light fills my vision “Baby girl, please come into the light, all your hurting will come to an end.” a familiar voice calls out to me.
I see a hand reach out toward me. With a smile I grab the familiar hand and am greeted with Kyuhyun giving me a sad smile. “Welcome to heaven baby girl.”
“Kyu,” I say while pulling him into a hug and letting the tears flow out of my e/c eyes.
“I know it hurts sweety, Y/n/n I am so proud of you. You died a hero, you saved that little girl.” Kyu says while pulling away and wiping my tears.
“Let’s get you checked in, then you can go see some old family and friends.” Kyu says while pulling me through the giant gold gates.
I look around in awe “It’s beautiful up here.” I say as we walk up to a big desk.
“Hello, you must be Y/n welcome here is a pamphlet about the rules and regulations of heaven.” The nice lady by the name of Rose says.
“Thank you Rose.” I reply while walking with Kyuhyun.
“Y/n/n, you can look at those later, but for now you need rest.” Kyu says while gently guiding me with his hand on my lower back to what I presumed to be his house.
Once he stops in front of a door he says “This is now our shared home, I hope you like how it is decorated. I tried to make it look like the old apartment.” Then he opens the door and allows me to take a look around.
“Kyu it is beautiful,” I say with awe while looking around.
I then pull him into a hug and look into his chocolate brown eyes, smiling. I move one of my hands to the back of his neck playing with the hairs at his nape, while the other hand cradles one of his checks. I feel his hands gently grab my hips and I see him start to lean in with his eyes fluttering shut. With my own eyes closing I slowly leaned in with my head slightly tilted meeting him halfway until finally our lips met.
(Gif not mine found on good old google)
His lips are very soft compared to my slightly chapped ones and I feel eagles flying in my stomach and see fireworks behind my closed eyelids. I guess what I am trying to say is this is by far the best kiss I have ever been a part of. I slowly pull away not for the need of oxygen no, we are dead and no longer need it but because I feel the need to speak.
“Okay two things,” I slightly giggle, “one this was the best kiss, I have ever been a part of and two I love you so much.” I say while gently sliding my thumb against his cheek.
“I have three things to say as well: one I feel the exact same way, two what do you want to do now that you have infinite peace, and three will you be mine forever.” He states while moving some stray hair out of my face and behind my ear.
“I think after I get the hang of everything around here, I want to be a guardian like you. Of course I will be yours for as long as you’ll have me.” I say while hugging him again.
When I was seven, I was so afraid to die. However, now that I have reached my time and died the way I was destined to, I realized that my life was so beautiful and I was so blessed to have a guardian like Kyuhyun. My after life will also be just as beautiful with Kyuhyun by my side.
A/N: The mood board is mine, if you want to use it please ask first and if you have my permission tag me in the post. This imagine is one that I hold close to my heart. I wrote this almost three years ago, I did not post it sooner because I was scared to see how people react and if they would like it. This is probably my all time favorite work and I was selfish by not posting it for you all to enjoy. This story got me threw a tough time in my life and I am now ready to share this work with all of you. I have not written a part two but I have so many ideas. You all are going to have to wait until April 3rd to read it but please enjoy this teaser. ~Zero
Member: Kyuhyun ~Super Junior
Pairing: Kyuhyun x fem reader
Type: fluff and a little angst
Release Date:April 3, 2020
Word count for full work: 4,737
Posted: April 1, 2020
Y/N P.O.V
Everyone has a guardian angel, I happened to meet mine when I was only seven years old. My aunt and uncle on my father’s side were driving us home from going to see a movie. It was very late at night, so my aunt was asleep in the passenger seat and my uncle was really tired and wasn’t paying attention, he didn’t know that he was driving on the wrong side of the road until a semi truck came speeding down the line that we were in.
