confused raging bi

kuno/shayne | she/they | 18 | shameless fanfic writer | graphic designer | ?+ fictional crushes | loads of pov playlists | wants to own a suit

[kunohikayashi]

I just watched Mob Psycho 100 S3 ep1 and now I can't stop listening to both opening and closing themes THEYRE ABSOLUTE BANGERS

GOTTA LOVE MOB CHOIR FOR ALWAYS MAKING THESE AWESOME SONGS BRO 🙏

also here are some screenshots I got from the ep

oh and also this parallel

[kunohikayashi]

i think my tumblr will always (read: only) be known as that tumblr that talked about mob giving teru butt acne cream. i dont know how to feel about this.

[kunohikayashi]

GUYS I NEED MAJOR HELP, CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THAT CODE IS CUZ I SURE AS HELL DONT KNOW

[kunohikayashi]

I've actually said this in twitter already but I wanna say it again here too cuz I just can't stop thinking about it. So, I just wanna say that:

Luka Couffaine sets the standard for me. Like literally, the man of my dreams and the type of person i aspire to be. Because no joke, everything I've listed before (to my friends) about what I want to find in a lover is all in Luka- he's my literal definition of the perfect partner. (but he just HAD to be fictional and not real *sobs*) Like fr, Luka is the personification of what I want to find in a person/who I want to be for someone else.

And well, my plans for any sort of romantic life in my future would be 1) i get a boyfriend that's gonna be my Luka Couffaine, or 2) i become my girlfriend's very own Luka Couffaine.

Well, from this it's quite obvious I'm very well deep and head over heels for Luka Couffaine. fr, just so in love with that soft punk guitar boy. Utter perfection ugh.

[kunohikayashi]

everyone saying their favourite song from Belle/Ryuu to sobakasu no hime is "U" or "Gales of Song/歌よ" but mine is "A Million Miles Away/はなればなれの君へ".

Especially the part where Suzu goes "歌い継ぐ、愛してる。(utaitsugu, aishiteru)" / eng ver: "Sing it through, I love you."

Like everytime i listen to this song and get to that part i just start crying my shit out istg frfr.

[kunohikayashi]

i lied when i said i was gonna give myself my own bday gift in the form of publishing my jiang cheng angst fic. because.

the fic is getting much more longer than i had initially planned for it to be. i won't be able to finish it within less than two months. even moreso when i have university assignments to do.

but my new year's resolution is still to finish this fanfic by this year, so im not giving up yet.

im sad too, but at least i have my chapter outline notes to read first and you don't.

[kunohikayashi]

my new year's resolution is to give myself the best bday gift i could possibly give to myself.

and that is to finish and publish my jiang cheng character-study/yunmeng bros reconciliation/ major angst but with a happy ending fanfiction on the day of my birth.

my birthday is on the 18th of March, so be prepared to see a jc fic on AO3 on that date.

[kunohikayashi]

i feel like out of all the phases in life that i constantly cycle through

from my (1) weird emo kid/always thinking no one would understand me phase, (2) weeb/gaming 24/7 phase, (3) fanfiction writing/reading phase

it's safe to say i will always think that my third (3) phase is the best version of me. personally speaking that is. because, i really enjoy the fact that i use my time to write and read so much, i genuinely love books and writing my fics, it gives me space for creativity for me to output.

[kunohikayashi]

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL TUMBLR-IANS WORLDWIDE ‼️‼️

here's to the start of one of many posts this year will contain ahead.

pre-u is gonna start in 3 weeks for me, it's time to get myself that graphic designer/architect future !!

[kunohikayashi]

can someone recommend me some good Loki/og charac fanfics? male or fem doesnt rlly matter, as long as its an oc and not a y/n.

like ones filled with awesome plots and lore and emotions and all those poetic norse myth "should the nine realms tear us apart, i would tear them apart first until only valhalla await our arrival together." kind of stories.

any books like that on any platforms (ao3, wattpad, fanfiction.net, etc) i will read them all. if it even has some kind of crossover with lotr/hobbit middle earth shit, man im down with that too.

just please not let it be some plot-less rated e, i do not wish to go thru that anymore.

