The Shameless Side | Noctis x Dom!Reader (NSFW ficlet)
Because certain fics made me feel the need to dom Noctis. This story isnโt particularly BDSM, but has some elements of it. I donโt feel like there are any tags to be aware of, so just read knowing that youโre a dick to Noctis sometimes, lmao.
and iโm not sorry either
There were many sides to Noctis Lucis Caelum.
There was the side only his people saw: the regal King of Lucis, a powerful man of elegance and little words. Then there was a side only his closest friends saw: a playful, snarky man with a penchant for naps and fishing.
But there was a side only you knew.
A side to him that was shameful and piteous; a side that was driven by passionate lust and an uncontrollable desire.
Iโm back with another Yandere!Noctis lol. I worked on this the entire day lol though I took a nap in the afternoon
@dirtyffxvconfession bby, I know youโre going through a rough time so I hope this will help brighten your day, even just a little. Love you so much, Sabrina. Stay strong baby girl <3.
Other tags: @hypaalicious @sonsoflucis @crowncitysprincess @cupnoodle-queen
My fellow Yandere writers lol: @tehrevving @themissimmortal (wb bby!) @drpepper280ย
Warnings: Non-con/Dub-con, rape, shackles, overstimulation, mind break, mentions for drugging and kidnapping, obsession, manipulation, insemination, unhygienicย cum dump, Yandere!Noctis.
Hi! First time requesting on your blog but Sunday with reader who is his bodyguard??? I just think he'd like the fact that reader will throw their life for him
(I've been binging your fics but i didn't wanna spam like..^^;)
I'm so goddamn sorry for such a late reply but this blog is being deserted since I'm switching accs with my new one ( @delusionalsluts )
โก the day you met your demise is the same day you met gojo satoru, your betrothed from a world so different from yoursโa cruel prince who is undoubtedly in love with someone else. as the stakes rise and you race against the clock to beat your brutal fate, can you make the ultimate choice between your heart or your happily ever after?
includes: suggestive content, toilet talk, mentions of injuries, hostility, tension, repressed emotions, isekai-ed reader, reader is in princess cerena's body, arranged marriage, enemies to lovers, unrequited love, slow burn, yandere!gojo, prince!gojo
โก masterlist
ACT 2, SCENE 1: THE INFIRMARY
The fading sun spilled over your motherโs deep set smile, the sight of paddy stalks swaying in the wind instantly bringing relief to your worried soul.ย
You found yourself lying on the engawa with her, the veranda stretching out as far as your gaze could comprehend; your eyes lazily following the last of the brilliant orange sunset rays weaving through the idyllic pink and purple skies. Your mother laughed at something you said, and you clinked your cup of rice wine with hers, drinking deeply and heartily, content and fully at peace with where you are now.
โWake up,โ she suddenly whispered into your ear, nudging your shoulder.ย
Like a mirage in the middle of a shimmering desert, her face disintegrated in front of you, warm eyes turning a crystalline, cold blue.
The magnificence of the splendid skies fade into timbered ceilings, flickers of shadows from the fireplace belching out heat dancing across the latticed wood, drawing your bleary focus towards the pockets of dark intermingling with light.
You groaned, shifting on the hard mattress, and heard a rustle from your right.ย
The same blue eyes that haunted you in your dreams wavered into view, Satoruโs face hovering above yours.
You screeched, grappling for somethingโanything to defend yourself withโpure fear lighting up every nerve ending in your body with a vivid cocktail of adrenaline and terror.
โCalm down, woman,โ Satoru mumbled, gripping your scrambling hands, trying to ease you back onto the bed.
But, your mind was filled with the rampant memories of him chasing after you through the thick foliage, the sword brandishing against your bare neck. Your pupils turned into pinpricks from the fear and your breaths came out as labored exhales, the delayed shock leaving you cold and hot all over.
โStay away from me.โย
You tried to put some distance from him, using what little strength that was left in your limbs to push yourself further up the bed, curling your shoulders inward like a prey trying to make itself smaller in front of an apex predator.
His lips twitched in the corners, those oceanic, cold eyes freezing over with distaste.
