My dearest, Ellen.
I’ve thought about saying so many things, I don’t know where to begin.
I wish I could show you how much I’ve grown this year.
I wish I could enjoy a good laugh with you.
I wish I could show you my new hair.
I wish I could show you my island on animal crossing because I finally bought it.
I wonder if you still have your roses on yours, since they remind you of me. You were so excited to show me.
I wish more than anything, that I could sit you down and tell you what he did to me.
Why I had to leave.
I stayed for you.
You were the only hope I had in that lifetime.
I’m so sorry I had to leave.
I wish you could meet my friends out here. I’ve told some of them about you and how they’d love you.
I always wonder how you’re doing, and if you’re okay.
Please be strong.
Don’t let him hurt you.






















