Kyrin McAllister

She/They•20•Bisexual 18+ Adult language. Sorta talk about anything and everything.

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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Colleen Hoover (an amazing author) made me cry harder than any of my exes did. I have been through some shit with all of them too. I'm reading Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover. I don't think my heart can handle another heart break. I just got done reading November 9 by Colleen Hoover and that was such a plot twist in itself.

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Thankful for colleen hoover to get me back into reading, but there are definitely other authors out there past Kyrin!

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Want to talk about books with someone, but none of my friends read. Colleen Hoover has my whole entire bank account right now.

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Colleen Hoover (an amazing author) made me cry harder than any of my exes did. I have been through some shit with all of them too. I'm reading Ugly Love by Colleen Hoover. I don't think my heart can handle another heart break. I just got done reading November 9 by Colleen Hoover and that was such a plot twist in itself.

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Fertility Magic?

Hey y'all! Do any of you guys know some good fertility magic? My husband and I are trying to conceive a baby. I started my period and have been tracking my ovulation. I'm okay having science on my side, but I would feel even better if I did some witchcraft too. (as i'm typing this my cramps are kicking my ass) I have the Premom app and it's really helpful, but my spiritual witchy ass needs a little more. I just want a baby. I genuinely don't care about the gender.

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It Ends With Us *Spoilers* TW: Domestic Violence and R*pe

Y'all don’t understand how much I love this damn book. Fuck Ryle and everything about him. If you think Ryle deserves another chance, then I dislike you already. He tried to use trauma of shooting his brother to compare pushing her down stairs. Not to mention he tried to gaslight her and saying she fell down. Not to mention he almost r*ped her and head butted her. I can't wait to read the next book about her love with Atlas.

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Simz Art on Instagram / Tumblr / Patreon

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on losing touch

it happens to all of us. life gets busy, or we get ill, or our energy just wanes. it's okay. you're still magical. breathe. hold your tools, tuck your cards or books under your pillow as you sleep, stay connected if you can.

treat this moment as you would winter. spring will come again, it always does, but maybe it's time to lay low for a while.

and when you start to feel the warmth of the sun on you again, don't be afraid to grow.

love you. take care.

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Actual Alternatives to "So Mote It Be"

"It is as I will it. "

"As I speak it so it is. "

"This I command."

This is by my power."

"This I manifest."

"By me and the powers that be."

"Because I fucking said so."

(Feel free to add some of your own.)

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"because i fucking said so" is my favorite

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Aesthetic Crisis

One minute I feel cottage core and want to buy hella dresses, then the next minute I want to dress indie or alternative. Sigh. I just want to have a for sure aesthetic.

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My poor husband is sickly. I'm chained to this bed because he doesn't sleep good without me. He's got a cold, but it's hitting him like a truck. Im all over him giving him hugs and kisses. Just not giving a fuck about possibly getting sick. I'm so glad I get to be here instead of anywhere else. Perks of being a stay at home wife lol. He still going to try and go to work (booo tomato tomato tomato). It's the army and his command sucks, so i'm not surprised. Doesn't want to get on hos command's bad side.

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This page is definitely my personal diary.

My long distance best friend is isolating herself from me because her mother may have heart cancer. I know that she has been isolating herself from me and I still try my absolute hardest to give her little updates. I'll text her about my job, husband, trying to conceive, and little inconveniences. She reads them, but every now and then she'll reply. I'm trying my best to be there for her. It's so hard when you know she's active on social media. I'll see her view my tiktoks, post on instagram story, or anything else. I miss those facetime calls where we talk about everyone. I miss having someone to talk to while my husband works his 12 hour shift. What about me? I tell my husband everything and he's my best friend. I just miss having girl talk and someone to relate to.

My other best friend (Lizzy) is always at work and we don't hang out as much, but she's always there when I need her. Both of my best friends are two different people and having them both in my life keeps me balanced. One provides me logic and the other provides me chaos. Lizzy and I are going out for her birthday on Monday. I just feel so alone when it comes to my social life.

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I found out that pretty little liars is on HBO Max.....Guess who now has HBO Max Premium

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CERTO makes you SHIT!!!!

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Alias & Drug tests

I have to do a drug test tomorrow and YIKES. I smoke weed and it's amazing. Sometimes I thank the Universe for my alias. I can just say whatever the fuck and it won't affect my daily life. My employer can look at this blog and will never know hehehehe.

I have been out all day and I just want to go home, so I can lay down and prep for this damn drug test tomorrow. If you ever need to pass a drug test, then you're going to need Certo (liquid pectin), Big thing of gatorade, and lots of water.

1. Drink a little bit of the gatorade off the top.

2. Pour the Certo in the Gatorade and shake it up.

3. CHUG the gatorade like it is some good ass liquor

4. Drink the water after

5. Pee a few times and the drug test will come out negative

6. (Optional) Take some vitamin to make your pee yellow again.

My family in law try to get me to get my little sister in law to pee in a cup for me. I can't do that because I would feel too bad. I know she would be okay with it, but I would feel guilty as HELL. She's only 12 years old and in my heart I know it's the wrong thing to do. When I have a daughter I would never want anyone to ask her for her to pee in cup. It's like taking away her innocence a little bit. I don't know. I'm just rambling.

I hope they don't ask me to do an oral swab, but I'm going to prepare just in case. Tiktok is really helpful. If it wasn't for tiktok, then I literally would not have a job right now. They recommended for the job and then told how to pass the drug test. If you don't have tiktok, then you should get it. Very educational lol.

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I'm just sitting here watching riverdale (MINDING MY BUSINESS). My sister in law sent a very unflattering photo OF ME to the family group chat. It was of my tiktok, not even the whole video. I look so ugly. I knew taking a risk of posting publicly, but i'm so mortified. She just sent it saying absolutely nothing behind it. I'm slowly freaking tf out because I hate HATE hate being made fun of. Me and his sister in law (lets call her Elaine) aren't even that close for her to be sending shit like that to the family group chat. Elaine didn't even say anything after she sent it. Who does that? I replied "ew why that screenshot 💀". It was so awkward as hell, and nobody else replied because no one else really fuck with me like that. I feel placed on a spotlight for everyone to see and I'm naked.

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Cleanse, Right now.

I don't know and I don't care what you're doing. You're seeing this post for a reason. Get your ass up and cleanse yourself and your space. You need a spiritual deep cleanse right now. Your guides have been trying to reach you to tell you to cleanse. THIS IS YOUR SIGN (lol). Get rid of that stuck energy and get your prosperity, abundance, and positivity flowing through you.