โI spent three whole nights trying to keep your fever at bay, and this is the gratitude that I get?โย
Satoruโs incensed words barely stirred a flicker of guilt from you, your weary eyes fastened on to him, refusing to let him out of your sight. He took one look at you, this unruly princess with perspiration dewing on her brow, and sighed, reaching for a glass of water by your bedside. His grip on your chin used less considerable force than before, and reluctantly, you parted your lips, drinking from his hand deeply.ย
Once you satiated your thirst, Satoru set the glass back on the hardwood side table, his crystalline gaze scrutinizing you all over.ย
Closer this time, you took a good look at him.ย
Dark circles bedraggled his usual princely countenance, and his frosty white hair was sticking up at odd ends, as if he had frustratedly raked his fingers through them over and over again. The scruff of a five oโclock shadow darkened his chin, and you resisted the urge to touch the fading red lesions on his face, suddenly feeling immense guilt for how you had jumped at the opportunity to harm him.
โWasp stings,โ he scoffed, raising a brow. โI knew princesses were delicate, but to faint from such a common insect bite? You are far weaker than I imagined.โย
Whatever pity you felt for him in that split second of humanity shattered at his careless and callous words. Narrowing your eyes, you scoffed, turning your face away.
โYes, I am allergic to wasp stings,โ you sneered. โI apologize that I forgot to mention that when you were literally chasing after me with a broadsword, Your Highness.โ
There was little doubt of the derision at the utterance of his title, and Satoru tensed, his own eyes narrowing at your impertinence.
โAstounding. After everything Iโve done for you, Cerenaโโ
He turned his face away from you abruptly, as if he could not comprehend why he was here in the first place. The Prince stalked over to the fireplace, hands behind his back, watching the flames lap at the charred pieces of firewood.ย
Not wanting to interrupt his thoughts, you eased from the bed, trying to stand on your shaky legs while using the headboard for support.
As if he had a beacon on you, Satoru was instantly at your side, gripping your elbow and supporting you back into bed.ย
โStay where you are, Cerena,โ he hissed, the frustration in his tone unmistakable. โDo not strain yourself and hurt yourself again, you foolish girl.โ
In retaliation, you glared at him, feeling the urge in your bladder overtaking your common sense to keep your distance from him. โI need to relieve myself in a toilet, you sick sadist. Let me go.โ
Unperturbed by your choice of colorful words, Satoru nudged a blackened pot closer to you with the tip of his hunting boot, gesturing at it.ย
โWhat in the world is a โtoiletโ? You shall use a chamber pot like everybody else.โ
However, he didn't expect your eyes to widen as you took in the strange, earthenware. โThatโฆ is a chamber pot?โ You havenโt exactly seen one before, though you had read about it in fantasy novels.
Satoruโs brows knitted together, and he looked at you as if you had sprouted two heads.ย
โDo not tell me you have not seen a chamber pot before?โย
His words rang hollowly in your heated ears, and you turned your gaze from the intimidating object and back to him again, the questioning look in your eyes apparent even in the low, firelight.ย
โI justโฆ relieve myself in there?โย
You knew what this must look like to him: if you were confronted by the sight of someone who couldnโt even use a toilet bowl, you might be questioning their motor skills and mental capacities. The skepticism on his face spoke loud volumes to his consternation and faltering patience.
โYes, Cerena. Youโฆ relieve yourself in there.โย
Unbeknownst to you, the prince was blushing, his face turned away from his befuddled fiancรฉe, staring at the wall as if it could tell him the secrets of the universe.ย
Right. You had to go and since Satoru was stubbornly rooting himself in this room, you made a sound of consternation in your throat and tried to fight off the heat threatening to burn your entire face off.ย
โCould youโฆ give me some privacy?โ Politely, you added, โPlease?โย
To your utter frustration, Satoru snorted, shaking his head. โSo you can escape again and force me to hunt you down? No. You will relieve yourself right here with me in the room together with you.โ He spun his head around to raise a brow, as if to goad you into challenging his edict.ย
Flushing, you curled your upper lip over your teeth, attempting to fix a snarl on your face that you hoped would keep him at bay.
โExcuse me? And since when were you allowed to encroach into my privacy? This is insaneโฆโย
Trailing off, you did not expect Satoruโs sneer to deepen, the flame of hatred igniting in his blue eyes, taunting you with cerulean vindication.ย
โInsane? Perhaps. Smart? Yes,โ his nostrils flared. โI cannot risk having you evade me for a second time, Cerena.โย
You wanted to argue that you werenโt the woman he despised, but natureโs call was hard to ignore. Huffing, you crossed your arms over your chest, trying not to think too hard about how thin the nightgown was to bring attention to your curves hidden underneath the see-through linen.
