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20+, neil josten worshiper, she/her

[kvind4y]

btw i don't care what nora says i know that andreil tell each other "i love you" once they start realizing that they really want to spend their lives together. maybe they don't say it as often as normal couples do but there are moments when one of them wants to use the words. it's not enough to express how they feel for each other, and they both know, but they start to like the sound of it, the sound of love

[kvind4y]

Jean Moreau i really get you

[kvind4y]

we need more kevjean fics!!!!

[kvind4y]

i LOVE being a multishipper i LOVE neil kissing andrew and neil fucking kevin and neil getting fucked by jean and neil getting a kiss on the forehead by matt (romantically) and i love ao3

[kvind4y]

why do u follow like 5 ppl

tbh i sometimes forget that following people is possible i just like/note whatever is in my feed (and i mainly use tumblr bc i want to read socmed aus ☹️) ill try and start using it like a proper human being from now on

[runoutofsteam]

It’s so funny to me that Jean uses his lack of English proficiency as an excuse but then his inner monologue is using words like malcontent and cretin. Like the only thing that man is fluent in is being a straight up hater.

[kvind4y]

trilinguals (me) love jean moreau

[burrito-fight]

@hidinginmyhands <3 ooh i lovee this one lol. hope you enjoy! this one has some plot, takes place when jean + neil are both 14 (turning 15 soon). this takes place early on when jean arrives at the nest so he's not yet entirely used to natewes' insanity and natewes is acting more insane because of that loll. also kevin and riko told jean to babysit while they went out (probably to exites or maybe somewhere natewes wouldn't approve - it's not specified)

taglist: @minyard-05 , @heartstringgs <3 because these asks are written like little side stories, i won't be tagging everyone in them bcz i feel bad clogging up everyone's notifs (but if you really want to be tagged, lmk and i will tag you!)

got jeremy involved bcz he's either 18 or turning 18 (too lazy to do the math) but i'm pretty sure he's a trojan freshman rn, which is the start of his and kevin's friendship, and also why he knows the other ravens. this one is pretty funny to me, i think natewes did half of these things on purpose (trying to scope out jean bc he's new) and at the end of this, decided he likes the french guy

admiring from afar socmed au masterpost

don't forget to like and reblog <3

[kvind4y]

i'm going to be honest bc i can't keep it in anymore: i HATE the "kevjean is orpheus and eurydice but unlike orpheus kevin didnt look back" take. wdym kevin didnt look back??? the ""Good thing you're not there anymore." "Jean still is"" kevin??

Orpheus looking back is a metaphor for never being able to move on from the past. saying "kevin didnt look back" implies that kevin stopped thinking about jean once he lost him the first time. he didnt. he lost jean a second time bc he DID look back. he finally had him back but he looked back and saw that there was too much between them, good and bad and ugly, for them to ever make things right. he looked back and gave jean to jeremy, losing him a second time. because, just like orpheus, kevin looked back.

[henreyettah]

The floozies

[kvind4y]

you ever think about the est-ce que tu m'aimes song and the part that goes "I was ready to engrave your image in black ink under my eyelids so I could see you, even in an eternal sleep" and think about kevjean?? yeah i do

[burrito-fight]

admiring from afar - RAVEN!NEIL SOCMED AU

part one || prev part || part four (you are here!) || next part (coming soon)

part five (coming soon!)

admiring from afar socmed au masterpost || part one || prev part

feel free to send in asks with little requests (like kevaaron interactions, or andrew + the upperclassmen, or jean babysitting neil, whatever you want!) i'm totally down to make short pieces that'll fill the time between updates. and my dms + inbox is always open to anyone who wants to chat about this <3

we finally got an andriel interaction WOOO! also seth and aaron are lowkey gonna be such a mood in this. nathaniel straight up went 'it's a date' w/o even thinking ab it in a romantic sense and you best believe andrew is gonna be questioning this a LOT internally. AND 'let's hope ur taste in men is just as bad' bcz andrew does NOT consider himself a catch lmaooo. next up is some kevaaron angst + dumb stuff + seth and aaron besties + jerejean !!