[kunohikayashi]

how will tgcf animators bro-ify gambler's den and paradise manor scenes i wonder. (we do not talk about the underwater kiss just yet 😀)

we're also gonna meet Lang Qianqiu hanging from the ceiling soon !!

[kunohikayashi]

so- i've been doing online classes majority of this year. and online classes = i can't focus because like i can do my other stuff how could i possibly focus??? basically, i haven't listened to a single thing for the past 6 months (june to now), i know nothing.

we had an online exam during sept, that was ok i was fairly ok during then because common sense pushed thru for me + there weren't any new topics i was foreign to so i could at least answer most of the questions.

then education board announced it's ok to go back to physical classes a week ago. I didn't go back bc I'm not risking being in an enclosed space with so many people yet, i stayed online. BUT my school announced that i MUST go back for finals exams (which is next week) and it's not allowed to apply to have it online.

and i am undoubtedly freaking out because i know i will fail miserably should i take that final. i mean, idk what's been going on for half a year now how am i gonna take an exam asldkjcnasldkch

i'm about to graduate man akjhsbhkajshdbas leave me alone and let me do it online to pass in peace slkdjncalscjadivh

[remapped-soul]

graceless

✳︎ graceless

✳︎ 28916 wc, T

✳︎ wangxian; music, dancing, food and healing

Wei Wuxian teaches Lan Wangji how to dance. But first, Lan Wangji has to teach him how to cook.

gift for wonderful @surefireshore as part of our fic exchange

link in my bio

[kunohikayashi]

i just finished reading this like- a few minutes ago and my mind is now- *incomprehensible noises*

i feel so overwhelmed by how amazing the writing is that i feel like crying. (maybe i am, on the inside)

[kunohikayashi]

look, i honestly just wanted to show the ssr's I have in both my accounts 😀😀😀 and to say how much the ssr drop chance rate is different like-

Here is my EN server : Dec 2020 - now

Then here is JP server : Sept 2021 - now

My EN server account is around a year old, even though I only started seriously participating in events and such during Two-Faced Teacher (I was going at it blindly since the New Year's event tbh, like I didn't know how to play properly that time 💀💀then I stopped playing a cpl months until Fiery Mantou I returned) But still the fact stands that, during Tryout pulls I honestly very rarely get event SSR's or even the normal SSR's.

While on my acc in the JP server, which I started during Richly Coloured Digital World (aka when EN announced their discontinuation). More or less in 1-2 months time, I've already caught up to the number of SSR's I have on my EN acc. Like, the drop rate in the JP server is so easy??? But why the EN server???? 🥲🥲🥲

(add me in JP server y'all!! My in-game is: kunosss )

But anyways, because of the assorted revival tryouts in EN server. I finally got Banri's TFT SSR bloomed!! So hehe, without further ado...

(both pictures were screenshotted from the display team in their respective servers !!)

Absolutely stunning.

[kunohikayashi]

MOB WHAT DO YOU WANT?

[note: sorry if it's a little blurry, this is on paper and my hand was shaking terribly! anyways, this is the most determined i've ever been, this took me four days to sketch, line and colour in I think. I don't rlly do art other than a little doodling so this was testing my determination lmao. but yeah, im honestly rlly proud of this one ngl. Three cheers to MP100 S3 !!!]

[kunohikayashi]

i have a cool idea for a mob drawing and idk if i have the skills to draw it. this is a test of willpower.

more updates: probably tmr bc online class is when I'll have time to draw (i mean, who listens in online class amirite? psh)

[kunohikayashi]

today's update : I drew part of my drawing !!

[kunohikayashi]

i have a cool idea for a mob drawing and idk if i have the skills to draw it. this is a test of willpower.

more updates: probably tmr bc online class is when I'll have time to draw (i mean, who listens in online class amirite? psh)