He did what any panicked person in this situation would do. He swerved to the left, however on the left side of us wasn’t land or road anymore. It was a deep open body of water. So our car went right into the water and sank straight to the bottom. My uncle woke my aunt up and they quickly got out of the car to try and swim to safety completely forgetting about me in the back seat. The car was filling up with water fast too fast for me to fight against it or get my seat belt loose, so I sat there in the back seat and watched the last seven years of my young life flash before my eyes. I knew then and there that I wasn’t going to make it, I lost all hope.
I start to feel myself lose consciousness, but before I could I see a blinding light fill the water sunken car.
Rules: Put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that come up. then tag 10 others to do the same!
I was tagged by @heart-bleeding-autism-angel
I am tagging: @kpopmademyday @cherry-kissesxo @nunchiwrites @cutie-lee-taeyong @totomato-life @kitchan-cb97 @exostoriesbyjuliettx And anyone else you wants to do this!!
21st Century Girl~BTS (wow I have not listened to BTS since 2016)
Heartbreak (2016)~Sechskies
I love you 300 Chinese version~ Jackson Wang
Chivalry (2016)~ Sechskies
Rewind (Korean Version Ft Chanyeol) ~Zhoumi(I forgot how much I loved this song!)
Goodbye for Now~ Kyuhyun (Makes me cry every time 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭)
Eureka~Zico & Zion.T
Magic~Super Junior
Juice~Kris Wu
I Always~Changmo
A/N: Wow! I listen to a verity of music and I am very surprised that the majority was k pop. I encourage anyone who wants to do this to do so. <3 ~Zero
Nct 127 PART 2 (Reaction to you being in a rival gang 1/10)
A/N: I have decided to finally make a part two to the reactions. They did way better than I thought they would so I am continuing the story. Just like in the first part we are starting with Taeyong!~Zero
Part 1
Date Posted: March 27, 2020
Pairing: Taeyong x fem!reader
Word count: 1,624
Warring: One suggestive comment, mentions of weapons
Y/N POV
After the meeting Jae Duck and I head back to the warehouse. In the car on the way Jae Duck asks from the drivers seat. “Why did you kick me out of the room before the meeting started?”
“I need to talk to Ji won as soon as we get back.” I say while glancing at him completely avoiding his question.
“If you won’t give me a reason, then I will tell him and your father that you kicked me out of the meeting room.” He says while turning into the warehouse lot. He killed the engine and turned towards me. “I’ll wait until you feel the need to tell me.”
“If I tell you, Jae Duck then you have to keep your mouth shut.” I say while making eye contact with him.
“Okay, now what happened in the room?” he asks
“Taeyong and I, we have been together for two and half years without knowing each other's occupation. We even have a house together. Today when I saw him, I didn’t know what to do. I kinda panicked and kicked everyone out so we could talk.” I reply while slightly looking down.
“And you need to talk to Jiwon about an alliance huh?” Jaeduck asks, already knowing the answer.
“Yes, because it will make this relationship thing easier. If any member of sechskies finds out then I will be known as a traitor and I will be executed regardless who I am related to.” I say while unbuckling my seat belt.
We both walk silently into the warehouse. Jae Duck goes in the direction of his quarters while I head toward the stairs that will lead me to Jiwon’s office. Once I am in front of his office I hover my hand over the door, rethinking my decision. Before my hand could even touch the door I heard a “Come on in Y/N/N.”
I quickly open the door and walk in “Hi uncle Jiwon.” I say and sit in the chair that is across from him.
“What can I do for you?” He asks me leaning back in his chair.
“There are a few things I need to talk to you about. Um to start here are the notes from the meeting with Nct.” I say while passing him the file.
“Did everything run over smoothly?” He asks while opening the file and going over my notes quickly.
“Yeah, for the most part. Um the other thing I need to tell you could get me in a lot of trouble. That is why I am coming to you personally. I want you to hear this straight from me. “ I pause when I see him raise and eyebrow at me.
So I continue “As you know I have been in a relationship for two and a half years...well...the person that I am in a relationship with is Taeyong. I promise that he didn’t know about me being in the mafia until today nor did I know he was the boss of Nct. I am really sorry, Jiwon. I love him and I don’t want to lose him.” I say while looking down.
