Ky Recovery

On the journey to recovery

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Mental Illness can be lonely and scary

Kyrecovery

[kyrecovery]

Any Advice?

Has anyone else had a shitty experience on paroxetine? I literally don’t know what do, I know they want to start me on anti-psychotics as we’ve exhausted anti-depressants. But surely there is another option, I suffer from OCD, depression, anxiety and PTSD

Anyone that can give insight into thre experience or is on anti-psychotics for the same disorder would be so helpful. I just feel so alone!

[kyrecovery]

What works?

Losing myself, i'm stuck. The paroxetine ive been taking feels like its made everything worse, depression, ocd, anxiety, ptsd is heightened. I can't do anything, ive been signed off work with no path to move forward, trying to be honest with those around me with how bad things are but its hard, i hate to be someone's responsibility or someone looking after me, I feel bad. Why does this never end?!

[kyrecovery]

I feel like everything is falling apart faster and I'm here trying to keep a lid on it

KyRecovery

[kyrecovery]

How do people cope with mental health and work?

I'm so stuck and broken, i'm neither here or there. I'm floating and torn inside, my mind os being ripped apart. I don't know how I got through today, I nearly walked out. I don't know how i'll cope tomorrow or get through the night. Can anyone advise or help, please?

[kyrecovery]

Whose body is this?

[kyrecovery]

It's OCD Action Week💪🏽! Time to Fight Back, whether it's Educating others about OCD or taking steps to Tackle Your OCD or Campaigning for Awareness & Better Services 👊🏼👊🏽👊🏿

www.ocdaction.org.uk/takeaction #OCDwoa

[kyrecovery]

What is wrong with me, why do I pretend to be happy and pretend that everything's alright?

[kyrecovery]

Lost in time, figures of ei8ght

[kyrecovery]

This is me then Who is me now

[kyrecovery]

I'm still here...

I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad thing, maybe somewhere in the middle?

I struggle with the concept of life, my morality most days. There is no magic wand to wave this way.

[kyrecovery]

I don't know how this works anymore

Life

[kyrecovery]

I try to got to work and get on with 'life' as best as I can but I don’t want to do this anymore. I want to stay curled up in a ball, in the dark away from every single soul. A new year is approaching and I want it all to end

[kyrecovery]

Life is full of stains and broken edges

I feel hollow inside

[kyrecovery]

The capacity I have to handle things is declining...fast

[kyrecovery]

The realisation that you will never be content with life

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