i started gaining weight when recovering from an eating disorder. i weighed 115lbs at my lowest (around October of 2022) & immediately started to gain weight after initiating treatment & recovery for it. i then began rapidly putting on weight after starting an ‘all-in’ approach- a method of eating whatever, whenever with absolutely no restrictions whatsoever used in recovery for eating disorders. this was around the time that i realized how interconnected both my fetish & ED were, & how they played off of each other. i knew i wanted to gain weight, but the shame i felt made me feel as though this was something that i needed to hide from the world. after realizing this, i finally felt comfortable enough to give the feedism lifestyle a try. the hunger i felt after beginning recovery was intense, & didn’t really go away for about 6 months- this was around the time that i met my boyfriend & feeder. from then on, i only grew more certain that this was how i wanted to live my life, & the weight continued to pile on. my days of exercise & calorie counting were long gone, & were replaced by unrestricted hedonism & gluttony. my ribs that once jutted out, are now hidden away under layers of plush, hanging fat. my chin, once sharp & defined, is now buried beneath a soft, drooping double chin. not a single part of my body has gone unaffected by my endless self indulgence, & every day i celebrate that. i survived an eating disorder, & my body is living proof of that.
do i have any tips for gaining weight? eat! eat whenever you feel like it, & then push yourself even further than that. make sure your portions are large, & that your food is calorie dense. (melted ice cream has been a game changer for me) set goals for yourself, & reward yourself when you meet them! once you realize how amazing this lifestyle truly is, there really is no going back
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