“Okay, there are two options for you. One you can break up with him and I won’t tell your father and things can continue as normal. Two you and Taeyong can come here tomorrow and the three of us can figure something out. So, what will it be?” Jiwon states.
“Option two, just please don’t tell my father until this is all figured out, he is already breathing down my neck about me leading the Seoul division.” I say while making eye contact with him.
“Fine, you and Taeyong have to be here at ten sharp, Deal?”
“Deal.” I say while nodding
“Now, go home Y/N/N.” He says while looking at the file again.
“Thank you, Jiwon.” I say before walking out of the door.
As soon as I am home, I take off my shoes in the entryway and smell the take out from our favorite place. “Tae, I am home and I have news.” I say and sit at the kitchen table next to him.
“We can talk about it while we eat.” he says and hands me some chopsticks.
“I went to the Sechskies godfather.” I hear Tae choke on his rice.
“Babe, I said that I was going to do that.” He says while drinking some water.
“I know, but on the ride home Jaeduck tried to blackmail me. I had to do it before he did. Anyway we both have a meeting with Jiwon at ten sharp, clear your schedule for tomorrow because our lives depend on it.” I say then take a bite of my chicken.
“Of course Babe, anything for you.” Tae says as he finishes his food.
In the morning Tae and I both got ready after we ate our breakfast. I get dressed into a white button up, black ripped skinny jeans, and yellow blazer. I check to see if Taeyong is ready; he is in normal boss attire, he must have other meetings today.
“Alright Tae, are you ready?” I ask while putting on my shoes.
“Yes I am, Who’s driving?” He asks while holstering his pistol.
“I am, and Tae you know your pistol has to stay in my car. You are most likely going to be searched by someone before you are allowed in Jiwon’s office.” I say while adjusting the dagger that sits on the side of my boot.
“I figured as much, now let’s go and get this meeting done with.” He says while walking toward me and pulling me in for a quick kiss.
“Babe, I am going to have to blindfold you.” I say while holding out a blindfold.
“Are you serious?” He asks in disbelief
“I am afraid so, Jiwon will have my head if you know where the warehouse is. It is probably only for the ride there.” I say while tying the piece of black cloth over Tae’s eyes.
“You are so lucky I love you.” He says while relaxing to his seat. I smile even though he can’t see
“Okay, we are here, but don’t take off the blindfold. I have to make it look like you are a hostage to be able to get you into the building and up to Jiwon’s office.” I say after killing the engine and opening my door.
I ran around to the passenger door and opened it. I grab Tae roughly around the arms and whisper in his ear. “Sorry but there are people outside.”
“I never thought this would happen, you should dominant more often love.” he says under his breath.
Embarrassed, I grab his arm and slam the car door. I then lead him to the front of the warehouse, with him in front of me. As soon as I get through the door I see my father. “Y/N what are you doing?” he asks me in an amused tone.
“Is Jiwon in.” I ask him to avoid his question. I see him nod and point to where Jiwon’s office is located. I just nod back and start walking in that direction.
I turn around the corridor and push Tae against the wall and pull him into a kiss. When the person that turned down the corridor walks the other way I pull away. “What was that about?” Tae asks.
“We can’t get caught by the lower class members.” I say near his ear. “Come on we are right next to the door.” I say while pulling him down the corner. I knock on Jiwon’s office door at 9:59 and hear a “come in Y/N/N.”
I open Jiwon’s door and push Tae in first then close the door behind me. I take the blindfold off of Tae’s face slowly to let him adjust to the light. I then guide him to where the two chairs are located.
“Good morning Jiwon, as promised I am here with Taeyong.” I say then sit down.
“Hello sir, It is nice to meet you. “ Tae says while shaking Jiwon’s hand.
“Welcome, you two. Now let’s talk about alliances, who are some of NCT’s biggest alliances?” he asks while intertwining his hands.