taglist: @bluehairmisfit , @snowcoming , @little2nerdy , @minyard-05 , @heartstringgs , @andrew-03-minyard , @neilsleftpinky , @vannyinthestars , @andabuttonnose , @motherfunkies , @iheartblondes , @03junkie , @leestars13 , @jjjosten , @hidinginmyhands , @tedious-malcontent , @ohfallingdisco , @twin-yards , @graveyardviolence , @youdontknowhowtodiequietly , @evenfallreads , @luxxbean , @jean-yvesning , @marauders-bs , @post-historical-posts <3 sorry if i missed anyone! comment here or on the main post to be added to the taglist or send an ask or rb with tags that say some version of 'i wanna be on the taglist' :)

don't forget to like + reblog <3

[kvind4y]

crying myself to sleep bc i started the book i was so hyped to read but the author uses misogynists slurs more than he uses given names so now i have to search for something else

[kvind4y]

the way i immediately become jean moreau when i read some kevin takes here on tumblr you don't understand i have to log off to stop myself from being mean to people i don't even know

[kvind4y]

kevin loves winning. being with the foxes made him realize that he likes getting called "the number one" or "the best striker". after years of being forced to call himself second best he now loves having the chance to show that he is good enough to proudly wear the crown of the exy court. and he wanted to show it by winning a game after having the best backliner as a mark for a whole half time. he once knew jean moreau like the back of his hand. knew the way his body moved on the court better than anyone else. but the jean in gold and red that he faced half an hour ago was a stranger with a face he could draw with closed eyes. a stranger that knew his thoughts and moves because to him kevin was still the same beautiful stupid boy that studied the way jean's lips moved to get the right pronunciation of tricky french words. the foxes still won, jean couldnt stop kevin every time he tried to get close to the goal without his raven's tricks, and jean wasnt a raven anymore, but kevin couldnt stop thinking about all the goals he could have scored but couldnt get past jean to do so.

“if you're still thinking about the stupid game i'm going to kick you out” the words are whispered, jean doesn't need to be loud when his face is this close to kevin's skin, rosy marks blooming every time jean's lips get away from his neck

“you're calling it stupid just because you lost” kevin opens his eyes and takes jean's face between his hands, looking at his grey irides. the way jean leans down to kiss his lips makes kevin push the match in a corner of his mind for a while. having the best backliner between his arms feels just as rewarding as winning against his favorite team.

[kvind4y]

How did you like Thea’s scene in TGR?

i liked her being rude to the reporters (fuck reporters always!!) and i liked that her presence shifted the attention from jean but i didnt like /her/. i didnt need the reminder that she will forever be loyal to riko's ravens ("you’ve ruined everything he gave you and stained his legacy beyond repair"), i still think kevin deserves better than having by his side a person that will never acknowledge the severity of the abuse both kevin and jean faced because of riko ("the king is an asshole and a bully, but he would never go this far' thea said. "not to his court." -tsc)

[gremlinnddraws]

Trojan ladies🩷💜

[kvind4y]

https://www.tumblr.com/kvind4y/776951785285877760/people-who-think-that-kevin-was-justifying-what?source=share

So what did he mean by that?

kevin was being straightforward with jeremy. he wasnt expressing his opinion, he was just telling jeremy why no one could have reported what was happening to jean: jean being 16 means that without him speaking out against the ravens no report would have been legitimate. ex: if he was 13 and one of the ravens told the police what was happening they could have done something about it bc even if jean tried to defend the ravens it wouldnt have mattered, he could not consent at 13. but at 16 he had to repot it himself, he had to use his voice and we know he would never have done that, he could not betray them, thats what kevin was trying to tell him (“He would have embraced the Ravens’ lies no matter how much it killed him to accept the blame. I have heard it before,” he insisted when Jeremy started to argue. “I will not listen to it again.”). thats not justifing, thats just being straightforward