It appeared as if Satoru, too, was trying hard not to flicker his gaze to your chest, playing the role of a gentlemanly prince well enough, despite the lack of spectators here to denounce his poor treatment of you.ย
Staring him down, you fought to keep your natural urges under control, needing to shake him up with your determination. But, whatever stubbornness your actions were made up of, Satoruโs were multiplied by tenfold as those icy blue eyes bore into yours with the chilliness of an ocean in the middle of an icy tundra.ย
Eventually, your need to go won out and you let your arms fall to your side, exhausted sigh echoing across the infirmity.ย
โFine. But, can I be spared some privacy, please?โย
You didnโt have to ask him twice. Satoru turned around, clasping his hands behind his back as he stood to the side of the room, giving you a wide berth to conduct your bodily eliminations in private.ย
Hiking up the hem of your nightgown, you finished your business, finding it extraordinarily hard to keep your balance while squatting over the earthen receptacle. Satoru, having heard you clean up after yourself, turned back around, and if you dared to look closer, you wouldโve seen the splotches of red adorning his cheeks betraying his natural instinct of shame at having been in close proximity to such a private occurrence.ย
You struggled to get back into bed, surprised to find his hand shooting out to steady your arm, letting you lean on his strength. With barely a hitch, you flopped back onto the bed, gasping in mild pain when your aching body met the mattress.ย ย
Now that you were far more level-headed after relieving yourself, you could give the matter at hand your full attention.
โWhy are you here, Satoru?โย
Barely mincing your words or stopping to consider the delicacy of his presence right in your infirmary room. Your glare spoke volumes of your distaste and confusion; if he were a lesser man, Satoru might indulge in your obvious confusion, gloatingly holding it above your head.
โI have told you,โ he uttered. โIt is because I am here to watch you.โย
You glanced around, noting the quiet room and the lack of human presence which wouldn't lead to any trouble.ย
โUm. Alrightโฆโย
Without warning, he advanced closer to you, grabbing your shoulder and forcing you to look right into his glacial eyes, a terrifying glare etched on his face.ย
โYour antics in the forest were beyond idiotic, Cerena. I have not forgiven you for what you did to meโโ pointing at the reddened swellings on his neck and face, the thunderous look in his eyes could have consumed you alive with his pure hatred for you. โโand you will pay for this once you get better.โย
The sharp gleam of his toothy grin made you flinch, the bloodthirsty look on his face enough to make you assume the worst: that Prince Gojo Satoru was going to call for a harsh enough punishment to debilitate and agonize you. Images of a flogger hitting your bare skin, or your body dangling from the gallows flashed in your mind and you inadvertently took a step back from him, your eyes wide and fixated upon his face with a look of pure horror.
โSatoruโฆโ
Like a great white sniffing out your weakness, the blasted man advanced closer to you, never relenting upon his frightsome smile.
โWhy the sudden fear in your eyes, Cerena? Are you regretting how you treated me? The crap you put me through!โ His voice rang throughout the room like a gunshot and you struggled to your feet, stumbling backwards against the wall, slapping a palm to your mouth to keep your shriek of fear from slipping past your trembling defenses.ย
โSatoru, stop!โย
But, he would not listen to you. A murderous glint had overtaken Gojoโs usually stoic blue eyes, stinking of retribution and retaliation in payment for whatever Cerena had done to him.ย
You could not stand for such accusations hurled into your face again, the burning need to know the wrongs the Princess had committed that earned her such wrath from Satoru disintegrating the last of your hesitation as you blurted out:ย
โI am not Princess Cerena!โย
As if your words were a magical incantation, he paused. You could see the cogs turning in his head, the implications of your declaration working through his brain.ย
โWhat do you mean you are not Cerena?โ Astounded and frustrated, Satoruโs blue gaze froze over, threatening to leave you in the roiling of its frigid waves. โThat is absurd. Have you gone mad? Or, did the venom of the wasp stings affect your brain?โย
You had just noticed the thin, white linen shirt he wore which exposed a sliver of his pale chest, the frosty white tips of his hair falling across his face, shading his eyes in their disarray.
