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[cowwgirl]

Hoseok in a snow globe for you!

[bangtannoonas]

[kxeunj-blog]

5-8/♥♥♥ gifs of J-Hope logs.

[kxeunj-blog]

I miss you, dumbie

[sugaism-blog]

Hoseok being Dumbseok (~￣▽￣)~ requested by j-helpless

[simplyfakies]

do you feel it? do you FEEL it? DO YOU FEEL HOBI?!

[vincecartersisgone-deactivated2]

collections that are raw as fuck ➝ balmain spring 2010

[eta-carinae-nebula]

[j-n0p]

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[kxeunj-blog]

{` her mouth moved in time to the hand that she held flush against his crotch. each time her mouth opened for him, her hand rubbed against his clothed member. she could feel the heat emanating from it already and it only spurred her further forward. she gasped softly, nothing more than breath against his lips, as his hands delved beneath the denim, his fingers finding her core, hidden away beneath thin fabric. she took a few steadying breaths from his mouth before she resumed kissing him. her tongue delved into his mouth, exploring, wrestling, sucking his own as if she would never get to do so again. and if he didn't go to classes as promised, maybe she wouldn't, and that would suck.} Mnf {` she inadvertently let out a moan. she had been trying to hold back, thinking that if he thought she wasn't reacting, he might try even harder, but now he would know that she was definitely effected.} Okay, fuck {` she suddenly cursed, moving back a bit as she fully removed her shorts now, since he had had difficulty earlier. She also unclasped the hook of her bra, letting that fall to the floor as well. more satisfied now, both hands cupped the boys face and drew him in for another passionate kiss}

[exottraction]

excuse you yoongi, i don’t think hope was ready for the introduction

[eta-carinae-nebula]

[j-n0p]

:// grins when she agrees to begin this heinous challenge on the following school day, it was the weekend; hoseok knew he wouldn’t last he was told he needed to begin studying again — not when he had just wasted a few of his last few days of classes that week doing the same thing, he did not like consistent activities. they weren’t much his pace ] whatever i want? :// parrots, pulling away from her to look at her for an eye of agreement, his face resembling a child’s who had just been told that santa had thought he was the only kid in the world that was ‘nice’ and had given him a mountainous array of gifts ] so .. :// begins slowly, raising an eyebrow as he lets his hands travel downwards, his head falling back to rest on the headrest so he could look at her ] does that mean i can do this? :// doesn’t look as he lets his hands fall from her waist to move to try and unbutton her shorts, a task that perhaps did require his attention but he didn’t want to look away from her face — the smile upon much too hard to resist ] or this? :// asks once more as he lets one hand argue with the stubborn button of her bottom attire whilst the free hand slips up to explore the skin underneath her sweatshirt, moving slowly until they met with her breasts, kneading it slowly as his look of innocent curiosity changed into one of cheekiness ]

[kxeunj-blog]

{` she kept her eyes locked onto his, not wanting to give away just how much she enjoyed his hands on her. she wanted to see how far he would be willing to go if he thought he was trying to make a point. instead of gasping or giving him any clues, she simply smiled lightly and tilted her head to the side innocently. undoing a button was nothing, absolutely nothing. and where were his hands going now? beneath her sweatshirt. well they had been there plenty of times before. and then his hand was on her breast and she smile} I did say anything, didn't I? {` she whispered, leaning forward to peck his nose. once she had done that, her fingers latched around the hem of her sweatshirt and she pulled it up over her head. she let it fall to the floor behind her and one hand went straight to cup his face as she kissed him, the other going straight to his crotch. if he could grab, she could grab. it was more often than not like a game between the two of them, and even though there really were no winners, even though they liked to pretend their were, it was a game that she would probably never grow tired of}

[themusingsofjia]

[/ nods with a small smile] Optimism is certainly the way to go. I think you’ll be okay. Hoseok is a nice guy anyways. [/ shrugs] Just be careful yeah?

[kxeunj-blog]

Mm, yeah I will.. be careful {` smiles at her friend} Just don't tease too much, okay? Got it? Because when you find someone, you are going to get it ten times worse {` grins}

[themusingsofjia]

[/ laughs and shakes her head, placing a hand on her friend’s shoulder in an attempt to comfort her] I suppose it’s not. It’s really a matter of opinion. But if something happens I’ll be around to say I told you so.