“Right now we are on good terms with Exo and Twice. We are talking with got7 and blackpink. We are not on very good terms with seventeen, we shot one of their members.” Tae stated
“Alright, we have had a long time alliance with Vixx, Monsta X, and Winner. I knew the fathers of each leader. The oldest alliance of mine rests with Super Junior.” He pauses “Now Taeyong, in sechskies the only way an alliance is allowed to be put into motion is one of our higher ups or family members has to marry someone from the other side.”
“Oh really” Tae squeaks out nervously.
“Yes really, I am sure that this won’t be a problem because you two have been together for two and half years.” He retorts.
“Uncle, what if we are not ready for marriage?” I ask
“Then Sechskies and Nct will not clash until the alliance is sealed, you both have until the end of the month.”
“Uncle, what about my father? We will never let me go through with it.”
“That is why I am going to talk with him about it. He may be your dad but he can’t over step the boss. Y/N/N you will get a call from me in 3 days about more information. Until this time Taeyong, buy her a nice ring, she deserves it.” He says then picks up a file.“You both are dismissed.”
“Of Course Sir, thank you for your time.” Tae says before we walk out of the office.
A/N: I am so sorry for be gone for so long, with school cancelled I can be more active. Sorry for the long wait on part two.
posted:March 21,2020
Pairing: Zico x Fem! reader
word count:1,616
warning: none that I can thing of
It has been about a year since my heartbreaking break up and six months since Zico and I have been together. With the help of my brother, Zico, and our friends I eventually healed. Hanbin was my first love, my high school sweetheart, so he will always have a piece of my heart. I will always love him, however, that doesn’t mean that I am in love with him.
Jiho got me to come out of my warm shell and fall into the cold world. He got me so confident that I auditioned at a small entertainment company, with reasonable rules. I get to debut tomorrow with my songs, I will show you (A/n: ori. By Aliee) and Perhaps love ft Zico,and we will be singing Zico’s song soulmate.
My debut stage was a huge success and it is mostly thanks to my boyfriend zico, we are both going to be on weekly idol together along with Ikon. I am very nervous to see Hanbin again but I will have Jiho by my side.
When we get to Weekly idol’s set the host introduces Ikon, then Zico, and lastly he says “Our final guest today is a recently debuted idol that is blowing up the charts with amazing songs. Please let’s welcome the one, the only….Y/N!!!”
I start to walk out as “I will show you" played over the speakers. When I am out in front of everyone I properly introduce myself when the music stops. “Hello everyone I am Y/n!” With a smile, I set down next Zico, “So, Y/n is there anyone here that you do not know?”
“No, I happen to know everyone here, BI and I went to school together. I met Ikon at a party my brother hosted where I also met Zico.” I say while leaving out the part about BI and I dating in case he has to be silent about it.
I see the host nod his head and ask BI about Ikon’s recent songs and the inspiration. “The songs I want to talk about the most are: perfect, love scenario, I’m okay, goodbye road, don’t forget, kill me, and apology. All these songs I wrote because of things that had happened in my first relationship. The relationship had lasted from age 13 to age 21, I messed up, really bad. I don’t go a day without regretting what I did greatly.”
“If I may ask what did you do to mess up that long of a relationship?” the host asks.
“Um...The last six months of my relationship I was unfaithful,-” Hanbin says while looking down
“Y/N, I regret every terrible act and every mean thing I said to you, the songs show a glimpse of how I felt about our relationship and how it ended. When I was writing a love scenario I was okay with us loving each other and parting with those memories. Then with I’m okay the regret started to kick in fast, I was barely sleeping. My mom, little sister, and bandmates resented me for at least six months and when people would ask how I was I would say ‘I’m okay.’ even though I was far from it. Goodbye road was about the last two months of our relationship, you no longer trusted me and all we did was fight. I honestly never intended to cause you pain. Apology is me apologizing for never being around or there the last six months of the relationship, killing me is me at the beginning and middle of my regret. I would be fine then I would stumble across pictures, songs, and couple items that would have a heavy effect on me. Even when I ignored your tears at the height of our break up I wanted nothing more than to say it’s okay while I wiped your tears. Don’t forget, simple I never wanted you to forget about us, the things we did, I didn’t want you to forget the good things about me. We were together from our young teenage year to when we were adults, I wanted to marry you when the time was right. I want you to be happy because for a long time you made me very happy. And perfect is me wanting you back and it is far too late, at this time I also realized that everything I was feeling and experiencing was so deserved. You didn’t deserve what I did to you and our relationship.” BI finished what he was saying with tears streaming down his face.