Never in your life had you felt this helpless, unsure of how to piece together your words.ย
โI am not her,โ you finished in a quiet tone. โI am from another world. A world which is different from yours.โ
Satoru scoffed, as if finding the very idea disturbing. โWhat other world? You know what, maybe you need to speak to the physician. This is getting out of hand.โย
Unexpectedly, you stomped your foot, training your baleful glare onto him.ย
โGet it into your thick skull, Satoru! I am not Princess Cerena!โ Huffing, you decided to lay all your cards on the table, uncaring how he would receive your words. Maybe he might punish you or send you to a lunatic house, keeping you far away from court. But, there might be the slim chance that he would believe you, if only you could convince him.ย
โMy name is Y/N and I am from Earth. I work as a florist in a family-owned shop, and before I arrived here, I was struck on the head by a thief and I woke up in Cerenaโs body just as you were berating me for hurting your precious Miri.โ
His nostrils flared, probably not enjoying how you brought his lover into this conversation.ย
The disbelief and distrust on his face was not hard to sense.ย
โWhat do you mean by that?โ His demands were laced with agitation. โAre you trying to deceive me? That will entail a punishment far worse than when you tried to assault me, Cerena.โย
You were shaking your head before he could even finish. โNo, I am not trying to deceive you, I promise. What Iโm saying is real and true.โ
Yet, he looked like he could scarcely believe you.ย
Your quick mind came up with the idea on the fly. โQuick, tell me something only Princess Cerena would know.โย
Satoru huffed, but played along, which was a good sign.ย
โFine. Say I believe your demented words. One thing only she knows about meโฆโ Satoru trailed off, and for a brief moment, you swore you caught a look of grief flitting across his expression.
โTell me when is my birthday.โย
You floundered, having no idea when he was born. The prince was a mystery to you, and this was the perfect question to prove your identity that you were not the princess.ย
Tossing a random date, you murmured, โDecember the 7th?โย
You had expected him to scoff and tell you that getting such a simple question wrong wouldnโt prove anything, when you noticed he had stiffened, those crystalline blue eyes growing wide.
โWaitโฆ did you just say December the 7th?โย
You nodded, gnawing on your lower lip.ย
โSee, I told you, I am not the Princessโโ
โThat is my exact birthdate.โย
Satoruโs words made you come to a hard pause. You looked up at him with horror inscribed on your features.ย
โWait, I can explainโโ
โEven Cerena did not know when my real birth date wasโฆโ he added reluctantly, โRoyals arenโt allowed to share the precise moment of our birth and we have a fictitious date made up for the general publicโs knowledge.โย
Satoruโs fixated gaze upon you burned as if you were touched by glowing embers.ย
โHow did you know when my real birthday was?โย
Suspicion lined his tone now, and you were well-aware that you had stepped into a different territory with a different arena of mistrust now.ย
You shake your head. โIt was merely a lucky guess.โ
His derisive scoff burned your ears. โA lucky guess? Hardly. You know something I do not.โ
Raising your hands, you tried to placate him. โI swear to you, I had no idea my guess would be correct.โย
Once more stumped at how to prove your innocence, you were struck by the contemplative thought that if you were in her body, perhaps there was a blemish of Cerenaโs that only Satoru might know about.
โOkay. Since I cannot prove my innocence to you, let us try this.โ You took one wobbly step towards him, his skillful cerulean gaze pinpointing your every movement with a sharp gaze.ย
Standing chest-to-chest with him, you narrowed your eyes.ย
โTell me what blemish Cerena has on her body and I will show you that it is missing on mine.โ
You had done a thorough examination of Cerenaโs body back in Aevaโs hut, combing through your reflection in a mirror to assess who you truly were. You made the discovery that her skin was spotless, barely a mole or a wart. If Satoru had intimate knowledge of what flaws she had on her body, perhaps when she had mentioned it to him back when they were courting, you could dissuade him by proving that you were unspotted and taintless.ย
Growing pensive at your suggestion, Satoru touched his forehead, trying to get his confusion under control.ย
โFine,โ he relented. โCerena has a birthmark right on her inner thigh. If you can show me it does not exist on your body, perhaps I may be swayed to believe you.โย
Perfect. You didnโt hesitate to sit on the edge of the bed, hiking up the hem of your nightgown to display your unmarked skin, the firelight throwing a warm, orange glow over the smooth expanse of your shin, like the flames were intimately caressing you.ย
โSee?โ You uttered triumphantly, and bared yourself further to his wandering eye. โNo birthmark. No blemish. I am not Cerena.โย
What you hadnโt expected was his cheeks to brighten with a blush. Satoru coughed and looked away, averting his eyes out of respect for your honor.ย
โYou didnโtโฆ you did not have to show off yourself in such a brazen way.โย
Cocking your head to the side, you regard him with a confused countenance.
โWhat do you mean by that, Satoru?โย
He cleared his throat, the pink flush on the apples of his cheeks refusing to abate.
โYou are a princess, despite who you believe you are.โ The rasp of his fingertips brushing your hand sent a jolt up your spine. Satoru brushed your fist from the hem of your nightgown away, taking it upon himself to tug it back down and make you decent once more. โAnd princesses do not go around baring their bodies to other menโฆ even if he is her betrothed.โย
Your brow furrowed in befuddlement, thrown off by such a chaste idea.
