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“Let bygones be bygones”

I’m not the type of girl (Yes, I’m referring myself as a girl, particularly. Considering that this writing is about girl and stuff) who can easily forget about the past. Yep, I don’t like the idea of “let bygones be bygones”. Call me a grudge holder but that’s what I am. I am a grudge holder. Sometimes, I better don’t know someone’s past (Of course someone who I care about). Because their past just make me worried and feel insecure about it, especially the people who involved with their past. It’s like “Are they better than me?”. Yes, it’s jealousy. I know. I don’t considered them as a threat tho’ or maybe I do. I don’t know. (If people are saying that they don’t know, maybe they just don’t want to admit it). But, let’s just assume that I don’t. So, this threat (Okay, I considered them as a threat. Okay!) try to be nice to me. Believe me, she (Oops, I mean “they”) is not. They’re not nice. I knew it. I always knew it. Girls’ mind are alike (maybe not the special, cool one). But I know she’s not special or cool. She’s just the untypical girl. (Yes, sorry! I mean “they”). The conclusion is, just leave me with my judgment alone.

Psychological Pain

Is it weird that there are people who like to be hurt? Not physically but emotionally. They like the idea that the person who hurt them is feeling guilty. At least from their perspective, maybe the one who hurted these people didn't realize it or feeling guilty. But, these people kind of imagine that the person who hurt them feeling guilty. It’s like “Hey, I’m one step higher than you. It’s not me who’s at fault. It’s you, Dumbass! It’s you!” Psychological pain or mental pain is an unpleasant feeling (a suffering) of a psychological, non-physical, origin. Yep, and some people like it. Are they sick? Or simply just like the idea that the person who hurt them is feeling guilty?

P.s. Sometimes you can’t say something straight to the point. As an example, mention people in general can cover the particular person you mention. But no if you add something like this “P.s.” part. Ah, screw it.

Custard Pie made from scratch.

#pie #custard #custard pie

For those who still stick to The Sims 2 or The Sims 3, please kindly check my account on Mod The Sims (www.modthesims.info/m/8108880). I made some houses for your beloved sims.

#simshousedesign #thesims3 #thesims2 #sims2house #housedesign #sims3house #modthesims

James Dean (1931-1955). A cultural icon of teenage disillusionment and social estrangement.

#rebelwithoutacause #eastofeden #jamesdean

Why do you share it if you don’t want anyone give a shit about what you shared?

A: Sometimes twitter just make everyone(who are not a celebrity) feels like a celebrity. They act like everyone want to know about what are they doing, feeling, and everything about them.

B: Why don’t you just stop tweeting? than commenting about their tweet on twitter.

A: Well, just saying. You know I’m a lil bit cynic, don’t you? I’m just sick of what they tweet about their problem which is supposed to be their own secret and they will mad if someone comment about that. So why do you share it if you don’t want anyone give a shit about what you shared?

B: Ok just stop using twitter if you don’t like it!

A: No, I won’t. It’s fun. Laughing about what they post on twitter. And you know what? Someone is pissed because I posted something like “If you don’t want anyone give a shit about your tweet, why do you post everything(literally everything that people don’t have to know and something like showing-off) on your twitter” And then he posted everything randomly. Did I offend him? Yeah, I think so. Or though that’s not because of my post, he still a dumbass.

I am not in this world to live up to other people’s expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine.

Fritz Perls

People around us always expect something more from us. It’s okay at first but it brings to the point where it becomes annoying. It started from when you go to college. They will ask “When will you graduate?”. If I already graduate, they will ask “When will you get a job?”, and then “When will you get married?”, and then “When will you have a child?”, and then “When will you have a second child?”, and then.. and then.. and then.. I’m just surprised they don’t ask “When will you die?”. They will always expect something from us, no doubt. But like the quotes above “… nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine”, I think we are not in the position who will choose what kind of people who live in this world. I can’t expect that people in this world is not expect something from us. I guess the conclusion is everyone include me is expect something from each other, isn’t it?

Just give me the lowest grade to graduate and you will live in peace

Afis Siswantini, 22 years old.

Dear Mr and Mrs Lecturer from the Institution I attend,

Can you just give me the lowest grade to graduate without me finishing my “Tugas Akhir”? I don’t mind if my GPA is bad. It doesn’t really help me when they* know where I graduate (no offense).

Sincerely,

Your desperate student.

* refer to: the company that I will apply.

Animate Matter > Inanimate Matter

Have you ever been blamed for a crime you didn't even commit? Yep, that's sucks. And you as a human-being lose to inanimate matter? Yep, that's unbelievable. Am I over exaggerating? No, I am not. Gladly, my parents always told me that animate matter is more valuable than inanimate matter. The conclusion is you are the one who over exaggerating. You doubt me? Read the first line! Yep, I'm innocent. End of story. *drop the mic*

First try making Deco Roll Cake. Failed Pac-Man.

Here's the recipe.

Ingredients:

X = Egg yolk batter

1 egg yolk

35 grams white sugar

45 ml vegetable oil (a. 20 ml; b. 25 ml)

60 ml water

vanilla extract

80 grams Flour

X = 1+2+3a -> beat until white

X = X+4+3b+5 -> beat

X = X+6 -> beat

Y = Pattern

1/2 tsp flour for each color (it depends on how many colors you want)

food coloring

1 egg white -> beat (soft peak)

corn starch

1 tsp(X) for each color

AY = 3+4 -> beat (stiff peak)

BY = 5+1+2 -> stir

Y = AY(2 tbs) + BY

Make the pattern(Y) as you like on parchment paper -> bake for +/- 30 second on 170 celcius degree.

Z = Base batter

4 eggs -> beat (soft peak)

30 grams white sugar

1 tsp corn starch

Z = 1+2 -> beat (stiff peak)

Z = Z+3 -> beat (firm)

X = X + 1/3(3Z) -> pour to the cake pan -> bake for +/- 14 minutes on 170 celcius degree.

For the filling, I just used whipped cream.

p.s = maybe there is some incorrect usage of math symbol or formula. Just correct me if I wrong :)

#decorollcake #pacman #rollcake #cake #decorative cakes #food #dessert #recipe #rollcake recipe #cake recipe

Going out on saturday night is overrated. Movie + pizza at home on saturday night is too underrated.

#pizza #homemade #homemade pizza

“Some of us get dipped in flat, some in satin, some in gloss; but every once in a while, you find someone who’s iridescent, and once you do, nothing will ever compare.” -Chet Duncan “Flipped”.

Well, I always like this kind of innocent puppy love story. The soundtrack is good too.

#flipped #movie #film

After watching some of 80's chick flicks, I started to obsessed with these 80's guys. 80's guys doesn't mean they were born in the 80's but they often appear in 80's movies. I don’t deny that I like chick flicks with a good-looking guy in it. It doesn’t make me a shallow girl, does it? Please say it doesn’t.