[kxeunj-blog]

{` her face falls slightly at the thought of something happening and then smiles, waving a hand in the air} No, no I'm not.. going to think about that {` she didn't want anything like what had happened between them before to happen again} It's going to be fine, yes

[eta-carinae-nebula]

[j-n0p]

:// groans against her chest, a tier? that sounded like absolute torture — having to work for time with her body sounded horrible in his opinion but at the same time, if that was what she wanted — and the fact that she was trying to make him go to class kind of made him smile, just because of how insistent she was, it was nice ] you’re the bloody worst, y’know that? :// shivers slightly when he feels her hand graze his crotch ] — :// he muddles over the idea, head resting against the headrest as he weighed the two options in his head, eyes closing lightly. he couldn’t believe he was going to do this. sighing lightly, he looked down at her, poking her side to get her attention ] fine, white flag — i’ll go to class. :// pouts lightly ] but can we start monday, it’s friday, love. i’d rather be doing something else rather than studying. :// says as he pulls her up to press his lips to her neck, somehow finding this part of her body one of his favorites ]

[kxeunj-blog]

{` she grinned, looking up at him from his shoulder, her finger trailing along his jaw to rest on his chin for a moment, and then slipping down to rest against his chest, this time with no ulterior motives.} That sounds fair. On Monday it is. {` she sits up again, looking at him as she looped her arms around his neck. how often since they started giving this a try had they just sat like this? it was so nice. she never felt this close to anyone before. never bothered just sitting there and talking. it had been something so unreal to her that she had never even considered it.} And since you're going to be exerting so much effort come Monday, we can do whatever you want this weekend. Whatever. You want. Does that sound fair? {` she asks, tilting her head as his lips rake over it, one of her weaknesses}

[ding-ang-bato]

[hydr0c0d0n3-blog]

ding-ang-bato:

The best nights are when you’re with the one you love, doing nothing, just trying to fight sleep and enjoying the feeling of being in each other’s arms and forgetting the stress brought about by your studies, families and friends. You’re not doing anything sexual and dirty, you’re just making up on all those times that you didn’t have the chance to feel each other. At the first hour, you’re just talking about those things and stories that happened to you this last few days, even your most embarrassing moments.You laugh together, and when the laughter subsides, you’ll talk about serious matter, especially things between you two. Like how you miss each other, how you’ll celebrate your anniversary, and a lot of plans for your future together.

And the next hour is quite different. There are no talking involved. You’re just staring at each other, eye to eye. No one wants to break the silence. And it’s beautiful. It seems like you’re memorizing each other and you’re sinking on the depth of each other’s gazes. It’s a different kind of eye contact because it involves a very powerful feeling, love. You’re reading each other’s thoughts and looking at each other’s souls. Your inside thoughts are communicating and only you two can explain what are they talking about.

And it’s not just your eyes that are doing the job. Because your fingers interlocked with each other are also having a connection of its own. Like no one wants to let go. Like it’s glued together and separating them will not be that easy. Your chest is getting heavy. And thousands of realizations will hit you at the moment. You love each other for real. Sparks are everywhere. What a wonderful night. For a moment, you feel like you own the whole world. Because you’re with that someone you love. 

[themusingsofjia]

[/ shrugs with a slight frown] Like, love, same thing really. [/ shakes her head] Either way, you are getting in deep. 

[kxeunj-blog]

I- {` falls silently, not even bothering to try to argue with her best friend} Maybe you're right.. but... I mean, that's not so bad right? {` looks up at her friend again, knowing that together, they used to tease people for things like this}

[94-02-18]

[eta-carinae-nebula]

[j-n0p]

:// continues to pout, shifting slightly in his seat as he looks up at her, noting her innocent grin to a point that he sighed, almost surrendering to it — mostly because holy shit, how could he say no to a smile like hers? then it occurred to him, was she really all that fine with not doing any of that stuff — males had urges, that he knew. but women had to have urges and desires all the same, right? blinking, hoseok carefully sat up, his hands running up and down her thighs as he looked at her ] mm, i guess i don’t really have a choice, do i? :// asks softly as he reaches up to press a kiss to the underside of her chin ] and it’s not all about the sex, :// says at first, trying to justify himself ] but it would be nice, wouldn’t it? :// looks at her, raising an eyebrow ] to feel you against me, all tight and warm. :// chuckles softly, eyes flickering down from her face to her clothed breasts that were covered by her sweatshirt ] and these two, i’d definitely miss these two. :// blatantly and almost comically thrusts his face into her bosom, resting his face there for a second or two ]

[kxeunj-blog]

{` she snorts, stroking the back of his hair as her eyes rest on the wall behind them, laughing to herself as she caresses the boy whose face was buried in her breasts.} They would miss you too {` she replies, trying to keep herself from giggling.} So that sounds fair, right? I'll even reward you for each class you go to. Maybe we could even have a reward tier. For one class you get something. For 5 classes something better. For ten {` her hand slipped along his chest, slowly, her nails grazing against the fabric of his shirt} Something even better. And then 20 classes {` her palm came to a rest against the crotch of the gryffindors pants while her smile had never seemed to be brighter} Well, we'll see when we get to 20, won't we? {` she laughed and pushed Hoseok back so that she could see his face. she placed a kiss on his cheek and then nestled against his shoulder, as if she hadn't just been bargaining for him to go to class with sex}

[themusingsofjia]

[/ sighs exaggeratedly and places a hand on her chest] Oh noooo. My precious Kae has fallen victim to the l o v e word. This isn’t any good. [/ shakes her head with a teasing smile]

[kxeunj-blog]

What?! {` she splutters, nearly choking on air} I didn't say that, wait hold on. I'm.. look.. I don't even know I'm just.. {` clears her throat} I like him, okay, let's.. let's not get too far ahead of ourselves here.