โHang on,โ suspicion flooded your next question. โIf you claimed you were as moral as you are now, how did you know Cerena has a birthmark on her inner thigh if you had never seen it before?โย
He raised a brow, knowing something you didnโt. โIt is customary for the matchmaker to scrutinize a princess from head to toe, taking in her countenance, her health and her virtue before recommending her to another royal family. I know details about Cerenaโs body despite never having seen it myself.โ
Oh. You supposed that made sense.ย
Circling back to the topic at hand, you purse your lips. โSo, do you believe me now? Believe who I am?โย
Despite the distrust swimming between the two of you, Satoru cannot deny that there was a sliver of truth in the bullshit you laid out for him; a kernel of understanding thrown in this confusing haystack of this sudden revelation.
โSay I believe you, What are we to do now? Where can I find the real princess and bring her back?โย
Satoruโs cerulean eyes glimmered with an undeniable hope, one which you regretted having to douse before it could fully bloom.ย
You have no reply for his earnest question, unsure if you even knew how to get Cerena back.
โIโฆ donโt know, Satoru. Iโm sorry. I cannot answer your question. I suppose we just have toโฆ wait for her to reappear back and claim her body.โ
The next question he sprung up on you took you completely off guard.ย
โSo, does it mean once she returns, you will be gone?โย
You had never given much thought to your fate after leaving Cerenaโs body, but you supposed it was plausible that the both of you will return to your rightful vessels once this whole fiasco was over.ย
โI believe so. Though, I cannot be sure. I still donโt have any answers.โ
At a mindless movement of your arm, you winced at the sudden stench you caught wafting from your body and you balked, wondering if he was being polite by not bringing up the fact that the unclean and unpleasant odor was emanating from you.
โI need a bath.โย
Despite how he wanted to continue the conversation, Satoru knew your comfort had to come first if you were to be in the right mind to give him the answers he needed.ย
He stepped out of the door, barking an order for the maids to bring a tub and a fresh wash of clothes for you to change into.ย
At his behest, two young brunettes rushed in, carrying a solid wooden receptacle lined with iron accents which they tipped hot water inside, letting the steam mingle with the dry humidity of the room.ย
Glancing at him with a furrowed brow, you asked, โArenโt you going to give me some privacy?โย
Again, Satoru did not relent on his compulsion to observe your every movement, his rapt gaze catching onto your discomfort. โAnd risk you leaving again? I told you, CeโY/Nโฆ I will not let you go again that easily.โ
The maids continued to work, pretending to be deaf and blind to the building tension between the two of you.ย
Heatedly, you retorted, โSatoru, I am injured and sick. Why would I run away from you when I am not feeling well? You are making no sense.โ
He retaliated with a glare. โSick or not, you have proven to be a thorn in my side, woman, and I will not let up my guard only for you to slip away again.โ
Sensing there was no room for him to budge, you sighed, reluctantly agreeing to have in the room while you bathed.
โCanโt you at least turn around, Satoru?โย
A huff. He spun around, hands clasped behind his back, gaze fixated on a water stain upon the otherwise pristine white walls, fighting hard to ignore the stuttering beat of his heart, how he could hear every rustle of your infirmary gown melting from your body, the breath of relief you exhaled once you stepped into the warmed water.
The maids made quick work of the grim on your body, scrubbing you hard enough to make your skin shine and squeaky. They yanked through the dirt in your pink locks, brushing out the stiff clumps with a horsehair brush, tipping fresh water from more buckets by the tub atop your head and body to wash off the soap. The water was pleasantly fragranced with the scent of lavender and roses, the oils clinging to your skin and perfuming your hair.ย
By happenstance, a moan slipped past your clenched teeth when they started to scrub your back, and Satoru tensed, the sudden sound sending an unmistakable thrill through his body.
The stoic prince trained his focus on the water stain, ignoring the flush of heat dusting his cheeks.
โAre you feeling better?โ
His sudden question took you by surprise, and you noticed the rigid set of his shoulders, the tension underneath the seemingly innocent question.ย
โI am,โ you quipped, allowing the maids to grab your arms and gently hoist you out of the tub and to your feet. They wiped you down with a pair of fluffy, cotton towels, and dressed you in a new linen gown, careful to avoid the lesions on your hands.ย
Once Satoru was sure you were done with your bath, he hesitantly turned back around, his cerulean gaze raking up and down your refreshed coloration, how there was more warmth on your cheeks.
A soft grunt emitted from the back of his throat, and he stiffly approached you, bearing down on you, the fire in his eyes drawing you up short.
