For some random thought...
It feels unbelievable that 50 years from now I'll forget many things... Like: I'll forget how the sound of rain in 29th of July comforts me, how the purple sky yesterday made me smile, how excited I was when Speak Now Taylor's Version was released, I'll forget the silly and loud laughter me and my friends made at the University's bleachers because of some dark-humor, I'll forget getting butterflies in stomach when my crush made the first move to react on my Facebook post, I'll forget how intense I cried the whole night while reading The Book Thief by Markus Zusak for the first time, and the feeling of being young... carefree... the feeling of being strong and able enough to dance with the rain, or scream the chorus of You Belong With Me at the top of your lungs, or get a part-time job at some random bakery shop, or play volleyball under the sun.
One day, this youth will pass by like an autumn season.
We'll get older and weaker.
The hands of clock will rotate continuously and time will soon erase some of those wonderful memories.
One day, I might even forget that I wrote this post.
I just can't believe that everything is fading away through a split of second. 50 years may sound too long and overwhelming, yet scary to realize that with a blink of an eye... I'll find myself at that age, maybe sitting on a couch with gray hair and wrinkled skin, barely moving 'cause I might worsen my arthritis.
Until then, I'll pray to God to help me retain those memories. So that when old days come, I'll still be able to reminisce these little moments and share it with my grandchildren (if ever I'll have one), and smile with a heart-piercing nostalgia.
Whether it'll be 10 years or 30 years or 50 years or more... Whether happy, sad, disappointing, exciting, regretful, satisfying, frightening, boring, or adventurous moments... everything!
I just don't want to forget.