The host lets out a breath and asks me about my songs. “ My song I’ll show you is about me not feeling good enough. I did break up with BI but he was the one that decided to leave the moment he saw that other woman. This was me saying I was going to come back stronger, hotter, and happier and I wasn’t going to allow B.I to ever hurt me again. Don’t touch me was written right after my breakup because I was grossed out with what he had done and the fact that he had the nerve to crawl back to me to try to apologize for something he was not sorry for.”
“What about your songs perhaps love and a lot like love?”
“A lot like love is the feeling of allowing myself to love again and hoping the person feels the same still, and perhaps love is when I started to question on when, how, and why I started to fall for the person a lot like love is about,” I say with a smile.
“If I may ask, do you still love Hanbin?”
With a sigh, I say “ Han bin was my very first love, even though I am no longer IN love with him that doesn’t necessarily mean that he doesn't still own a piece of my heart and honestly he always will.”
“Are you in a relationship now? And If so are you allowed to say who?”
“Yes, as of six months ago I have been in a happy relationship.” I subtly side-eye zico to see if it is okay to go public. He nods once and grabs my hand, “With Zico!” I say as we hold are intertwined hands up.
Everyone lets out a noise of surprise with wide eyes “Really?” the host asks.
“Yes it is very true, I along with hyoseob and more of our friends was there to help pick up the pieces to y/n shattered heart. I always made sure she got out into the world instead of sulking at home, I saw that she was writing amazing songs and I encouraged her to audition at an entertainment company.” Zico confesses.
“Are we allowed to know any more details on the breakup?”
“Yes, because I don’t want rumors to start and I want everyone to be on the same page.” I pause then start again after a deep breath.
“It was Penomeco's Birthday party at the club, I invited BI to be my plus one, but he said that he had to work late at the studio. So I get ready and Zico picks me up. After 5 minutes of being at Peno's Party, Zico goes and gets me a drink, while I am waiting I go talk to DJ Millic. He points out that BI was there with another girl and I see Bi with this girl in his lap making out. When Zico gets back he sees that I am about to cry. Dean, Millic, and Zico drag Hanbin outside. My brother Crush takes me upstairs to comfort me. When Zico brought BI upstairs to me he had a black eye and a busted lip, he got on his knees and started to beg for me to forgive him. In return I said save it you’re only sorry you got caught. I then told him that I could not do this anymore and asked if he even loved me. He didn’t respond, so I told him that I wanted him out of my house and that he could live in the dorm. I proceeded to change the locks and my phone number only giving it to my inner circle and June because I knew he would not give it to BI.”
“wow...BI did you get beat up?”
“Yes, Y/n brother told me when we were dating that if I ever hurt her I would get beat up. Maybe it was not going to be him but it would happen. Zico was angry but he only wanted to talk and I knew that I deserved to get punched so I told the boys that they should do it for Y/N and crush. I was more scared of Crush punching me than I was of Zico and Millic. My advice for anyone who is thinking about cheating on their partner...Don’t it is not worth it in the end. Trust me I know.”
*TIME SKIP*
The news platforms have been blowing up with support for Zico’s and I’s relationship, there have even been fan accounts that have been made for us. Under our SNS pictures and posted comments like ‘Couple goals’ or ‘Fav couple’ and “My OTP’ were always found and occasionally I would get comments like “I am very glad that you and Zico are finally getting your guys happy ending.” of course there was some hate but the positive outweighs the hate.
“Baby Girl, what are you thinking about?” Jiho asks while pulling my back to his chest and puts his face into my neck placing pillow-soft kisses. While listening as I tell him about all the support we have been blessed with.