โNow, we have to speak about the matter of your unwelcome visit to this world.โ
You steeled yourself for this discussion, your mind going a mile a minute, wondering what else this detestable man might want to bring up.
Satoru, too, seemed to brace for the topic at hand, taking in a deep breath.ย
โI want you to know that such a situation is not ideal, but I am willing to overlook this oversight of your presence here in court,โ his curt words made you bristle, as if you had begged to appear overnight in another womanโs bodyโhounded and despised by the man you were engaged to.ย
Your lips twisted in a glare, and you stared him down, unwilling to bend from his contempt.ย
โYou speak as if I wanted to be here in the first placeโI do not have a wish to remain here, Satoru. I want to go back home, too.โ
At the mention of home, you cursed the tremble in your voice, schooling your features to be neutral and unimpeachable. Satoru, however, was determined to paint you in a disdainful light, scorning your presence before him despite how none of it was your fault.
โPerhaps I may believe you on this, but for this moment, I am not swayed.โ
You swore steam could pour out from your ears and your throat would bleed dry before this bastard of a prince would believe you.ย
Echoing his maliciousness, you scoff.ย
โSatoru, no offense, but you overestimate your worth to me. I am not enjoying a single moment here and if I had the chance to choose, I would never have met you in the first place.โ
Dripping with poison, each word was an affront to his hubris, a dart to his superior ego and excess pride.
However, you did not anticipate those cold blue eyes to waver at your venomous declarations, a brief flash of hurt appearing across his face.
Before you could look further, he closed himself from you once more, a chilling look clouding over his entire visage.
โThat is fair and reciprocated. I do not wish to burden you for a second longer with my presence, either.โ
He turned his face away, and you wondered what had gotten into him; why he was being so defensive and argumentative when you were trying to help him understand where you were coming from.ย
Shaking your head, you tried to dismiss those troublesome thoughts, focusing on the matter at hand.
โSo, you believe me?โ
Tinged with hope, you dared believe this new reveal would make him considerably friendlier towards you, or at least civil enough to not try and harm you when there was no good reason to.ย
For a second, he didnโt say a word, the room filled the sounds of your soft breaths, the crackling from the fireplace.
โHmm. A bit. But, as it stands, I have a duty towards my country and so do you.โ His tone brokered no room for an argument. โWhile we wait for a solution to present itself, I need you to perform as Cerenaโthat means learn how to be an actual princess, to speak like us and act like us so as not to rouse any suspicion.โ
A fair deal.ย
You nodded, and fixed him with your steady gaze. Unbeknownst to you, the traitorous strap of your nightgown slipped off your shoulder, baring the rise of your collarbone to his eye.ย ย
โAnything else?โย
Satoruโs disgruntled expression caught you by surprise, especially when he leaned in closer to grasp the edge of your linen strap and drag it back up your shoulder.
โNothing. Have a good rest, princessโI mean, Y/N.โย
Turning away, this infuriating prince left you to your own devices and ruminating thoughts, your mind landing on the brief memory of his fingertips brushing your shoulder, leaving remnants of heat tingling across your skin.ย
You tried hard to bury the sensation, clambering back into the infirmary bed and lying down, your gaze circling the ceiling. As you slipped off into an uneasy sleep, you were once again struck by the callousness of his words, how he had practically warned you to play pretend as Cerena while you tried to find a solution and go home.ย
Act and speak and think like them. So as not to arouse suspicion.
You believed you could do thatโyou had to believe you could do that because your entire survival hinged upon putting on the best pretense this court has ever seen.ย
Down the hallway, Satoru took a second to himself, leaning against the wall as he tried to keep his breathing controlled and even.
The memory of the firelight playing with your skin and hair, the feel of your smooth skin under the pads of his fingertips burned through his mind, scalding him from the longing he had tried hard to bury since the day Cerenaโs betrayal reached his ears.ย
His cheeks were still warm from the unexpected physical contact and he balled his hands into fists, struggling to keep them from shaking.
Once he could breathe without feeling like he would combust in flames, Satoru reluctantly walked away from the infirmary and youโfocused on putting on foot in front of the other.
Attempting with every fiber of his being to smother the rising need to return back to your side and be with you again.
MTT fun fact: citrus fragrance is hard to obtain in northern haleway and is thus the royal family's signature scent
dawn says: thank you for being patient with this update! here's to more gojoyn shenanigans
!! reblogs and feedback and asks about this series are so beloved and appreciated and will motivate me to update and write faster <3
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Iโm very unfamiliar with doing requests; but Iโd like to request Blade (or frankly whoever else you feel like if you want) x gn!reader who just recently realized they were masking (autistic) and has recently stopped and had a complete shift in personality (like maybe from chipper and happy to โI got 2 hours of sleep and Iโm running off an empty spool of thread for caffeineโ energy) if that wouldnโt be too much
sorry if itโs like a little hyper specific but Iโm mostly trying to give myself a little reassurance after realizing Iโve been subconsciously masking
cw: sfw, gn!reader, masking, angst with comfort !!
Jing Yuan x reader sfw !!
wc: 450+ !!
note: I'm so sorry for what you are going thru rn at the time, I'm sorry for being late and I hope you take care of yourself pooks !!
๏นYou were not sure what made you this way but you just completely stopped being the sunshine people loved and adored alot.
Jing Yuan didn't know how to try and comfort you when you looked like almost a walking corpse barely holding onto your life, he couldn't help but wanting to hug you right on the spot and tell you everything is gonna be ok and you didn't need to bottle up your feelings
maybe but in a more right way he thought to himself as he looked outside the countryard where you were sitting on a stool silently simply stating into the abyss while holding your coffee hug in your hands.
this was the fourth cup of coffee you had today and he was starting to get more and more worried about your caffeine consumption too
he sighed to himself and decided to now make his move.
Jing Yuan walked up to you with furrowed eyes and you didn't even realize his presence until he stood infront you
you slowly blinked at him when you finally caught up to what was happening currently
"what?"
you asked dryly
"love"
he said in a gentle tone
"yea...?"
you say looking up at him waiting for what Jing Yuan has to say
he gives you a gentle smile
"do you wish to play a game of checkers with me?"
you look at him slightly suprised before agreeing
"I...sure I don't mind."
Jing Yuan smiles as he already starts heading to get everything set up
*grabs you by the shoulders and violently shakes you* whyyyyy. How could you leave us hanging with that jing yuan snipettttt.
LMAOOO IM SO SORRY HELPP
I did that to leave it to ur imagination BUTTT if I manage to gather sum energy I might have a nsfw alphabet for Jing Yuan as an apology after I do sum requests if u don't mind pookie :3
Hi hi mootie! โค๏ธ
I originally had an small idea I wanted to write on Jing Yuan with an assassin reader, but gave up lol.
Okay so: She was assigned to assassinate Jing Yuan, but found it difficult to even meet him; getting her chance to complete her task at hand it backfires on her! Inspo
Your writtig is so yummy! Also do you ever plan on writing Aventurine? i can provide you basic info on Aventurine for writing <3
cw: nsfw, mdni, fem!reader !!
Jing Yuan x reader nfsw !!
wc: 460+ !!
note: aawwh tysm for showing love and appreciation for my writings and I do plan on writing Aventurine so you're always welcome on my inbox or dms for providing info abt him !!
. Originally you were meant to be a skilled and strong assassin that was supposed to assasinate the cloud knights general so how did you end up in this situation..?
it wasn't rare that Jing Yuan would have people chasing after him because of his position, skills and what not.
and because of such matters he wasn't that concerned when he first realized your presence in the countryard while he was drinking tea but of course he did keep his guard
one time you took a slight glance out of your hiding spot to see his face and he decided to test the waters by making direct eye contact with you and how you immediately hid back in your place made him chuckle under his breath.
He tried doing anything and everything to tease and annoy you without making you realize that he knew about you.
Why? Because it was fun :)
there was no reason for him to tease you like that but for him it was so fun to see you frustrated, a blushing mess for embarrasing yourself for the huge mistakes because..
because...?
why?
it didn't make sense but it did something to him nevertheless.
Three weeks already passed, the organization that hired you was now demanding that you find a way to kill him or atleast try to hurt him as much as possible and you didn't know how and..
another thing was that
you felt like slowly falling for him
you didn't know what caused you to have such feelings for a person who was supposed to be assassinated by you so you tried to ignore such feelings
and unfortunately you had to choose the last resort and threw your feelings to the side..
or did you?
you decided to assassinate Jing Yuan while he was sleeping in his room midnight
of course... It was hard to pass around the guards, some even put to eternal sleep by you because of how annoying they were but the end you finally reached your destination
his room.
you gently opened the door to see the man sleeping shirtless in a king sized bed
"wow...I didn't know the general needed such a large bed just for one person"
you thought to yourself as you took silent steps near him and pulled out your dagger
you felt bad like really bad..
you didn't want to kill him you didn't want to do this but you had to.. you already signed the contract and took the money
so you closed your eyes and just as you were about to kill him you felt a hand grip your wrist tightly
your eyes opened up and widened in shock
"wait- what?"
just as you were about to come to your senses the general immediately threw your body to the other side of the bed by the hand he was griping (don't ask if it even makes sense idk bruh)
and sits up and cages you in his arms
"Now tell me my dear, who you might be and what you are doing in my own chambers hm?"
I don't really do requests much so bear with me, but like...Sunday and keeping his s/o on a leash (preferably female since I am ๐ญ). Pleaseeee I can't get this out of my head. Please and thank you if you have the time ๐
wc: 460+ !!
cw: nsfw, mdni, fem!reader, established relationship, possessive sunday !!
Sunday x reader nfsw headcanons !!
note: your wish is my command !!
. it wasn't rare to see the man be possessive of you. I mean, why wouldn't he be? you're his partner, the one he chose to spend the rest of his life with. It was just...one thing that confused you yet at the same time made you feel hot and bothered..
the way he shows the world who you belong to.
๏น๏นSunday likes to have the finest things for his lover so he made a custom made collar that was made by one of the top quality leathers decorated with beautiful jewels of your favorite color that you liked. At some point the only reason why he even made you wear a collar was because he felt the eyes of some stupid men on you. He knew, you knew that even though they are having their eyes on you they can't even dare speak to you knowing what would happen if Sunday finds out but still it burned him to the core.
however.. the thing was that Sunday didn't knew how he would feel when he actually sees you wearing a collar.
. At first he didn't think of it much but it did quite look good on you so he couldn't ignore it. But after some time he started having some strange feelings whenever he started seeing you wear that now.
. Of course..Sunday was no new to the knowledge of kinks and turn ons but still he couldn't understand how to react and think about it. He decided to upgrade the collar by adding a secured lock that can used for a attachable leash.
. He isn't much hardcore in bed but God if you didn't look pretty whenever he tugs on that leash to order you something to do
. He likes tugging on your leash whenever he gives you a command, wants you to look at him while you give him a blow job or tit job
. Sunday might not let you wear that collar attached to the leash in public but he still lets you wear it around his place
. He genuinely forgot what's it's like to have sex without having your partner on a leash lol (but you can make him remember tho yk)
. He sometimes also uses a vibrator on your clit, your leash in his hands as he ramps his cock in and out of you (oh and btw he doesn't take your requests to slow down pretty)
. He tries not to get hard whenever he saw you wearing that collar because it makes him remember how he made love to you last night so passionately
. Bonus fact, tho Sunday loves seeing you in that collar he doesn't let you wear it with the leash on if his sister is near you (siblings protection. no matter how horny u are u just gotta do it)
Lisa, Mona, Amber, Yelan, Beidou, Ningguang, Yae Miko, Ei
. Honkai Star Rail !!
Dan Heng, Gepard, Jing Yuan, Blade, Luocha, Sunday
Kafka, Himeko, March 7th, Acheron, Black Swan
. Tokyo Ghoul !!
Ken Kaneki (I swear I'm adding more soon PLS-)
. Note that I add more characters to this list after I learn more about their nature and personality after analyzing them so please be patient as I add more characters to this list ty !!
I hope this is not too forward, but what do you think it would take to convince Shironeki to let you peg him? Do you think he would be a good bottom or would he manage to be annoying down there too
i lowk donโt think itโd be too too hard? like ofc he wouldnโt be like, absolutely babe!!!
but i think he outright says no at first. because he canโt fathom letting anyone do that to him. then, the more you push & the more you ask.. the more he kinda considers it.
i mean itโs on his mind A LOT. heโs constantly going back & forth with himself in his head. one night heโs kinda just like yeah.. fuck it.
he just walks into the bedroom & says heโs ready to try it, you get a lil too giddy & it kinda scares him..
โwhyโre you so happy.. whatโs gonna happen to me..??โ
โdonโt worry abt that! just lemme take care of you kenโ you say with a lil smile.
& as for him being a good bottom..? i lowk think heโs very obedient & compliant. mainly because heโs left a whimpering mess if he isnโt.
thereโs bratty moments but theyโre always corrected. sometimes heโs even begging for forgiveness & spewing empty promises about how heโll be good from there on out.
you find it cute! he really trusts you with so much of himself. as you do with him.
Please, do not tag female reader fic as gender neutral
Ah I'm really sorry for the mistake as I didn't realize that I accidentally tagged gender neutral instead of female reader I fixed it tho but again really sorry and tysm for the correction!
